Happy Birthday JC!

What a weekend!

Friday after work I went out on a quick 32 mile ride with Nick. That was pretty fun and a great change of pace.

It took us just under 2 hours. After that I drove home and crashed at my place for the evening. I was in bed by like 8:30 and didn’t get up till 7am. Such a nice nights sleep after having to work 3:30 for most of the week!

Saturday I got up and headed up to Santa Monica for a ride. It was a nice and easy but really boring ride down the coast. I’ve done that long flat stretch so much that it’s just annoying any more. But it was a good group.

Came home after that and did laundry! UGH! Why do I have sooo many clothes. That took like 2 hours then I came home and went and had some wine with Erick and just hung out and watched a movie with him.

Sunday I got up and again headed to Santa Monica for basically the same ride again. Although this time we took the streets instead of the beach path which makes things a little more fun. Plus the UBER hot straight boy was there again. I’m in love with him. hhahaha. We all had breakfast at Good Stuff in Hermosa Beach. All 40 of us. What a freaking mess! They took forever to get peoples orders and the waitress didn’t keep track at ALL of who ordered what, so they were just bringing things out. Well this one guy ordered cinnamon french toast and was brought regular french toast… What a hellish thing to do. Cause he flipped out! He yelled at the manager and then when the waitress did bring out the correct order she had like 5 plates on her arm and his wasn’t the first one. But when he saw her going to other tables he runs up to her and starts to grab the plate way in the back which was his. Of course any mentally competent person could have seen that doing such would have caused her to drop them all. And EVERYONE was screaming at him not to grab them and the manager came over and grabbed him. And this guy has to be in his 60’s! It was a mess! I can’t believe these people.

I followed the hot boys ass all the way home. God it’s amazing. lol. After that I headed to the gym and showered and then over to JC’s for his birthday party and head shaving. We all went to the hair salon and he shaved his head. It was really great fun! From there we headed over to Fiesta Cantina. Where I got very drunk, but had a blast! Chad showed up after basically begging him to skip the gym and offering to make out with him. So we hung out and then this guy Ian came over and started talking to us. Apparently both Chad and I had have been talking to him online. Anyways. he was SOO annoying so we left there and headed to Here and spent the rest of the evening there. It’s really fun though going out now and seeing all these lifecycle people randomly out and about and being able to talk to them.

Anyways, we stayed there till like 10:30 and then headed out and grabbed pizza at the normal place and then headed back to Chad’s house. Where we spent the night making out and talking. 🙂 Lots of fun. I left there at 3am. So I was in West Hollywood from 1pm till 3am! What a freaking day!

So Chad is one of the many guys I went out on a date with last year (Ok, technically it was this year, but whatever). I really enjoyed him when we went out, but after that he got really busy with his frat and I got really busy with lifecycle and we never really got to hang out again. Which is sad, cause he’s a really nice guy and very smart. So I hope after last night we can hang out a lot more now. 🙂 ahha.

Well needless to say, I slept in today. Got up and cleaned my apartment hard core. I just finished that and now I am going to go enjoy the beautiful day at the beach!

BTW. The middle mouse button on my Apple Mighty Mouse is not working and it’s VERY annoying.

Adios!

I got my answer

So Friday night I had my discussion with Ben. The night before I had had HORRIBLE dreams about it and actually woke up crying my eyes out at one point. It was bad… The actual discussion, not so bad. But still very hurtful. We’re just friends. I got the same old lame excuse of “I’m not ready for anything serious.” Even though he kept saying he was earlier on. Boys. Make up your fucking mind before you start to date people. The whole way home I felt like breaking out in tears, but I held them back.

I’ve really been trying to evaluate my life recently. Things just aren’t going that great. My friends all seem to be disappearing, the ones I do have don’t tell me anything or invite me out anywhere. It’s really just annoying. IE, Andrew and Austin, WTF happened to them? I guess Chris was right when he said that Andrew had no intention of keeping in touch with me, because ever since Christmas we haven’t spoken a word. Austin is just crazy, I want to try and talk to him, but every time we talk it just ends in a fight. Very annoying. Mostly it’s because he doesn’t feel that having a conversation over AIM is a _real_ conversation. What, do you think you are just talking to a computer over here? Because you’re not. There’s a real person behind this keyboard! Then times when I invite him out he’s too tired, or just wants to play on his computer.

I’ve had a few days since I wrote the above, but it’s just gotten worse. I hate what happened between Ben and I. It’s not what I wanted at all. He’s gone for the week, and then next week we have 4 things going on that we had planned to go to. I’m not sure what’s going to happen with those. UGH!

This weekend was pretty good, I spent all day Saturday doing random things and being in a bad mood, regretting what had happened on Friday. I got my oil changed and then tried to unclog my bathtub drain. Fucking things. I have an appointment today for them to come out and clean it. What a mess. I’ve been showering with water up to my knees and then having to take it out in buckets to dump in the toilet. lol. Ben invited me out that night with Him, Jason and Robert, but I didn’t really feel like seeing him, I would have just been sad.

Sunday I got up and rode up to Trancus Canyon to meet the double century on the way back. We had to wait an hour before the first people made it in. I met up with Nick for a while, but he said that JC was really far back, so I headed out of there about 1ish.

Got back to Santa Monica and was supposed to meet up with my friend Manny again for a movie. I called him 3 times and he never answered. He finally called me back at 8:30 and said he had fallen asleep! What a lame excuse! He says he wants to hang out soon though. Whatever.

Saturday I was talking to this guy on Yahoo, and he started his webcam for me (I didn’t ask). So we’re chatting away and I’m just watching it out of the corner of my eye and also watching TV. All of a sudden he jumps up and starts a little strip show. I tell him I don’t want to see it, but he doesn’t stop. So I close the window…. Then he goes off on me, telling me I made him feel like a slut/whore, etc. WTF?! What is WRONG with these people! He was a really nice guy up till that point too! haha.

I forgot to mention that last Tuesday at Beige we saw Clinton Kelly from What not to wear. He looked really bitchy.

What’s going on?!

Stole this from Andy B

I really want one for my house! 🙂 How cool would that be!

So last night went out with Ben, Jason, Will, and JC again to Beige. It was an ok night. First we drive there and while waiting for Ben, I start to smell burning oil. But I don’t really think anything about it. On the way there I smell it even stronger. Once we got there, I checked under the hood and the oil cap was GONE! So I was nervous about that most of the night.

Plus things with Ben have been really awkward since we had that talk a while back. I just don’t know how to act around him any more, or what to say to him or anything. It’s just getting really frustrating. Even Jason mentioned how awk it was.

Either way, things lately in everything have been really annoying me. Just people in general. I’m tired of working, I’m tired of trying to always be the organizer for things. I’m sick of my “friends” going out and doing things and not inviting me. Etc. As I said the other day, I really think I just need a vacation.

BLAH!

Meet the Robinsons

So about my week, so far it’s been fairly busy with the whole investment thing, but also going out and having a good time.

Monday night I went out with Logan and we saw Meet the Robinsons. Very funny movie. You should all go see it! Although he’s a nice guy, he’s one of those people who I just want to punch in the movie theater. He laughs so loud and at some really not-so-funny things.

Tuesday I worked in Santa Monica and wore a full on suit. I got yelled at least week for not wearing shoes while at my desk. Then Monday one of the VPs came and talked to me to tell me that the CEO of MY company got an e-mail from one of the VPs at PHS about my dress. How annoying.

Went out with Ben, Robert and JaunCarlos to Beige that night. Fucking ran into Mayko. UGH! I thought he’d be gone by now! Anyways, I got really annoyed there last night about things. Lots of hot boys as per usual, so that was nice!

This is pretty funny… ADs vs Reality.

I have officially made it to the minimum needed for LifeCycle! YAY! 🙂 So I booked my tickets today, now to find a hotel room and what not!

Later!

Kill -9

These guys are uber nerdy! I love it!

Hmm, I’ve been out every night this week. Although not really _out_. Hung out with Erick again and we watched Ellen’s Stand up. Good times. Thursday I went out with Ben to The Gabe Dixon Band. Really good band. I enjoyed it. After that we met up with Will and went to a couple bars to just chat and hang out in Weho.

Thursday I also had an interview with the University of Chicago – Kavli Institute for Cosmological Physics. There were 5 people on the interview, 2 of which had heavy accents and I couldn’t understand them and they kept asking me questions. I really enjoyed talking to them. It sounds really cool. But we all know I’m afraid of that sort of major move so even if I do get the job I’ll probably stay here.

Remember that house that we put an offer in on back in Jan? Well we didn’t get it back then, but it’s still on the market and my Realtor just told us that the owner is going to pay for all the upgrades that we wanted. So were putting in another offer soon. Not exactly sure when, as I’m also looking at a few houses here in the LA/OC area.

This weekend is very busy. 70 miles tomorrow, then a comedy show if I can get the free tickets. Sunday is 30 miles and then perhaps another comedy show with Ben.

I really need money people. PLEASE donate! I’ve sent some of my readers e-mail cards, but they keep getting sent back (Spam filter). Every dollar helps!

My cats got a hard core combing today, they hate me now. 🙁