Tag: Iowa

Wow, so this morning has been busy!

All sites are down.. From 8pm to 2am. Long ass day and boy are people going to hear about it.

Had a good day today and the last couple days. Haven’t really done too much though.

Went out lots with JonJon and hung out with Andrew tonight.

Andrew really pissed me off tonight though. I’ve told him many times why I’m not wanting a relationship again with him, and I’m getting really sick of having to constantly defend my decisions.

If he wants to move on, then I think he should, if he wants to try and wait to see if/when I come back, then he should do that. But his constant trying to get me to say that I still love him and that I want him to sit and wait for me is really annoying.

The debates are stupid and I don’t want to vote for either of these idiots. Gah!

Sent a LONG ass e-mail to Zora Zimmerman again today. The associate Dean at ISU. Bitching about my grade. Gah!

So annoying.

Spoke to Justin Jenkins again today, haven’t talked to him in a while. Can’t wait to get back to Iowa to hang with him and everyone/anyone else once I get back.

Missed the Princess Crew a lot today. 🙁

Laters all.

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Best debate quote: “No Child Left Behind act is really a jobs act if you think about it.”

Does anyone know what the hell that means? Crazy Jerri!

Anyways, today was good. I didn’t do much but play FFX-2 and hang out.

Been thinking a lot about opening my business. Going to start looking into fincial backing options soon. Though I have no idea when.

Andrew and I talked about that tonight. The last 4 years of my life I spent most of the time alone in my apartment, or dorm room or whatever. But 90% of the time, I was alone and not doing anything with people.

Now, the only time I get alone is when I’m sleeping. Granted, I’m alone at work, but that doesn’t count because I’m working and can’t work on just whatever I want to do… Umm, not including updating. 😛

But like alone time to just sit at home and read/watch tv and do the coding that I like to do. This website for example. I haven’t yet updated from the standard WordPress released layout. Which is really a wierd thing for me. lol. Also I haven’t had any time to look further into my savings, or read my books or anything. I spend so much time with people now I don’t have time for myself. It’s strange.

Also the other night, Andrew said that since I got here, he hasn’t seen the same Chris that he used to know back in Iowa, and it’s true. Living here has changed me a lot. He’s seeing a Chris that hasn’t been around since I was in HS… A depressed and sometimes suicidal chris who’s bitchy and rude to everyone most of the time. It’s sad, but that’s what this state has done to me. Don’t worry everyone though, I’m fine. And it’ll get better.

Got a package from the PUs today. Lots of Old Dutch Chips and my Adbusters which I’ve been wanting forever! Now to find time to read them!

Also sent in my request for an absentee ballot today. That should be fun. 😛

Anyways, time to break. I’ve got to finish this project as it’s being shown to some high level PHS people tomorrow.

Laters all.