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Old Time Movies!

So yesterday turned out pretty good.

I went home shortly after noon.. I had worked 3 hours Tuesday night, and had more to do last night. Plus as I said, I was feeling pretty shitty.

Got home and went to the gym and for some reason my key didn’t work, so I just went home and did situps and then played Sim City 4 for a few hours. My region now has 500,000 sims! How exciting! 😀

I also did some hard core cleaning last night, I haven’t cleaned since before I left for Iowa way back in Dec… So you can imagine how filthy my house was. I got everything cleaned except for the bathroom, which needs the most work. I need to hire a maid!

Austin called me in there somewhere, cause he got a job offer.. I asked him if he wanted to go out to the Boom to celebrate and he said sure, so we made plans to meet at 10 at his house. So I sat around the house till then, showered and packed an overnight bag to stay at his place, cause I Was planning on drinking.

Got there and we sat around talking about sim city and other random things. He’s encoding all his home movies from when he was a child onto DVD, which is really cool. I wish that my parents had made videos when I Was a kid. We just have lots of random pictures. And I’m not even sure where most of those are! We watched a few of those and they were funny/cute.

So it got to be late and I was like, “So when are we going” and he just said he’d rather just stay there. Which was honestly fine with me, I was just happy to be out hanging out with him again. So we ended up just staying there having a few drinks and we watched Wayne’s World. It was pretty funny, I’ve never seen it before.

OH, I forgot to mention that he said he was going out of town this weekend to someone’s baby shower, and he invited me to come along… I was quite surprised, and wasn’t sure how serious he was being. He said I could go as his date… I think it would be kinda fun to go, but I also feel like it would be wierd, plus like I said, I’m not sure how serious he was being or if he was just a little tipsy.

Anyways, we went to bed at 1:30 and I woke up sometime in the middle of the night from this horrible dream, but I can’t remember what was going on in it. Then I woke up again at 5:30 cause my body was like. “TIme to get up you lazy bitch”… Finially got up at 7:30ish and just laid in bed talking till 8 when I showered and then headed into work.

The roads were horrible, it was clogged like crazy starting at Camino Capistrano, so I just took the toll road, which even that was kinda backed up and plus the idiots there don’t know how to drive!

Oksy invited me to this huge concert in the desert in April… I’m not sure if I want to pay the $165 for tickets, but it does look fun. And we could stay at my aunt and uncles for free! 😀 Not to mention I would get to see my wife!!!

And that’s the story, Adios.

Ugh… Boys Part 2

So this weekend was just a major waste for me. After friday I didn’t get dressed till Sunday afternoon when I went out to coffee with Than and his Bf. It was good to get to finially meet them, they were nice.

After that I went to a movie with Austin. We get into the theater and he like immediatly puts the arm rest down between us. So yeah, to me that sends a strong message. After the movie we went back to my house and he stayed for like an hour. Sat on the complete opposite side of the couch from me all like folded up to himself.

He also made it sound like I forced him to come to the movie and made me feel like I’ve been smothering him. So I’m just going to back off and when he’s ready he can say he wants to hang out agian. I don’t want to fuck this friendship up.

The movie was ok, it was King Kong… I wouldn’t say you should go out and see it in the theaters, wait till it’s on DVD.

Adios.

Ugh… Boys

Ugh.. I dunno what’s going on anymore.

While Austin’s mom was here, he was all.. “I miss hanging out with you”…. “I miss you”…”Hey hun”.. Etc. Which would indicate to me that he “misses hanging out with me”, no?

Well yesterday we made plans.. I’d go over to his house, we’d hang out there, cook supper, I’d spend the night and then we’d go out to go camping early in the morning and spend Saturday and Sunday morning camping.

So I get home from work, pack all my shit into my car, and then he’s all like. “Well, no hurry to come over”. So I sit around playing video games and then finially he calls me and I head over there… get there and go hang out in his room. And he makes a comment as if I was never invited to stay the night. So I just take that if he doesn’t want me to stay.

And it just fucking went down hill from there. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoyed spending the time with him again. But I just kept getting more and more pissed with him. Sudenly it was too cold to go camping so we were going to go at noon and spend the night. Then I was going to go and he was just going to meet me and if he got bored he would leave. Then the grilling that night got cancelled and I practicallyhad to drag him down to get food cause I was starving.

So we watched this movie and it got over at 11pm. And I just was so annoyed that I was just like.. “Well I’m going home” So I left, and Iw as really sad, because I had realy been looking forward to spending the night with him again. So I drove down to the place where we were going to go camping and sat on the beach for alittle bit and just cried cause I’m so confused.

All I really want out of him is a friend, but I can’t deal with this being jerked around constantly on plans.

Then today I just kept hoping all day that he would say, “Ok, lets do something” but every time I talked to him he just took forever to repsond and would disappear without saying bye or anything. And It’s just relaly pissed me off all day.

It’s ok that he’s in a bad mood, but there’s no reason to be like this to me. I would be perfectly happy just hanging out with him at his house if he’s too lazy. Just fucking tell me. Don’t make plans and then jerk around withme.

It’s also starting to really annoy me about Blake. Ever since Austin came around he’s been pretty much ignoring me. It just makes me sad because I’ve been there so much for him over the last 6 months and it just seems like he just dropped me like that.

Ugh, why are boys so confusing!

Here I thought I had finially met someone who would be a great friend and it feels like things are just going to shits.

B-day

Note: Pics from the weekend

Oh, my.

First, drunk blogging is not a good idea. The computer should be TAKEN away from me when I am drunk!

Ok, so Saturday, I Spent the day alone in my apartment being very depressed and shit. Watched TV and laid on my couch in my underwear.

Austin finially called like 5ish and asked if I wanted to go to HM, I said I didn’t really feel like going out, but he talked me into it. So I decided to have a glass or two of wine before going so that it would be cheaper to drink once there. So over the two hour period of waiting for him to get there, I have the two glasses of wine and get VERY VERY drunk…

Ended up on my bathroom floor even before he got there. Thankfully he was smart enough to let himself in he took care of me for a few hours while I was throwing up, made me a hot dog and got me water, etc. So very kind of him. Though he was pretty mad at me for ruining his night. I felt so bad too, because I really did want to go out after the inital talking me into it. I think it would have been good. He left somewhere in there and I went to bed and slept till 5am when I got up and wrote him a note and then went back to bed till 9 when he called asking me about computer questions.

Oh, saturday I was out driving to the store and decided it was time to take the damn international calling off my cell phone, so I called up verizon and they have this damn automated system and it asks you for your billing zip code, while no matter what zip code I entered the damn thing WOULD NOT WORK! So when I finially got through to a woman I flipped out on her. I was so pissed. lol

Anyways, back to Sunday… Got up and went over to Austin’s about 10:30ish and we worked on his computer for a few hours. He’s trying to get Mac OSx86 installed on his computer, since you can supposedly do that. 🙂 Anyways, we got things going and then the HD that I gave him crapped out. So I’ve got to find him another one.

Once we got bored with that it was off to Oceanside to go shopping and to gamble some. We got down there and went to this big mall and got food. He had Sushi and I got some Chicken stuff. But I tried his sushi and it was pretty good really. So I’ll have to try more of it. Once we were done with food we walked around some and couldn’t find any stores that we liked so then we went car shopping. Which is always fun! 😀

Drove up north a bit to this little casino called Oceans Eleven, but Austin thought there was a bigger one around, so we drove some more and ended up back in San Clemente, so we never did get a chance to gamble, oh well. Drove around the beach some and then went back to his house. Basically spent the rest of the night there hanging out.

We watched Sword in the Stone, a movie I haven’t seen in FOREVER! I love that movie, but who knew it was so educatinal! lol. I went to the beach and watched the Sunset while Austin stayed at his house and rested. After that I went back to his place and we played cards and watched the normal sunday night line-up. IE, Simpsons, etc. 😀

We also went up to Baskin Robbins in there and got ice cream. It was so yummy!

As I was getting ready to leave he said, “Would you like your gift”. And honestly, I was completly floored that he would have gotten me anything! It was so kind and thoughtful of him. So he handed me this little box and I opened it and there’s this cute ass little ninja bobble-head thing. It’s so adorable! It has a special place on my desk. 😀

He finds out today if he gets the job in DC or not. I think I’m about as excited as he is to find out. It’ll really suck if he has to move. :'( He’s got another interview today at 1 and we are going out to lunch after that. Then tonight we are going to dinner with Robert and his bf.

Which brings up a point… There seems to be LOTS of confusion out there in internet land as to the standing of people in my life! I am NOT dating anyone. And I haven’t been dating anyone since Last May! Sure there are two obvious people in my life who I would like to be dating, but neither of them want anything like that out of me, which is perfectly fine. They have been making great friends. But you all mght be saying, “Damnit, Cj B, you spend so much time with these people and you cuddle in bed and sleep together, what the hell is that then?”… Well you should realize that when I’m not in a relationship, I always keep one friend who I’m extremely close too, someone I cuddle with, sleep with, etc. Jenkins was that friend back in Iowa… and Austin/Blake are those friends here now. Although, Jenkins and I did more then either Austin or Blake have done. haha.

But on the same topic, Austin hasn’t spent the night since Thursday when he flew back in from Oakland… Kinda sad really. 🙁 I was hoping that he would have spent the night some this weekend. But oh well. His mother flys in tomorrow, so I probably won’t be hanging out with him much this week.

Oh, also at least this year one set of Grandparents remembered to call me on my birthday! So Yay for that at least. 🙂

Overall, it didn’t turn out as badly as most. It was nice to have Austin around to hang out with and stuff. Even though I’ve known him less then a month. I’m really gonna miss that boy if he moves away.

Adios Y’all.

Go, Stay, Go

Gah, I’m in a really really pissed off mood today, Depressed, mad about everything, lazy off my ass.

Yesterday was so-so. I got pretty annoyed then as well. Went over to Austin’s about 1ish and we went to the beach and sat there for an hour or so. Then went back to his house and did some computer work that we’ve both been wanting to do. After that we went to his room and watched TV.

It came up to about 5ish and I really wanted to go to the beach and watch the sunset, but he started watching another show. So I started getting annoyed then. After that he said he wanted some time alone, so I left and we made plans for him to call in an hour and we’d go to Hamburger Mary’s. An hour later, I started talking to him online and he indicated that he just wanted to stay home and watch movies instead. So I drank and got drunk and started blabbing at him and shit, and got more annoyed.

Went to bed pretty depressed and pissed.

Got up this morning and just wanted to go camping alone and get the hell out of here. So I went out and bought a cart thing for my patrol box since it’s way too heavy for me to move myself, got the cooler and some ice. Came home and started packing the cooler and then decided it was just a waste and got too depressed and lazy to finish. It’s still sitting in the kitchen 6 hours after the fact.

So I’ve been sitting on my couch in my underwear all day being annoyed at everyone for everything, etc. I’m in tons of pain and just want it all to be over with. (My birthday that is and the pain).

Yesterday I should have just fucking told Austin that I was going camping with or without him. I wanted to get the fuck out of here this weekend and away from all the shit. I’m jus tnot in the mood to be dealing with it all.

Looks like I’ll be spending the whole weekend sitting on my damn couch alone.

I want to get up and do something, but I just can’t get myself to actually do it.

Whatever, adios.