Not a Way to Start.

I’ve already put out one fire so far this morning. Damn computers!

So I had this random ass dream last night, about me and Skinny…. How random, cause I haven’t seen him in years! We were spending a weekend together at my grandparents for some reason. And we showered together, but nothing sexual happened. We were just hanging out as friends. Very strange. I’d really like to see Mike again, although we were never good friends, he was always fun to hang out with.

I’ve been awake since 1 this morning. Blah. 🙁

Good news! I might get to see Blake on the 13th. And depending on if he can get away from the Monster-In-Law, he might be coming all the way down to the OC! So I’m excited already, but I’ll be super duper excited once all the plans are finialized!

Got the company christmas party invites yesterday. Cocktails at 6:30 and then dinner at 7, with free passes to the park for all day. Blah!

I also got another e-mail from the guy offering me a job. It’s like the exact SA job that I want, here’s the description he gave me:

The specific duties include ordinary things like dealing with our various hardware devices & related applications – linux & mac servers, email & ftp & web servers, routers, firewalls, mac laptops, asterisk phone switch, backups, monitoring, telecom lines, network printers, etc. – mostly in support of your co-workers and sometimes for our clients. For example, we have demanding & changing security compliance requirements and we need to change/improve many things to meet those requirements. Also we want to implement enterprise-class disaster recovery (using a combination of interesting opensource technologies like xen & drbd). Also we want to implement a global ldap/directory system for our distributed offices & clients (haven’t yet decided whether to use apple’s or redhat’s ldap implementations). Also we want to implement a wikipedia-like system for our product documentation (would be used by thousands of users around the world). Also we want to upgrade our bugzilla issue tracking system and integrate it more tightly with our business partners. Also want to automate monitoring of our systems & services. As you might imagine, there is no end to the projects necessary to keep a company modern & competitive, and you would play a role in many of them.

AND they just switched from all Desktop PCs to Mac desktops! Woot! It sounds like an amazing job.. Sad thing is that I’d have to take a 15,000 pay cut. Which I really don’t want to be doing. So yeah.

I wish my cat would understand that taking these damn pills is for her own good! Stupid animals.

Blake made me watch this amazing movie yesterday called, “House of Sand and Fog.” I dunno how old it is, but if you haven’t seen it you MUST go watch it! I was crying 30 minutes into the movie and it only got sader from there… But I HATE the fucking Cop man, he’s a freaking bitch, I wish the kid would have shot him.

But you know I’ve been very emotional lately because commercials have been making me cry, so yeah.

I want to go romp around in the snow with someone sexy and make snow angels!

On Friday I was in Laguna Beach and found my next art purchase. It’s an original, 7feet wide by 6feet tall. It’s amazing. Now I just have to save money to buy it!

Adios.

Old Friends

So last night I found an old buddy list backup from like 3 years ago. So I loaded it up…. My, who knew I used to talk to SO MANY people online! It’s sad though because i can’t remember who hardly any of the people are. Like I have a cat called, “People I know” and well, I really don’t know any of them any more, lol. I also have a group called “Chatters” with 30 AIM names in it, and I can’t remember who any of these people are. I googled most of the names, but sadly a lot of them didn’t return anything. 🙁

Not too much else. Did I mention I made an apple Pie? Yummy! I ate half of it then threw it away because I really don’t need to eat it all. lol

There’s riots in Paris. Kinda crazy!

In less then a week I get to go up to WeHo and see Blake. 🙂 Very exciting!

And in 8 days I’ll be leaving for Paris. 😀

As you can tell, not much is going on in my life. lol. I’ve been working 10 hour days, 8 hours in the office, go home work out and then 2 more hours there. Blah! I can’t wait for the short days that next week will bring. 🙂

I have a new rule.. Anyone who calls me over night, is going to get a return call at 5am when I wake up. I’m sick of people calling me when I’m sleeping… And NO, I can not put my phone on silent because A) I’m ON CALL and have to answer my phone if work calls, and B) I use my phone as an alarm clock.

And that’s about it! I’m out.

Dorian & Morrison

So I went and saw Dorian Blues yesterday… It was AMAZING! The best gay movie I’ve ever seen… Lots of sarcastic humor which everyone knows I love. Plus it was sad and made me cry… Everyone should go see it!

Yesterday was also a very productive day in the coding area. I got so much done! But I really have to start using functions more in PHP. I hate that I never really got into using them in HS because now I just never use them here either. lol

I’ve been invited to the Astricon party tonight. Not sure if I’ll go or not. I didn’t get much sleep last night.

I’ve been having two recurring dreams lately. One Happy Sad, the other Sad Sad. 🙁 Very random.

Also, if I ever have boys, I’m going to name them Dorian and Morrison. Such hot names!

OH! One last thing… Apple announced a TON of new really fucking cool products yesterday… Including the VIDEO iPOD! How fucking sweet! Too bad I already have a4th Gen one… I can’t justify buying this one. 🙁 Maybe when the next revision comes out.

Adios all!

EDIT:// I’m sorry, I keep editing this post, but I keep thinking of things I wanted to talk about!

Apparently the OCBSA doesnt’t really want adult leaders… Because I have now e-mailed 4 people in the District office and only ONE of them has got back to me.. THe only thing he said, “E-mail so-and-so”. I had already e-mailed him. It’s been over a week now since I last e-mailed someone! Bah!

And the fucking stock market needs to STOP GOING DOWN! Two of my funds are nearly back to where they were back in Jan… All the others are still up though so that’s good. Fucking stocks!

And LASTLY (I swear this time). I got the new IS250 pricing… Sadly, the model I wanted (With navi) is about 3k out of my price range now. I can still get the base IS250. But I think Lexus is completly gone out of my line up now. 🙁

I Lied… THREE more things

1. The new movie… Nanny McPhee… Looks like a total rip off, and a horrible movie.

2. I randomly found a reciept in a book I was reading yesterday… The reciept was from 3/19/2002 From the Ankeny Hy-Vee deli for Chinese food. Haha. Oh how those days were fun!

3. The new iTunes is AMAZING! I just watched the introduction of all the new products (Get the link from my digg stories at right). OMG, I want one of the new iMacs too.. AMAZING AMAZAING AMAZING! I love apple!

Blake Blake Blake Blake!

So Blake has informed me that I have to talk about Blake every day on my blog. Haha. Anyways, today I actually do have something to say about him! So here goes:

We had a really long chat last night. He’s up in Sacramento at a specialist and was feeling like shit, so we talked on Skype for like 3 hours last night. And then talked on AIM for about another hour or so. And he admitted just how much he likes me. 😀

He also sent me some good music, but it’s depressing.

At work yesterday I really didn’t do too much. I’m getting to the point in this program where it’s taking me an hour or two to track down small little problems. So Even though I am working.. I tend to sit here and just stare at my computer screen for hours trying to figure out what’s going on. For example. I have a grouping of Variables. IE APACHENODE-0,-1,-2 ETC. And it set the first one just fine, but if I went and set the second on, it would set the second one to the value of the first one and if I set the third one, it would use the value of the second one. I eventually figured out that the problem was that I had an SQL statement inside an IF statement when it should have been BEFORE the IF. So yeah. That got fixed. Now I have to figure out why the you can select check boxes, but you can’t unselect them! Grrr. Current line count of this project though is just over 4,000 lines. 🙁

I also got 5 phone calls last night in the middle of the night. Thankfully I put my phone on silent before I went to bed and had it set so that it would only make noise when I got a txt message. I was very annoyed that they kept calling because I’m NOT ON CALL! Damn people learn how to read a calendar!

There’s a lot going on next weekend that I want to go to. On the 17th I have three things already… There’s The Laramie Project, The Pacific Symphony, and the guy’s party from work. Sadly Blake! (Are you happy yet, is that enough references for you?) Doesn’t want to go with me. 🙁 Jerk… haha, no he’s already got plans.

I know this actualy happened a few days ago, but apple announced the iPod Nano on Wed… It’s AMAZING! I so want one! But I dunno what I’d do with it, I mean my iPod holds all my music so yeah.

Family guy’s first episode is being postponed simply because they reference hurricanes… This really annoys me. Yeah, it’s sad that the shit in LA happened. But if people can’t understand that this is a joke then they can just fucking deal with it. My god people! Get over it.

Also, how the hell did I miss a tornado on the ISU campus? I’m sad!

I haven’t talked to andrew in days… And honestly I’m doing much better (As you can all probably tell)… I’m still pissed at him and still sad about the outcome… But I guess it’s what was meant to happen. So yeah. It’ll take time to be completly over him and to not be pissed at him anymore.

Umm, yes. Adios!

Jeremiah Cohick is gay!

OMG… Ok, so this it totally random and I don’t even know him… But Jeremiah Cohick just announced that he’s gay on his website.

You might remember him from past posts… where I said he was gay and how fucking cute he was…

And from the Apple Switch Campaign.

Yay Jeremiah… I hope being out makes your life better… Welcome to the family!

Now too bad he already has a boyfriend, cause I’d TOTALLY date him! He’s SO CUTE!