My Life

Weekend One… Down.

Well weekend away number one is almost over. It’s been hard, and very boring. Just thinking about it all is making me cry again.

I left work Friday about 5:30 and just went home and played video games for about an hour and a half. Then after that I came back to PC and just sat around all night long. Hoping that my phone would ring and someone would be there to talk to me.

Saturday I was going to go out and get my glasses, but I never got up the energy to go do so. So I sat around all day in the chair and did nothing. I felt like shit and I feel that I’m going to for a while. Anyways, had to go out with the PU’s that night for supper and that was uber annoying because the whole time I just wanted to break down and cry. And they just kept asking me stupid questions.

After that I went to Wal-Mart and got some Schmirnoff (Sp?). And then drove downtown. I called Ben Shepely, but he didn’t Answer, so then Adnrew called… Or did I call him? I don’t remember. Anyways, we ended up talking on the phone for an hour and that was really good to talk to him…

Oh, I remember now. He called me and said that he just called to say “Hi” I thought that was really nice of him.

After we got off the phone I stood on top of the parking garage next to JJ’s and drank a Schmirnoff and just watched the people below. Very sad, I cried a lot while I was up there.

Eventually Ben Shepely called me, and I went down to JJ’s and met him. That was uber weird, and he and I talked and had a good convo. Very strange too.

As Ben was getting ready to leave Adam showed up and asked to go on a walk. So we did. Caught up about things and I got my stuff back… The only thing I thought he had was my Ring… But he had some other stuff to, and I’m glad to have that back as well. It was good to get to see him again, and to know that things are cleared… Though he wasn’t the person I really wanted to see at the moment. Infact, right now I just want to sit in my apartment and cry for a couple weeks. Perhaps it’ll make the time go by faster.

Went home about 10:30 and just sat around and drank another Schmirnoff. Watched Sister, Sister and The Proud Family… That made me cry too because Andrew and I used to sit around and watch that. Very sad times.

Today has been alright, met up with Beak and Leper boy about noon. They were late, so I called Andrew while I was waiting. Again, good to talk to him.

We all went to the zoo and then ate out, and then to Wal-Mart… After that sat around beak’s trying to figure out this puzzle thing. We got one of them, but not the other two. That was amusing… Though we didn’t even try the third one.

Now I’m here. Laters all.

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