Lenni Lenape

It’s the Nanticoke Lenni-Lenape. That lived in New Jersey, not the main tribe of the Lenni Lenape. 😛

Anyways, yesterday was so great. We spent some time scanning pictures at his house, which was nice. Though, boring for me all at the same time. lol. I didn’t mind really, beecause what else would we really have been doing??

After that swimming, then hottubing. I really wish that my PU’s wouldn’t have been home when we were doing that. Perhaps this weekend we can go after dark if it’s still warm enough. Hopefully it will be.

From the pool/hottub we went up to my room, where we made out for a while. Then I gave Andrew another nice massage. I don’t think he really needed it, but he earned it. 😛 I also got more access again. Which is very exciting. I hope that means he’s getting used to it, so that way it’ll be easier in the future. He sure came a good one though last night. lol. I laugh just thinking about it… But I also get hard at the same time… “Down Hoody, Down!”

Once we were done with that, it was movie, food, camp. Camp was so nice to have him there, and so great that he really wants to learn about it all, and is trying to understand it all. Because I know it can be confusing. It really means a lot to me that he came. I’m still contemplating whether I want to go up on Friday or not. WE’ll have to see if we have any other plans for that day before then.

Drove home talking about more camp stuff and the like. Got home and just sat in my drive way forever saying goodbye, it’s always so hard. I don’t know how it’ll happen in LAX.

He said “I love you” again. It’s always so reassuring to hear him say it, and be the first to say it. It really makes me feel good when he says it those words.

We finally parted ways.

As I said in the public update… I can’t wait tell Friday!

Laters.

A Little Update

I’m just taking a quick little break here from programming my PHP thing of MIS 433. Very interesting stuff there. Good times.

The last couple days have been VERY long. Though today’s going by very fast. Which is really nice.

Yesterday was class as usual. The group had some problems on Tuesday night removing a foreign key in Oracle. So they were going to stay after and talk to the prof about it. I had to leave to meet up with Andrew at our scheduled time.

As I was driving there the group called me and said that we’d have to recreate all the tables to get it all to work right again. I was not happy about that. Since I wouldn’t be near a computer that day, I would have to do it this morning before the test. Which I was hoping to get to study that whole time. Eh, whatever.

So I drove to Andrew’s and we hung out there for a while. His mom was being very weird, and nice. Strange woman she is. We ate, I love eating at his house, they always have such yummy food. Though we usually eat the same things, either sandwhiches or pasta. Always good though! lol. After that we scanned some pics of his and then headed out to my house.

Oh, he got his hair cut and it’s so UBER cute… Why do I have such a HOT bf??

Got there, went swimming and then watched the Floods of ’93 movie. Since Andrew wasn’t here for that, and he wanted to see what it was all about. The movie wasn’t that good beacuse they re-used so much of the same footage. I know there was TONS more that they could have used. And I think my Uncle was in there too. But I’m not sure. I haven’t seen him in forever, but it did look like him. Very crazy. They left a lot of what happened out though, and focused mainly on the DM Water Works.

Let’s just say that it wasn’t worth the money.

Though it was sad to see all that again. And scary too because just today in the paper here in Ames there’s a big article about how the Skunk River is at flood stage now. Very scary.

After that we ate and then headed up to camp. It was good there. We didn’t have to walk around much, but they had cancelled the Tower show, which is sad because that should have been uber fun. And I’ve always wanted to see it. Since I worked at camp the year they started doing the tower show, I never did get to actually see what it was all about. The pool show that they’ve done in years past wasreally funny, so I expect that the tower show would be the same.

Shoemaker, Goat, Rissie, BaldBoy and a few others that I knew were on staff, and I was very scared of them recognizing me. Though I don’t think any of them did. Eventually the CampFire started and it was great. Not as good as some years past. But still good. IT had a Mr. Rogers theme, which was odd because we’ve never had a campfire like that. They did the Princess/Prince skit which is always GREAT! And it was even better because Rissie and Crazy did it, and they’re the only ones I’ve ever seen do it right. So great though! Andrew seemed to really enjoy it.

No songs though, that was sad.

After that the call out. It was really good as well, though the fires went out because the wood was wet. It’s always sad when that happens, because for a lot of people those are the only real bon-fires they’ll ever see. I wish that we hadn’t cut the size of them down though. They are much smaller now then what they used to be. We had to cut it down though because sometimes the Ashes would fly up into the Pole-Mans face and then he couldn’t sing. So it’s s saftey thing, but still. Big fires are fun!

I really wish that I could show someone the other ceremonies that happen later that night. But I can’t. 🙁

We left there about 10:00 and drove back to my place, sat in my drive way saying buy, I finally had to open my car door and just shove Andrew out and drive away. I really hate having to go back to Ames on Wed nights. I just want to stay there and hang out for the rest of the night.

Got home and went straight to bed.

Got up this morning at 7, showered, ate and then went to campus. Created those tables and then studied. I looked at the test online and it said that we could have tell 5 this evening to do it. So I was going to just go to class and spend that time doing the practice test, then go and do the actual test later that day, after I had had more time to study. However the prof had different plans, he did say we could do it later, but he preffered that we do it in class. So I did, and I didn’t do as well as I had wanted. I did do alright though, so that’s nice!

After that went and did a group meeting to work on databases some more. Then I rode to work. Which is where I am now, doing this and working very hard today. Lots of lines of PHP have been written and many more are to come. I’ll have to have someone massage my hands tonight.

I’m so glad though that today’s going by really fast. I can’t wait tell Friday to get to see my Drew Bear again!

I’m a little strapped for cash this month. I over spent while Andrew was on the trip (By about $62), and now only have $70 to last me though the 31st.

Speaking of money, we semi-discussed the flight plans for trips to EWR. I guess Andrew’s ticket is being paid for my his mom’s company, so she has no control over what he flys. Very sad, because that may mean I’ll have to fly there alone. I really don’t want to do that, because the whole point of this trip is to travel together. I won’t like that if that’s what happens. Though, I’m REALLY excited to get to go out there. We have a TON of stuff planned to do on the trip. And we’re leaveing Aug 12th. Good times!

I must be out now, this was supposed to be short!

And That’s My Life…

I’m Not Done With That

Wow, so it’s been a long weekend and there’s lots to talk about…

First off, I’m not even going to waste my energy writing a response to the whole Adam thing. My Journal, I write what I want. Topics that were covered have a possibility of going here. Get over it.

Lets see.

Friday I went up to Perry, very early in the morning. I was supposed to meet up with my Aunt and Cousin, but when I got there there were a bunch of other people there as well. I guess my Aunt works with them, and they invited themselves to come up. She was very annoyed. We went to the parade and that was fun. There were some really hot CowBoys in it. Yummy. After that we went back to my aunts house, the stupid people followed. Spent some time there and then headed to the park where they were having this HUGE grill out. Beak accidentally ordered 4 tacos when she only wanted 2, but it worked out. Her and I just split them, they were Uber good and it was only $7 for the 4 tacos and a drink. I wish you could get that kind of food for that cheap elsewhere. We also ate a Funnel cake, so good!

From once we were done eating we walked around the park and all of us stared at the hot cowboys. lol. From there back to the Aunt’s house where we made ice cream, cookies and ate pis. All so very good!

Spent the rest of the evening just hanging out and talking and some small child came over. Oh, we also went and saw Legally Blonde 2. Very amusing movie.

Andrew called as well and we talked for a little bit. Didn’t talk very long because the Aunt and Cousin were throwing in strange comments. It was good to get to hear from him though I wasn’t expecting to get to talk to him until late Friday sometime. The Aunt really wants to meet him now. So we may have to take a quick trip to Perry sometime.

Finally went off to see fireworks about 9:30. Andrew called again while we were on the way there and we talked some more. Again it was short talk, but we talked about his fireworks. And about the plans for Saturday when he got home.

Fireworks for us were really good. It’s amazing that such a small town can put on such a good show really.

Once they were over about 10:30 I drove home and went to bed.

Saturday I was awaken by my phone ringing. At first I thought it was just the alarm going off, and since it was on the other side of the room, I was just going to leave it and let it stop on it’s own. I really didn’t need to be as early as I had set it and I was still very tired. But as I was more and more drug out of my sleep, I realized that it was actually the phone ringing. So I jumped up and answered it. It was Andrew and he was calling to let me know that his flight plans had changed yet again! He was still in SC and there was weather in Chicago. So the new plans were changed and he wouldn’t be in to DSM tell 4pm. I was so annoyed by that, because everything I had planned for the day was then ruined. But whatever, I’m sure that he was even more annoyed then I was. We talked a little bit about the whole situation and some more about the fireworks the night before. After a bit we got off the phone.

I went and showered and then decided to go swimming since I now had TONS of time before he got in. So that’s what I did from about 9:30 tell 12noon. Then from noon tell about 3ish I just sat around my house and did nothing. It was very boring.

Finally left and I drove to the airport. I was getting a bit queasy in my stomach because I was so excited that he was coming back. I got there about a half an hour early and sat there waiting for him to come down the stairs. It’s really really annoying that you can’t go wait by the terminal anymore. I hate it. I started to cry a couple times because I was thinking about when he leaves and how sad that’ll be. And then I’d be like, think happy thoughts, he’s coming back and then I’d cry some more because I missed him so.

By the time finally walked down the stairs I had gotten control of myself and wasn’t crying anymore. I saw him coming and picked up the flower that I had brought him and walked up to him. We hugged and kissed and then went off to get his luggage.

Which they lost.

We sat there in the airport for about 20 minutes waiting for them to try and find it. It was so so good to finally get to see him again.

Eventually we gave up waiting and drove back to his house, he unpacked a few things and then we drove to Mike’s house and hung out with him for a bit. It was good to get to see him again, and if I do say, he was looking mighty fine. Lol.

From his place we went to OutBack. I really dislike that place, but it was on our list of places to go, so I thought it would be nice to take Andrew there as a welcome back type thing, just a nice dinner just the two of us. And especially since my original plans had been fucked sine he was 5 hours late getting in, I thought it would be super nice.

On the way there Courtney called and Andrew invited her to come along with us. It wasn’t a big deal, he has been gone for a whole week and I’m sure that she wanted to see him to. We got to Outback and the wait was an hour, we sat and waited. Courtney showed up and we waited some more. Finally we got in. By that time I was semi-annoyed at a lot of little things. The waitress that we had though just really set me off and I was pissed for the rest of dinner. She was such a stupid bitch. I won’t even go into it.

After supper Andrew and I went back to my house, where we set up a tent and then went hot tubbing. It was really good to get in there after such a long day. Though it was a bit warm.

After that we went and slept in the tent. It was a good night for me, but it was raining and thundering all night so we really didn’t sleep all that well.

Got up early Sunday morning and went inside. Did a bunch of stuff and then went off. We were supposed to meet Mike for breakfast, but he never called us back, so we just went off on our own and had breakfast at Perkins on MH. From there we went to the half-price book store and spent a couple hours there. After that back to Mike’s place where we hung out for a while.

From there back to Andrew’s where we stayed tell 5:30ish. Found out that Andrew’s Step dad is an Eagle scout. Also a few annoyances there, but hopefully every thing’s taken care of. Drove from his place back to mine and I gave Andrew a massage. About 7:30 we left for camp.

The ride there was fun. I love those roads! Got there and gave Andrew the tour. Took him all over, even the COPE course and the Nature cabin. I’d like to take him down the trail of 101 steps. But we didn’t have time, and it’ll be in use on Wed when we go back up there. Finally campfire started but it was in the council ring. Which is very hard to sneek into. We were going to, but the staff was sitting right infront of the entry way, so I didn’t want to. Stupid me.

I felt really bad for dragging him up there and then not getting to show him the actual campfire. But I still had a good time, and I hope that he did to.

I finally got home about 10:45. I was uber tired and it was REALLY hot in my apartment.

Today has been pretty boring. I don’t care enough to write about it.

Angel called me while I was in class. So I’ll have to call her back to find out what she wanted.

Over all it was a very good weekend, and I’m SO happy that Andrew’s back! Can’t wait tell Wed, we’re going to hang out at his place and then swimming at mine and then back to CAMP!

Laters

Not Much Time.

So I don’t have much time but I will write as much as I can in the next few minutes.

The rest of my day with Chris was GREAT!!!

We went to SalVal and Goodwill and didn’t find anything good. We also tried to go to a 1/2 price bookstore, but it was closed due to a water pipe burst or something.

So then we went to a porn store, which was just funny cause it was really small and we went in the middle of the day. We looked at stuff and I contemplated buying a dildo. I seriously would get one, a really small one, just to work on my boo tay. Though I think I might be too scared to actually purchase one.

I’d probably tell them it was for a friend lol. I would just feel weird.

We also rented Dolores Claiborne. So we went back to Chris’ and watched about half of it. It’s reallygood, I love tha tmovie. Though it really is a bit creepy.

After that, Chris started making dinner, and I went out for gas. When I got back, I saw that Chris had set out some candles and a blanket on the floor for us. I guess he was planning to have it ready for when I got back, but I came too soon. So I closed my eyes and ran to the other room. He came for me a few minutes later. I guess he thought that it was stupid, at least thats what his journal indicated. Well, I Thought it was totally sweet and totally cute. It was very thoughtful and as we sat there eating, neither of us said much, and I just spent most of the time looking at how beautiful he is, and eating my yummy food! I was so happy that my Topher would plan out something like that!!! YAY! After that, we finished watching the rest of the movie.

I’ve gotta stop now b/c I have to go to work, but a list of things to look forward to later

Gifts
The “L” word
Crying
The shower

I will update when I get home from work.
BREAK!

Three Words…

The last 27 hours or so have been absolutely wonderfull!

Andrew got here about 7ish, we made supper. Some frozen chicken things, REALLY good. I had one, Andrew two. Blarg pants! Lol. After that we just hung around, he took a shower, and then I did. He joined me for part of it and that was uber hot. Though not as hot as I thought it would be. Eh, whatever!

From the shower we moved to the bed. Where I got some more rimmies and I gave him a few more as well! Also lots of dry humping in there, which I find really hot! No one has ever done that so much to me, but I find I really like it. Not as much as the real thing obviously, but it’s still really great. We both decided that it’s better in the hot tub though! Lol.

About midnight or so we both finally came, it took him longer, but then it usually does. It was still super good, and we came on him this time instead of on me. I didn’t quite like that as much though, it’s harder for me to cum standing up then laying down, I don’t know why.

Oh, there was this one spot where I was SOOO close, as in like seconds away, and then he laughed and I totally lost it, then it took forever to come back to that point, but it was all well worth it!

We went straight to bed after that.

This morning I got up late, about 8:15ish is when we finally got out of bed. I got dressed and Andrew just sat around the apartment. I left for class about 9:15ish and Andrew stayed here.

Class was so uber annoying. He went over the test in the first 30 minutes and then he acted like he was done talking. But then he went on and on tell 11:30. So Annoying. After that I went back to Andrew.

We spent a couple hours just hanging around here. We watched a few things on TV, and made lunch. After we got lunch started we exchanged our presents.

He made me open mine first, though I wanted him to open first. The first thing he got me was a Care Bear, the rainbow one. Which was my FAVORITE when I was a kid! And it’s so UBER cute. I’ve been ranting and raving about wanting one forever, all the way back from the time that I was with Adam, and he never got me one, and no one else has either. And it’s not like the little ones are all that expensive. I think it’s a really nice gift, and I’m very happy with it!

After that I didn’t think the next one could be any better, but it sure was! There’s one woman that I’ve ever seen so far that I think is cute! That’s Rachel Raye from the food network. She’s so cute, and I LOVE her show, 30 minute meals. It’s such a great thing. Well Andrew got me her BOOK! I’m in love with it, I just read some of the recipies and they all seem easy enough for me to do! I love both the gifts so much, and they’re always thoughtfull and nice!

After that we watched Rachel’s show, and then messed around with some other stuff. Once we were done with Rachel we went off to Goodwill/Usedbooking. We found goodwill alright, and Ginny is definitaly wrong, there is nothing good there. From there to find the used book store, but it was closed. The SalVal was right next door, but they didn’t have anything good either. Bastards!

So we went and got a movie from Family Video (Hello, only $.50!!!). Brought that back here and watched the first half of it! It was soooo good! I really liked the movie.

About half way through we paused it and I started supper. Andrew went and got gas for his car while I was cooking. I was hoping that I would be able to finish it and get everything together before he got back, and had the chicken cooked a little faster I would have had it done, but it took too long. I had the table all set up. A blanket on the floor in the living room, with three candles. I also wanted to go get some flowers, but I couldn’t think of a way to get those and be back before he got back.

He got back, and I finished making supper and then we ate it. I felt kinda stupid going all out like that, but I guess that he liked it. So that’s good! The food wasn’t as good as it was last time though, I don’t think the chicken was the best, and plus I used a fat free dressing and there was no sour cream, which is essential for it.

After supper we finished the movie. Again , I rant that it was GOOD!

Once the movie was over we moved into my room where we just layed in the bed talking. The whole time I was holding back tears…. Eventually they erupted. I don’t know who started it first, or how it came up, but there was another cry fest. I really hope that this doesn’t become a weekly event. That’ll be very sad, and I don’t know if I can handle that. Next Wed will be really bad though, because I won’t have anyone to cry with. :'(

We layed there crying together, and holding each other close. After a while we got ahold of ourselves, and were laying there talkinga bout liking each other. Then Andrew said, How much do you like me? And I whispered in his ear, I love you.

For the last week or so, I’ve been waiting for just the right time to tell him. There had been a couple times earlier in the that night where I wanted to tell him, but I just didn’t think it right. Finally I had found my time, and I told him that I loved him.

He started crying again, and whispered, I love you too. we layed there crying for a while longer and holding each other as close as we could. Unfortunalty he had to leave, we slowly moved our way to the door and talked some more, hugged and kissed. It was all so sad, I really didn’t want to see him go today. ::sighs:: I want my Drew Bear back now!

I don’t want to see us when we’re having to say good bye in August, or for that matter, saying goodbye this weekend. It’s going to be so bad.

Friday won’t come soon enough!