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Looking To The Forward

March 7th
So, as I just stated this weekend was really good. Lots of fun stuff happened, and Andrew and I had a great time together.

It was a bit annoying Thursday night because everytime Andrew and I would kiss, Mike would laugh or make some strange noise or something. Andrew thinks that his problem is that he ‘liked’ seeing us together and he’s upset and questioning his sexuality. My thoughts are that Mikes really got a thing for Andrew and seeing him with someone else upset him. Who knows for sure. We could both be completely wrong.

Thursday night through we did lay in bed and kiss for a while. Went to sleep and sometime in the middle of the night I woke up and we started making out. Then before I knew it, I was giving him a bj. I don’t have any idea where that came from. I do remember starting to kiss him, but I was just kissing him, then we started to hard-core make out, and before I knew it, whew!

It was really nice though. And I got to make him cum with just a bj again. It was just really nice. 😀

Umm, we tried to make love on Friday morning, but that really didn’t work out very well. We tried doing it in the closet because we were affraid of someone coming in. Found out that the closest wasn’t big enough. lol.

Friday night I was way too tired to do anything, though I really wanted too. It was nice to just get to spend the night with him and hang out and watch Cranberries.

Saturday night through we made love in the shower, and then in his room. The shower was really hot, and we did it in there forever! I wonder if his suite mates were home and wondering what the hell was going on in there. It was really nice through to get the chance to do all that with him again, and get to share those experiences again. It’s been way to long. After the shower we went into his room and tried a whole bunch of new posistions and everything. It was really hot! 😀 I hope that he enjoyed it as much as I did.

After that we just laid in his bed and reminiced about times past and all the good times we’ve had together. We both said that we’d like to relive this past summer, because it was really good and tons of fun. I hope that we have another summer like it soon. I have a feeling that my time living in Cali is going to be filled with lots of short weekend trips to places. Speaking of which, we did decide that we weren’t going to go to Sea World over spring break because it’s too expensive, like $50!

We also talked about some of the fights we had. I don’t know why exactly we talked about them, but we did. He also quized me on the gifts he’s gotten me. Well alright, he didn’t really quiz me, but we talked about them. He still seems to think he hasn’t relaly gotten me any REALLY good gifts. I think that he has. And speaking of which, he got me this REALLY cute picture holder while I was here. As well as a really cute card. I felt bad for not getting him anything though. ;(

Overall the weekend was REALLY good, and even though I’m insanly stressed about moving out there, I’m also really excited.

Speaking of moving there really quick, he’s decided that I’m living in the Glassell Apartments, which are like RIGHT on campus. lol. It’s cute, and if the price is right, I would consider actually living there. I’ll have to call and see about that information.

Also found lots of new places to try and apply. Ditech.com, and a bunch of others. I’m going to have to really stress my brain to remmeber them all though. Also going to go to the chapman website cause they’re having a career fair. I’ll have to look up all the companies and apply to them all.

Well, that’s about all I have to write about.

Laters!

Around The Globe

Well, here I am sitting in my Apartment. You’d think that by now I’d be used to not having Andrew around any. After all this time that we’ve been apart already, it should get easier to be here alone. But it’s really not.

I went back tonight and read all the updates from August. And all those feeling are coming back, so strongly. I know I haven’t really written much about how I miss him so much lately. I think that if I don’t write it, I don’t feel it. But I do feel it, and as I sit here and remember how hard it was to leave him back in August, and how horrible those first couple weeks were, all that time tell he came back and told me how much he loved me. I’m remembering how hard all that was, and it really isn’t much easier now.

I remember that great trip that we had in mid August and all the fun that we had just sitting in his grandpa’s house watching TV all day, and playing video games. That trip to NY, and to the ocean. The trip to his school. I really wish we could have gone past his old house. I would have enjoyed seeing that.

I go back and I look at those pictures that we took the night we were saying goodbye, and I see how read our eyes are from the crying, and I remember how horrible it was. I remember how I wished after leaving him that it had gone differently. I always wished that I could have had one last kiss that night, or one last hug. One extra I love you. Just that night. I know it doesn’t really seem to make much sence. But the whole ride back to my hotel… I was just wishing that we could have had one more last kiss, more then just the peck on the lips that we had… One last passionate kiss.

This weekend I missed him so much more then I have in a long time. Having V-day come and go, and all I had was a phone call. And having to watch all those other homos at the conference walk around with their bf’s and kissing and holding hands and being cute. I hated them all, I just wanted to walk around and show them all HOW cute my boyfriend was, and how special we are. How great we are to be able to hold together a relationship over such a great distance.

I know we’ve had problems lately, but they’re minor. And Andrew said something lsat night that really made me feel better… That it was a good that we got along so much better when we’re together. He said it shows that we’re meant to be together and not apart.

Now if only the togetherness would come faster.

I really wanted to fly out there this weekend, it was only $250. I just wish there would be somewhere for me to stay. I really really wanted to see him this weekend. I wanted to hold him and have him make love to me again. I want him to whisper in my ear again, like he did the first time. It was so passionate, so loving…”I want to make love to you”. I remember those words, and how he said them. I could hear it in his voice that he loved me so much.

I’m so happy to have him, I’m so happy that he loves me so much. And that I love him.

The DEC Lives!

So ever since I started here, I’ve had sort of a pet project. I rescued two DEC 3000/300LX’s from the trash. A machine that has been in use since early 1994, and it’s still working. And quite nicely too, if I may add.

Anyways, the point is… My Pet project now works! Yes, I have NetBSD 1.6.1 working on them. The only thing left to really do is figure out how to boot them without a serial console. Currently I have the env var’s set to what SHOULD make it automatically boot, but it just sits there at the SRM prompt, looking at me until I tell it to ‘boot’. I’m very excited about that.

So that’s what I’ve been working on today and yesterday here. Also went through the family cookbook and made some changes. I’m going to go print a copy for myself here soon. Good times.

Andrew is on his way to NJ… well actually he should be there by now. Hope he has a good time.

I went and got the application today for my passport. Then called my dad to get my birth cert. He said we could all go and get them together, because he and my mom need it too. So that means they’ll pay for it. Which is good, cause it’slike $100 once you add in the picture cost!

I had the strangest dream last night. I dreamt that I was in NJ with Andrew, and his dad wanted some time alone with him, the whole weekend to be exact, you know like a father-son bonding weekend. But Mary was gone, so there was no where for the little children to go. So I took them camping. It was a very strange dream if you ask me!

It still doesn’t seem like t-day break!

Umm, yeah not much else going on. So I’m going to break.

Laters all!

What I Need

Mr. Baker,

As an employee of an institution of higher education, I have a few very
basic expectations. Chief among these is that my direct superior
shares an intellect that ranges above the common ground squirrel. After your
consistent and annoying harassment of myself, and my co-workers during
the commission of our duties, I can only surmise that you are one of
the few true genetic wastes of our time.

Asking me, a network administrator, to explain every little nuance of
everything I do each time you happen to stroll into my office is not
only a waste of time, but also a waste of precious oxygen. I was hired
because I know about Unix, and you were apparently hired to provide
amusement to myself and other employees, who watch you vainly attempt
to understand the concept of “cut and paste” for the hundredth time.

You will never understand computers. Something as incredibly simple as
binary still gives you too many options. You will also never
understand why people hate you, but I am going to try and explain it to you,
even though I am sure this will be just as effective as telling you what an
IP is.

Your shiny new iMac has more personality than you ever will. You walk
around the building all day, shiftlessly looking for fault in others.
You have a sharp-dressed, useless look about you that may have worked
for your interview, but now that you actually have responsibility, you
pawn it off on overworked staff, hoping their talent will cover for
your glaring ineptitude. In a world of managerial evolution, you are the
blue-green algae that everyone else eats and laughs at. Managers like
you are a sad proof of the Dilbert principle.

Seeing as this situation is unlikely to change without you getting a
full frontal lobotomy, I am forced to tender my resignation; however I
have a few parting points:

1. When someone calls you in reference to employment, it is illegal to
give me a bad recommendation. The most you can say to hurt me is “I
prefer not to comment.” I will have friends randomly call you over the
next couple of years to keep you honest, because I know you would be
unable to do it on your own.

2. I have all the passwords to every account on the system, and I know
every password you have used for the last five years. If you decide to
get cute, I am going to publish your “favorites list”, which I
conveniently saved when you made me “back up” your useless files. I
believe that terms like “Lolita” are not usually viewed favorably by
the administration.

3. When you borrowed the digital camera to “take pictures of your
mothers B-day”, you neglected to mention that you were going to take
pictures of yourself in the mirror nude. Then you forgot to erase them
like the techno-moron you really are. Suffice it to say I have never
seen such odd acts with a ketchup bottle, but I assure you that those
have been copied and kept in safe places pending the authoring of a
glowing letter of recommendation. (Try to use a spell check please – I
hate having to correct your damn mistakes.)

Thank you for your time, and I expect the letter of recommendation on
my desk by 8:00 am tomorrow, not ONE minute later. One word of this to
anybody and all of your little twisted repugnant obsessions will be
open to the public. Never f*ck with your systems administrators, because
they know what you do with all your free time.

—-

I sure felt like writing something along these lines today. Grrr At my life.

Fuck The Garage!!

So this weekend has consisted of nothing except for cooking/building/phones.

Friday I went home and wanted to cook an apple pie. But we didn’t have enough apples. So that had to wait. Then I was going to cook Zeppoles. (sp?) Didn’t have yeast. so had to cancell that.

I don’t remmeber what did after that, since Ic oudln’t cook. But I do remember that I didn’t go out of the house. So it must have been nothing too exciting.

Saturday I got up early, and helped with the garage. I was screwing in steel siding above my head. So my back/neck and forearm hurt mucho.

About lunch it started raining, so I broke, went inside and cooked the apple pie and Zeppoles. Talked to drew bear in there for a while. After that sat around the house while it rained.

Went and met my Gma and Mother in Ames, they wanted to meet at my apartment. But I was like, “Mother, lots of pictures of me and Andrew.” so we met at Lowes instead.

Came back home, called Andrew and talked to him for like 2 hours. Then had to go out and help with the garage some more, or something. i don’t remember.

Saturday night I sat around and did nothing again! Surpise there.

This morning I got up about 10, it was VERY cold in my room. Then went out and helped on the garage some MORE, even though I didn’t want oto.

This whole garage thing is getting very annoying. I mean, I keep asking my mom to help me with a cover letter, and she never HELPS me. But she ALWays expects me to spend every waking second that I have frree on the weekends helping with this fucking garage. And what do I get in return NOTHING!

A little money, or reimbusment for those books that I had to get months ago, would be nice. Or for her to even help me with that damn cover letter.

The rest of the weekend has been spent talking to the drewster. He really wants to fly here again, and I realy want him too. But I don’t think that he shouold spend any more money then he already has. And I can’t afford to help him pay for a ticket, or anything else really. I’m very broke this month. I need a second job.

Anyways, I’m bored and don’t want to write anymore. So laters all!