Author: Cj B

Private: Get over it already!

Seriously, I know I’ve talked about this before, and I’m sure I’ll complain about it again, but whatever.

WHY can’t I get away from Jay! Why can’t I just forget and move on. This boy is being harder then fucking Andrew. UGH! Everyday he’s on my mind, every day I go to bed hoping that I will wake up with an e-mail or txt from him. Everyday I hope that he’ll say something to me! I just can’t deal with this asshole just STOPPING talking to me! Grrrr. Last night I went through and read all the AIM convos we had, I went to the marina del ray outrigger website and looked at all the pics of him on there.

I went and bought some scouting books from this guy a couple weeks ago…. Right across the street from Jay’s house. I see him online all the time and I want to just IM him. I want to call him and bitch him out. I just can’t get him out of my head! WHY! WHY! WHY! I don’t think it’s that I’m not over him, because he is an ASSHOLE, but I just HATE the fact that he just disappeared with no real reason or whatever. I just want to know what the hell happened. Stupid fucker.

I need someone new, I need to get a bf. I can’t deal with being single. I hate it, I’m not a single person! I need a partner to make me whole.

In other news, I am getting a bit annoyed with my work stuff. I’ve spent countless hours on this project that I’ve been working on. So much time and engery going into it, and just as I said when I started it. NO one is using it! It’s really very frustrating. I mean the power that this thing has, the amazing capabilities that it has, and no one here uses it. WHY!? I don’t get it. It’s so annoying. And yet all this time that we were designing it, and coding it, trainign people on it, they all said. “Wow, omg this is amazing, best thing I’ve ever seen”. Seriously, almost direct quote! Why don’t they use it now!

Another project that I did way back in the day (like the first couple months that I started here), just got replaced by a Paid for solution. Which is honestly VERY overkill, and doesn’t do all the stuff that MY system did. I understand that the decision to replace it was out of my companies control, but it’s still just really annoying.

And yet another project that I did MONTHS ago is _JUST_ now starting to get used. It was turned on yesterday. Now thank god this is being used, but MONTHS ago when I was writing it I was asked to do it in a day, because they were going to start using it the NEXT DAY. So I spent nearly 20 hours in ONE day doing this project, got it done, and then nothing… Blah!

My CURRENT project, I have a feeling that the people who it’s designed for won’t be using it either. Even thought they’ve been in on the entire design process, I still think they won’t be using it once it gets impelented. :'(

Just makes me feel like my job isn’t really worthy of me. I really want to just get back to SysAdmin work or management or something. I wish that I could get into something like BT was doing here at WR. I could do a WAY better job then he ever did and I feel that having me in that posistion would make it worth the money that PHS was paying for it.

Oh well, what can I do. :'(

Gays And BackFat

Hilarious!

Took me an HOUR to go 12 miles! Yes, 12 fucking miles took an HOUR, and this was at 2:30pm! WTF?!

I feel like shit.

BBQ on Friday. I’m excited and scared at the same time. Excited because I’ll be happy to have a group of people here. Scared because I’m always affraid I’ll end up like MTM and through bad parties. So far 8 people have RSVPed… with a possible 9 & 10. So that’s good. Call me if you want to come!

Gym tonight. My arm is hurting like a mofo. I got caught staring at hot straight boys (they kept checking themselves out in the mirror and flexing and pulling the shirts up. How could I not look!) And then they started talking “beating up faggots in the bathroom”. Ugh.

Clock nearly done.. only 3 more led’s to put in. So far we’ve put in over 250 feet of wiring! I met an EE homo that works like 2 hours away from here, goes to SD all the time. So he said next weekend he can stop by and help. I’m still hoping for the UCI bitch. But he’s being an asshole.

Later.

Weekend Of Hiking

UPDATED!!

Hey, I know it’s been a while since I last updated, but I just haven’t been in the mood.

Things have been good.. This weekend I went hiking with Jason and Austin, Saturday was Eaton Canyon Falls and then Sunday Jason and I went hiking in Abalone Cove. Which was REALLY cool, tons of star fish and stuff. I can’t wait to get the pics from Jason. (All the pics were LOST!!! OHhhhh nnoooooo. I’m gonna cry. :'( There were some REALLY good pics there)

I forgot to write about the best part of the weekend too… As we were leaving we heard something rustling in the bushes.. And we all stopped and I said. “I’ll go flush it out”.. and I did JUST that… It was a huge buck with a nice rack. 🙂

Friday I was suppose to hang out with Ryan again. He called me at 6:30 and confirmed, said he had some stuff to do, but that he had a movie for us to watch and would call me a bit later. Well 8:30 rolls around, so I txt him and he said he’s almost done.. Then nothing, nothing, nothing! He never called back. I txted him at like 11:30, and he never replied! Greg called too, but I turned him down because I was expecting Ryan to come over.. ASSSSS! UGH!

I’m very sick of this shit. TRYING to be friends with people who just don’t even give a shit. Di, Ryan, Carlito, etc. Everytime I call them to hang out they are just too fucking busy. I try planning things with them and they cancell or just don’t show up. So fucking sick of it!

This guy from work e-mailed me a ton of cool sounding things to do on the weekends, I really have to try and get some of those done.

I’m thinking of hitting up Yosemite sometime in June of next year, anyone wanna go?

Check out this cool website: PhoneSpell.. My phone number is: “bay-watch”.. So call me! 🙂

Nothing else really. Bubye.

Back from Vegas!!!

EDIT:// Pics are now up on the photodump!!!

OMG.. The trip was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Much fun! We did so much fucking crap, and I spent WAY too much money!

Ok, so going back to Friday… Got up at 3:45am and headed to the airport. Got there and checked in. Going through security was HELL! I had both my carryon and laptop bag. They Screened my laptop bag and then said. “We need to search this, it looks like you have a lighter.” So we go over and they start going through it… Nothing. I have no lights. So the bitch goes through every pocket…. Can’t find anyting, so they scan it again… Still say “looks like you have something” so she searches EVERY pocket again! (And my bag has a LOT of pockets). Still nothing -> scan again -> “You have drill bits?”.. WHAT?! Who in the WORlD would travel with drill bits?! Crazy bitch. She takes EVERYTHING out of my bag. Can’t find anything.. Scans AGAIN! … Ends up being my ink pens! I’m sorry, but this is YOUR JOB! You can’t tell what a fucking INK PEN looks like on the xray? Makes me feel REALLY safe!

So then we go and we’re boarding and the National Gaurd shows up and they start searching everyone AGAIN!? This is ridiculous! STUPID!

So meet up with Mike, head back to the hotel room and drop off my shit. He had rented an Audi A8 for the weekend, OMG I’m in LOVE with this car. Amazing! After the hotel we head out to breakfast and then out to the Drive event. I did the Corvette twice and then the Hummer H2 once. That was really fun, the H2 was kinda crazy.

From there we headed out to some Mountian top thing. I can’t remember what it was called, but it was really pretty. You could see where there had been an avalanche or something because all the trees were bent over. Pretty cool stuff. Took some cool pics there as well.

Headed back to the hotel, showered and changed and then hit up the strip. Ate dinner there and then saw Zumanity.. HOLY SHIT, AMAZING! !!!!! I want to see it again! Actualy, I want to go see ALL those shows now.. I just sat there in Awe through the whole show, and we were in row 2, it was amazing. Checked out the strip a bit more and then went home.

Saturday we didn’t get up till like 11 and headed back to the strip checked out all the hotels and the cool stuff, and then I lost my first $1 on the slots. 🙁 Played some air hockey, hit the stratosphere and went out to dinner at this Greek place that ended up costing us $168!!! Holy shit! I about had a heart attack with that.

Caught the last water show after that and then out to drinks at the Bellagio. I wanted to hit up a gay club, but Mike didn’t. :'( From there we headed downtown where it’s REALLY trashy.

Sunday we headed out to Hoover Dam and had a great time just wondering around out there… Took the A8 off roading, now that was a crazy experience! lol. Also found an abanodned truck, tried to call it in, but they just kept transfering me because no one knew who’s district it was in! Being a good samaritan is hard work! lol. Ate dinner at Pink Taco and then I lost another dollar on the slots. :'( No money for me!

Got home about 9ish Sunday night and I crashed. Got up at 4:30 this morning and flew back to LA.

I also bought some art by Todd Goldman. Incluing this one:

I think it’s fitting considering we will soon be on the same floor as Girls Gone Wild

[private]UGH, now for the complaining…. Mike is an ASSHOLE! OMG. Every day we met new people, he had a new job.. One day it was a Lawyer, the next it was a dentist, etc… He would NOT shut up.. He claims to have owned about 8 million different cars.. If you add them up, he’s owned a new car EVERY YEAR he’s been old enough to drive. Including: a Corvette, an M3, Z4, etc. UGH. We went into versace and he went up to everything and loudly said, “I already own this.” Claims he’s been to Europe 30 times… For vacations. Thinks he knows EVERYTHING, and even when you do bring up evidence that he’s WRONG he still argues with you. UGH. I cannot stand it! The best lie though was that he claimed he was carrying a loaded firearm.. Yeah right! He’s a nice enough guy, but get over it, he’s not better then everyone else.

And I always wondered who the assholes were that honked and flashed their lights at you on the interstate, etc for really doing NOTHING but driving… IE. Light had JUST turned green and mike LAYS on the horn at people… EVERY LIGHT… People merge onto the freeway and he seems to think they are trying to race him… So he speeds up and cuts them off.. Someone is “too close” on the freeway and he slams on the brakes and goes 20… UGH.[/private]

In other news… I have 962 e-mails that have piled up over the weekend, so I’m going to spend all day reading those. Adios!

Hooked on YouTube

Ok.. so I’ve been hooooooked on YouTube lately! This is what happens when I don’t have extra work to do! lol.

That is fucking SWEET.. and apparently it’s LINUX?!?! WTF! How do I get it!

I got a call last night at 7pm… Asking if I could work the HD again today… Of course I had to say yes, the guy’s wife is in the hospital. So here I am, up at 3:30 am again!

Vegas tomorrow! I’m SO FUCKING EXCITED! Fuck you Jay!

Schedule:

Friday – DriveVegas, some crazy mountian thing, and Zumanity.

Saturday – The Strip, Water show thing, dinner with the fam, other various stuff, partying @ night

Sunday – Hoover Dam, other left over stuff.

Monday – Fly home early morning – Meeting 30 minutes after my flight lands (hopefully I make it!!!)