Category: My Life

Sept 30, 2001

Sept 30, [Linkin Park, "The End"]

So it’s Sunday night and here I am just getting back to my dorm room. I

really have alot to talk about here tonight, but unfortunatlly most of it’s

private. I really wish that I could talk about what’s going on in my life

here, but I just can’t outside forces won’t let me and I don’t want to break

the trust that people have in me.

I was awaken this morning very rudly by my aunt. I didn’t get home tell

about 3 this morning and then I mooped around the house tell about 4, so

I was planning on sleeping in tell like 2 or so so that I could get up and

leave and not have to put up with the family. But no about 11, my aunt came

into my room (luckely (sp) I had heard her coming up the stairs so I covered

up, since I was sleeping nude) with her stupid little dog and she put that

damn dog on my bed and let it jump all over me and lick my face. I just

said, "Go Away" and pulled the covers up over my head. She took

the dog and left, I went back to sleep. About 15 minutes laters, she came

up and did the same fucking thing. So I decided I might as well get up.

I got up, went and took my shower and went down stairs. I got down there

and she said "Like your wake up call." I was like, what the fuck

kinda question was that, would _YOU_ fucking like it if I came into your

room when you were trying to sleep and let Gordy jump all over you and lick

you. I just gave her an evil look and went about my business. There was

supposed to be an article in the paper today with Adam in it. I couldn’t

find it. Well my aunt stayed tell like 1 or so, and then she left. About

45 minutes after she left my Grandma and my other aunt showed up. I found

out that my cousin Steve was moving into the same park thing that Adam lives

in. Actually, he lives like just like down the street from Adam now, so

that’s freaky, then shortly after they got there, he got there and we were

talking and I found out that he come to Ames all the time and hangs out

on College Ave, which is just like a couple blokcs from here. It’s freaky

as hell. But yeah. I left there about 2:45 or so and went over to Adam’s.

We went out to The Garden tonight, LOTS of hot guys there. It was good times.

Now I’m back here on campus and I’m really fucking depressed. I so don’t

want to be here at all. This week for some reason leaving Adam is just hitting

me really hard. I had to stop along the interstate cause I started crying

so badly. I love him so much, and we’ve got this connection that I could

never have with anyone else. I just wish that we could be back together.

I mean I love the relationship that we’re in, but sometimes. Sometimes I

just wish we had more.

Sept 28, 2001

Sept 28, [Deep Forest & Enigma, "New Dawn"]

So it’s FRIDAY!! It’s about noon and I’m all packed and ready to go. I’m

gonna head down and get my car here soon. I’m skipping me Math 150 class.

Oh well. What we’re doing isn’t that hard, and I’ve already got my assingment

done (yay for bordom before Soc class). Today in Soc we went over what would

be on the test. It’s going to hurt. But I’m going to spend most of Monday

studying for it. I hope that works out. We’ll see. Eh?

I’m off to home now and then to Adam’s of course. Laters all.

Sept 27, 2001 #3

Sept 27, #3 [Billy Gilman, "One Voice"]

So tonight I went to class and then after class I was meeting up with this

guy named Thao. I went down to where we were meeting and hung out there

for a while. A bit after 8 he showed up and we went off to Santa Fe. We

hung out there and talked for a while. It was really cool. I of course had

my normal Iced Hazelnut Latte. They made really good ones there. I liked

it. Then we went off to Lake Laverne and walked around and talked. He’s

pretty cool. Nothings ever going to happen between us, but he’s a cool person

to talk to and just hang out with. Yeah. Good times tonight. He wanted me

to go back to his place, but I was like, no, I have to go study, so that’s

what I’m going to do, laters all.

This is

really funny

Sept 27, 2001 #2

Sept 27, #2 [Beach Boys, "Wouldn’t It Be Nice"]

Ok, so I’m so stressed out right now. I just want to scream and scream

and scream and then scream some more. I’ve got so much HW to do right now.

I’ve got two tests next week, Soc on Monday and Acct on Tues. Grrr. I’ve

got Econ due on Tues as well and I’ve got an English thing due on Monday.

Why’s it that everything is due on Monday or Tuesday. RARR. I’ve got math

to do as well, but I can do that during class, so I’m not really going to

count that, but it’s still there as something that has to be done. I told

them today that I wasn’t going to be in to work next Tues. It’s cool working

at a place that you set your own schedule. It’s cool.

Speaking of work. I know alot of people wonder what the hell it is that

I do. Well here’s your answer:

That’s a link to a movie about what we do there. Well, it really only covers

one of the programs that we sponsor, but this is what I’m working on right

now, Digitalizing all the promos that we have and other such stuff. Hey

all you people that have been in AiS. You should recognize that video, and

alot of the people in it (Omar, Lindsey, Sara Luke, Lude Rolfes, etc.) Good

times.

Sept 26, 2001

Sept 26 [No Doubt, "Don’t Speak"]

I was in a fairly good mood today, that is until about 1 or so. Grrrr.

Oh well. I’m feeling a bit better now. It’s finally Wed night and the weekends

almost here. Although I hear Adam’s pretty sick, that’s not good. Hmmm.

I hope I didn’t give it to him. If he’s not better I might have to make

him some soup or something. lol

Not much really going on today. I went to classes, it was class. We had

a Math test tonight though, grrrr. It kicked my ass. We couldn’t use calculators

at all, so it took me longer then it would have, but I kick ass when I don’t

use a calculator. I didn’t think I was that good in math. But still I don’t

think I got the inverse of the matrix right. It was a hard question. And

then he put something on the test that I’ve never even heard of. It was

from Econ though, so I used my Econ knowledge to solve it but I don’t think

I got the answer that he was looking for. I got what an Econ prof would

be looking for. Oh well we’ll see what I get.