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Weekend One… Down.

Well weekend away number one is almost over. It’s been hard, and very boring. Just thinking about it all is making me cry again.

I left work Friday about 5:30 and just went home and played video games for about an hour and a half. Then after that I came back to PC and just sat around all night long. Hoping that my phone would ring and someone would be there to talk to me.

Saturday I was going to go out and get my glasses, but I never got up the energy to go do so. So I sat around all day in the chair and did nothing. I felt like shit and I feel that I’m going to for a while. Anyways, had to go out with the PU’s that night for supper and that was uber annoying because the whole time I just wanted to break down and cry. And they just kept asking me stupid questions.

After that I went to Wal-Mart and got some Schmirnoff (Sp?). And then drove downtown. I called Ben Shepely, but he didn’t Answer, so then Adnrew called… Or did I call him? I don’t remember. Anyways, we ended up talking on the phone for an hour and that was really good to talk to him…

Oh, I remember now. He called me and said that he just called to say “Hi” I thought that was really nice of him.

After we got off the phone I stood on top of the parking garage next to JJ’s and drank a Schmirnoff and just watched the people below. Very sad, I cried a lot while I was up there.

Eventually Ben Shepely called me, and I went down to JJ’s and met him. That was uber weird, and he and I talked and had a good convo. Very strange too.

As Ben was getting ready to leave Adam showed up and asked to go on a walk. So we did. Caught up about things and I got my stuff back… The only thing I thought he had was my Ring… But he had some other stuff to, and I’m glad to have that back as well. It was good to get to see him again, and to know that things are cleared… Though he wasn’t the person I really wanted to see at the moment. Infact, right now I just want to sit in my apartment and cry for a couple weeks. Perhaps it’ll make the time go by faster.

Went home about 10:30 and just sat around and drank another Schmirnoff. Watched Sister, Sister and The Proud Family… That made me cry too because Andrew and I used to sit around and watch that. Very sad times.

Today has been alright, met up with Beak and Leper boy about noon. They were late, so I called Andrew while I was waiting. Again, good to talk to him.

We all went to the zoo and then ate out, and then to Wal-Mart… After that sat around beak’s trying to figure out this puzzle thing. We got one of them, but not the other two. That was amusing… Though we didn’t even try the third one.

Now I’m here. Laters all.

A Day In New York

Well yesterday was very fun. We spent the day in New York City. So much excitement there.

Though it really wasn’t at all what I was expecting. WE got up about 8 and got ready and drove into the city with Sue and John, got there about 10ish and went to Sue’s office. That was fairly interesting. After that we walked out of the office and towards Central Park. Sue showed us where to go and we headed into the park. That was really cool. I was very amazed at how there could be such a huge park in the middle of such a big city!

I was also very amazed at how many people there were in the park running and such. Very interesting. We headed towards the Central Park Zoo and had a good time there it wasn’t as big as I thought it would be, but it had all the major animals that make a zoo, so I guess it counts. So that was fun.

After the zoo we headed back into the park and found this REALLY cool area, where we both declared it would be a great place to hold a wedding. It was so pretty! We sat there and had a hot dog and pop. After that we headed back towards Central Park West and 77th to the Museum of Natural History. We got there and the line was REALLY long. So we stood in it and there was this Indian woman that kept staring at us. Very annoying. We finally got through the line, it cost me only $9 to get in, so that wasn’t too bad.. $3 less then normal admission.

We got in there and walked around forever! It was really really cool, but again, I wasn’t in the mood to sit and read everything. Museums that big need to be a two or three day thing. I really do think so. Again, it was a really cool museum, but about half way through my feet really stated to hurt, so I sat down for a bit. After that they felt better, but we just breezed through the rest of the place. Good times though.

Headed out of there about 3:30 and towards 5th (back through the park again) and then took 5th from 77th down to about 42nd. We stopped in all the crazy expensive shops. It’s so insane that in some of them it’s like $200 or $300 for a fucking t-shirt. Very annoying. And some of the suits were like $1800, and all they were were plain black two button suits. Crazyness. And of course everyone in the stores was UBER bitchy. It’s like, HELLO, why would anyone shop here, people are far too bitchy.

Kept walking and we ran into these people that we’re like, What are you guys following us it was very weird because we had no idea who they were and they were just like randomly talking too us. They claimed to have seen us in the museum and the zoo, then again where we were. Very scary. We crossed the street to avoid them.

The Gap store was closed, the only store that we could afford and it was closed, How sad is that! Grrr.

Anyways, kept walking to 42nd and then took that down to 7th, where times square is. That was really cool to see, I took a panoramic picture of it and hopefully it’ll turn out well.

We shopped a bit more after that, and then headed down 7th where there was this HUGE street fair. Very cool times. We were a bit pressed for time by then, so we didn’t hang out there too much. After that we kinda headed over to 8th and walked down it a bit, Found more porn stores in like a 2 block area then we have in all of Iowa. Very insane! But since we didn’t have time we didn’t go into any of them, very sad!

Once we found 33rd street we looked for the train station, because it was about 6:30 by then. Found what I thought was it, but since it didn’t say Penn Station on it, we didn’t know if that was right, so we walked across the street to Macy’s and asked. It was indeed Penn Station, so we walked down there and couldn’t figure out the trains, so we had to ask this crazy woman. She was very helpful though and we figured it all out.

The little display that had the info on it as to where our train was coming it at (Tracks 1-12, but who knew which track it would be on) didn’t have the track number on it, at about 6:50 it FINALLY got the number on it and everyone that was standing around stated RUNNING like mad men to the train. So Andrew and I were like, we better run too. So we ran through all the people and got to the door for track 12, and found out that all those people were actually running to somewhere else (I’m guessing track 13-21 since they were in the same area). So we got on the train and just picked the first door that we came too, went in and sat down.

My god was that a BAD idea. It was so fucking hot in there, and since we had never been on these trains before we had no idea if it was supposed to have been that hot or not. So we sat there for a while and everyone that came in was like, OMG, it’s HOT

Eventually someone said that it was cooler in the other cars, so we went and sat in the one behind us.

It was very scary sitting on that train though tell it left the station because we had no idea if we were actually on the right train or not. But once the train stated moving they said that it was going to the place that we needed to go to. So that’s good.

The train ride was all right. I tried to sleep, but really couldn’t.

Got home and it was late, we laid around in bed for a bit, then went down and got cheesecake, then came back upstairs and Andrew gave me a message. That was VERY nice 😉

Today we didn’t get out of bed tell like 11, and haven’t done much since. His grandma came over and she was funny. But she didn’t stay long.

Anyways, I’m out, Laters all!

So Gifts??

Ok here is the contiunatin of my last update.

So gifts…. Chris got me the best, most thoughtful gifts I’ve ever gotten. He made me EVERY Cranberries CD there is…actually made with the pictures on the covers and everything. And tehre was another extra CD with all the songs they didn’t have on albums, plus a CD of the MP3s so I couldp ut it all on my computer. It was the sweetest gift ever!! He also got me the book culture jam, which I really wanted. And he gave me a photo album (which I also really wanted/needed) and he printed off all the pics of my graduation and the zoo and put thema ll in there! ALl the gifts were sooo totally sweet I couldn’t even believe it!

He truly is the best boyfriend ever!! Everyone is sooo jealous of me 🙂

So I’ll just skip to the good part 🙂 We were just laying down on his bed, talking, and I started crying. I think what set me off was Chris saying something about where has all the time gone, and then I had a panic attack about leaving, and started to cry. Pretty soon we were both crying. Eventually we seemed to compose ourselves. Chris was laying on top of me. We were talking about if he liked me or not and I was like “How much do you like me?”

And he leaned in close, and whispered in my ear,
“I love you baby.”

I started to cry again. I didn’t even know what to do. I know it was hard for him to be the first to say it. I told him that I loved him as well. Then we were both crying and I didn’t know what to do. The emotions were so strong right then.

It was insanely hard to leave that night. I just wanted to stay with my baby and make sure that everything was ok with him, and with myself. But I had to force myself out and before i left, he told me he loved me again. Oh those words mean so much to me. If only he knew!!

So in short, amazing night/day/night, and I can’t wait till tomorrow night when I can see my beautiful baby again!!!

Not Far From The Truth

Well, you know what It’s a really good thing that I didn’t type a 3 page long private update and have Microsoft Works randomly stop responding just as I was finishing up about today.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

UBER PISSED!

And let’s be honest, not that I don’t want to write it all again, but I’m just not going to, it was fucking 3 pages and took like 45 minutes.

Goddammit.

This weekend was very good.

Swimming at gray’s lake w/ creepies. Eating good dinner at Beckys. Rimming in the hot tub. Fingering all over the place. Cumming a lot that night.
Damn, now this update sucks b/c I’m cranky about losing the last one.

Adventureland today was really really fun. Chris came over at like 10:30, and then we left w/ Erin and Court and headed out. Got there and got in and started riding rides.

There was a bit of a problem w/ the roller coaster situation. Chris doesn’t go on roller coasters but I really wanted him to. In my mind, I was hoping that one day he would be able to tell people that he hated roller coasters but that this guy Andrew that he knew forced him to go on one once, and it changed his life forever, and now he isn’t afraid at all. I just wanted to help my baby. But it’s ok, he didn’t see it that way and that’s fine. Everyone likes different things. It wasn’t enough to cause a fight or anything, just a minor annoyance on Chris’ part and a little frustration on mine. No biggie though.

The Race thingy was uber fun. As soon as we got our first clue, Ryan was off running. We tried to keep up but we had to run. Anyways Chris and I ran a LOT. We had to keep going on different rides, and it was fun b/c we would try to barter w/ people in line so that we could get ahead of them and make it. Anyways lots of running, lots of laughs and our team ended up coming in first!!!! YAY!!! We got 20 Adventureland Bucks. I used mine on food and games. I lost all the games, and was really pissed about it. More pissed than I should’ve been, since they were just stupid games. But it really annoyed me.

Didn’t really do much after that, came back here and layed w/ Chris for awhile, didn’t really want to ever get up but eventually we had to. Chris apparently thinks that he is the one who suggests that it is time for me to leave when I come up on Wednesday, which is completely untrue. I always do. Then he states he forces me out and feels bad. I never really feel forced, but it makes me feel really stupid when he says that. I can’t really explain it, it almost feels like he’s saying Yeah so you can’t leave on your own, so I have to force you out Anyways, I know that isn’t it, so no need to dwell on it.

Said goodbye and it was sad and I think at one point Chris was either A. About to tear up or B. tearing up. Which I find so incredibly touching. I mean David cried a few times during our relationship, but it was usually over something stupid, and not anything actually involving me. It just shows me that he cares.

Now he’s gone and I’m sad. But he asked me to spend the night on Tuesday, so hopefully I can. And then Wednesday is our 2 month! My 2nd longest relationship, set to be the longest.

Here’s a little secret: I don’t have anything for him yet. I was SO fucking busy last week, plus I saw him EVERY day, so there was no time for me to get something. Plus, the damn thing I’m looking for, I can’t fucking find. So annoying. And I feel bad b/c I didn’t plan this well enough, and I wanted to do something original and creative, but yeah doesn’t look like it’s gonna happen. I will make myself a note to begin work on a 3rd month present to make up for my lack of preparedness this month. And I know the material things are not a big deal, but I still want to get my Topher something nice. Hopefully he will like what I end up getting.

So random thought: the other Saturday at work before we went to the zoo, I was talking to Cara and Jean about going to the zoo etc, and completely randomly Cara is like So you’re in love with Chris? And I was like What?? Where did that come from? And she was like Spending the night with his grandparents, going on a trip to the zoo, you two are obviously in love. I was like Ooooook….. Very odd, but I don’t feel it’s far from the truth. Well, I hope it’s not.

Anyways to recap quickly since it all got lost, last week was very good. I surprised Chris on Monday in Ames and spent the night, he came down Tuesday and spent the night and we hung out all day Wednesday. Didn’t do much of any real importance.

Had a cry fest Wed. night b/c I suddenly had a panic attack about leaving and stuff. I just got in one of those moods that I can get in. Yeah so we cried and kissed and talked about stuff, I felt better afterwards but I did not want Chris to leave me. So sad.

And now I’m gonna be gone in a week again too. That will suck. Even more so than the other week. Well, it will and it won’t. It will b/c I won’t be doing anything there, like I was on the cruise. But it won’t b/c I will have access to a phone so I can talk to Chris whenever I want to. So that works out pretty good.\

Hmmm anything else important?

Other weekend memories
Screaming Woman
I really wanna fuck your hot ass
Reinstating Sister, sister The Proud Family

And a couple weeks back, it was really really funny, we were leaving my house and Chris was like Damn I should’ve brought my sunglasses, it’s so bright. And I was like Yeah, you are probably blind. And he goes I am. Then he proceeds to walk with his hands out, like he’s searching for something and going Where’s the car??? It was SOOOOO funny. I still laugh when I think about it.

Anyways.

All in all a great week. Can’t wait to see him again. Lots of scandalous ness to talk about real quick. I gave him head in the skywalks, and just recently on top off the parking garage by Javas. It was really embarrassing though b/c he was dry humping me and licking me and I turned around for something and there was definitely some woman who came out of the building and who was walking towards her car and saw us. I was so embarrassed, I just ran away. Funny though.

Dinner at Becky’s was uber good, even though there were really scary people at Gray’s Lake.

And so my WinAmp keeps going pink floyd, alanis, erykah badu, pink floyd, alanis, erykah badu it’s really fucking annoying.

Anyways, that’s about it, I miss my Topher man!

BREAK!

So Scandalous

Ok. Well a TON happened on this weekend that can’t be put in the main journal.

Well, I guess not a TON. But there’s still enough that happened.

Friday night, we made out in the skywalks/elevators/on top of the parking ramp. It was SO HOT! And very scandalous, I had never done anything like that before. At one point I even got a bj in the fucking Skywalks! I probably would have cum even if I hadn’t been so nervous about it all!

After that we drove back to WF building, and made out in the parking lot. Andrew finished his bj, and I came all over the place, it was so messy. I cleaned up with some old boxers and then we threw them on the ground. lol.

Saturdy was pretty normal. In between the manual labor, and the shower we made out up in the bed room. Well we did more then made out. We were both naked and Andrew was dry humping me. It wasso hot as well! Rarr. At times Enfuego came very close, and could have probably slipped in if pushed enough… My ass was just asking for it! lol. Neither of us came though.

We went and took showers. Good times, I cleaned nicely. Although it was ruined later because I had to take care of a farting problem. Bastard Cosby Kids!

Anyways, the lake was TONS of fun! We talked and talked about HS and how we were the ones everyone hated and how back-stabing little kids can be. I also learned a little bit about his past in NJ. Which is nice, but I’d still like to know more. I think there’s a lot that he’s not telling me. It was overall a very good talk.

The lake was so romantic, and so nice. I juust really wish that I could have carried out my plans. And that there wouldn’t have been so many people there so that it would have been much more romantic if we didn’thave to keep breaking because people drove by. Very annoying.

The sunset was absolutely beautifull though! And so was the moon. Again, wish we could have stayed longer so that we could have seen more of the moon.

After we got back from the lake we went to bed. I gave Andrew a rimmy and tried fingering him again. He said that it felt good, but that my fingernail hurt some. I figured it would because it needed to cut. I just really wish that he could enjoy it more. I feel so bad when I try and fail at it. Especially when he says that he can get two of his fingers in, without problems. Perhaps he just needs some coaching or something.

Though I did finally get him to come again. Which was nice.

And then he made me cum for the second time in two days. Which is a rare/if ever thing to have happen! So that was really good.

Oh, I almost forgot. Friday night on the way home we were talking and I forget how it came up, but he said that he had gotten head from Bad Hair Boy in the JJ’s bathroom. Now I knew that he had said he had gotten head from someone in there, but I couldn’t remember who it was. I was very upset by this, and he kept saying that it was true. I didn’t really think that it was, but he was being very persistent that it was infact true, so I couldn’t help but wonder. I thought I knew him better then that to think that he would do something like that. And I was hurt that he would, and my respect for him would have dropped considerably. But anyways, the point is. I was upset, we talked. Turned out he was joking and all was fine again! Not a big enough deal to get as much space as it just did! There were much better things that I should write more about!

Sleeping with him was great, and we cuddled pratcically all night. With my arms around him. Ahhh, so wonderfull!

Sunday was really great. Being out there at the zoo holding his hand, kissing him. Having people tell us that we’re so cute together! Just wonderfully great! And he’s so damn cute sometimes. I just couldn’t get over how cute and wonderfull he was! I’m so lucky to be his bf, I hope that anyone that comes after me sees just how lucky they are!

Sunday night wasn’t so great. Leaving was very hard, to stand there and look at his face. To know that I wouldn’t be seeing him again tell Wed, that was just bad! On the drive home I was thinking about going to LA with him and how hard it’s going to be for me to leave that airport. There’s going to be so many tears. And everytime I think about it I tear up already.

Driving home sucked too. The whole weekend when I was driving somewhere I had a hand to hold onto, to kiss, to caress. But the ride back to Ames there wasn’t a hand there. There wasn’t anyone to talk to. Just an empty seat. And they aren’t as much fun to try and talk to! Fall is going to be hard.