Road Trip

So the trip to MN was tons of fun, with a few annoyances in there as well. But mostly fun. I only purchased like things the whole trip, and then I came back to Iowa and spent the rest of my money. Good times.

Total things purchased:
Black dress shirt
Lime green dress shrit
A&F shorts (only $10)
Hollister shirt
A converter thing for my DVD player
QaF CD
Other small things

The last couple days have been fun as well. Saturday we watched a movie with Andrew, it was so stupid.

Sunday Adam and I did random things, which neither of us can remember right now. And that night I watched Scooby Doo with my family. It was good, but really stupid, good cause of the hot bois.

Today Adam and I have been doing more random stuff, and I’m sick as hell. He’s fixing his car right now.

This update sucks. Laters

Long time, no see.

So what have I been up to lately that I haven’t been able to update??

Well not much really.

Lasdt Friday Adam and I went out and did the one year anniversary thing. Food, Movie, bed. You know. It was nice.

Saturday, I’m sure I did fun stuff, and there was a fight or two in there somewhere as well. A pretty bad one if I remember right.

Sunday, went to Christmas on my mom’s side and lusted after Steven all day. I know that sounds really bad, but the boy is SO fucking hot. All I wanted to do all day was grab him and take him to the bathroom. Yummyy.

Monday, Adam, Andrew and I all went out shopping. Good times there. We were going to go to Group, but found out that Mike was going, so we avoided that and watched movies instead.

Tuesday I sat on my ass and did nothing.

Today’s christmas, so we went to my grandpa and grandma’s house. That was fun times.

I got alot of cool shit for christmas, nothing REALLY exciting.

List includes:
DVD Player
Zoo Tycoon Expansion packs
Lamp
Christmas lights
Picture Frams
Cooking things
A cushion for my chair
and other small stuff.

It was really nice of my mom to get me the DVD player. Although, now I’m going to have to buy a VCR because my TV doesn’t have the right connectors. And again it was nice, but I wish she would have gotten me a lot of the smaller thing on my list. They would have been alot more usefull. But I am happy that I got a Very NICE DVD player! Yay, DVD porn!

Tonight Adam’s going to come over and spend the night, and then tomorrow and Friday we’re off to the Mall of America. MONEY will be spent there, I just wished that I had my new credit card, so that I could spend lots of money and not have to pay interest on it! lol

I’m out.

PS. Hopefully I’ll update a bit more some other time, but I REALLY REALLY hate my PU’s keyboard, so the chances are slim!

Must Sleep….

I haven’t been able to sleep well lately (Tuesday night (Wed morning) I went to bed at about 3 Am and was up again at 8, Wed night, I went to bed at 4ish, and was up again at 6 for a 7:30 final, then I worked all day today, and yesterday, and now it’s Friday morning, and I’m not even tired yet) . I dunno why. Probably because I’m fairly mental disturbed by everything, and stressed out and depressed cause I feel like I’m putting on pounds, and lots of other shit, that I really don’t have the energy to care about right now.

In fact, I feel as though I haven’t had the energy to care about anything lately, and I think that my relationship with Adam has been hurting lately because of it. Hopefully things will turn around soon and fun times will be back.

The biggest problem is that t-day break didn’t come early enough to keep me from burning out.

I do have a doctors appointment tomorrow to make sure I’m not dieing. I have to get a blood test for diabetes tomorrow, last time that I got one they told me not to eat anything for the 24 hours prior, but this time they didn’t say anything, so I”m not going to eat again tell after my appointment, that way I’ll be uber hungry for supper at Chili’s. Good times.

Speaking of good times, today was pretty good. I worked all day, and that was amusing. I also popped by NP and talked to bennett. As always he was amusing. Tonight was the Krell Christmas party and that was amusing. Rachel’s funny shit.

I watched survivor, yummy bois.

They need to sell cases of nair on-line.

I hope that I’m out of this slump by next semester. I don’t want to start the semester on a down note.

I called Mid-Iowa yesterday, I got the number for Chris K in Topeka. I’m going to call him and see about a job there, also Pete L isn’t the camp director this summer, so I’ll find out who is and see if I like them anymore. Perhaps I can end up working at Mitigwa again, which is what I would really love to do, but I know to many people there, and I think that it’d be wierd to go back again after i quit. You know how that is, eh?

Oh, and…

Dear Mother Nature,

Thanks for returning to us that great day of weather, it really helped my mood. You can continue on now with the other requests for a “white” christmas as you had planned.

Thanks again,
Cj B

PS, I will continue with my ramblings.

On the hills…

Above the river, in amongst the trees.
Flows the flag, of Camp Mitigwa, Waving in the breeze.

Lately, that song has been about the only thing on my mind… Well that song and all the other songs that we sang as Boy Scouts.

I don’t know what it is that really brought all this back up. Maybe it’s that I want to camp this summer, maybe that it’s all the drama and I just want to get away for a while, perhaps it’s school, and the stress, maybe it’s the pictures that Adam and Andrew found, that reminded me of all the good times I had at camp, maybe it’s a lot of things, and a combination of things. But, lately, scouting is the only thing on my mind.

It’s been so hard to get over Scouting, and I don’t know why. Why do I still love an orginiaztion that hates me so? I don’t know.

I’ve been thinking about going back to work these this summer, maybe all of it, maybe just for Cub camp. I don’t know where though, I can’t go back to Mitigwa. Even though that’s the real place that I want to be. I talked to anouther gay guy about it here at ISU, he said Freeland Lesile, but that’s in WI, and I don’t like the idea of being thrown into something that I have no control over, somewher that I’ve never been before.

Maybe I can call up Chris, in his council, and ask if he’ll give me a job. That would be nice. At least that way I know someone that’s there.

I want to call Peg Dehout (sp?). But I don’t know what I’d say to her. I want to call Pete, but I don’t know what I’d say to him.

I just want to work somewhere fun this summer, somewhere that I know I’ll enjoy it. I want to be outside, and go back to what I’ve done so many times in the past. Why is everyone holding me back from this. Why?

I’m going to call people this week. I don’t know when, but I will.

In other news. Today was Adam and my one year. Congratulations to us!

And 3 down, one more final left to go. I can’t wait for the semester to be over.

I don’t know why they complain about what they’re getting paid. Do a search for “premkumar G”. Yeah, he’s TOTALLY not worth anywhere near that. Fucker.