Visitors

So the weeks’ been good. I’ve got alot done at work cause Nazanin’s been leaving me alone. So I can actually get work done… She’s making Ramsey do things that I’ve already done, but whatever, it’s out of my hair.

Last night Adam and I went to Julians to fix his computer, I did. And I was al excited. It was so cool. But yeah. That was alot of fun as well.

Today I went to school and David came up… Not to school but to Adam’s. He’s sleeping on the couch now, and Adam’s at work. We’re all going swimming later, James is coming too.

Good times.

Sorry for the short post but, eh. You get what I have time for.

Laters all.

Totaly Late

So I’m totaly late for class now… I woke up, out of a very nice dream, to the sound of the phone ringing. I looked around and saw that it was light out, so I looked at my clock….. 9:26. “9:26!! HOLY SHIT! I’M LATE FOR CLASS!” I scream to myself. I look at my watch to make sure that’s the right time…. Then I check my alarms, yep… It’s 9:26 and class starts in a couple minutes, no way to get there on time, unless I leave NOW and speed all the way, I can get there 10 minutes late….. But after smelling my breath and checking the mirror, that option was ruled out.

So I got out of bed, and took a shower, brushed my teeth and now here I am… Totaly late for class. Fucking shit!

I have a program to do, that I don’t understand at all… And I missed the class where she explains what everyone’s been complaining about.. There are no more TA office hours between now and when it’s due. This royally sucks ass. I know what I’m going to be doing tonight, and at work today.

But thought this all, I had been waking up from a great dream…. Nathan Ritchie and I were out shoppig for someone’s birthday. I dunno who’s, but someone was paying us to shop for them. It was totaly cool. So we were out shopping and talking about what’s been going on in our lives, and he came out to me. So we talked about boy-friends and he asked if I had one, and I said yeah…. Later during shopping we ran into Julian and talked to him, three gay computer nerds in one spot, that was funny shit. From there Nathan and I went out to a lake, but it wasn’t any lake around here. It was the one in Lenox. We hung out there, and them my Grandpa and Adam showed up… We all hung out and talked tell Shiela and Beak showed up as well. Then we all went back to my G&G’s house. There my Grandma and other aunt were cooking. And they were feeding some food to Claire (who was sitting on the counter and is a dog). But as soon as Andy gave Katie food, they freaked out about something… That’s about when I woke up. But it was just a really really fucked up dream.

Last night was fun. We went to the GLRC and they all talked while I did homework. It was good times. Afterwards we went to Java Joes and hung out and talked and shit. People all left early, and it was sad, but eh, we had a fun time. Julian was there as well and we got to talk about all kinds of stuff. So it was good. I’m going to his house Thurday to fix some stuff for him.

The weekend was also good. Saturday we watched porn with James tell 3 AM, then Adam and I came to my house and spent the night here. Friday we went to Static which was great, there was this one hot boy…. Trevor, Travis.. I dunno his name, but he was in the white boxer contest and it was HOT! OMG. I wanted to jump on stage and fuck him there… ::fans self::

There were alot of other funny shit that went down Friday night and thoughout the weekend, but I don’t have time to explain it all.

Camp Life

I wish I were at camp right now, it’s the last Sunday of the season, so I went to see the opening ceremonies. I got there about 20 minutes early, so I walked through Casady Ridge and over to the Handi Craft area, a spot where I could see the pool, and the entrance to the ampitheater, without beign seen. I feared that if they saw me, they would make me leave.

I waited as the scouts gathered by the pool awaiting instructions as to what to do next. I listened as Jed, and Ben yelled out a stupid skit, one we had done, and one we had seen many times before by the two of them. It’s one of thier best works. I sat in Handicraft, listening, laughing, thinking. Thinking about why I loved Scouts so much, thinking about why this camp draws me to it, why it hurts so bad inside, when I can’t be there.

They ended the skit, and everyone laughed, I knew why I loved scouting so much, I love it because I see all those scouts, everyone of them looks up to you as a staff member, everyone of them listens to you, and laughs at your jokes. They all learn something from you, something that they’ll pass on later in their lives, hopefully to thier sons, and to other people.

Jed gives the instructions, and they start walking, the parade of green and brown. Such dule colors, but they mean so much to me. Green and Brown, it went on and on as all 500 Scouts, Scouters and Staff paraded into the ampitheater, I watched from where I was thinking about all the times that I had been in that line, wondering what stupid skits, inspiring words, and fun times were in store for me when I arrived at the ampitheater. I watched as they all went by, thinking about the times that I had led that line, and all those scouts, that would have followed me anywhere. I wished I was in that line again.

I waited tell the last scouts had disappeared from my site, before I left my hiding spot, as I started to walk towards the Ampitheater entrance… As I walked I passed the Chaplins cabin, I got a few feet past it when I heard the front door slam, as I turned around I saw Peg. I said “Hi” and she replied, “Hi, how are you.” We talked on the way to the ampitheater, she didn’t know who I was, or why I was at camp, but she made friendly converstaion. Just the way that scouts do.

I entered the Ampitheater and stopped in the back, they were introducing the staff members. One of the funniest times there are in the opening ceremonies. As Chris yelled out each staff members name, they would run up to the front, and say something funny about thier area.

After that they did some skits, the same skits I’ve seen millions of times before on that stage. The same skits, just different people. A different time.

After the skits were over, the lights dimmed and Chris took the stage once more. He told his normal story, his story about the Eagle, his story about camp. He told everyone to have a great time here, and then asked Smokey to come to the stage.

Smokey’s the ranger, and every campfire ends with him. He always has something insparational to say, and something that makes you think. This year was no different. He told the story of how 80 years ago the camp’s property was sold to raise kids. Kids of the 2 legged kind and not the 4 leggedn kind. He told of how years before that, 4 native american tribes had once traded on these hills about the river. He told of how tonight would be the only night that this same group of scouts and scouters would be in the camp ever again. How before us have come many thousands of campers, and how after us, there will be many thousands more.

He spoke in his deep voice, of how Uncle Bade had done so much to help the camp, and how each and every camper can do so much more. He added ashes to the fire, to represent the many that had been on these hills before us, and of the many that will be there after us. He added ashes to the fire to represtent the many other scouters around the world, doing the same thing this Sunday evening. He added ashes from other fires that people in our council have been to, from campfires in England to Africa, to campfires 5 years ago at our 75th aniverasary.

He ended with adding ashes for the group that was there tonight. And told of how friday, he will remove ashes, so that they may be taken to other camps around the globe to be added to thier campfires.

He called the staff to the stage and they sung the Camp Hymn. I had held back my tears tell then, but I couldn’t anymore. That songs just hits me in the right spot, that everytime I hear it, I cry, and I think about all the great times I’ve had at camp. The week is started with the Camp Hymn and the week is Ended with the Camp Hymn…. On the hills above the river, in amoungst the trees, flows the flag of Camp Mitigwa, waving in the brease.

They went into thier next song, Taps, as the staff sung it, it was echoed back in the valley by a trumpet, it’s such a beutiful thing to see. Such a great thing to hear. I cried again as I remebered all the times that I had heard that song before, and that same trumpet echo it in the valley, above the river, in amoungst the trees. I remember the times that I had been on that stage, singing that song. Making sure we were in time with the trumpet.

I left as to get out of there before the scouts caught up to me. As I lef that wooded ampitheater I could see the cresent moon peaking through the trees, I looked up and saw bats flying above, and I walked in silence, without a flash light as I had done so many many times before after campfire was over. I rarely ever carried a flashlight, as I knew camp like the back of my hand. As I exited the woods and into the open field, the moon lite everything up and I could see the pool in the distance, the staff cabins on my right and the dining hall on my left. I remembered all the times that I had walked this trail, with my friends, my co-workers, my boss, my boy-friend. I remembered all the things that I had seen happen on this trial, from the pouring rain and kids playing in the puddles, to the time when it was so dry there were cracks so big you could loose a leg in them. I remembered and I cried. I stopped in Scout Craft, where I worked last year, and remembered the times I taught there, and the times that I had once taken classes there.

I walked to my car crying and thinking. I want to go back to camp. I want to be a scouter again. I wish that I could be.

Busy Week

So this week has been very busy. Tuesday, we went out with Scott and one of his friends. He plucked everyone’s eye brows, which was amusing. Mine are all pretty now. lol

Wed, Adam and I went up to camp and watched the Ceremonies. It was fun times. Very fun times. Neil O’Brian was one of the runners this year, and he’s so damn fucking hot. He was wearing nothing but a loin-clothe, and on one of the times around the circle, the front had moved off to the side, clearly showing his shiny red thong underneather and VERY nice package. It was a nice site to see. And OMG, what an ass that guys got!! Unfortunatly he fixed it before he got around again. I wanted to just go up and grab him and say, lets go to Frankel right then and there. lol.

But yeah, it was a great time to be a Boy Scout again. I really want to go back to camp next year to work for the summer. It’d be so much fun….

Speaking of Camp though. In this morning’s paper on the front page there’s an article about how a kid apparently got shot at camp last Saturday, I guess the kid lost his eye, and two people got fired. They say it’s the only shooting in the last 80 years that the camp has had shooting activities, but I know there’s been more then that. There was one just two years ago that I remember…. Finger was working at the rifle range when that happened, no wonder it did.

So yeah, Shoemaker was hot, Neil was hot, so many many hot Boy Scouts.

Today I went to school, I got there and the DPS had the parking lot entrances to Gilman and Ames Lab blocked off, so I was like, what the hell. Then I walked between Gilman (the chem building) and the Ag Eng building. They had red tape up all the way around Gilman, but only about 10 feet away from it. There were firetrucks and ambulances and police there, but not much really going on, So I went to class…. I left there 30 minutes later, and when I walked back towards Gilman and this time there were four firetrucks, three ambulances, the Red Cross, two hazemat trucks, and about 15 US Government trucks, but the only way you could tell they were US Gov trucks was by the license plate and all the Military people around them. They were all just plain blue trucks. They had also brought in a remote sat uplink and a couple Hazemat tents. It was scary. I had to walk all the way around to the Armory before I could get back towards my parking lot. Crazy things happenening there.

So yeah, that’s been my day so far… What and resisting the urge to pull all my hair out and scream at Nazanin… But that’s anothet story.