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E-Mail To Beak.

Well I’m glad you found someone to go out with…. Is today the day? Or tomorrow? Hope you have a good time… Where’d you meet him? Etc… All those other Grandma like questions….

Speaking of dating though, it things don’t change really quick I’ll be back on that scene too. Things lately have just really been going downhill with Adam. Every little thing he does annoys me, he won’t shut up about “Our Future.” Which is just really annoying because I’ve told him NUMBEROUS times that I’m not ready for that. I mean, he’s my only bf I’ve EVER had. And I just want to see what else is out there. How do I know I want to spend the rest of my life with him if I don’t know what the rest of the guys in the world are like. Even one or two others.

He’s always saying things like “If someone took everything away from me, and all I had left was you, I’d still be happy.” But I don’t feel the same way, and I just don’t know how to tell him that. Or if I should tell him that. I mean, what do you really say to something like that.

My world right now is so messed up. There’s this other boi, or friend Andrew, who is practically in love with me. I know he is, and so does Adam. However Adam’s been sooooooooooo overly posessive about everything and jealous about ANY time that I spend with him. He has a right to be somewhat jealous, but he’s just taking it WAY to far! I don’t really know how to explain it. In short, he’s just REALLY pissing me off!

Another thing that happened… And we’ll make a LONG LONG story short is that I made out with this other boi (Adam was there, he did the same). Now when I kiss Adam, and we do stuff (I’ll leave out the gory details, just to be nice) it’s not the same. In fact, it’s HORRIBLE compared to kissing Andrew. I just think that it would be so much better with him, and to leave Adam behind.

But again, I don’t want to end a 15 month relationship over something that I don’t know if it’ll last. I can’t decide if I want to stay in a bad relationship, or to dump him (and throw away the 15 months) and take the chance of being single again.

Andrew goes to Cali in August for school. We were talking the other night about if a relationship between us would work, when I brought up that he was moving in a short time, he said, in a very serious tone “You can come with me, and finish school there.”

It was very touching, really.

I just don’t know what too do.

I’ll stop bitching at you now…

Laters,

Cj B

ME!

On this wonderfull day of me turning 21, we take a nice look back in time.


Here I am at the table with the rest of my family, from left to right….
My grandma, my brother (but we like to pretend he’s not part of the family), my grandpa, ME!!, and my cousin Beak.


Here I am on my favorite BIKE! (That’s the brother we speak of in the little car thing)


Here I am in my CAPE! I am invinsible!!! (Aren’t I the CUTEST thing ever!)


And here’s Beak and I. I don’t know what we were watching, but it must have been pretty damn BORING! Probably one of my grandpa’s westerns or something. I’ll bet you that he was asleep in the chair too!


And here I am in my favorite past time activity, POUNDING ON POTS!!

Ahhh, those were the days!

Orthography

So it took me longer to get a chance to update then I thought it would, but here I am.

This past weekend was really good.

Friday Andrew and Dustin came over to Adam’s house and we plastered Andrew. He was all lubbie to, and that was funny. lol. We got to see a bit more of him then we all wanted.

After that we went to Java Joe’s and had a good time.

Saturday morning Adam and I got up early and went down to Lenox to see Beak and my G&G. We ate, went through pics and just generally had a good time.

We found tons of funny pics, and stuff about the family and that was all very etertaining. I’ll post some of the ones that we found of me once I get a chance to scan them in. We also found my grandma’s report cards and made fun of her for them! For once the tables were turned.

We spent the night there saturday and came home about 12ish on Sunday. Adam went to work about 3 and I went home. The PU’s and I went out to eat and then came back home and opened presents. I made out with the following:

1. Sim City 4
2. Tape Measure
3. Bushisms Book
4. Horoscope book
5. The Sims expansion Packs

It was good.

Monday I went out shopping with my b-day money, I didn’t buy anthing though. I must go purchase some stuff today and pay to have my oil changed in my car.

And that was my weekend. Today we’re back to school. My 12:00 class was randomly cancelled. The prof came in and was like “I have to cancel class for today” And that was that. So now I don’t have anything to do untill 2ish.

I think I’ll go get a book and read or something.

Laters alL!

Long time, no see.

So what have I been up to lately that I haven’t been able to update??

Well not much really.

Lasdt Friday Adam and I went out and did the one year anniversary thing. Food, Movie, bed. You know. It was nice.

Saturday, I’m sure I did fun stuff, and there was a fight or two in there somewhere as well. A pretty bad one if I remember right.

Sunday, went to Christmas on my mom’s side and lusted after Steven all day. I know that sounds really bad, but the boy is SO fucking hot. All I wanted to do all day was grab him and take him to the bathroom. Yummyy.

Monday, Adam, Andrew and I all went out shopping. Good times there. We were going to go to Group, but found out that Mike was going, so we avoided that and watched movies instead.

Tuesday I sat on my ass and did nothing.

Today’s christmas, so we went to my grandpa and grandma’s house. That was fun times.

I got alot of cool shit for christmas, nothing REALLY exciting.

List includes:
DVD Player
Zoo Tycoon Expansion packs
Lamp
Christmas lights
Picture Frams
Cooking things
A cushion for my chair
and other small stuff.

It was really nice of my mom to get me the DVD player. Although, now I’m going to have to buy a VCR because my TV doesn’t have the right connectors. And again it was nice, but I wish she would have gotten me a lot of the smaller thing on my list. They would have been alot more usefull. But I am happy that I got a Very NICE DVD player! Yay, DVD porn!

Tonight Adam’s going to come over and spend the night, and then tomorrow and Friday we’re off to the Mall of America. MONEY will be spent there, I just wished that I had my new credit card, so that I could spend lots of money and not have to pay interest on it! lol

I’m out.

PS. Hopefully I’ll update a bit more some other time, but I REALLY REALLY hate my PU’s keyboard, so the chances are slim!

Old People

Old people are crazy, at least the old people I’ve been hanging around with lately. lol.

Yesterday I worked my ass off. We hung lights, did the christmas tree for my grandma, cooked, and cleaned, and did tons of other shit. Andrew called, and wanted to go out, but, alas, I’m 2 hours away from there. So I couldn’t.

Last night my grandma had to work at the welcome center here in town. So I got drug into working as well. We went up there at 5:30 and didn’t leave tell 10. In those 6 and a half hours, we had 130 people come through the door, all of them crazy loud old people. And there were only 4 hottie pant bois. It made me sad. Although I did talk to two of them, and I gave my phone number to one of them, cause he’s planning on going to ISU next year and hasn’t ever been to Ames, so I was like, “Call me! I’ll show you around!” The other hot boi goes to KSU, and has a girl friend. Damn him, but he’s visiting the people across the street, so that’s cool!

Today I had to get up early, and help my grandma take stuff to a craft show in Corning. We left here about 8:15. Rarr. Again, there were more crazy old people, so I left about 10:30 and now here I am writing this. I should be back in DM about 2ish, so people call me!

Laters!