July 30, [Sting, "Brand New Day"]
Today’s been really great times. I wish they were still really great times
with my boy friend Adam, but they’re really great times with my friend Adam.
This afternoon I went over to his house and just hung and talked with him
and his mom a bit there, then we went over to Jessica’s house and hung out
with her. It’s hard times in her house. She just got a new car and the tape
they used to put the "For Sale" sign on the windows had melted
so we helped her get that off there. Then we came back to my house cause
I was hungry and he wanted a Koi. I made myself a salad, Adam went out to
the fish pond to try and get a fish, he didn’t do very good at that, so
I came in and changed into trunks and got into the pond. Cause that’s how
we usually get them. That didn’t work either. So we just gave up. After
that we went out to Saylorville and hung out there, it was good times, it
was so pretty. Again, I wished I was with boy friend Adam yet, but it was
still really fun. After that we came back here and made french fries and
potato chips. It was so much fun. After that we went swimming and hot tubing,
I was waiting for Adam to try and go skinny dipping, but he didn’t and I
was happy about that. I really don’t want to get into a position like that,
not now. After that we came inside and watched a movie. I forget the name
of it already, it’s that one with the prince or what ever he was and he
gets changed into a llama thing. Yeah, that was a great movie, "No
Touchy" hehe. I love that line. Tonight was great times. Taking him
back home though was hard tonight, I started to cry. I was thinking about
how great tonight would have been had we still been together. It would have
added so much to our relationship. But tonight still added alot to our relationship
as friends. I’m glad I chose to stay here tonight. Sometimes I just need
a break.
The house is really clean today too, for the first time ever I feel as
though I can actually bring people over and not be embarased by the way
it looks. It’s so great when the PU’s leave. They make such a mess. lol.
I’m so glad I have the house to myself, one week of a clean house is going
to be so great. But you know, I shouldn’t have to wait for them to leave
to be able to enojy a clean house. But they just can’t seem to keep things
clean, they can’t clean up after them selfs and that damn dog just makes
such a mess cause my dad will just let him in the house right after he jumps
out of the pond or something like that and he just tracks all over the place. Damn dog.