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Keeping Busy

Well, I’ve been trying to keep myself overly busy this weekend. Friday I got home from work late, met up with this guy who’s going to buy my old laptop. Hopefully. He’s going to let me know by Monday. After that I was supposed to go to a movie with Carlito, but his sisters or something were to tired, so we cancelled that. I ended up just hanging out here for the night and doing random stuff.

Saturday I got up a little late and went up to The Arboretum of LA County. Walked around there for a few hours. It was pretty, but I think it could have been a little better. I’m sure it’s really nice in the spring. It was fucking hot though.

Got home from that and showered and then went up to Santa Monica and hung out with this guy Chris… It was really wierd, cause we were riding the elevator down… And he magically somehow got a job contact out of that.. It was so random! Anyways, we walked around 3rd Street. I was affraid we’d run into Jay there. Thankfully we didn’t. And when we walked by the bar that he likes going to, I didn’t look. lol. Chris bought like a million dollars worth of stuff at this random natural soap place called Lush. I think I found mom’s christmas present there.

We walked around for a bit more and went shopping in some other stores. After that we went back to his area and we were going to go see Pirates again. I was supposed to go with Carlito again, but they went at 7, and it was 6:30 when I found that out. Not enough time to get back to Redondo from Santa Monica. So Chris and I went to his area, but we just missed the 7pm showing there and then next one was sold out. So we broke and I came home. Hung out here for the night.

Was planning on getting up early, but I overslept, so my plans got cancelled. I was going to go up to Azusa to do a bike ride, maybe next weekend! So instead I’ve spent the morning at the beach hanging out. Now I’m going to go hit the shower and then I’m off to 3rd Street in Santa Monica AGAIN! This time to meet up with this guy Tommy.

Everyone I know is buying new cars.. I really want to go get one! I was told the other day that I’d be happier if I spent more money… It’s probably true. But I feel that I have to save for my life… I don’t want t be old and broke!

Adios y’all!

He’s To Busy

So. Friday was one long ass day at work. But it finially ended. I was off to see my boy! I was so happy that I was finially getting to see him again after more then a week.

I get nearly to his house. He calls, “Hey, I’ve been slammed at work and am running a bit late, can you hold off for like 10 minutes”.. Sure not a problem he had called earlier and told me he was really busy at work and might be a bit late. So I just wait the ten minutes at a little coffee house next door to him. I walk to his place and he was just getting there… I waited another 10 minutes in his house while he changed. VERY sexy in his suit. OMG. And that ass! ::dies::

I met his roommate too, who was very nice. We headed out to dinner and got right into this sushi place. Had a great chat about work and our days and some other general stuff. I was in such a great mood. After that we headed out to the movie theater. Got there and went in, sat down. After about ten min of the movie, he grabs my hand and we hold hands for the rest of the movie, and he put his other hand on my leg and was just carassing it, so nice and caring esq.

We ended up seeing Strangers with Candy, neither of us wanted to wait in line to see Pirates. It was a very funny movie.

After the movie we drove back to his place, parked the car and then walked to TCBY.. He finially let me pay for something, so I got the deserts. Walked around the block and stuff and talked. He told me about some family drama he was having, that his Aunt and Uncle found out he was gay and that he was going to have to tell his parents before they could. It was a nice chat.

Got back to his place and we went into his room and laid down on his bed. Talked for a bit and then he turned on the TV. I leaned in and kissed him, we ended up making out for the rest of the night. He never tried to go any farther.

We also talked in there. I asked him about a few things… What he was insecure bout. Intelligence, body, sex. I don’t see why about the body, he’s got a damn fine one. 🙂 So we talked about that for a while, talked about his family some more and some other things.

I had an amazing night. “Yowzers” as he would put it. I left about midnight cause he had his outrigger thing in the morning. By the time I left though, we had talked about plans for hanging out Saturday night and also a hike on Sunday depending on when he told his parents.

He walked me out to my car and we kissed and said good night, he said to call him when I got home.  I drove home with the biggest smile I’ve had in a long fucking time.

I called him when I got here and he told me he had an amazing time and was excited for the next time we got to hang out. Said goodnight again and hung up.

Saturday… Comes, and I hadn’t heard from him by 2. I figured his thing would be over about noonish. I had done laundry all morning cause he wouldn’t let me come to the Outrigger thing in Long Beach. Said he would only be in the water for like 5 minutes. So I said that’s cool, as long as I get to see the one next weekend. Which he promised me I could.

So at 2 Austin called and wanted to do something. I send the boy a txt and ask him how the thing went and if we were still on for that night. He replies and said it went well and that he was going to take a nap.. I ask him to call me when he gets up so that I know what’s going on for sure or not.

Hung out with Austin till like 5:30ish. We had a great time. He hugged me, twice. Very odd for him.

I got home and the boy was online. I ask. “How was the nap”. He says it didn’t happen, he went bed shopping with his roommate. I ask him if he had decided if he wanted to hang out for sure tonight or not. Cause I wanted to make other plans if not.. he says: “awww… i do want to hang out with you! I have to go to a birthday dinner for my friend Marissa tonight”.

So then I ask about Sunday. Suddenly he has practice in the morning, and then the thing with his parents. Which was expected. But if he has practice in the morning, why did he EVER say yes to going hiking on Sunday.. And this birthday thing I doubt is last minute! Ugh.

Then I said that I wanted to ask him something. He said. “Phone convo”. I said I’d rather just talk on AIM cause I’d get nervous.  So then this happens:

6:15:21 PM oawww: Ok…. So far after our three dates, i’m really enjoying hanging out with you and our time together, and you totally seem like a great guy and someone i would like to continue to get to know better….. The last couple people I started going out with, i thought things were going well but then they abruptly stopped talking to me… So at this point i just want to make sure we’re both on the same page….. so basically, after these couple dates…. do you feel things continuing on, or going off into a friends only area… ?

6:22:21 PM theboy: Good question. I feel the same way, but I don’t have a lot of time this summer due to pre-planned commitments, and I don’t want to get into a situation where I dont have time for you and you get frusterated

6:26:31 PM oawww: Well, at this point, I feel that I’d like to see you as much as possible for the summer and hopefully after summer we’d have more time…. I’m a very understanding person, as long as you are open about how much time you have. I’m ok with that.

6:27:01 PM theboy: true

6:27:16 PM theboy: being open and communicating are important to me

6:27:26 PM oawww: Very true…

6:27:43 PM theboy: I have a lot on my mind right now and I didn’t really want to see you because of that

6:27:48 PM oawww: That’s why i’m asking you this now, before I get too involved into anything.

6:27:49 PM theboy: Im not that talkative right now

6:28:06 PM oawww: Yeah. I understand that… And I’m sorry to bring this up now

6:28:26 PM oawww: But since I’m not sure when I was going to see you again. I just wanted to make sure we were both on the same page about things

6:29:19 PM theboy: I’m still not ready to commit to anything just yet, since my life is already full of commitments, which would be my only disclaimer

6:32:05 PM oawww:  It’s ok… Hopefully we can continue seeing each other in the capacity we have been, and maybe once your current commitments are past we can go from there.. By then we’d both have a better understanding of how things would work…… To be completely honest, I’d have to say you’re a great guy, you’re smart, you’re funny, you’ve acted very caring… All great qualities I’m looking for.

6:36:20 PM theboy: thanks…  You are amazing …. which is why I want to be careful in my actions

6:36:29 PM theboy: dont worry about me ever not calling you back

6:36:39 PM theboy: i respect you too much for that

6:40:06 PM oawww:  Thanks… That makes me feel better.. And now that I know what to expect It’ll be ok… I hope that we can continue to figure things out through the summer and just take things slow and see what happens once your time frees up. I’ll always be looking forward to the next time we have to hang out, because i really enjoy those times.

6:53:13 PM oawww: Anyways. I’m sorry to have dumped this on you, but like I said, I just wanted to make sure we were on the same page.

7:00:42 PM theboy: no worries! ok, im going to get ready, I’ll talk to you later skater!

7:00:59 PM oawww: Ok… have a great night… and good luck tomorrow.

7:01:07 PM oawww: Give me a call if you wanna chat.

7:01:12 PM theboy: thanks, you too… I will !

So yeah. I’m a bit bummed by all this.  He’s too busy, not a big surprise. I just don’t get why boys go out on dates, when they know they are too busy, or not ready, or what not. I’m so sick of all these excuses.

I sent him a txt today asking how the b-day party was. No reply, and it’s been 4 hours.

I’m so sick of boys. I just want that damn relationship. I want to be over this search. I want to have someone who I can trust and count on to always be there. I want to have someone to come home to, and cook dinner for. Someone to sit around at night and have drinks with and lay in bed reading a books together. Someone I can make all these plans with that won’t ditch me at the last minute.

I have all these things I want to do this summer. They won’t get done with out _someone_ to go with! I just want that SOMEONE.

In other news… I went on a 20 mile bike ride this morning with this guy Jason. He was nice, but I feel friends only there already. Who knows.

Robert and Mike should be here any minute. Adios.

Don’t Wanna Be Back

Ugh, I so don’t wanna be back at work today. I took yesterday off basically. I worked some here and there, but mostly didn’t. I sat on the beach for 2 hours and have a sun burn now. I went to the gym.

I’m such a weakling now. I used to bench 130, now I can only do 70. I also dunnno if my asthma is just getting worse as I get older or if I’m just really out of shape, because after only 10 minutes on the elliptical machine, I was out of breath. It was horrible. I’m really sore today.

Other then that I wasted the day away at home. Watchin Mary Tyler Moore and analizing every little thing that the boy has done, or not done, over the last few days. Outlook is looking grim to me. 🙁 We do have a date set for tomorrow though. Dinner and then the new Pirates movie. I’m going to bring all this up to him then, find out what he’s looking for forsure. It just seems like he’s way too busy to have time for a bf. Perhaps it’s just all previous commitments or something.

So… net neutrality was defeted yesterday in the Senate committee.. It’s good to know that people like Senator Ted Stevens are the people who are voting for these things… Go listen to this MP3. Then PLEASE explain to me why this guy is even ALLOWED to vote on something that he clearly has NO understanding of the impact. And then read this HILARIOUS explanation as to why the internet took 5 days to get to the Senator

Also, Ken Lay died yesterday. It’s sad that he won’t rot in jail.

Phil sent me this link to “Another Gay Movie“. It looks hilarious, I can’t wait for it to come out. Andrew, here’s your mainstream gay movie that’s not sad! haha.

Also, Stranger’s With Candy comes out this month. The boy and I have a date to go see that movie as well. I can’t wait!

The company re-imbursed every penny of my moving expenses, which I am THRILLED about! 🙂 I’m out of debt again!

I posted about this forever ago, but since getting my new Mac I hadn’t installed it yet. I found a link to it on Digg over the weekend and thought it was time to re-install this nice thing.. So I did…. You should go here: Ad Blocking Hosts File. And follow the instructions. It will block those ANNOYING ass Ad’s on most sites, including! The ones on Myspace. 🙂 It’ll work for ANY Operating system, so Windows/Mac/Linux/Unix users should all go do it!

Adios.

San Fran!

Well, I just got back from a VERY long weekend in San Fran. It was really good, I got pretty annoyed a lot it seems. But The trip it self was very fun.

Lets see, Friday Andrew and I left OC about 3pm. It was 2 hours before we had planned, but he got out of work early so that was a good thing. We drove up there and didn’t have any fights.. I was in a really good mood, he seemed to be as well. So it was nice. Got up there and Oksy was at a party, so she asked us to come join. At first we were going to, but then we decided it was just too late and we were both tired and wanted to go to bed. So we got her to come home and just talked for a while. This is where the first annoyance came in though. Was that I just wanted to go to bed and talk about things in the morning and she just wanted to keep talking and talking. Blah.

Anyways, we got up Saturday morning and Andrew and I took the train into San Fran. That was a nice relaxing ride. Got there and got off at Powell, from there we walked up Market to Pier 1, where there was this HUGE farmer’s market! It was so fun. I took tons of pics there. After that we walked all the way down to pier 39 and then Fishermans Warf. From ther we walked down to Ghiradelli Square.

We had amazing Ice Cream there. It was so yummy! From there we walked over to Loumbard (sp?) walked down that and then up to California Street, took that all the way over to Laguna Street and then Laguna street all the way down to Haight and Ashbury. Shopped around there for a while and then Oksy joined us there.

From there we went down to Castro and hung out there. Walked around, bought some UBER cute underwear. Went to dinner there and our waiter was an asshole.. But I said I hated the place, so it’s ok. We also went to this realy cute Coffee shop there.

After that we all went out to this little Woody’s esq place, had a drink and then headed out to another bar. This one was more Dancy and shit. Andrew and Oksy said they were going to go get a drink, and left me to sit and watch the coats and stuff. So I sit there and 30 minutes later they still aren’t back. So I get up and go find them talking to this boy. So I get really pissed off cause ONE of them could have come and got me and said, “We’re over here tlaking to someone, want to come”. But they just left me. So I handed Oksy her stuff and walked out and went back to the damn Coffee shop. Oksy follwed and I told her to jsut go back to the bar. 30 minutes later they both finially come back. And we get into this HUGE argument about what to do. I told them to just freaking leave me alone and I’ll sit there and read and for them to go back to the bar. Oksy starts yelling at me to stop being so difficult, when I wasn’t being difficult at all. I was telling them exactly what I wanted! Hello!

So they all leave and a little while later they come back with the boy they were talking to and of course he and Andrew were making out. Then they went off to some other bar. The came back and got me about midnight and we all just went home.

Sunday we all slept in and then went out to Chinatown with google boy. Oksy missed the 3 signs on the freeway that said Chinatown and then got annoyed when she got lost. We finially got parked walked to china town and ate lunch. It was nice, from there we all walked back to the MOMA (or was it MOCA?) either way. Lots of crazy art. Just the type I like. 🙂 Spent a few hours there and then went back and watche Superman.. The only thing that movie had going for it was that Superman was UBER hot! Even yummier with his hair wet! 🙂 After that Andrew and I went back to the apartment and just hung out and went to bed. Oksy and Google boy went out drinking.

Monday we again slept in and then went out to Badoga Bay, the bridge and redwoods way up north. It was really fun. I honestly think this was the best day for me. It was a really pretty drive and being out in the wilderness mademe happy. We stopped at this crazy place and had REALLy good ice cream again. 🙂

Got back into the city and things started to go downhill again. We all wanted Sushi for dinner, but it was late. I kept saying we should just stop at one of the 8 million sushi places we were driving past, but they kept insisting on going to this place way out in Mnt View that neither of them really KNEW where it was. So we got lost and of course by the time we got there it was closed. As was everthing else around. Finially at like 1030 I just got bitchy enough that we stopped at Jack-in-the-box for food. Andrew and I went back to the arpartment and Oksy and google boy went out again.

This morning we left at 8 and I dropped andrew off at 1:30ish.

Overall the trip was fun, San Fran wasn’t what I was expecting, everyone has talked it up way too much. But obviously, the wife and I are not made to spend weekends worth of time together. haha.

I called the boy after dropping Andrew off. I havne’t had hardly any time to talk to him this weekend, and his txting replys have been few and far between. Which is understandable since he was in Vegas for most of the time too. But we all know I like to over analize things and I always think things are going worse then they are when first starting out… I don’t like to keep getting my hopes up just to have them crushed a month in with some stupid breakup reason… So anyways, he said he’d call me back in 30 minutes… which meant 2:30.. well he didn’t call back till 3:30 which was a bit annoying, but it was a nice convo. short but nice. The other day he said he missed me. which made me feel really good… But he was drunk, so I’m not sure how much feeling went into it. I missed him. He also keeps talking about going out to vegas. which would be tons of fun! I really enjoy him so far because it seems he’s someone who I can say, “lets do this” and he’ll do it.. IE, the bike ride to bridge to no where.. Which we talked about doing this upcoming weekend. so hopefully that’ll happen. I also really hope this vegas trip happens. And I think he’d be a good candiate for that napa trip I was talking about in the spring. Lots of other things I think he’d like to do with me that I have on my list.

My scope today says: “Don’t fret if it feels like a relationship is falling apart. Rather, you are being given an opportunity to clarify your positions before moving forward again.” Lets hope it’s right, cause I don’t want this one to fall apart!

Robert also wants me to go to mexico with him and Mike. as well as a camping trip. i’m very excited for both. There’s not enough weekends this summer for it all! haha. well more like not enough money! 😀

Anyways. I’ve rambled enough. Adios!

Great Date!

Soooo. The date last night = AMAZING! 😀

He was so adorable and so nice and we had a great time. I really didn’t want to leave when it was time to go, cause I just wanted to keep talking to him! Like I said yesterday, we went to Houston’s in Santa Monica. Got there and hung out at the bar for a little bit. I had a Jack and Coke and he had Vodka Tonic… He said Jack and Coke was a straight drink.. haha.

Had another during dinner. The convo was really great, at least I thought so! We talked about all kinds of random stuff.

After dinner we walked down to the theater and bought tickets to Nacho Libre. The show didn’t start for another 30 minutes, so we went to this bar across the street. It was a really cute place. I had to go to the bathroom, so I went and came back and he had bought me another drink.

We had talked earlier about the Jack and Coke thing and I had mentioned that I drink 151 and Coke sometimes too, since he thought that Jack was a hard drink. lol. So that’s the drink he got me.. at 151. Needless to say, I was pretty drunk for the movie. But whatever. It was good.

The movie was very stupid but also very funny. It was also so cute, because we got there and he put the arm rest up between the two of us and he was leaning into me the whole time (He claims it was because of the fat man next to him, but I think otherwise. haha) and he held my hand! ::swoons:: I also grabbed his fore-arm at one point, and held onto it.. OMG, so muscular. Yummy! 😀 Must be from all that rowing he does!

We also talked about his last bf for a while, and it sounds like he was in a bad relationship. I guess they went up to SB for a weekend and his boy totally missed his competition. I would have been so pissed if that had happened to me!

After the movie we walked back to the parking structure and up to the thrid floor where he was parked. We said goodbye and I gave him a hug. He kissed me on the cheek, so I gave him a soft peck on the lips… It was so…. nice. 🙂 I was honestly very surprised that he would show that much PDA.

We parted ways after that and he told me to call him when I got home.  So I did and we made plans for a date on Wed! He’s coming down to RB for the evening. 🙂 Sadly after that I then won’t get to see him till the next Wed since I’ll be out of town. Then he’s going out of town the next weekend!

Anyways… As you can probably tell, I had a really great time! AND HOPEFULLY something will come of this one!