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Annoyances

Blah, so I’ve been a bit depressed lately. Umm, perhaps because people here are stupid, all the stupid homos. All they want is sex.

I found this site a while back, called adam4adam… I put up a profile. At first it was fun, all these hot boys IMing me wanting to have sex, telling me I’m hot. But now it’s just pissing me off. All these stupid boys IMing me, e-mailing, all they want is sex.

I really need some good friends out here. Honestly, I’ve never had any “good” friends. I’ve had friends here and there, but none I’d consider “good”. I’d go into that, but we all know the stories. I don’t have any long-lasting friends, except for Andrew.

I’d settle for just some friends out here. Someone that I can hang out with routinly. Someone(s) that will come over and hang with me on the weekends I’m on call. Or someone that’ll just hang with me and watch TV, etc. Blah.

Like I said, I’ve just been depressed lately… I’d been on a fairly good streak I think. I can’t remember the last time I was really depressed bad… but now I am.. I think the thing that really brought it on this time was Andrew leaving.

I’m going to buy myself a new digital camera. SD400 It’s MUCH smaller then the one I have now, and has real Optical Zoom. I’m hoping that this way I can carry it around more and take more pictures of my life… I think it’d be good. I hvaen’t taken many pictures out here since I moved, and there’s so many good things to take pictures of. Oh well.

Umm, not much else going on in my life. I’ve updated my timesheet program that we’re using here at work, it’s authenticating against the domain now, which is way cool. I also added a status report thing and a PL/SQL procedure to send e-mails if someone hasn’t submitted a status report by 2pm on friday. I really like it and I’ve been thinking about putting it and one of my other projects onto source forge. But I really don’t want to have to support users. I have enough work as it is supporting this damn thing within our own company. Plus I’d have to do a lot of code modifications to make it universal. But those would be good to do anyways. I might think about it if i have a free night sometime.

The other project is my RT Ical extractor program. I Think that could be a REALLY good thing for everyone that uses RT, so I might submit it to the RT development team for inclusion. Again, it would take some modifications to make universal, but we’ll see.

We’re getting a new phone system here at the office.. A Cisco based VOIP thing. IT sounds really cool, I guess I’m going to get to be one of the main guys that gets to set it up. So yeah.

Oh, so cute! I’m watchin QaF and the little teenager has a boyfriend and it’s so cute! lol. I wish I had had boyfriends when I was younger… fuck me. 🙁

Tonight I might have some people come over and hang at my place. I’m pretty excited, I hope it’s fun. Andrew gets in LATE tomorrow and before he gets here I have to do laundry and lots of other stuff.

Well, this is a good entry, right? Laters.

Gilmore!

OMG, so tonight’s episode of Gilmore girls was AMAZING! I’m so mad that next week is the season end! OMG! I’m going to cry!…. I can’t wait three months for it to start again!

It starts off with Rory in the slammer and gets even more insane from there. The last five minutes of the finale will make you cry and the last two lines of the finale will make you gasp, then squeal with delight, then throw up your fists in rage that you have to wait three months to see what happens. Who says the last two lines? Lorelai. Then Luke. And they are both questions. Rory has such an unexpected downward spiral, including a felony and jail time (I’m not kidding) that she ends up living in a different location at the end of the episode. It sets up an entirely different dynamic for next season. Logan and Rory will not break up, Lorelai is not going away for the summer.

HOLY COW!

Umm, nothing’s happening. I’m BORED as hell again. I’m so nervous for my meeting this morning though. I really just want it to be over with, so I know what the hell is going on!

I had a dream last night that he told me they had decided on a second data center location and it was in Kansas City! And they were going to move me there to be the Sys Admin for it! I was so Excited! But I knot the chances of that happening are like a million to 1 because they are looking for New Jersey or some such. Anyways. Blah.

Jenkins has been calling/talking to me a lot lately. It’s all very random. That boy is so crazy, and he seems to just pop out of no where! It sad that he’s drunk so much, or else he’d make a good boy. He claims he’s calming down, but I haven’t seen it. lol

I’ve been dreaming about buying a new car lately.. Of course we all know that will never happen, well at least not for a long while. But I really want one. I’m getting so tired of this stupid saturn. And I feel like it’s going to crap out on me anytime now.

I got another phone call today for an interview offer. Sadly it was for out here in Irvine. Some ISP company, for NOC monitoring and such. Sounded really cool, but I turned them down for an interview because I like the job that I’m at now. I just wish I were more in the loop as it is currently here. Which hopefully after this meeting this morning I will be.

My PU’s might be coming out to visit at the end of this month/begining of next month. So that’s exciting. I just don’t know what we’ll do… Have I talked about that already?!

Have I also mentioned that I’m thinking of a trip to Mexico this fall? I’m planning on a cost of about $3,000.. That’s including airfare for me and half of someone else. Cause I know that no one I know can afford it, so I think if I offer to pay half they could. Plus the hotel is only $25 american a night. So that’s dead cheap. I’m just not sure WHO to ask, or WHEN to go. I kinda want to ask Jed, or Jenkins, cause they would both be fun to go with. But I haven’t hung out with Jed in years, and well they are both in school (One teaching, one going). So I’d have to go either over t-day or christmas break. And that will be more expensive…. I’ve been wondering if maybe I can get some of those free tickets from Berdine and Florence. Hmmm…

I’m extra annoyed at Andrew right now. Some idiot has been leaving him mean comments on his journal. And just because I’m not talking to him right now, he immediatly assumes it’s me and WRITES it on his journal instead of coming to me and ASKING me if it is me. Grrr. I’ve burned him a DVD with all the stuff that he lost, that I happened to have… Actually, it’s about 2 gigs worth of shit of his that I had. Random, isn’t it? So he’ll get most of his pics back and all the ones that we took while we were together. At one point I had everything of his (because he used my computer to back up his). But I deleted all the documents. But I think he’ll be pleased to at least get the pics back… Though after the way he treated me today. I’m wondering if I should even give it to him.

I’ve been in a pretty pissy mood lately.

Feliz Navidad everyone.

It was a gift card!

Yay, it was a gift card! How exciting.

Only thing is that I HATE getting gift cards. I never know what to buy for myself with them. Like, if you go to my amazon.com wishlist, there’s so many things on there that I’d love to have, but they aren’t things that I would buy FOR myself. They’re things that I want OTHER people to buy for me. So even when I get a gift card like this and it’s “free” money, I can never decide what to buy with it. Now, granted most gift cards it’s a little easier, because it’s for one particular store, however here the problem is that it’s an American Express gift card, so I can use it anywhere for anything! Blah!

I could use it to buy FOOD if I wanted too, or clothes, or DVD’s or shit for my apartment. But now, I’m getting to the point where I have all the needed shit for my apartment, so now i don’t really know what to buy with this money. Nor do I really know what to buy for myself with my own money.

Sure, again I go to stores all the time, and say… “I’d like to have this or that.” But the problem is that I don’t really need this or that. And when I get a gift card, I’d like to spend it on something that I’m going to use a lot. Because, well I feel like I should.

Maybe a new toaster, or some art for my house. Maybe hold it for a while and use it towards a new cell phone. Or if only it were for $500, then I could buy the Apple care that I really want, or buy more then one DVD set that I want… Gah!

Anyways, I’m done complaining about getting free money. I’ll shut up now.

Laters all.

Movies

Went out to a movie tonight…. Constantine… It was really good, not as scary as I thought it’d be. But still gross at some points.

It’s been so long since I’ve been to the movies. I wish they weren’t so fucking expensive. Thankfully we had free tickets to go tonight, so that’s good. There’s some good looking movies coming out this sumer/fall too. Hopefully we can get more free tickets. I should just get a job there as a ticket taker or something, and give out free tickets to people that I know. 🙂

Didn’t do anything else, after the movie I came back home and went to sleep. I’ve been so tired the last two days, it’s been insane.

Yesterday I was here for 12 hours. I got some new assingments though, so that’s good. I have to take RT and it’s database backend/output and figure out how to serve up ical format files for it. Should be fun/stressful. But I’m looking forward to it. First thing is to read the RFC’s on the ical format to see what exactly I need to do.

I’m thinking I can just take some program which already exports it and steal the code for that part, then just re-write the sql statements to get what we need for it. So yeah. You can expect to be hearing about that a lot here for a while.

Anyways, time for me to break and get some work done.

Laters all.

Links Links Links!!

Ok, well this is going to be a post of a lot of links….

First, I love this TV show called. “Low Carb and Lovin’ It” And there’s this really cute boy on there, who I thought was gay. guess he’s not though, but anyways, I found his blog and it’s very amusing… I highly recommend listening to StellaStyle. He’s also has some really good photos.

Ok, and I know you all love PORN! So here’s a great website for you. Now, I’m sure I’ve all heard me complain about how you can’t RENT porn here in the OC… Well this site is just like netflix! How amusing. If I watched enough porn to justify it, I’d totaly sign up, but at least now I can rent porn for a weekend or two at a time when I want too.

Speaking of netflix… Here’s a better replacement for it… It costs about $2 more per month, but they send money back to local movie places.. IE: GreenCine is partnered with a few key organizations like the San Francisco Film Arts Foundation, the Academic Film Archive of North America, Consolidated Works and the San Francisco Silent Film Festival, all devoted to keeping independent, international and classic film alive. So yeah… I’m thinking I might sign up for them.

Ok, I’ve known about this place for a long while, but now I found the website and really want to go! Uncliamed Baggage! I want to take a road trip to the store sometime.

And lastely… Here’s some amusing Post Cards

Umm, so what’s been up in my life? Well as usually not too much.

I got an interview offer to a place up in Santa Ana… I called and told them I wasn’tinterested… It was some random job involving more business then I care for right now.

I also have a meeting set up at work with the new Business opps guy… We’re going to talk about some projects I’m going to be taking over. That could be exciting. Though he mentioned PHP, which I haven’t done anything with in a long while, so I’m kinda nervous about that.

I’ve started my diet again… It’s going ok.. I’m limiting my calories, and also going to start going to the gym more. I went monday, or was it tuesday… Either way, I’m sore as hell and can’t lift anything with any wieght.. It sucks ass. I guess I pushed myself too much. Going to go back tonight and just do the elyptical.

Going to retake my test tomorrow. Hopefully I can get those 5 points that I missed last time. Gah! I better.

There’s only two more episodes of GG this season. I’m so SAD that it’s ending.. I must make a trip up to LA sometime and do the whole WB tour…. Maybe May 30th, cause I’ve got the day off and Andrew should be out of school by then. That way we don’t have to miss anything.

I’m very excited about going back to Iowa this summer. I really hope that I get the chance too… Things that I want to do while back so far include:

Mitigwa (Maybe even go down to Wapello for an OA Ceremony)

State Fair

HuHot

Biagis

RedLight

Java Joes

Art Center

Adventurland

Blank Park Zoo

Porn Shop

The G&G’s house.

Chat Noir

Reiman Gardens

And of course Hot tubbing/swimming at the Parents!

Well, that’s about it for now. Night all.