Christmas is Over

Well, christmas’ are all over now. We got home last night and opened all the presents from the parents. I got some good stuff, but I don’t know what it is with my mother she always seems to pick out the things that i want least on my list. Oh well. It’s all good stuff. 🙂 Drank some more wine with my mom and we watched ‘Christmas with the Kranks” I was bawling by the time that damn movie was over with. I can’t wait till my damn period is over with! Grrr, seems like it’s been going on for months now though.

Went to bed and read some of my new suze orman book. Good stuff so far! Went to bed about midnight and couldn’t get to sleep. Woke up about 2:30 again though cause santa was making way too much noise!

Got up again at 8:00 this mornin g and showered then we did santa. I got some more good stuff but nothing too important. I was kinda surprised that this year my parents didn’t go very hard out. But I guess my brother is really draining them of money, the stupid little fuck. There’s a chance he might have to go to jail. hahaha.

After that we all lounged around and then headed out to the farm. Got there right as the other aunt was getting there. So at least we weren’t the first ones. Seems like everyone hates going out there, it’s funny. My grandma was actually so late, she didn’t get there till right before we started eating. And that damn aunt makes everyone pray. She’s the only fucking religious one. Debbie and I actually got along pretty well and we might be going to germany this spring. Woot!

The stupid aunt also bought all her food from hy-vee in one of those pre-made things. Lazy bitch. Paper plates, plastic silver wear. That’s not fucking christmas!

Anyways, after that we all did christmas. My grandma told me to grab a certian present, but the bitch aunt changed up the way we do it so I couldn’t get the one she told me too. But I like what I got. Plus I got $40 from my grandma for christmas and my birthday, so that was nice of her. 🙂

Now we’re on the way home.

Right after we got to the farm though I got some really bad news and that really put me in a sad mood all day. 🙁 Jimmy txted me and said that Blkae was in the hospital. I’m really sad by this, I hate thinking that he spent christmas in the hospital. Though I’m sure he’s surrounded by people that love him still.

I’ve really been thinking that I might stand by to go back early. He’s supposed to be in the OC area for new years and it’d be great to get to see him. Though I wonder if he’d be free enough so that I’d have someone to kiss at midnight or if he’s going to be sutck with his dad or what. I just know taht I want to see him so badly again.

I think I’m really over Iowa now, I still hate the OC, and I still love Iowa, but I’m over moving back. I’m ready to go somewhere new.

Also after driving 400 miles with my dad in the last two days, I’ve realized that even though my mom is the one who TAUGHT me how to drive, I LEARNED from my dad. lol

Adios all.

Morbid Gma

My grandma is SO MORBID!

I just got this e-mail from her… Here is a small part of it:

chool election is next week and I will be sitting on the board unless we have a funeral. Have not had many so far this year and most others around have not had many either. Will probably be a real surge when it starts. There are several around the area that are not good and just holding on. Hope we get through election before anything happens.

“a real surge”… OMG!

Adios!

Flight Back… :(

Well here I am sitting on the flight back… I’ve got about 7 hours before I’m back in the OC. It’s so sad. I really love Iowa.

Today has been very stressful though. I thought that my flight left at 3:55, so we were planning on leaving at 12:30, we’d be to Omaha by 2:45ish and I’d have plenty of time to get on the flight and all that shit. But I got online at noon to set up my flight notifications for my cell phone and found out that my flight was at 2:55!! So I was like, “Lets get going!”

My dad drove like 80 all the way to the airport and then we got lost (he took 680 instead of taking 80 around). We got the airport at 2:20 and then of course there was a bit ass line for check in and then a line at the fucking security gate. I was SO fucking stressed. And then the bitch at the security gate was being a whore and made me take my sandles off! I’ve NEVER had to take these off. I was just annoyed about that.

Anyways, got to my gate at 2:45 and they hadn’t even started boarding yet so that was good… Yep

Andrew called me on the drive over though. It’s good to know that he’s back in the states. I really wanted to talkto him, but I find it wierd to talk to him infront of my parents. So we only talked for a few minutes. I can’t wait to get to talk to him again.. I just wish that I could have seen him. I’m so depressed about having to go back to the OC.. All I’ve wanted to do today is cry. It’s so sad.

Anyways, before I start complaining about that I’ll tell you about how much fun I’ve been having!!!

So I think the last time I updated was Thursday, no? Let me check…OK yep…

So FRIDAY! I went up to Ames to meet Oksana at 1.. But she wasn’t there, so I drove around ISU for a while and went to CBS and bought some ISU stuff. Oh how I miss ames so much! There were so many hot boys wondering around campus… And I love the fact that you can fucking take the bus anywhere you want! And I love that you can pretty much WALK to anything as well! I should have just stayed there and got my masters.

Well Oksana finially called me and we met up at Howe, then went over to the Gardens.. It was SO HOT that we didn’t really spend too much time there, just walked around quick and took some pictures then went and saw the butterflies.

After that we went up to the mall and were going to see a $1 movie, but they had all JUST started. 🙁 So we just wondered around and I bought a pair of really cute $10 shorts from GAP. From there we went to Hickory park and ate dinner and then I broke and went home.

We had an amazing super cell thunderstorm that afternoon which was VERY nice because it killed all the humidity. Friday night I went out with Zach, Mandy, Nic, Angel and Vero. It was really good to see them. We went over to the Crows Nest in Ankeny which was really ghetto and there were some horrible people doing kareoke (sp). I broke from there about 10:30 or 11 and went to the Frathouse and met up with Justin and a bunch of his frat buddies. They were all really nice and I met this guy named Chris who apparently knows Andrew, either way he was cute and I wouldn’t have minded making out with him, but he had his eye on someone else. 🙁

Sadly I only made out with Justin once this whole trip. And that’s all I did. 🙁 Oh well… I’m still a prude!

Anyways, Frathouse was amazing as usual. I ran into Jed there and his boy. It was really good to see him again and he’s still hot as HELL! I just wish we could have hung out more so that we could have talked.. It’s really hard to talk at the frat…. Also saw David Brokaw which was amazing. He’s still skinny as hell and hot has hell as well…. I got his number but he never called me back Saturday night when I called him. I was kinda pissed about that. 🙁

Left the frat about 2 and went home. I thought about it later and I should have just invited Justin and the frat boys back to my place for hot tubbing.. Cause that would have been fun.

Saturday I got up early and we went over to my grandma’s house in Western Iowa. We ate brunch at this place and the girl was SO STUPID! My dad asked for milk 3 times and she didn’t bring it.. He did eventually get it though. haha.

After that we went back to her house and I had to set up this new DVD player she got. I got it all set up and spent like 30 minutes training her how to use it then found out that it doesn’t just pass CABLE through the dvd player unless it’s on. So I had to go get a splitter and re-arrange some things. Then I had to re-train her.. Hopefully now the rest of the family can figure it out enough to get her to use it right.

Finally left there and went home for like 10 minutes and then went and shipped two big boxes to myself. Straight from there it was off to the spawns b-day party. We got there and had a great time. We were there till 8pm. She got SO MUCH SHIT! It’s crazyness… But I think my present was the best… 😉

Started planning the night while I was there. Jed wanted me to go see a movie with him, Justin wanted me to go to Ames with him and The gang wanted me to go bar hopping with them. So I was trying to figure out a way to fit it all in. For some reason Jed eventually just stopped responding to txt’s like in the middle of a conversation, so I just gave up on him. I was really pissed too because I REALLY wanted to hang out with him again… So I ended up just meeting Zac, Mandy and Nic at a bar downtown… the Royal Mile… We stayed there for almost and hour and had a good time, then Angel called and said she was at the Surf shack so we went there and met up with her. We had drinks there and then headed off to Diesel. Where we ended the night. It was a good time. 🙂

Overall I really loved my time backin Iowa and I love Iowa even more now then I did.. And HATE the OC even more.

One issue is that the homo community here is so small, but I don’t think I’d have a problem with that considering I don’t even live here and I already have 4 people saying they’d date me if I moved back! And the best part about iowa is that everyone is so fucking nice! Like at the bar everyone is so friendly and there’s no real bad group lines. Yes there are some, but people all get along, and it’s so easy to just meet people when they are there. Like the 5 people from Justin’s frat that I met there. Amazing people. 🙂

It also reminded me of all the great friends I have there… I have so many people that wanted to hang out with me and so much to do…. in the OC I don’t have that, it’s so frustrating! Here I have a problem of deciding WHO to go out with! I’m a part of 4 distinct groupings, I just wish they were all more connected.

I do however wish that i had more time there, there were some people who I didn’t get to see at all that I would have loved to have seen and I just didn’t get enough time to hang out with the people who i did get to see!

And there’s only a few activities that I didn’t get to do on my calendar, but that’s ok with me… I had a really busy week and I’m really tired.

Someone find me a fucking JOB so I can move back there. 🙁

Edit:// I forgot to mention that I got the most random message on myspace.. Fucking Myke messaged me and was like. ‘i was using fedora and thought about you and that I hadn’t talked to you in a while’… And I was like, ‘why is he messaging me if he doesn’t want to hang out again’. I’m sorry, but if you don’t want to hang out with me IRL, then I don’t want to talk to you online either. He also tried to add me as a friend again on his thing.. How random!

Adios all.

Cookie Monster

Grandma’s cookies are gone. 🙁 I’m saddened by this.

I love Costco, if you do it right, you can get a whole meal there.

I have the day off.

I want to buy a hookah.

I’m cleaning my apartment today. Hard Core Style. (Living room/Kitchen done last night, bedroom/bathroom today)

Working Tomorrow.

Fair/Arboretum Sunday (Not sure which).

All alone, because I’m a loser.