The Matrix

From now on when someone asks me what Krell does, I’m going to say…

“We run the Matrix”

//Edit: Whilst shopping yesterday Andrew and I happened to discover that he could fit into a GapKids size ‘M’ and I could fit into a GapKids size ‘XL’. Now not that long ago, I had to buy a ‘L’ and a ‘M’ was tight on me, now I’m wearing a Gap size ‘S’ just fine… Now if this isn’t a sign that America is just getting fatter and that the clothing companies are changing the sizing to meet this, then I don’t know what is. Comon’ America, loose some fucking Weight!

Although, I do have to say, it’s a good ego boost to say that I wear a size ‘S’. Unless I’m shopping with Andrew and he’s always “Why’s everything so BIG!!” Fucker!

It’s OVER!

So the ass raping has finally stopped. And for that last one, there wasn’t enough KY lube in the WORLD to make it any better. I guess that’s what I get for going to work right before the final, and then forgetting my notes at home so that I couldn’t study. Oh well, no biggie, even if I fail the test I should still get a B in there. Whatever, I do what I want!

Konq is pretty! For some reason Mozilla stopped letting my type in the address bar, it’s very odd really. So the only way to navigate is through links and the back/forward button since I don’t have bookmarks. Grrr. Perhaps I should upgrade to the latest nightly build.

Today was TONS of fun, that is after the ass raping. I met up with Andrew about 2:30ish and we hung out at his house tell 3:30 when I had to drive his mom to the Airport, very odd times. But amusing non-the-less. Perhaps she’ll hate me less now. Although she definitaly said that she’d pay me and then she didn’t. Whatever.

From the airport Andrew and I went over to Cheatin’ Charlies to get his car, then to MHM to get me clothes. I ended up buying a CUTE ass new pair of jeans and a new pair of shorts! Yay!

After that to KFC on University, yummy yummy. Andrew paid… THANKS DREW!

And then we scampered off to his house where we spent the rest of the night just sitting in his bed talking, and hanging out… It was so much fun, and it really helped my headache. I dunno why. However, it’s now back again.

There are two things that REALLY piss me off about stupid people driving…. 1) Is that they don’t know how to accelerate! and 2) Is that, even though is SAYS to exit at 25MPH you can easily do 40-50! Goddamn stupid people! So annoying!

Also it really pisses me off is when cops seem to think they can do 90 down the interstate without lights/sirens on. Fuckers. I was so tempted to follow him, but he wasn’t going the same way that I was, and it was nearly 11:30. And it was a Polk County Sheriff in Story county… What the fuck is up with that??

Anyways, it’s late. I shall be off to bed! Nighties!

Every Intention

I had every intention of getting up this morning at 6:30 and riding my bike for an hour. Every Intention, I really did! I even laid out my clothes for biking and the outfit that I was going to wear today so that I wouldn’t have to waste the time looking for it all. Although, when the time came, I just kept hitting snooze. And apparently the Snooze button turned into an off button because I didn’t get out of bed until 7:45, and I had to be at work at 8. I was right on time too, although I didn’t shave, and my hair looks horrible.

I’m only working 3 hours today, so that’s good. I have some small stuff that I can do in that time, I don’t think I’ll get into any of the big stuff today because there’s really no time to do it all.

After work I go and take Final number 5. I’m not too worried about it, although I’m sure I should be. Hopefully it’ll go alright. I haven’t had much energy lately to do anything for myself, studying, getting back into exercising. I have all these great plans, but they just never get done anymore.

I’m not sure why, I mean I’m happy in life right now, and having a great time. I just don’t know why I can’t get my ass in gear and do this shit. Last night I tried to study, but I just couldn’t. I’m falling back into one of those stages, hopefully it’ll be short lived, if not, it’s back to the drugs.

After the final’s over (and hopefully that’ll be about 1ish), I’m headed to Waukee to hang out with Andrew today. We’re going to go malling and find me some new shorts. I really wish now that I had purchased more then one pair when we were at the Mall of America and they were only $10. But I guess life is life, and I have to deal with the $40 price tags now. Hopefully we can find somewhere cheap and get shorts there, maybe GoodWill?

I went last night and bought the rechargable batteries for my camera, and I also bought a case for it because the LCD screen was getting a bit scratched up in my bag. I’ve also added a TON of shit to my Amazon.com wish list. Starting my christmas list early, lol. And this year I’m only going to give that list to my PU’s, that way hopefully they’ll actually buy shit off of it, unlike last year. Then I’ll print it and cut out the “inapproriate” stuff for my G&G and the rest of the family.

That’s something else that’s been bothering me. I really wish that I could tell my G&G about my being gay, and I wish that I could take my bf at the time down there and be like, “Hey G&G, this is my bf and we’re going to go upstairs and have wild wild sex now. Could you have some good cookies ready for when we get done, cause it makes us REALLY hungry, bubye!” roflol! Anyways, yeah. I just wish that I could take my bf down there and let them know and stuff.

Although I am kinda wondering if they know or not, because they have stopped bitching at me for not having a gf and my Gma has been off my back about reproducing for her! So I wonder if someone has slipped and told them??

Who knows.

Anyways, I should get to work. Laters!

Final #4

So final number 4 is over with, it went pretty good. 75 questions, took me 45 minutes. Not too shabby at all. Now hopefully I’ll do well on it. I’m fairly confident that I did.

Today has been a day of headaches, and other aches. I woke up with a sore throat and a headache today. And no matter how many pills I take the headache won’t go away. I’m also very tired, and my legs still hurt. Although not anywhere near as bad as they did Sunday, or yesterday, so that’s good. I’m thinking that maybe tomorrow morning I’ll get up and go biking early, or perhaps I’ll do it yet tonight. We’ll have to see.

Work has been work. Not much really going on, same old same old. I really hope that I get a second job, that’ll really boost my money reserves and also give me a break from Krell. I really need one. Today was Chris’ grad party here. I can’t wait tell next year when I’m graduating! Ohhh, it’ll be so good!

Speaking of second jobs thought, I’m thinking that fall I’ll get a weekend job at the mall perhaps. Just to have some extra spending money or something like that. I’m so sick of never having enough money to buy new clothes and the like. Mostly it’s because I save it all for large things, or just save it for a rainy day. Which is good, but I still would like to have money to spend on clothes!

Perhaps I’ll just give that crazy idea of donating plasma a try again!

Anyways, I’m tired, so I be out! Only 45 more minutes of work!

More About The Weekend

So this weekend was really really good again!
Friday walking in the skywalks was fun. We held hands… at one point there were creepies behind us. But we made it 🙂
Lots of kissing goodnight once we got to my house. *Sigh* so nice! Oh and we definitely had a long talk about how much our Government sucks and what needs to be done about it. It was really good to have an actual intellectual convo w/ someone.
Saturday was fun in the hot tub. Hehe. We made out a lot (as well as talked) There was a bit of ass play and I think that’s the loudest I’ve heard Chris moan EVER. Perhaps I’ve hit something that feels good? Watching Charlies Angels was fun b/c we were naked lol. Then upstairs was even more fun! I got a rimmy!!! *dances* That was definitely nice, even though Chris said I moan more when he’s on my arm. Eh, it’s ALL good..!!!! Hoodie got a little bit of a tease, and Chris’ little booty would’ve as well, but I was already late. Mother was waitin home for me. SO Embarassing lol.
Sunday was E X C E L L E N T. Spending that day with him was just great great great! We layed in bed for awhile, just cuddling and being cute. After shopping, we came back home and just layed on the couch downstairs for HOURS, just talking and kissing and watching TV. At commercials, I’d turn and kiss him. But all I wanted to do was look at his face. I don’t know what it was. I really don’t. But he looked so amazingly beautiful last night. I could’ve stared at him forever. The emotion was almost too much for me, and I almost cried. Somehow I contained myself. Oh, I am so smitten by him! When we parted ways I really didn’t want to. Well, I never want to, but this time I REALLY didn’t want to. I would’ve been content laying there and watching TV for more hours and then falling asleep together. SOOOOO wonderful!
Like Chris said, Can’t wait for wed!!!!!!
Current mood: apathetic