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Sleeping Habits

Well, last week I was sleeping WAY too much, and now so far this week (Since friday) I haven’t been able to sleep more then 4 hours a day. Anyways, Saturday I got a whole two hours, and then sunday I got a whole 4 hours. So yeah. I’m hoping tha tI can get lots of sleep today…. For some reason my head just won’t shut up when I’m trying to go to sleep. I sit there and think about all kinds of things… Like today I was thinking about what I’d do if I randomly got $500,000. Or what pictures I”m going to take when I’m back in Iowa… I already have like 100 perfect shots thought up. I’m sure that I’ll forget them all by the time I get to Iowa, but whatever. Most of them are in my G&G’s town and Creston… I’m also a bit excited and hope that I can hit the farm while I’m there to take pictures of the barn and the old machinery we have around.

I really wish I had someone from here to take back with me so that I could show them the wonderfulness that is Iowa… I’m sure I could ask a lot of people, but who would I want to go, and share that with?

I also realized that I LEAVE Iowa the day before Andrew gets back. 🙁

Today hasn’t been all that exciting. I got up and called my dad and talked to him for a bit. Then I went to Costco and bought Star Wars IV,V and VI. THen I came home and watched them (Luke Skywalker is SO HOT!) tell Bastian came over and worked on my computer. He was making a movie and needed a Mac, so I told him he could use mine. He was also really nice and seems really cool. So that was fun. Again I hope we can hang out again.

Speaking of, Andrew asked me if I thought anything would happen between Myke and I. I think one of three things will happen: 1) He’ll never talk to me again. 2) We’ll be friends, who probably don’t really hang out that much. 3) Maybe date.

I think and am hoping that the option 2 is going to happen and hopefully hang out more then I think we would as friends. He was a really fun guy and I hope that he thinks I’m at least somewhat fun. Problem is that he always seems to have something to do. IE, Friday when I went over to hang out he had actually been invited to like 3 other things… And as most of you know, I don’t feel that I’m the most exciting person, so what motivation is there for him to hang out with me and not all these other people…. Option 3 is out because… I feel like he’s too hot for me to be able to date and also I think he reminds me too much of Andrew to date as well. Though I think things could be overcome in that department if it comes down to it… Not to offend either Andrew or Myke.

However, I have this strange gut feeling that option 1 might be actually what’s happening… But that could because I get really paranoid that people don’t like me when I feel that I’m always the one IMing them first… Such is the case here. And he always takes forever to respond when I do talk to him online… Though I know most people don’t sit here like I do and repsond as soon as they hear the little sound. lol. I don’t like making people wait for a reply on AIM. but that’s just me… The point is that when I feel like I’m always the first to IM someone, I feel like they hate me. lol.

Umm, also I’ve recieved 4 offers to hook up this weekend… cound them 4… All from people I know, all completly randomly. Friday night I got two calls while I was out with Myke… And then Saturday night I got one, and tonight I got one! Very crazy. Where’s this coming from!? One of them was even a straight boy. So that was hot. 🙂 Anyways.

I’ve updated my myspace (link on the side). I tried to make it look like my webpage. I was even going ot put the picutre at the top, but the ads pop over it. Very annoying. I did find a way to make the ads go away, but I figured I might as well be nice to myspace, that is how they continue to provide a free service. Maybe I’ll just move them… time will tell.

I also have a three day weekend in August…the 26-29.. I was thinking about going up to sequoia national park. But I have no one to go with… I was thinking that if hotels were cheap enough that I’d just go alone… but I looked them up and the cheapest hotel I could find online up there was $70 a NIGHT! Holy buckets.. that’s expensive. Even if I could get just ONE person to go with me, that’s still be $120 or so with tax just on the hotel.. Plus food, and gas and entry to the park… Grrr. So yeah, that looks like it won’t happen.

I really want some of my aunt’s salami… It takes forever to make though and is SO not good for you.

Speaking of not good. I was going to hit the UCI 24 hour fitness today… So I left my place at 10, got there about 10:30 and the fucking place was CLOSED! They fucking close at 11pm.. How stupid is that, it’s RIGHT ACROSS THE STREET from a HUGE ASS CAMPUS, how in the WORLD can they close at 11pm! So Yeah, I didn’t go to the gym tonight… And then I forgot to eat dinner so I got to work and was starving, so I ate a donut. 🙁 Talk bout not good.

Screw me.

Adam4Adam

I don’t remember if I mentioned a while back, but I created a fake account on adam4adam with one of my friends from South Dakotas pictures. (Yes I told him). Anyways, he’s way hotter then I am, and has a shirtless pic that I could use.

Anywas, in under 10 days, this fake account has gotten over 200 e-mails from boys wanting to fuck… And not a single one has got a reply!

It’s really depressing on a few notes.

First, because when I e-mailed some of these boys just to chat and shit they ignored me. Which I guess is expected since it’s a total hookup site. And Secondly, because there are so many boys who are willing to just hook up completly randomly with someone they’ve NEVER MET before.

I mean, it’s bad. If you’re willing to just send someone an e-mail after seeing TWO PICTURES of them. And give them youre phone number and address and say, “Come and get fucked” That’s just sick. I mean, it’d at least be better if you preteneded that you wanted to hang out and then fucked.. or something!

lol. whatever. Laters.

Gym…

Well I went back to my normal gym today… Thankfully the dirty man wasn’t there. lol. However I did eat an ice cream bar after I was done. lol…. And I’m back down to 172 now, so I’ve lost 8 pounds… I’m wondering where it’s coming from because I don’t think the belly is getting any smaller yet!

So yeah, only 9 hours of sleep today. And I ate a minute steak. It was yummy, but I was too lazy to make potatos to go with it. Maybe tomorrow or something. I love mashed potatos… My grandma makes the best, well to tell you the truth, they’re actually MY mashed potatos when we go there and eat them. It’s the thing that I’m in charge of at her house. But her noodles make the mashed potatos even better… God I can’t wait tell August when I get to go back. I’m going to have her make me a big roast and noodles and just sit there and eat bowl after bowl of htem..

I’m also going to hit up Tylers Pharmacy and get a…. Uh oh, I can’t remember the name of those drinks… but either way, they’re only 25 cents and so good. That places was such a great part of my childhood. I love it there.. I’m going to take SO many pictures when I go there this summer. Good old small town Iowa. 🙂

Umm.. I called Andrew tonight, of course I got his voice mail. I cried… I also got an e-mail from Susan again, saying not to do anything stupid and to call her if I need to. She’s sucha great woman.

I also left my hours at 10pm, instead of 11 tonight… I thought it was 11 when I left, in fact I didn’t realize it was 10 tell I got to the gym and asked myself why the place was so damn busy! Gah. I could have watched another episode of QaF! Blasted. Oh well.

I’m kind of annoyed at work. I think I’ve mentioned it before, but I’m re-writing large parts of the timesheet. Well, I added this status report thing, and then it got changed and now it’s being changed BACK to the way I had it the first time. So annoying. It’s like, hello! Let’s think things through here. Blah. Also, since I got to the gym an hour early, I also came in an hour early, and I was going to spend that hour writing this updae and doing other random things for myself… but it was spent instead fixing a problem that didn’t exist.

I got a job offer today too. I had been interviewing with this company in DM, however when they sent me the offer they changed it from a fulltime job to an 8 week contract job in italy or something random like that. I had to say no.

Mmmm, mashed potatos and noodles!

Laters all.

Annoyances

Blah, so I’ve been a bit depressed lately. Umm, perhaps because people here are stupid, all the stupid homos. All they want is sex.

I found this site a while back, called adam4adam… I put up a profile. At first it was fun, all these hot boys IMing me wanting to have sex, telling me I’m hot. But now it’s just pissing me off. All these stupid boys IMing me, e-mailing, all they want is sex.

I really need some good friends out here. Honestly, I’ve never had any “good” friends. I’ve had friends here and there, but none I’d consider “good”. I’d go into that, but we all know the stories. I don’t have any long-lasting friends, except for Andrew.

I’d settle for just some friends out here. Someone that I can hang out with routinly. Someone(s) that will come over and hang with me on the weekends I’m on call. Or someone that’ll just hang with me and watch TV, etc. Blah.

Like I said, I’ve just been depressed lately… I’d been on a fairly good streak I think. I can’t remember the last time I was really depressed bad… but now I am.. I think the thing that really brought it on this time was Andrew leaving.

I’m going to buy myself a new digital camera. SD400 It’s MUCH smaller then the one I have now, and has real Optical Zoom. I’m hoping that this way I can carry it around more and take more pictures of my life… I think it’d be good. I hvaen’t taken many pictures out here since I moved, and there’s so many good things to take pictures of. Oh well.

Umm, not much else going on in my life. I’ve updated my timesheet program that we’re using here at work, it’s authenticating against the domain now, which is way cool. I also added a status report thing and a PL/SQL procedure to send e-mails if someone hasn’t submitted a status report by 2pm on friday. I really like it and I’ve been thinking about putting it and one of my other projects onto source forge. But I really don’t want to have to support users. I have enough work as it is supporting this damn thing within our own company. Plus I’d have to do a lot of code modifications to make it universal. But those would be good to do anyways. I might think about it if i have a free night sometime.

The other project is my RT Ical extractor program. I Think that could be a REALLY good thing for everyone that uses RT, so I might submit it to the RT development team for inclusion. Again, it would take some modifications to make universal, but we’ll see.

We’re getting a new phone system here at the office.. A Cisco based VOIP thing. IT sounds really cool, I guess I’m going to get to be one of the main guys that gets to set it up. So yeah.

Oh, so cute! I’m watchin QaF and the little teenager has a boyfriend and it’s so cute! lol. I wish I had had boyfriends when I was younger… fuck me. 🙁

Tonight I might have some people come over and hang at my place. I’m pretty excited, I hope it’s fun. Andrew gets in LATE tomorrow and before he gets here I have to do laundry and lots of other stuff.

Well, this is a good entry, right? Laters.

Reunion

So this weekend has been pretty long.

I tried to bake on Sunday. Because I was really bored… But I was missing one ingredient from every recipie I tried. 🙁 I was so annoyed. But I didn’t want to go to the store again. So I just gave up.

Saturday I cleaned like a mad man. Crazy mad mad man! My house is spotless now, and it better stay that way for a while. Stupid cats.

Sunday I did all my laundry. 40 some pairs of underwear. 40 some shirts, and a ton of towels/jeans/shorts. Plus my bed sheets and the rugs. I spent nearly $20 on laundry!

Last night I also went up and saw Andrew. I was going to just drop off this DVD I had made for him of all the pictures and stuff that he lost. And then leave… I knew I’d cry a ton of we talked… But he made me come in… And the tears did come like crazy. It was really good to see him again. I wish he weren’t leaving.

Friday we’re going to the WB studios. I can’t write anymore beacuse I’ll cry.

Night all.