My Life

In The Flesh

I just watched In The Flesh… HORRIBLE fucking movie!

Super Size Me is playing up at Chapman next Tuesday! GREAT fucking movie! Anyone that wants to go with me call me or IM me or something! Cause you should ALL fucking see it! And some of you will be drug to the movie!

Alos the author of Fast Food Nation is speaking at Chapman Monday night at 8pm!! YAY, Andrew and I are going to go get things signed.


Umm, yeah. Things are boring here. And I have no one to talk to.

I REALLY want an iPod now! One of the females tonight had at 4th Gen one and it’s so pretty and HOT and everything. I’ve decided that when I get it I’m gong to name it “Yotta Bytes” to go along with my PB named “Zetta Bytes” and my External HD named “Pebi Bytes”

Such fun names.


I really need a new project to work on here. I’ve pretty much done everything that I can think of to do to my timesheet program. I just updated it so that people can select the number of Project/Task rows they wish to see, because for people like me who only works on 2 tasks a week (Ops_HD-HD, G&A-Other) having the standard 14 rows was a bit much, but for people that work on MANY different tasks per week, like Ben who does Enhancement requests and needs to track his time for each Request he needs like 30 or 40 Project/Task combos. So yeah, that’s done.

Though I had one problem with the whole stupid Duplicate Project/Task entry thing again with that. Where if you would put in 10 Projecct/Tasks and one was a dupe, if you then decreased the number of shown Project/Task rows it would only allow you to update 9 of them, because it couldn’t realize that there were dupe Project/Tasks entries. I fixed this though by simply counting the rows returned from the query instead of just using COUNT query. Which I liked better because it was cleaner, but whatever it takes to make it work I guess.

Also talked to Lesbian tonight about Macs. She was one, and it was hot. 🙂

Downloaded some ghetto ass mucis today. I’ve changed a lot in the past couple months since I moved here. Listening to new/different music and enjoying it. Trying different things, making friends, expanding in life.

Though it’s made things a bit confusing and a bit strange for me. I wish that things we’re completely different and that everything had worked out the way that it was supposed to for the summer plans.

On the other hand I think that things happening this way has been a bit of a good thing. I honestly don’t think I would have changed and branched out this much had everything from the summer worked out the way it was supposed to. I’m sure I wouldn’t have JonJon/Gang as friends if I had moved here with Andrew just a couple weeks ago.

I also doubt that I would be having as much fun if things had happened the way that they were supposed to.

I’m torn between a lot of things in my life right now, and things are changing at such a rapid pace that it’s hard for me to keep up. Both emotionaly and physically. I’m not complaining about that, things are going good for me. I’m sad to say they aren’t going so good for other people, but for once….. Well maybe not for once, but at this point in my life I’m going to be a bit selfish and do what I want to do.

I’m hopinng that by the time this phase is over things will still be good and I can pick things back up, I hope that everyone doesn’t hate me for going through this part of my life either. But I feel like I have to live some, and get through what most people did in HS and college. I’m a late bloomer, what can I say.

I’m also very confused about what I want to do relationship wise. Like I’ve said before, I think I’m doing the right thing, but then things like tonight happen where pratically everyone in the room is in a relationship and I just feel completely out of place because I just want to have someone there to cuddle with and hold and make out with.

I know. As I just said in my last entry. My own doing

But since I’m just repeating myself now. I’m going to run.

Laters all.

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