My Life


Blah, so I’ve been a bit depressed lately. Umm, perhaps because people here are stupid, all the stupid homos. All they want is sex.

I found this site a while back, called adam4adam… I put up a profile. At first it was fun, all these hot boys IMing me wanting to have sex, telling me I’m hot. But now it’s just pissing me off. All these stupid boys IMing me, e-mailing, all they want is sex.

I really need some good friends out here. Honestly, I’ve never had any “good” friends. I’ve had friends here and there, but none I’d consider “good”. I’d go into that, but we all know the stories. I don’t have any long-lasting friends, except for Andrew.

I’d settle for just some friends out here. Someone that I can hang out with routinly. Someone(s) that will come over and hang with me on the weekends I’m on call. Or someone that’ll just hang with me and watch TV, etc. Blah.

Like I said, I’ve just been depressed lately… I’d been on a fairly good streak I think. I can’t remember the last time I was really depressed bad… but now I am.. I think the thing that really brought it on this time was Andrew leaving.

I’m going to buy myself a new digital camera. SD400 It’s MUCH smaller then the one I have now, and has real Optical Zoom. I’m hoping that this way I can carry it around more and take more pictures of my life… I think it’d be good. I hvaen’t taken many pictures out here since I moved, and there’s so many good things to take pictures of. Oh well.

Umm, not much else going on in my life. I’ve updated my timesheet program that we’re using here at work, it’s authenticating against the domain now, which is way cool. I also added a status report thing and a PL/SQL procedure to send e-mails if someone hasn’t submitted a status report by 2pm on friday. I really like it and I’ve been thinking about putting it and one of my other projects onto source forge. But I really don’t want to have to support users. I have enough work as it is supporting this damn thing within our own company. Plus I’d have to do a lot of code modifications to make it universal. But those would be good to do anyways. I might think about it if i have a free night sometime.

The other project is my RT Ical extractor program. I Think that could be a REALLY good thing for everyone that uses RT, so I might submit it to the RT development team for inclusion. Again, it would take some modifications to make universal, but we’ll see.

We’re getting a new phone system here at the office.. A Cisco based VOIP thing. IT sounds really cool, I guess I’m going to get to be one of the main guys that gets to set it up. So yeah.

Oh, so cute! I’m watchin QaF and the little teenager has a boyfriend and it’s so cute! lol. I wish I had had boyfriends when I was younger… fuck me. 🙁

Tonight I might have some people come over and hang at my place. I’m pretty excited, I hope it’s fun. Andrew gets in LATE tomorrow and before he gets here I have to do laundry and lots of other stuff.

Well, this is a good entry, right? Laters.

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