Category: My Life

Oct 12, 2001

Oct 12, [Depeche Mode, "East Tiger"]

HAPPY B-DAY ADAM!!!!

Hehe. So I’m going to do an update this morning cause I won’t have any

time this afternoon to get it done. Adam got a ticket last night, that’s

so funny. I’m going to take it in this morning for him, since he was indeed

a visitor and he was parked in the visitors lot, I would think that they

would waive it. lol. Then this afternoon I’ve got a damn lunch with everyone

from Krell. Grrr. I really don’t want to go to that cause I’ll have to spend

my money on it. Gwar. Then after that if I can’t get a good parking spot

on Campus, I’m just going to skip math and go home, but if I can find a

good spot on campus, I’ll stay and go to class and such. Yep.

RENT Kicked ass. I just wish that Adam and I could have sat next to each

other.

Adam’s mom got me a cool necklace while she was in AZ, I’m so happy. It’s

cool. I like Adam’s mom. Adam also got me a fucking cool picture of me,

I’m going to post it once I get a scanner. Maybe I’ll make Adam scan it

this weekend.

Ok, off to class now, laters all…..

Oct 11, 2001

Oct 11, [Lifehouse, "Quasimodo"]

3 HOURS TELL RENT!!!!

So yeah, it’s Thursday, National Coming Out Day once again. Have you come

out to some one? Well this marks one year of being out for me. Yep that’s

right, one year ago I came out to my cousin. So yep.

Well not much really going on today. Adam’s here right now and we’re waiting

for Julian and gang to get here so we can go to supper. Fun times there.

I went to work this morning and got REAL working, so you know hthose links

that didn’t work a while ago that I tried getting everyone to go to. Well

they work now. lol. So here they are again:

56K: http://216.81.228.151:554/ramgen/Tests/56K_320x2

40.rm

ISDN: http://216.81.228.151:554/ramgen/Tests/ISDN_320

x240.rm

DSL: http://216.81.228.151:554/ramgen/Tests/DSL_320x24

0.rm

Yep, so that’s what I worked on today. I went to Math recit today too and

I understand shit in there now as well. So this weekends going to be major

Math, Acct, Econ, and Soc studing. I got my BusAd final finished so that’s

cool. Yep. I have the last class in there on Tuesday. Yay for that. That

means more hours at Krell, which means more money, which means I can afford

a new car. Yay for good times.

Ok off to RENT now, LATERS!!!

Oct 10, 2001

Oct 10, [Cranberries, "I’m Still Remembering"]

OMG, I didn’t update yesterday, there must have been something really busy

going on for me to have not updated….

Well really not. Nothing happened yesterday. I worked. I went to class.

I came home and did HW. That’s about all I did. Yep. We had an Econ quiz,

and I didn’t know how to do any of it. So I’m going to be spendin this weekend

on MAD Math and Econ studying cause I have a test in both classes next week.

Not much has really happened today either. I’ve gone to classes and such

and that’s about it. I got my English paper done and I think it’s really

pretty good. I hope so. I can’t afford to get a bad grade in that class.

I also looked for cars in the paper. I found a cool 2001 Saturn that sounds

really nice. It’s in PC, so I’m going to stop in and look at it Friday on

my way home. I’ve got alot do this weekend. I should start a list. It’s

kinda a good thing that Adam works afternoons both Saturday and Sunday,

that way I can go and study. I like when he works. We’re together yet, I

get my time to study and he has his time to work. He usually stops over

whenever he goes to get pop and we talk for a bit, so that’s a nice break

and all there. It’s good times. Yep.

RENT’S tomorrow. I can’t wait. I guess Xak is rushing all three days. He

wanted me to stop in and see him yesterday, but I was running late from

work, so I didn’t get the chance too. Grr to that.

I got Vero’s letter to send to Angel, so I’m going to try and send that

package yet today then. Oh, good idea, I’m going to go do that now… Laters

all

Oct 8, 2001 #3

Oct 8, #3 [Enya, "From Where I Am"]

Ok, so everyone knows, Adam and I are better now. 🙂 We talked about everything

and our feelings and it’s good times again…..

RENT is this week. I can’t wait. Adam’s B-day is this week. That’s going

to be fun. I have a Krell lunch on Friday. This week is full. I’ve also

got a paper due on Friday, I have to read Bartleby by Wed. I’ve got two

tests next Tuesday. A Math and a Econ test. I’ve got a Soc quiz coming up

sometime soon. I’ve got an Accounting quiz on Thursday. Gwar. HW is piling

up and I just can’t seem to get it done.

Oct 8, 2001 #2

Oct 8, #2 [Enigma, "The Voice Of Enigma]

Ok, so now that I’m in a semi-non emotional break down state. I’ll talk.

So this weekend was Big Gay Porn weekend for those of you that didn’t know.

Since Adam’s not old enough to buy porn he couldn’t go in, well I wanted

him to go in and help pick it out, so we called up my cousin Steven who

lives just down the road, cause well he has blonde haid and everything.

So he came over and let us borrow his ID, it was funny. We told him we were

going to go Clubbing. It was so funny he was giving us tips as to how not

to get caught and everything. He’s cool. So we went and bought porn, that

was quite the experience. The guy that checked us out, didn’t just check

us out, but flirted like mad with us, and he was all nasty and old and shit.

Ewwww.

On Sunday Abbie and Adam’s grandma came over, that was amusing times, they

asked what Adam’s rainbow sticker that was wierd and akward times there.

Angel called today, that was good times. Well what prompted her to call

wasn’t. I pretty much had a huge emotional break down today. And I needed

someone to talk to, so I called her and left a message. I’m sure that about

all she could make out was sobs, so she called back and we talked a little

bit. By the time she call though I was a bit better and really didn’t want

to talk about it again cause I would have just had another crazy emotional

breakdown. I also talked to Matt again today, that was funny.

Speaking of Matt, today’s his b-day, so yesterday Adam and I called him

and wished him Happy B-day. That was really funny cause he didn’t know who

we were, funny times there.

Bed times, this past weekend Adam and I slept together, not "slept"

together, we just slept in the same bed. That was really nice, but you know

back when he, Angel, and I slept together he cudled with her, and not me.

This weekend, he slept with his back to me. That hurt my feelings in a way.

I know that our relationship is over as bf’s but I mean still. His touch

just makes me happy…..

Alright, so I’m talking to him now, and he’s just pissing me off. I’m going

to go. . .

I’ll eventually get this weekends post up.