Three Months, Few Annoyances.

Happy three months to Andrew and I!

Yep, that’s right… Three months ago today… On a Friday even, I sent a couple little flowers off to the 3rd floor of the Wells Fargo building, with a cute little note attached to them.

Now, if only he wasn’t leaving before our 4 month… :'(

Things have been going very good so far in the whole relationship. We haven’t had one fight yet, though last night came the closest… And I still wouldn’t even have called that a fight, I was just very annoyed.

If there’s one thing I learned from my previous relationship, it’s to tell the other person when you’re not happy with the way something’s going, or something they are doing. And that happened last night. I was very very annoyed with Andrew because he started working Wed’s. Now, I know that he needs the money, but I don’t really think he needed it that badly, I think just adding in the couple of hours a day and then the 2 hours on Saturday would have been enough.

The thing that just really bothered me about the whole situation is that I’ve made so many sacrifices all summer long, by not working Wed’s I’ve lost a lot of money. By not working Wed’s I’ve had to work longer hours to make up that lost money, though there aren’t enough days in the week to make up the full 8 hours that I loose on Wed’s by taking it off.

I’ve been taking it off because I know that we have only a short amount of time together, and getting to see him on those days is really nice. Because it’s a day that it’s only us. Me and Him, we get to do what we want, because we don’t have his PU’s to bother us, and we don’t have my PU’s to bother us. As we do on the weekends. We don’t have to worry about people wanting to hang out on Wed’s, though that hasn’t been a problem on the weekends either, since all of our freinds seem to have ditched us.

I just really didn’t take it well. Because of the two weeks that we have left, he took about 18 hours of our time away from that. And though that 18 hours may not seem like that much, it really does make a huge difference. There was so much that I had planned for next Wed… So much I had planned for this last Wed (that didn’t even get done). I just wish that he hadn’t gone and done that.

Though we were able to come up with a compromise, he’s going to come here and spend the night one night… And I’ll go there and spend the night one night a week. Though I don’t really think that makes up for the lost Wed’s. Because he won’t be able to get here tell 8pm, and then I’ll have to leave at 7:40am for work. That really doesn’t leave much time for other things, the things that I had planned… Because you see I have a HUGE list of things I wanted to do before he left, and now it’s not going to get done.

But I’ll have to admit, it will be nice to have those nights together, since now he’s staying at his house instead of coming to Ames to live, which I had really wanted to happen.

Though I just ranted for a bit, I really am very happy in our relationship. Andrew knows how to treat a boy, and knows how to make him feel loved. He seems to always have the right things to say, even when he’s very stressed out. He’s just a very good bf and I’ll be very sad to let him go in another month.

This weekend will be much of packing and sadness.

Happy Three Months to Andrew and I!

Laters.

Condom Stash

Yesterday was yet another wonderfull day spent with Andrew…

He got there early and was obviously Über horny. He got there and we sat around for a bit and he ate soemthing real quick…

It didn’t take long to move into the bed room, and then the shower, and then the bedroom again. It was very nice to get to do stuff with him again, though I would have enjoyed the time just as much had we just laid around on the couch talking. lol.

The shower was much more coordinated this time then it was last, so that was good… He got a good rimmie, at least I hope it was good…

I also tried to finger again, but apparently Mr. Ass didn’t want to give up access yesterday, so I just did it alittle bit. But he says it was good, and that I’m gental with it, so that’s nice. I try to be as nice as possible with him, I know that it can hurt. And hurt a lot if it’s done wrong.

After that was done we went out and did all the stuff on the other entry, it was really great to teach him how to drive a stick and everything else we did.

Laying in bed that night was really great, and I didn’t want him to leave.

He said that he “wanted seconds” but then we were doing things and Enfuego just went and hid, I felt bad about that and tried to get him to come out again… Though he just didn’t want to. It kind of bothered me, but I’m sure it was no big deal.

At one point I said that I had a condom stash. We talked about that a bit, and he said that he did want to share what we had again. But I feel as though I may have pushed it a bit, and I don’t want to do that with him. I want him to do it again when he’s comfortable, and if that’s not in the time that he has left here, then that’s fine. I don’t like to be pushed/guilted into things, and I don’t want to do it to other people.

He also made me promise that I would talk to Joel before the summers up. I don’t know how well that’s going to go. I really hate the fact that I’m so shy when it comes to those types of things. Perhaps next Wed we can all go out to Lunch or something, eh?

Umm.. Other things to talk about….

There were a few hints throughout the day about the future of our relationship, though nothing really substantial. I dunno if they were meant or not (As in meant to be hints), but I’d like it if they were. I don’t know when the best time to talk about that would be. Either before we leave for the whole trip, or there. But it’s going to have to be discussed sometime.

Speaking of the trip, it’s coming together nicely finally. Though I am still very annoyed that I can’t fly with them out there, it’s good that I’m at least getting to go yet. I’m really hoping that she doesn’t get some really expensive hotel!

� � Days Inn � � � � � �279 S. Main, Orange �� � � � �(714) 771-6704

� � Motel 6 � � � � � � 2920 W. Chapman, Orange � � � (714) 634-2441

� � Best Value 3101 W. Chapman, Orange � � � (714) 978-7700

� � Travel Lodge � � 1302 W. Chapman, Orange � � � �(714) 633-7720

Those appear to be the closest to Chapman, though I’m sure Sue can’t stand to stay in such low-class hotels. And I guess they also offer discounted rates to families of students from Chapman University.

Oh, last thing I wanted to talk about was we were talking about him offering up his ass… And he asked me, “If I offered it, would you take it.” And I said that I didn’t know if I would or not. I mean, that’s a REALLY big thing, I know that being a bottom the first time means so much, and for me to take that, that’s a really big emotional thing for me as well. I spent a lot of time thinking about that all last night, and I think that … If things keep going the way they have in our relationship and we stay as close and as happy as we have been… For a lot longer, ie more then 3 months. And not with much missing time in there. But yes, I think that if offered I would accept.

This is kind of disturbing that I’m talking about it like a piece of meat. But it isn’t. It’s a very emotional thing. Anyways, just wanted to document that. Since I didn’t do a good enough job documenting my feelings way back when, and now no one believes me that there were feelings there. 😛

PS, I know this entry is in completly WRONG cronological order, but whatever!

CO-2845

Well I’m doing much better today and yesterday then I had been all week. Much better.

Yesterday I came into work about 8ish and got alot done. I left here at 10 and went home and waited for Drew to get here…

He finally got here and we sat around watching Ricki Lake and the Springer show. About 1:45 we decided that we were hungry so off to Great Plains we went… EVeryone there was uber bitchy. They were like “We close in 5 minutes, and there’s not slices left.” And not just ONE person told us that. I was like, “So I don’t want slices I want to order a pizza.” Fuckers.

Anyways, we got our pizza and then went off to my office since they wouldn’t let us sit there and eat it. Got here and they were tearing my office apart. I was very annoyed. I hate it when people are in my office when I’m not here. It just really gets to me.

Andrew and I sat in my office eating pizza and talking about the trip. We decided that it would be alright if I fly seperate from them out to Cali. I’d get there earlier then them, but about an hour. But that’s alright. I’ll just wait in the airport.

On the return trip back to Iowa though, I’ll be stuck in the “Bush International” airport in Texas… For about 3 hours or so. And I won’t get back to DSM tell 8pm that night. Sucky for that. And I’ll have to be back at work at 8AM the next day. Very annoying.

I’m still slightly stressed out cause I have a feeling that Andrew’s mom is going to get an UBER expensive hotel… That woman can’t do anything for cheap. Andrew and I looked online yesterday for some cheap hotels and found a few, so hopefully he can talk her into some of those. Nothing that’s more then like $70 a night I think would be reasonable.

After we got that all settled we tried to call my mom, but she was in a meeting. So we just sat around here for a bit longer and then left.

We went to the Commuter lot on campus and I taught Andrew how to drive my car… He was VERY good at it for never having driven a stick shift before. The first time he tried he actually got it moving! But he did kill it some, not near as much as Adam did when Angel and I taught him how to drive it…

Drove around the parking lot for like an hour. Andrew was really getting the hang of it all by the time we left. I was very proud of him. Perhaps I’ll let him drive my car on the street sometime. lol.

Once we were done with that we went to the bank and I deposited a check, and from there we went to the Mall. I picked up an application for the Gap, and we checked out to see what movies are playing. Nothing good was.

Decided that there wasn’t anything else to do and went back to my Apartment.

We spent the rest of the night laying on the couch/bed just talking and cuddling. Just what I really needed.

It was so good to see him again. And I’m so glad that the whole flight thing is all taken care of now. Thought I had a dream the other night that there was weather for my flight, so I was able to talk the woman into getting me on their flight, it made my day in the dream… Now lets just cross our fingers and hope that the same can happen in real life… OR knowing Chicago, there will be weather there, and they can get on my flights! lol.

Once it came time for him to leave it was very hard, as it usually is. I think now it’ll be just getting harder and harder from here on out though. Hopefully the tears won’t start running again tell we’re actually saying good bye in Orange.

I really wish we had more time in California… Mostly because I want to go HERE!

Well, that’s my life.

Addicted To VI

You press the keys with no effect,
Your mode is not correct.
The screen blurs, your fingers shake;
You forgot to press escape.
Can’t insert, can’t delete,
Cursor keys won’t repeat.
You try to quit, but can’t leave,
An extra “bang” is all you need.

You think it’s neat to type an “a” or an “i”–
Oh yeah?
You won’t look at emacs, no you’d just rather die
You know you’re gonna have to face it;
You’re addicted to vi!

You edit files one at a time;
That doesn’t seem too out of line?
You don’t think of keys to bind–
A meta key would blow your mind.
H, J, K, L? You’re not annoyed?
Expressions must be a Joy!
Just press “f”, or is it “t”?
Maybe “n”, or just “g”?

Oh–You think it’s neat to type an “a” or an “i”–
Oh yeah?
You won’t look at emacs, no you’d just rather die
You know you’re gonna have to face it;
You’re addicted to vi!

Might as well face it,
You’re addicted to vi!

You press the keys without effect,
Your life is now a wreck.
What a waste! Such a shame!
And all you have is vi to blame.

Oh–You think it’s neat to type an “a” or an “i”–
Oh yeah?
You won’t look at emacs, no you’d just rather die
You know you’re gonna have to face it;
You’re addicted to vi!

Might as well face it,
You’re addicted to vi!

Post 1000!!!

Welcome To BIG Post Number 1000

For your viewing pleasure I have included a few nice little statistics things on the side… Also to be included below:

Total Posts:
999

Total Comments:
259

% Posts Per Cat:
My Life: 90.39%
Not Published: 6.21%
-The remaining % is contained in other categories.

% Posts Per Year:
2000: 2.3%
2001: 48.35%
2002: 28.63%
2003: 20.72%

Average Words Per Title:
2.82

Average Words Per Post:
419.75

Here’s some other interesting things for this wonderfull post number 1000!

Income:

Info about my money from Krell (From 9/01 to 6/03):
Total Income: $16,729.5
Total Hours: 1,634.2
Total Taxes: $2,420.81
Net Income: $14,308.69
Average $/h: $10.24
Average Pay Check: $760.43

Info about all Income (From 01/97 to 6/03):
Total Income: $35,496.02
Total Hours: 4,660.86
Total Taxes: $4,681.82
Net Income: $30,814.2
Average $/h: $7.62
Average Pay Check: $328.67

Gas Usage

Cougar Stats:
# of Refills: 154
# of Gallons: 1,296.537
# of Miles: 27,397.2
Avg Miles/g: 21.131
Cheapest Refill Price: $0.819
Average Refill Price: $1.146
Highest Refill Price: $1.899
Total Amount Paid: $1,626.55
Cost Per Mile: $0.06
Average Cost Per Refill: $10.56
Avg Miles Between Refills: 177.9

Saturn Stats:
# of Refills: 80
# of Gallons: 692.234
# of Miles: 24,162.0
Avg Miles/g: 34.904
Cheapest Refill Price: $0.979
Average Refill Price: $1.295
Highest Refill Price: $1.659
Total Amount Paid: $896.36
Cost Per Mile: $0.04
Average Cost Per Refill: $11.20
Avg Miles Between Refills: 302.0

And you all think I’m crazy for keeping information like that! That’ll show you!

Well…

That’s my life!