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We went shopping on Friday, it was way cool. I got some silverware that matches my dishes.

After shopping we all went to the beach, it was alright. We got a bit lost getting there, but whatever. We got there about 9ish, and apparently it closed at 9:30, the park ranger came down and was like, “I’m locking the gate.” and she turned around and started walking away. Well I wanted to ask her a question, so I started running and screaming, “HEY” really loudly. I ran out of the water and all the way up the beach (all the way screaming “HEY”) before I caught up to her, when she FINALLY turned around and said “My name’s not ‘hey’.” I wanted to punch her right there, the stupid bitch, how the hell did I know what your name was? Fuck you.

So after that we went back to beak’s house, showered and then went out for supper and a movie. I wanted to rent porn, but the place we went to didn’t have any good gay porn, so we just got somestupid shit. I fell a sleep like 15 minutes into the movie.

Saturday we got up way early and left. We got totally lost and ended up on the complete wrong side of town. Opps. Still we got David home on time.

The weekend was totally fun. I hope we can have another one again soon. There’s talk that perhaps David will come up here sometime and we can all hang out in Des Moines.

Today Adam and I went out shopping. I got some pots and pans that match my plates and some other stuff. I’ve spent so much money it’s not even funny. But I found some REALLY REALLY cool tables and lamps that I want. The second one. And here’s some salt and pepper shakers that I want.

So totally cool!

Welcome To Lincoln

So far the trip has been very fun shit! We got to Corning about 5:30 on Wed night and picked up David… Withholds drowling.

We drove back to Creston and went to some Chinese Buffet and then went to the theater next door. We were expecting to see Lilo and Stitch but they were playing MiB II, so we saw that instead. It was good cause there was a really hot gay boi working at the theater. After the movie we waited around in the lobby and talked to the gay owner. He was amusing.

From there we went back to Corning and out to some lake. We were going to go skinny dipping… Withholds drowling again. But when we got to the beach there were two little kids there. So we were like, we’ll we can wait tell they leave and then go…. Well more and more people kept showing up… About 10:00 it was finally dark enough and there was only another small group of people on the other side of the beach, we decided to go. We took off our clothes and stripped down to our underwear and jumped in. We waited a bit longer and the other people were finally leaving. Adam took off his underwear and was walking back up towards the beach to put them up there when another truck pulled up, and two guys got out…

They shined thier lights on us and said “We’re locking it down, you need to leave”

Fuckers, I wanted to go skinny dipping. But when we were getting out, David was wearing white briefs, and they showed off his ass, so nice. OMG!

So we got dressed and went to another part that doesn’t close, but there were people there. So we just hung out and talked.

We got back to Lenox about 12:00 and went to bed.

We left Corning about 12:00 the next day to head to Lincoln. The ride out was tons of fun. We got here about 2:30 and just hung out tell 7ish when we went to see fireworks and buy our own. That was funny shit. lol

The place we went to see fireworks is Waverly we went to like a ball park or something and sat right in the middle of people shooting off fireworks all around us.. Not just those little ones that stupid Iowans have. But the big fuck off ones that shoot up in the air like 100 feet. It was scary.

The actual fireworks was cool as well. After that we came back to her house and hung out tell like 3AM when we all went to bed. And yes, we went to bed.

That’s about it. We got up today around 12:00 and we’re going to go shopping here soon… But David’s still in the shower..

Oh, funny story, he went in there, and after a couple minutes opens the door, and you could tell he was naked and he asked “Are there any nude beaches around here?” lol…

6 Months and Counting

So tonight marks the six months. Yes, six months ago, on Dec 17th, a Monday night, Adam and I drove home together, pissed at each other, becuase of what two other people had told us about each other, we talked about it on the way home, and how we felt about each other. As we talked, we realized what had happened that night at the GLRC, we realized that we had been lied too by two of our close friends.

We realized what we really meant to each other, and that we wanted to be back together again, again after so long apart. Again. That night we drove home, talking, we got to his house, but we weren’t done talking, so we drove to a dead end, sat there and watched the neighbors christmas tree spin around, and we talked. We talked about how we felt, we talked about what we wanted, we talked about that damn spinning christmas tree.

That night, at about 9:30 PM, he asked me, “Would you be my Boyfriend?” I, of course, said yes.

From that night to this night we have been together, this monday night, we didn’t go to the GLRC where it started that Monday night, this Monday night, we went on our first real date. 6 months after it started, we went to the stereotypical supper and a movie date. We sat at the table talking about how our day was, talking about what we’ve been up to, and what we like. Talking about random things. We ate a nice supper, we saw a nice movie. We drove back to his house and as he drove down the street he took that turn that we took 6 months ago, not to go to his house, but to go to that dead end. We stopped there in the same place we were 6 months ago, when it was cold and snowy out, when people had Christmas lights and Christmas trees up. When the windows would fog over with the slightest breath. We stopped there and talked, 6 months it’s been, 6 months ago we sat here, in this same spot, talking. Today we sat there and talked about how great the last 6 months have been. 6 months ago he wrote in the fog on my window, “He’s taken.” Today he wrote on his windows. “He’s still taken.” We kissed and then drove back to his house, we sat outside in the cool June air, and talked about things, just random things.

We talked and then we said goodbye, it was 9:30, 6 months ago, at that time, we had made it official. And today, we’re as happy as we were then. To 6 months and many many more years, I love you Adam.

::Yawns::

Man I’m so tired right now…

This weekend has been good, Friday was very confusing and stressful so we’ll leave most of it out, but Adam and I went to the Film Fest, we got lost on the way and it was very stressfull until it started and then all was good. The first movie sucked ass, the second movie was odd and the third movie was really good. Kade was cute for being a girl. lol. Afterwards Adam and I went to my house and hung out, I fell asleep in his lap, it’s been a while since I’ve done that, lol.

Today’s been good as well, I woke up at 6:54 and here it is 1:04 AM, I got up, went to the bank where the hot boi flirted with me and then I went and got my pa a pa’s day gift. From there I went back to Ankeny and got my hair cut, and then to Hy-Vee to study. Good times.

After Adam got off work we went back to his house and just hung out the whole night there. It’s been very nice.

I would have liked to have gone out tonight though, but oh well. It was nice anyways.

Last summer at one of the Cub weekends I was this groups camp site guide….(Mental note to finish story later).

Adam’s Conversation 2

11:35:41 pischkoa: Hello?

11:35:47 Adam – Sluk: Hi

11:35:54 pischkoa: How are you?

11:36:01 Adam – Sluk: OK

11:36:09 Adam – Sluk: Nervous

11:36:14 pischkoa: Why are you nervous?

11:36:21 Adam – Sluk: About tonight

11:36:34 pischkoa: Oh, the movie thing?? Have you talked to Kim about it yet?

11:37:10 Adam – Sluk: I’m going to cal her in a bit

11:37:14 pischkoa: Ahh.

11:37:49 pischkoa: So what else is up?

11:37:50 Adam – Sluk: Kit called me this morning and said she had a pseudo script and for us to PLEASE change it as we see fit. She was going to email it to me so I got on to check

11:37:59 pischkoa: I see.

11:40:03 pischkoa: You’re mad aren’t you.

11:40:35 Adam – Sluk: A bit yes

11:40:41 pischkoa: Why?

11:43:04 Adam – Sluk: Well yesterday I talked to you, I was really upset but in the end I felt a bit better about the whole situation. Then last night someone downtown asked if you were upset, I asked why and he told me about your away message last night. That’s when I called you.

11:43:04 Adam – Sluk: I wasn

11:43:04 Adam – Sluk: ‘t very happy last night

11:46:50 pischkoa: 1) Who told you about it? 2) I wasn’t very happy last night either, or the night before… Wed night you had to work, after you got off I figured you would at least call em to see if I wanted to do anything for a while, you never did. That made me sad. I cried the whole fucking night, then last night, I was going to go out as well… But you never even asked, you just assumed that I wasn’t, now I’ll give you the fact that I hadn’t been going out, but when I said three times that “I guess I won’t get to see you tonight since you’re already going out with missy” and other things along those lines, and you never even gave it a second chance, you say that it hurts you when you go out without me, but yet you never really seem to make move to try even ask if I wanted to go out. That really upset me, the whole night last night, from the time I left myoffice tell the time I went to bed, there were tears rolling down my face cause I didn’t know what the hell was going on. I didn’t know what the hell you were thinking…. I was upset as hell last night.

11:50:34 Adam – Sluk: You said yourself that you wouldn’t see me on wednesday becasue I worked and on thursday you had a paper to write. As far as I was told you couldn’t do anything. I wanted to. And when you said “I guess I won’t see you tonight…” I took that as you couldn’t do anything. Ou know you’re welcome to go out with me anytime…not even “welcome” but we SHOULD be together whenever we can. You shouldn’t have to be invited. After 6 months it’s just second nature. When we’re free, we’re together

11:51:56 Adam – Sluk: But regardless of misunderstandings between us, saying relationsips suck on AIM for everyone to see…why?

11:53:15 pischkoa: Cause I was pissed off, I was mad, I was upset. Damnit. I was fucking crying my eyes out last night.

11:54:50 Adam – Sluk: And you thought that would help. After hearing about that I had my share of crying too. When I didn’t invite you I didn’t mean anything. History should show you that I simply don’t get your “subtle hints” but you saying that was blatently mean…I don’t care how upset you were that was un called for

11:56:32 pischkoa: Fine, I’m sorry for saying that.

11:56:55 Adam – Sluk: That’s not how this works Chris.

11:57:08 pischkoa: Well then how _does_ it work.

11:59:03 Adam – Sluk: This is silly. It’s not my fault that you can’t go out, you said your self you don’t blame me for it. But yet I get all bad vibes. I feel bad simply for doing anything at all becasue you’re at home or work. I can’t keep track of your schedule any better than you can keep track of mine, especually when we’re apart. There was no reason you couldn

11:59:45 Adam – Sluk: ‘t have said “You want to do something tonight?” and there would have been no problem. But instead you droppped hints that I obviously didn’t pick up on, and you blamn it on me

12:00:55 Adam – Sluk: Then in your anger you say something like that, that I didn’t even see but rather hear about from other people. Thats bull

12:02:04 pischkoa: I’m not blaming shit on you. I’m venting my anger towards you and I’m sorry I’m doing that.

12:02:07 Adam – Sluk: I’ve made every attempt to try and help things, we’ve talked about this, we’ve tried and everytime we come out feeling like we’ve accomplished something yet nothing happens, and more anger incurs, what are we going to? Some sort of scheduling has to take place

12:02:43 Adam – Sluk: If you’re vent ing your anger towards me, then how do I come out being the bad guy?

12:03:40 pischkoa: I don’t know.

12:03:58 Adam – Sluk: you never did…But you never even asked, …and you never even gave it a second chance

12:04:08 Adam – Sluk: And you are blaming me

12:06:58 pischkoa: I don’t know what to say, fine I’m wrong for blaming you, I’m sorry for making you feel bad, I’m sorry for everything and anything I’ve ever said to you to make you feel like shit.

12:08:36 Adam – Sluk: You don’t have to say anything. It’s what you ARE saying that made me mad. I mean the away message had one intention. and it wasn’t one of “hey Just so you know where I am…” like most away messages

12:10:53 Adam – Sluk: During this whole situation, I’ve somehow felt this was my fault, that I was doing something wrong, but the truth was neither of us were to blame. We were in a shitty situation and there was no good way out. I tried to handle everything as best I could, and as did you. But last night was upsetting for both of us because you lost your temper. That can’t be made better by saying “Fine I’m sorry”

12:11:18 pischkoa: I’m sorry for everything, I’ve been through enough in the last two days, enough crying enough wondering if we’re going to be together tomorrow, enough cryng because I don’t know if I’ll have boyfriend whom I dealry love and can’t stand being apart from, over the last two days, you’ve said that you had doubts about our relationshipa nd you wouldn’t tell me what you ment by that. I don’t doubt our relationship, I think that we’re strong, but I just don’t know what to think now, I don’t know what the hell is going on damnit. I don’t mean to hurt you, but when I get hurt, I do what seems like the right thing to do. At the time I felt like that, and I wanted someone to talk to, you weren’t there, I couldn’t talk to you, I put up an away message about my feelings and I left, I went and cried in the shower. Damnit, I’m sorry.

12:11:45 pischkoa: Alright, now you’re blaming this on me. And I don’t like that. I did not lose my temper, I was sad, I was upset, I felt like shit. Don’t dare blam this on me.

12:14:53 Adam – Sluk: OK I’m sorry, but I never doubted us till last night. When my boyfriend, my love, my soul mate says relationshps suck I wonder why he’s in one then. I wa soo scared last night, we left downtown I bawled the whole way telling Missy how sacred I was, how scared I was that you were giving up, that we were falling apart, that I was losing you. I lost you once, volentarily I add, I NEVER want to lose you again. It pains me to be apart from you as it pains you I’m sure, then hearing that when I thought we were on the road to recovery hurts me very deeply. I didn’t know what to think

12:16:57 Adam – Sluk: I though that you were done, I thought “who knows where we’ll be in the next couple days” for the first time since out first break up, I was scared for us. I hated that feeling. I can’t take it. I didn’t sleep last night. I almost came to POlk City at 3 this morning and shaking you and screaming “What’s happening?”

12:18:41 Adam – Sluk: After many a little tiff, 6 months into the relationship we hit this. And since this a first, neither of us know who to deal. But I learned last night, that Julian and Dean had a very similer experience, and they weathered that storn just fine, as I know we will, one way or another

12:20:21 Adam – Sluk: Please say something…

12:20:55 pischkoa: If I were done then I called you back at 11 when you called, if I were done then I would have come to downtown and told you that I was through with you… But I didn’t because I wasn’t done, I don’t want to lose you ever again, I went thgouh it once and these last couple days it’s felt like I’ve lost you again, for me it’s felt that way. That you were already gone. I didn’t know what to think of things last night, I didn’t want to give up. I was going to drive downtown numerous times and tell you, that damnit I wanted to go out last night. I wanted to, and when you called last night, I hoped that maybe you would come over so we could talk about it. But you never did. I was going to drive over there, but I didn’t know how you were feeling or what you were feeling, I thought it the worst and I didn’t want to face that then. I know that we’ll get through this in time, but we HAVE to talk more, you have to be more receptive and think more of me, and I have to tell you more str8 out about what I want and what I’m thinking, we both have our flaws, but that’s the way the world works. We’ll get through it.

12:23:02 Adam – Sluk: I know we will. And I’m not blaming this one you, but I truly think part of this stems from the meds, or lack thereof. We need to work to fix whatever problems yu have.

12:23:27 Adam – Sluk: Because your problems, are our problems

12:23:31 pischkoa: And youneed to work to fix the problems you have as well.

12:23:36 Adam – Sluk: I know.

12:24:15 pischkoa: So are we better now?

12:24:27 Adam – Sluk: Not yet, but we will be…

12:24:37 pischkoa: … What?

12:24:48 Adam – Sluk: We can go somewhere and talk tomorrow after I gte off work

12:25:08 pischkoa: Why not tonight, after the Movie thing.

12:25:36 Adam – Sluk: We can, I think everyone wants to go out after if you want to too. But we can if it would be better

12:25:55 pischkoa: I think it would be better. I can’t stand another night of this shit.

12:26:07 Adam – Sluk: OK. We can go somewhere and talk

12:26:41 Adam – Sluk: Let’s go to nalan plaza and talk. I found last night it’s a good place for thinking.

12:26:49 pischkoa: Fine

12:26:54 Adam – Sluk: No fines

12:27:10 Adam – Sluk: OK works better

12:27:10 pischkoa: I still want to know who told you.

12:27:51 Adam – Sluk: That’s not important. They wern’t trying to cause trouble, they wanted to make sure out fairy tale romance was still ok

12:28:04 pischkoa: I know, but I want to know who it was.

12:28:15 Adam – Sluk: OK…Mike

12:28:32 pischkoa: Ok

12:30:22 Adam – Sluk: So I have to be at the Church at 5 to set up, so are you going to meet us there?

12:30:34 Adam – Sluk: Do you wanna come early and help set up too?

12:30:42 pischkoa: I was planning on meeting you at your house.

12:30:51 Adam – Sluk: What time are you off?

12:30:56 pischkoa: When ever I want to be.

12:31:19 pischkoa: I can leave at 3 if you want, or even 2:30

12:31:19 Adam – Sluk: Ah, well tha works. I didn’t think you got off till 4:30 or something

12:31:41 Adam – Sluk: OK the call me when you get into ANkeny. I should be home, but just in case

12:32:02 Adam – Sluk: Umm if you wanna come earlier that’s cool, but anytime around 4 is cool

12:32:08 pischkoa: Fine

12:32:14 Adam – Sluk: No fines….

12:32:22 Adam – Sluk: : )

12:33:50 pischkoa: What about the Wayne Newton bridge?

12:33:55 pischkoa: Yeah you know, the one they’ll build in 2031 to connect The Las Vegas Islands to the Arizonian mainland?

12:33:57 Adam – Sluk: WHAT?!?!

12:34:19 Adam – Sluk: Adams confused

12:34:32 pischkoa: Nevermind then.

12:34:35 Adam – Sluk: lol

12:34:40 Adam – Sluk: What was that?

12:34:49 pischkoa: It was _supposed_ to be a joke.

12:35:04 Adam – Sluk: It was funny, where’d it come from though?

12:35:14 pischkoa: http://slashdot.org/article.pl?sid=02/06/07/1412217&mode=nested&tid=126&threshold=2

12:35:21 Adam – Sluk: Ah

12:35:44 pischkoa: I have to go work, brb

12:36:22 Adam – Sluk: OK Well I’m going to find something to eat. See you around 3 or 4?

12:37:39 pischkoa: Yeah.

12:37:42 Adam – Sluk: Bye!

12:37:45 Adam – Sluk: I love you!

12:37:51 pischkoa: Bye!. Love you too

12:37:56 Adam – Sluk: *hugs*

12:38:01 Adam – Sluk: *extra hugs*

12:38:04 pischkoa: ::hugs::

12:38:07 pischkoa: :-*

12:38:10 Adam – Sluk: Bye

Adam – Sluk is logged out @ Fri Jun 7 12:43:11 2002.