Category: My Life

  • Anxious-Avoidant Trap

    We got stuck in it. Over the past week we have been talking a lot. He’s been trying his best but it’s just not enough to recover what has happened at this point. I love him, but it just won’t work unless here’s a MAJOR change in both of us. I don’t think either of […]

  • We broke up last night

    We have been through so much over the past year and through everything I have fought to make you the one that’s most important in my life. I love you and care about you and I don’t doubt that you care about me too and have been a loyal loving boyfriend. But over the past […]

  • Rinse, Repeat. I’m fucked I relationships

    I am just never going to find someone who loves me the way that I want to be loved. I’ve said it a million times before. I just want someone whoo talks to me, who flirts with me, who wants to share their life with me. This past weekend we were in San Diego for […]

  • Hudson Property Management – Ankeny, IA

    I hired Hudson property management in July, 2021 to manage 78 units. By July 2022 they had lost me over $100k in rent income. They are terrible property managers who allowed multiple people to get 6-8 months behind on rent racking up over $40,000 in delinquency even after I pushed them multiple times to start […]

  • Things are getting better but it’s still not enough

    Things have been getting better. He’s been initiating more sex, talking more, etc. But things just aren’t enough. Last night, we were sitting here eating dinner. He asked “How was your day” and before I could even answer he opened TikTok and started scrolling through it. I cook for us every night, he rarely does […]