I am officially going to shoot myself in the face repeatedly. Guess what? The speech slate went up today. And guess what? Andrew is in Choral Reading, and One Act play. And guess what? There isn’t a Readers Theater this year. And guess what? Choral Reading is practicing FOUR DAYS A WEEK (Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday). And guess what? One Act Play is practicing FOUR DAYS A WEEK. And guess what? Choral Reading practices from 3-5 and One Act practices from 5-7! So what does all this mean? It means Andrew will fucking have practice from 3 UNTIL FUCKIN 7 O FUCKING CLOCK AT NIGHT EVERY FUCKING DAY EXCEPT WEDNESDAY! I saw Mrs. Bishop and said “Where’s the Readers Theater?” she said that Rachel and I need to come in for a conference right after 2nd hour. I am so mad. I CANNOT practice four nights a week for four hours each time. I can’t just not go to my DMACC class for the rest of the semester. This sucks my big balls. Now I will NEVER work. I will never have time for anything else. I WONT be able to go to Group, I won’t be able to do anything. Let’s see.. I’ll have nothing to eat at all b/c I won’t be able to stop practice. THIS BLOWS! And to make thigns even worse (If that’s even possible) Nearly EVERYONE in the Choral Reading has NEVER done speech before. Meaning we are gonna have this stupid little group of people who don’t know what they are doing. It’s too much. I have to let Mrs. Bishop know this when we have our conference. When I talked to Rachel, she got very emotional with it and I don’t know what to do. The one act was like me, Alanna, and Mitch Owen. Hello, a one act with 3 people? DEAR GOD! This is soooooooo bad, and the next few months of my life will be hell if this happens. I don’t want to drop anything, but four hours a DAY is just too much. When will Mrs. Bishop understand taht we all have other lives to attend to?
GRRRRR….
I am going to talk to Mrs. Every, I will write about my weekend later.
BREAK NUMBER 1!
Ok ::Deep Breath:: I’m feeling better, but not much. I talked to Mrs. Every about things, and she said it is too much for me. It’s fucking too much! ARRRR! I want this block to be over so we can have our meeting.
::deep breath::
So my weekend. Friday I was so insanely productive. I wrote my entire psychology paper, 5 pages of my Bipolar paper, and my personal statement for Chapman. I might post it here and everyone can give me comments.. I want it to be good.
Wait.. I think I wrote this all already..
Um.. Adam, Chris and I went out. That was fun. We just hung around Javas. We saw a fight! These guys started fighting and Chris and I contemplated stopping it.. and then we didn’t. But it got broken up eventually. Scary though! We didn’t really do much. The best part was when I was explaining how David and I used to play that game where you stare right past someone until they freak out and look. And I was saying how we did it to Steph and how she like freaked out, and turned around quick, and screamed “WHAT IS IT?!?” So I was reneacting it, but didn’t realize that there were people behind me. So I whip around and scream WHAT IS IT?!? And this woman gasps! So I turned back around and said I was sorry and the three of us were laughing so hard. Oh my, it was great. But then we left kinda early and I took the long way home and sang a lot. “Do I get off here?” “No, and you ask that every time.” lol
oh good times.
So then Saturday I went to work. The kitchen made the wrong food (imagine that!). They also didn’t get it ready until like 10:45ish. And work sucked. Karen and Jerry were there. I really like Karen, she’s a really sweet person. We just talked about a lot of things, and it wasn’t THAT bad. Then I went to Courtneys and we watched “Save the Last Dance”. That was great. Then I went home and called Chris. He said he’d call back in like an hour, when he was done eating… blargy! lol
So he called and we met at Valley West. We shopped and looked at the cute boys. He had eaten an entire pizza before he came lol.
Emily’s weekend was a blur. “Damn straight!”-Emily
And back to me…
So we sat in the mall and talked for a really long time. I thought it was really nice. I like Chris a lot! Yay Chris! We just walked and stuff, shopped… looked at all the stuff that we can’t afford.
Then we left. I drove him to his car and then we decided to go downtown. When we went down there, we saw Scott and some of his Simpson friends. Stacy was there! So I freaked and Stacy and I talked for the entire time. Chris left b/c Adam called. I guess Adam was annoyed that I called Chris to hang out, but not him. It wasn’t anything personal. A.) I remembered that Adam said he had to work, so why bother? B.) I didn’t know that they had to come as a pair. I don’ mean that to be offensive in any way… but you know.
ANYWAYS, I stayed and talked to Stacy forever. She told me that Skinny and I could stay with her if we go to Minneapolis. So I told Mother that, and she said she’d think about it and maybe we could go. So I hope she decides on yes! That would be awesome and after this week (which is shaping up to be stressful) I need some relaxation. In fact, I just need some. Damn, it’s been such a long time…
And Chris, GO LOOK FOR MY ADOBE PAGEMAKER!!!! I NEED IT! If you come to Des Moines next week without it, I’m striking 70 blowjobs from your total.
And on that note, someone (I won’t say who.. Ok, it was Chris) wrote on the top of my car “Andrew sucks good.” Thanks for the compliment!
Sunday I went to work again, where they made hot wings. I do not know why b/c hot wing day is today. So who the hell knows what they are making today? Who cares cause I’m not selling! Party! Anyways. I am kinda afraid to work the registers again b/c I don’t really remember how to. But I should be good, I’m working with Rich and he’s pretty nice. Hopefully I can just go do the cooler and stuff, and all the other menial stuff that needs to get done.
Anyways, I studied with Katie for the Physics test. Then Skinny came over and we went to the drag show. That was really really fun! Champagne Showers performed and she was awesome!!! And I guess Keanna Iman is going to be on Jerry Springer on Tuesday. Somebody tape it so I can see it! Anyways, the show was cool and I decided that the little Mexican boy who dances (Rodriguez) was really hot. I wanted to make out with him. lol.
So the performances were good, Skinny and I were having a good time, and the sluts glared at us. Oh well. Anyways, the last act was perfectly horrible. It was like a tribute to Kaniptia Fitz, and the whole time I was wondering, “What’s a Kaniptia?” So yeah.. it was really bad. It was Selena Sachowitz (or Sabrina, I can never remember which is which) and she is the one who looks like a man, even when she is in drag! So that was just funny. Afterwards, we met Tyler’s friend Desiree, and she was really cool.
She goes to North. Said she didn’t like David. Imagine that. But when we went to the cheerleading competition, there was a really hot boy cheerleader from North. I asked Desiree about him, and she said he IS gay. Anyways, I gave her my SN and she’s gonna give me the hookup. lol. So she told me that I just need to go talk to Rodriguez. So she came with me and we went up and told him how good he was and stuff.
Well, he asked for my e-mail address, so I gave it to him. And he wrote down his number and email for me, so I also wrote down my cell number. He was so hot! I just remembered this: ::cue asian voice:: “I was gripping the chairs so tight.. oh so tight..” lol. Umm anyways, yeah so then we hugged goodbye and for some reason I thought we were gonna make out. He lives in Waterloo, so that sucks, but he would be fun to play with when he’s down for the shows. Rarr.
So then on the way home, Skinny said how he saw David this weekend and he was insanely drunk. That’s sad. The one thing he promised he would never become. And you’d think after getting alcoholo poisoning, that you wouldn’t drink so much anymore. Some people just don’t learn…
Umm.. my new favorite CD is Erykah Badu “Mama’s Gun” It’s realy good and Bag Lady is the best song ever. I’m also in love with Smashing Pumpkins, “Tonight, Tonight.”
And on that note, stupid Tyler was talking to me last night after the show online.
OMG I JUST REMEMBERED!!!!! Josh (creepy boy who stalks me online) is dating…. ::drum roll:: everyone get prepared to shit your pants….. JEREMIAH WHITE!!! That’s right, JW himself! Gross!!!! I called Skinny and we were shitting our pants together. GROSS!
So Tyler. He was like “Guess who I just spent 2 hours talking to?” I’m like “Who?” And he goes “Rodrigo 🙂 you know, he was one of the acts.” I was just like “Um.. I’m aware.” And he said that Rodriguez said I was really cute.. I was thinking in my head “Cuter thanyou bitch!” But I didn’t say it. But I don’t know if he was saying it in an attempt to make me jealous, but it definitely didn’t work b/c I definitely know that I’m cuter than Tyler and I’m POSITIVE that I’m more interesting. I hate to sound pompous..but Tyler is a Bory McBoreface. So that was that. He then pretty much said he had a crush on Skinny, which has nothing to back it up b/c Skinny is never even very nice to him and Tyler is a stupid Mc Stup face. And I guess he fooled around with 2 guys, neither of which he was dating. So I guess we CAN call him a slut, and at the same time, we realy can’t, b/c Skinny and I have both fooled around with guys we haven’t been dating.. I have with more than two.. we can call those “whoopsies”.
But yeah, Tyler still is a slut for our purposes b/c it’s funnier that way. We hate ugly boy! His name is Joe I guess and he’s so ugly! lol. We are so funny.
The whole time when the sluts kept lookign at us, Skinny and I were like “Bet they’re placing bets on who can get us into bed.” “Bet they’re saying ‘hey, who here has imagined a threesome with them’ and everyone is nodding their heads.” “Bet they think we are bitchy.” And then we said OH WELL! Oh yeah, and this weirdo, really flamy boy ( I think he was drunk) was DEFINITELY all over David 2 and it was gross.
Anyways, I’m gonna go waste some time on the INternet. I work from 4-10 tonight. Someone come visit me.. It’ll be one of the last time I work for awhile lol.
BREAK NUMBER 2!
Tag: Mac
Pictures!
Ok, so not much happening. The weather’s been sucky, classes have been stressfull. What more do you need to know?
Oh, you want more. Alright. Monday was alright, very busy day, I have a couple extra classes, so that was wierd, but anyways. I got alot of shit done. Today’s been pretty good. We’ve got a paper due in Engl tomorrow, so today I went to the Engl Help room, and the lady there was FAR more helpfull then most of them have been in the past. So that was great. I got alot of good ideas.
After that I trecked over to Carver 44. For the last 2-3 weeks we’ve been working on this damn C# program. We’ve put probably a good 20 hours into it and hadn’t gotten anywhere, so today, I satdown, and in 2 hours. I have the WHOLE thing working from scratch. I was angered by the slowness of our group.
Then I went to my noon class, we got out Calc tests back and I got a C+, which is FAR better then the last one. He got done right at 1, the time that we’re supposed to leave, and then he KEPT talking for like 15 more minutes…. Finally the prof for the next class came in and kicked him out. I was SOOO pissed cause he kept us late. And I couldn’t leave cause we had to turn stuff in. Rarr at him!
Today at work we got in a new computer, which was fun. It’s so fast. I mean, so fast that I can actually tell a difference from even the 2.5 Ghz machines that we have. And this one’s only a 2.80 Ghz, so it’s not that much faster, but it’s all SCSI, so that rocks my socks off! lol
As Taylor noticed, Jell-O does not make good kool-aide. I really was trying to make Jell-O, but I apparently put in far to much water, cause after two days, it’s still just water. So I tried drinking it, and it tastes like shit! Rarr! I really wanted Jell-O.
Ok, so here’s some random Pics!
It’s an ANDREW Imposter!
The next four were featured in XY a while ago, and I really liked them.
I found this one somewhere, and I really liked it as well, It’s ISU. The long brown building on the left is Friley.
HAHA! Cute!
HAHAHA! Funny!
Ok, I’m out to find food, cause I haven’t had anything to eat since this time last night!
No… YOU’RE Out Of Context…
So.. Well this is the THIRD post that I’ve written today… And as you can tell, none of the other’s have actually posted… FUCKERS! Every computer that I’ve used has died just as I was getting to the end of the post. The first one was like 2 pages long… And then Netscape died. The second one was an abriged version of the first one. When I went to hit “Blog This!” IE decided that it couldn’t find the page to post it too. Fucker. So I lost that one. And then the third time, the whole fucking computer up and shit on me. RARR! So this one better fucking work!
So Friday was good, we went out and did stuff with a hell of alot of gay people… There were also alot of new gay people, who were cute. However, not the nicest people ever. Well at least in my encounters with them they haven’t been. But anyway, Friday was TONS of fun…
That night Adam and I went back to my Apartment and spent the night hanging out… Well actually we were way to tired to do anything, so we went str8 to bed once we got back, but it’s still nice to have him there.. That place gets so lonely at night.
Saturday we got up bright and early and headed back to Ankeny for a garge sale thing. I wanted to buy a Mac, but they only had old 5260/100’s and older machines. I was hoping for at least an original IMac or something, but nope. So we didn’t get anything. From there we went back to Adam’s house and he called his mom to see what we were doing. She said that she couldn’t get a hold of the guy to find out what we needed to until “later.” Adam assumed that would mean like 1 or so. So we said alright… What to do now. We decided to go see Andrew at work and get one of his 6 foot subs for $3.50 that he swore up and down they were going to have. When Adam called him mom to tell her to call him on his cell phone when she found out what to we were going to do she essentialy flipped. So we went there instead and started picking up trash and the like. It was fun working there. Although I have a HUGE blister that popped now on my thumb. It really hurts to even get water in it! Ouch!
After we were done working there we went back to Adam’s and showered and then went off and did random things. After a while we met up with Andrew downtown. It looked as if was just going to be us three that night.. But people eventually started showing up and everyone from Friday night was there again. It was much fun and I’m enjoying myself alot more. I’m starting to feel at ease with them all. Andrew, Adam and I had a hilarious talk about dildos and the like. That was great and Mike and Andrew both molested me. Ha, it was great.
We also ran into Julian and Dean downtown. It was good to see them again. We really should hang out with them sometime, it’s been so long since we did that… Perhaps another road trip somewhere would be in order! lol. But anyway, they’re going to the Cher concert. I really want to go to the Cher concert.
After we left downtown, I took Adam home and then went home myself. I told him that I’d probably sleep in really late, so not to expect me anytime in the early morning.
Sunday morning however, was I in for a surprise. My family decided that they wanted to rip half the house off, in the early morning FREEZING hours. I had to get up and help them tear out the fireplace cause they’re getting a new one tomorrow. So my dad took all the siding and stuff off the outside wall of the chimney and we had to push the fireplace out from the inside. We now have a large picture window where there once was a fireplace, and that made the house VERY cold all fucking day.
It was kinda cute though cause like 10 seconds after we had the opening and the old fireplace out of the way, Gordy jumped up onto the platform and walked right into the house as if that doorway had always been there. lol. Perhaps I’ll get pictures once we get them developed.
Oh, that’s another thing, Andrew and I were twins on Saturday night, I really wished I had taken my camera with us. It would have been great!
But anyways, after we were done with the fireplace work, I called Adam and he was still in bed. So that was cool, cause I told him that I’d probably sleep in late. He called me though about 12 and said that his dad had called and he had to go have lunch with him. He said he’d be back around 3. So I was annoyed much by this, but was ok. I wasn’t annoyed at Adam, but the fact that his dad feels he can just call after a month of not talking to them, and expect Adam to drop everything he was doing to go have lunch. Perhaps if he wanted to have lunch, he could have made plans to do so, but I was expecting to have that time, and to not have to sit around and wait for him to show up.
So 3’o clock hit and Adam still hadn’t called me. I said alright. If I haven’t heard from him in 30 minutes, I’m going back to Ames, and thus, the pissed off mood set in. So I sat there, with both phones in my hand, waiting for them to ring. 3:30 approached and I was in the process of dialing Adam’s cell phone when my cell phone rang. It was him, saying that he was just leaving his dad’s house and that he’d be home in 20 minutes. I said fine. That I’d meet him there. He called back about 5 minutes later, just as I was gettin ready to leave and said that he’d just meet me at my house, and that we could go to Saylorville. I said alright.
About 10 to 4 he called from his house and said that he had to go to Wal-Mart, and get the pictures that we took last weekend. I said alright. But was oh so pissed by then. About 4:15 he still wasn’t there, so I called him ready to tell him to just turn around and go back home, that I was going back to Ames. He said that he was like 2 seconds from my house, so I said alright.
He got there and I tried to be friendly as I could, we sat on the front porch and talked about the pictures and his visit with his dad. From there we went to Big Creek and walked around. It was nice to just hang out and stuff, although he was more interested in the damn trees then he was with me trying to be semi-romantic (arm around while walking, etc.). After that we were heading to Saylorville when we drove past the pizza place in PC. He offered to buy pizza so we stopped there and ate supper. I love thier pizza. We sat in there and I reminiced (sp) about how it used to be my dad’s store, etc.
It was hard to hold back the tears as I sat there and told him exactly where everything was supposed to have been, the early mornings that I worked there, starting when I was like 10. The dreams that I had had, hoping to get the store when I “grew up.” Sunday night was the first time I’d ever been in there since he closed, and it was hard. It’s hard for me now to not scream at the ass hole for closing it, because it was so much a part of me. Even though it is really just a stupid store, it was a part of me, because he bought it the same year that I was born. It just really meant alot to me.
I understand why he closed it though, because of the way that people in PC are. They just don’t beleive in supporting local businesses, sure we may have been a bit more expensive then Dalh’s of Hy-Vee, but we were there in town, we offered fresh produce, we got fresh meat nearly every day, and cut it in house. We’d cut it how you wanted it. But people in PC just like to complain. They complained when we had the store, and they complained when we closed it. Because they said “It was such a great thing for the town.” Yet when it was there, they just didn’t want to support it. Fuckers.
After pizza we departed our ways and I came back to Ames, I really didn’t want to though. I just wanted to hang out with Adam for a little longer. Oh well.
Today’s the first day of the fourth week of classes. It’s semi-exciting. The first round of tests are coming up. All on Wednesday. So I’m going to spend tonight studying. I’ll probaly stay on campus tell like 5 at least. Perhaps 6ish. Cause I just can’t study at home. Too many other things to do there. I can’t wait tell this semsters over though, just far to much stress. Rarr!
MI$ + M$
So today I remembered one of the reasons why I didn’t want to go into MI$. It’s because every MI$ person seems to be in bed with M$. Why is this? It’s not like they make our job any easier…. Or so they? No, I think they don’t.
Today in MI$ 331, the prof was talking about how GREAT M$ is and blah blah blah, how the new C# will rule the world in programming, she failed to mention that C# is pretty much Java, just changed enough so that they wouldn’t get thier asses kicked and a nice pretty interface for stupid MI$ people like her to figure it out.
Then she somehow got on this random tangent about her buying a new computer, and babbling something about her house not beig wired right for a UPS, so then she said “Why don’t I just go buy an Imac, plug it into the wall…. Oh, because I like knowing where my stuff goes…” She just totally ripped on Apple, and everyone laughed, it’s like HELLO! I have more problems figureing the hell out where M$ puts my shit then I do when using Apple. And then she went onto bitch about Linux/Unix and how there’s no GUI, etc.
I wanted to stand up and scream at her and say “HELLO! Have you used Linux/Unix recently” What a stupid bitch. I will not be one of those MI$ majors that’s totally in bed with M$, I refuse to! Damnit!
Speaking of all that though, Julian’s yet to send me that article he wrote about M$ and linux, so when you get a chance could you send that over to me: black@krellinst.org
Thanks!
Anyway, not much else going on, the hot boi saga continues, and continues to grow… I can’t wait tell this weekend. I’m spending it at Adams cause his parents aren’t there…. Lets hope he just doesn’t spend all the food money before Saturday again. lol
Ok, off to scout out more hot bois, and well just look at them tell they give me funny looks! roflol
Laters all!
Amusing Banter
Pulling out a K6 processor while the machine is running and replacing itw ith a Pentium tends to cause linux toc rash too. Humph. The damned machine was supposed to be plug and play. 🙂
HAHA!! That’s great….
Well so far today has been amusing.. The last two days, I’ve just been sitting in my office reading books about Linux Security and trying to get SPOP and SIMAP to work… I have them somewhat working, but not from outside. If I do localhost 993 it works, but if I do linux 993 it doesn’t. Damn thing.
Today LH called and said we were using 80% of our connection. We looked into it and found out that dorm.org was transfering large amounts of data. (Dorm must have got his new server working and was transfering over all… 80 GIGS or so of his shit through our connection…) What a dork. So Nazanin e-mailed him at dorm.org and then unplugged the machine. roflol
She came in today after that staff meeting and said that we were going to have a meeting about our “policies” whatever that means. Hmmm, I wonder what’s wrong now.. Perhaps just another psycho-power trip? roflol!!
I love her, she’s so funny when she’s not on my nerves. Perhaps I should go about a Vermont upgrade every day! She leaves me alone then. Well mostly alone, only when something big comes up does she bother me!
I can’t wait to go dancing tonight, it’ll be fun. I though about perhaps calling James up and seeing if he wanted to go, but Idunno if I will. I keep forgetting that he’s 18, I always think he’s only 16 for some reason, perhaps it’s because he hangs out with such young people, or maybe it’s just that he looks 16… Anyway I’d like to hang out with him at some point this weekend.
La, I’m off to read more about sniffing and stuff… I found out about this REALLY cook porgram that allows you to hide text documents within REAL jpeg images… It’s so cool!