Disclaimer

Ok so this is just for people’s information. I steal alot of stuff and ideas
for my website and such. Most of the scripting and other stuff it stolen from
one of those free script places. All the quotes and such are stolen from various
places, I get most of them from a perl script that randomly generates the
quotes, and I also get them off people’s .sig’s and such. If you find anything
that you would like removed or such, just e-mail me and I’ll be glad to consider
it, Thanks.

Pictures, Poems, Stories, Opinions, Everything Else. Is copyrighted by thier
respective owners.

Another thing, anything you say to me, either in writing or in person. does
have the chance of being put up here, if you don’t like it being here, you
can simple talk to me about it, and i may take it down.

About Me

Hi, I’m Chris. Well, I was born in Iowa and have lived in a small down just

north of Des Moines all my life. I’m a Sophomore in College. I attend Iowa

State University and am Majoring in MIS.

In case you hadn’t noticed, I am gay. I am out to my parents and they took

it really coo. In fact they are taking it a bit to cool if you ask me. They

thought I was dating one of my friends and they were bothering me about it.

I do however have on wonderful boyfriend named Adam.

We’ve been going out since Dec 17. It’s a long story as to how became boyfriends, but I love him

drealy and that’s what matters. I’ve known

that I was gay since I was about 12 or so. But I didn’t start coming out tell

just this last year, in fact I told my cousin first, back on Oct. 11, 2000,

National Coming Out Day. She took it really well and then I told my friends.

Who most of them were also gay. I don’t know why it took me so long to tell

them, but it was cool once I did.

In my free time, I’m usually found wondering around Des Moines or in my dorm

room studying. I like to hang out at Java Joes, and The Loop. There’s really

a lot to do in Des Moines, and I like it here now. When I was growing up I

didn’t really have anything to do cause I was pretty antisocial. But now that

people know who I am, I’m liking it and finding a lot of stuff to do around

here. It’s a nice city.

There’s a lot to me, I may seem simple on the outside, but on the inside,

I’m very complex, like most people. Most of my friends really don’t know what’s

going on in my head. If you want to know, ask. I won’t tell unless you ask,

I’m one of those types of people. Small talk just isn’t my thing, I like it,

if I’m not in charge of the conversation. But I won’t start small talk. Well

I usually won’t start talking unless someone talks to me. That’s just the

way I am, Shy. That describes me well. I’m Shy.

I really suck at a lot of things, I’m not artistic, I can’t do music, I hate

writing, I dislike phones, I don’t know what it is about them, but I don’t

like talking on them. But at the things I can do, I do them well. I like computers,

I’m a geek. People tell me I’m not the "geeky" type, but I spend

a lot of time around computers and working on them.

I’m also really good when it comes to the outdoors, now granted, I can’t

name 10 types of trees, or point out 10 different plants and tell you what

they are. But I can spot poisonous plants and tell you that you can eat that

plants fruit. I like to camp, it’s one of those things. I also just enjoy

being out doors, looking at nature. I love summer nights. There’s this place

at Camp Mitigwa, it’s called Frankel Field. It’s a big open field with grass

about 4 feet tall. I love to just go there late at night and lay in the grass

listening to the animals and looking at the stars, it’s a secluded area of

camp, so there’s never anyone else there. I love the outdoors.

As for my family, I have a brother and well my parents. I recently told my

parents that I was gay, and my cousin and one of my aunts knows, but I don’t

think my brother has been officially told. They are all nice, they’re a family

and such. They get on my nerves a lot But I can deal.

Here’s a picture of me that Adam took at

801 Grand in Des Moines, from 09/22/01.

Here’s some of my friend’s websites:

  • Adam – My Best Friend in the

    world. We met this last summer (’01) through Angel, we are currently dating and have been since

    Dec 17, 2001. We are planning on moving to AZ in ’07

  • Julian – A friend from HS. We

    usually hung out in HS in the computer lab, but I didn’t really start hanging

    out with him tell after HS.

  • Vero – Another friend from HS.

    About the same story as Julian

  • Andi – Another friend I met through Adam. We hang out and such.
  • Beakie – My Favorite Cousin.

    She’s the first person I officially came out too.

  • Amber – Another friend

    from HS. We never realy hang out or anything, but we talk everyonce in a

    while.

  • Jessa

    Vero’s sister. We talk and such.

  • Kat

    Someone Vero knows through French Camp, her journal is really cool. And

    she’s really good at HTML and the like.

  • Leah – I met

    her through Adam. Very interesting person.

  • Christopher Street – I don’t really

    know this guy, but I like reading his journal.

  • Cale Fisher – I don’t

    really know this guy either, we’ve corrosponded through e-mail. He lives

    in Canada and I like his journal.

Ways you can contact me are:

  • Email: blackc2004@gmx.net
  • AIM: Blackc2004
  • MSN: blackc2004@hotmail.com
  • In person, walk up to me and say "Hey I saw your website and it sucked."

    Something along those lines will make sure I hear you.

Weekends over.

Well the weekends over and it’s time to get back to things at hand.

Today was good, Adam and I hung out and did pretty much nothing. We didn’t repot his Bonsia, we were going to, but he couldn’t find a big enough pot for it. It was good. Rob randomly bought a new grill, cause he wanted his steaks to be “Flame broiled” he didn’t like his gas grill. That was amusing. Reall there’s not much going on.

We’re going Lenox. I can’t wair for that.

La la. I got distracted and can’t remember what I was thinking about….

Oh.. On Friday night Adam and I went to the gay loop, as we turned onto the loop were we ever surprised to see how busy it was.. But as we drove by all the people we realized it was the busses for the Wrestlers. How funny is that shit.

Ok. I’m out.

Weekend Wonders

Well this weekend’s been good so far. Friday night Adam and I went downtown and hung out for a while. We saw alot of hot wrestler guys, it was good. Then we got bored so we came back to my house and went hot tubbing. It was a good night for that. Saturday he worked tell 3, so I went over to Ankeny about 1ish cause I had to bithc at my cell phone company people. I went in there and bitched and the hot guy took $30 off my cell phone bill for this month. He was hot. Then I went and talked to Julian at Wal-Mart. He was just getting ready to go n break, so I went back and talked to him in the break room, that was amusing. Wal-Mart has these new, really cool computer, for $399, I’m going to buy one. Usually shipping on a computer is like $50, so I thought if they were going to carry them in store, I’d buy one there and only have to pay taxes, well last night I checked it out and shipping is only $15, so I’m going to buy one online. I’m also going to talk to my PU’s and see if they’ll buy one to upgrade thier computer and then I’ll get the old one for my use. I need a new computer to use, so yeah. It’d be cool. Julian and I talked for like an hour, it was good times. After that I went over to Adam’s and we went to Saylorville and just hung out there walking round and stuff, it was fun.

We also called David last night at work. That was amusing cause he would have never susupected us to be calling him at work. We’re going to hang out with him Friday sometime.

Adam get’s off at 4 today. I dunno what we’re going to go. I’m guessing he’ll probably repot a Bonsai or something, cause that’s what he always ends up doing.

Ok, well I’m going to head out now. Laters all.