SuperSize THIS

Today was lots of fun. Got up about 2:30, 3ish and JonJon came over. We headed up to Chapman area to hit the pawn shops.

Did that for a while and no one would pay good money for his swords. Which are REALLY cool looking. He decided that he didn’t want to sell them, but I told him that if he ever needed any money again, that I’d buy them from him. So that’s cool. 🙂 Though I would have to do some research on them to find out about them before I shell out too much for them.

Anyways, did that for a while and then hit dinner cause neither of us had eaten all day. So we were starving.

After dinner we hit some stores around Old Towne Orange and found some really cool shit. Nothing was purchased though. After that we hit up the Main Place mall for a bit and then finally headed over to the movie. SuperSizeME!

Such a great fucking movie. Everyone should go and check it out. Though I doubt you’ll be able to find it playing anywhere anymore. It’s coming out on DVD in September though. 🙂

After the movie I called Andrew a few times so that those two could finally meet. But he never answered his phone. I didn’t realize his class didn’t get out tell 9:50. I thought he had said 9:30. Oh well. 🙁

Anyways, JonJon and I headed back to my apartment area when he decided he was hungry. So we stopped into Dennys. There were only TWO people working in the entire fucking place… Serving that is, I assume there were people working in the kitchen as well. 😛 Anyways, we got seated next to this really stupid group of people, though one of them was hot.

Well this group told the waiter that one of them was diabetic and then the waiter was being snappy back at them cause the guy was saying it just to be a jackass and the whole table was being mean and shit. And then the boy got mean back and yeah. It was just really stupid. But then like 10 minutes later he was re-telling the story to that table. It’s like, “HELLO! You were all sitting there when it happened, why are you retelling it” and he didn’t even retell what happened correct.

So we got out of there pretty fast and then went back to my place where I saw the roomie for the first time in forever. Anyways, he was like…. I haven’t charged you for utils in like 2 months. I was like, great!

Why the hell can’t he just charge Chris for the utils? And I’ll pay rent. Or if anything we should fucking split them 3 ways. I mean Chris uses more fucking utilities then anyone else. It’s very annoying. So yeah, that’s $300 down the drain.

Plus I’ve bought some expensive presents for people lately. One of which I might have to return now. 🙁 Stupid Ex’s giving the person the same gift two weeks ago and that person not telling me about it. 😛 We’ll see what comes of it. I don’t really want to have to return it.

My car is paid off NEXT MONTH! Yay!

I called my financial addvisor the other day and actually got to talk to him for once. Usually I just left messages asking questions and then he’d call back and leave a message. But for once we actually talked and he was very surprised by my debt-freeness and the amount of assests I have for someone being right out of college. 🙂

He did advise me to get some good tax write offs before the end of the year though because otherwise I’m going to end up paying a ton of money in taxes. 🙁 I’ll have to call him back to find out what I can write off and what not.

Lets see, what else is going on.

Not much really. I’ve been feeling a little disconnected from Iowa lately. I haven’t talked to the PU’s or the Gma in forever. I also feel as though I should call the GmaSibbel too, but who knows. I’d probably call her and she’d be like… “Chris Who” lol

Lets see, what else?

Um, nothing.

Off to have sex with my iPod..

Laters all.

In The Flesh

I just watched In The Flesh… HORRIBLE fucking movie!

Super Size Me is playing up at Chapman next Tuesday! GREAT fucking movie! Anyone that wants to go with me call me or IM me or something! Cause you should ALL fucking see it! And some of you will be drug to the movie!

Alos the author of Fast Food Nation is speaking at Chapman Monday night at 8pm!! YAY, Andrew and I are going to go get things signed.

Woot!

Umm, yeah. Things are boring here. And I have no one to talk to.

I REALLY want an iPod now! One of the females tonight had at 4th Gen one and it’s so pretty and HOT and everything. I’ve decided that when I get it I’m gong to name it “Yotta Bytes” to go along with my PB named “Zetta Bytes” and my External HD named “Pebi Bytes”

Such fun names.

BORED!

I really need a new project to work on here. I’ve pretty much done everything that I can think of to do to my timesheet program. I just updated it so that people can select the number of Project/Task rows they wish to see, because for people like me who only works on 2 tasks a week (Ops_HD-HD, G&A-Other) having the standard 14 rows was a bit much, but for people that work on MANY different tasks per week, like Ben who does Enhancement requests and needs to track his time for each Request he needs like 30 or 40 Project/Task combos. So yeah, that’s done.

Though I had one problem with the whole stupid Duplicate Project/Task entry thing again with that. Where if you would put in 10 Projecct/Tasks and one was a dupe, if you then decreased the number of shown Project/Task rows it would only allow you to update 9 of them, because it couldn’t realize that there were dupe Project/Tasks entries. I fixed this though by simply counting the rows returned from the query instead of just using COUNT query. Which I liked better because it was cleaner, but whatever it takes to make it work I guess.

Also talked to Lesbian tonight about Macs. She was one, and it was hot. 🙂

Downloaded some ghetto ass mucis today. I’ve changed a lot in the past couple months since I moved here. Listening to new/different music and enjoying it. Trying different things, making friends, expanding in life.

Though it’s made things a bit confusing and a bit strange for me. I wish that things we’re completely different and that everything had worked out the way that it was supposed to for the summer plans.

On the other hand I think that things happening this way has been a bit of a good thing. I honestly don’t think I would have changed and branched out this much had everything from the summer worked out the way it was supposed to. I’m sure I wouldn’t have JonJon/Gang as friends if I had moved here with Andrew just a couple weeks ago.

I also doubt that I would be having as much fun if things had happened the way that they were supposed to.

I’m torn between a lot of things in my life right now, and things are changing at such a rapid pace that it’s hard for me to keep up. Both emotionaly and physically. I’m not complaining about that, things are going good for me. I’m sad to say they aren’t going so good for other people, but for once….. Well maybe not for once, but at this point in my life I’m going to be a bit selfish and do what I want to do.

I’m hopinng that by the time this phase is over things will still be good and I can pick things back up, I hope that everyone doesn’t hate me for going through this part of my life either. But I feel like I have to live some, and get through what most people did in HS and college. I’m a late bloomer, what can I say.

I’m also very confused about what I want to do relationship wise. Like I’ve said before, I think I’m doing the right thing, but then things like tonight happen where pratically everyone in the room is in a relationship and I just feel completely out of place because I just want to have someone there to cuddle with and hold and make out with.

I know. As I just said in my last entry. My own doing

But since I’m just repeating myself now. I’m going to run.

Laters all.

Long Weekend

I know, it’s been a long time since I posted, and I’m sorry. but it’s been a long weekend.

Thursday I went out with JonJon and gang. Had a great time. mall, petting zoo, walking around, dinner at CheeseCake Factory. I had a really great day. I also bought some really nice smelling oil at the Gift Godess, it’s Vanilla Orange. Yummy! I also want to go back and buy the hemp hand lotion she had. It made my hands really soft!

The day also included swimming, where JonJon got his phone all wet and also watching movies. It was a great time! 🙂

Friday-Saturday was spent with Andrew,we had some good times, some bad times, some nutral times and some really bad times. So it was a very mixed day. He amazingly made it up to 6am, which was good. We also went to this crazy diner at like 2:30 am and had some really good food there. Yummy!

We also spent lots of time watching Gilmore Girls and also talking and everything else. Though I kept getting very annoyed with him because after everything we did it’d be like, “So what now” and he’d be like, ‘Lets talk” and it’s like, what do you want to talk about. Then we’d sit there and stare at each other for a while and I’d get very annoyed.

Saturday night I spent with JonJon. We went up to Long Beach again and I had really good time. Though I got annoyed with JonJon about something stupid and made him leave earlier then he wanted to. But he said it was alright. I got to drive his cougar again though which is TONS of fun! 🙂 I love that car. It’d really been making me want to buy myself a new car. I was thinking an RX-8 or maybe A VW or something. Who knows. In the long run, I’m sure i’ll end up keeping the saturn for another few years. Though she needs some work done to her. The 80+ mph trips between chapman and my apartment have been taking a beatingon her.

JonJon spent the night at my place again cause he was really drunk. I hope that we didn’t wake the roomies again though, cause last time we had because he was being too loud. We keptit down this time though, so I don’t think we did.

Speaking of the roomies. I haven’t seen them in like forever it seems. And I don’t really care/mind. It’s nice to be getitng out of there again.

Oh, so at the party, straight girl was trying to get me to make out with her and touch her boobs and ass and she was telling me I was “sex” which apparently is a very good thing. And then today when I went into ON to return JonJon’s plug apparently the girl that I asked where he was at, was all wierd or something… Well here’s what JonJon said happened: “after u left jenny o came running back to me and was like “HE’S SO CUTE!!! HE ASKED WHERE U WERE AND ALL I COULD DO WAS SMILE!” all loud and giddy”

lol

What crazies. lol

Anyways, today was spent catching up on sleep, cause I didn’t get my full 8 hours Thursday, Friday or Saturday. So I did today. It felt nice.

After I work up, like I said, I returned JonJon’s Plug to him and then went up to Chapman.

Things were alright, though lots of yelling/crying happened. It was bad.

I also told Andrew what I’m feeling about our relationship. I still love him, and I can still see myself getting back together with him eventually. But right now, I’m in a new place and have been really regreting not living up my life in college and HS and would just like time and space to do that right now. I’ve finally made headway in life as to regard to being able to make new friends and stuff and I’m feeling really good. And now I want to have that experience of being able to make out with randoms and go out and party without having to worry about doing something stupid and fucking up my relationship. I guess I’m kinda going through an early mid-life crisis. One in which I just want to relive the last four years as fast as I can. We’ll see how well things work out.

I know it sucks, and I probably wouldn’t have felt this way if he hadn’t broken up with me, but now this is how I feel. And I’m going to go with it. I’ve always regretted so much of my HS life, and I don’t want to regret my College life as much. So now I have the chance to make up for that. So I’m going to.

Anyways, I’m out. I have lots of work to do.

New site is in good progress. Need to still get a few functions working properly. then the DB uploaded and then the pages uploaded and all will be good.

Laters all.

Day Out / First Date.

So today was a really great day out and about with JonJon.

Yeah, so he picked me up about 1ish and we headed off to the mall where we walked around for a while and didn’t really do to much. Didn’t go into any stores except for Express, cause they were having a sale on shirts. Nothing good though so i didn’t buy anything. After that we went over to Cheesecake factory and had lunch there outside. It was really nice. He paid of course

After lunch we went and drove around then headed over to the petting zoo. That was tons of fun. Good times. He’s so cute. Umm, after that we walked around that area more and talked. Went to this crazy little store and I bought some oil burning stuff. It’s so yummy smelling, Orange and Vanilla. Oh, so good! I want to buy some sage too, but it’s really expensive there. I also want some lotion from that place. I think I may go back and get some.

Umm, lets see. after that we spent a lot of time driving up to laguna beach and went to this crazy little sex shop right across from the boom boom room. It was so fun! They had so much stuff there.

After that we spent time walking on the beach and talking about random stuff. We also saw a dead seal, which was really sad.

From there back to Laguna Beach where we picked up three movies and then headed back to my place and went swimming.

He swam with his phone in his pocket… Opps!

After that we went and took a LONG shower together. That was hot! 😉

From there we wached Cho in my room and cuddled. After that we watched it in the living room and then had some fun in my room again before I had to come to work.

I’ll write more about my feelings for him later…. I must go now.

Later all.

A Day Out

So tomorrow is my first ever real date.

I’m very excited about it. JonJon and I will be going out to lunch/movie/walk/sunsets/dinner and who knows what else.

I’m really looking forward to it. He picked out my outfit tonight.

I really like JonJon, but for some reason I just can’t see anything going anywhere with him. I dunno.

Do I love Andrew? Do I want to be with him forever? What’s going on!