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Stay Out!

I really hope that the real world bosses aren’t near as bad as the ones that I have here.

I understand that I’m a part time employee, and thus don’t really have my “own” office. But I _DO_ have my desk, and my computer, and my personal stuff in my desk drawers, etc. When I’m gone, there should be NO REASON for my boss to be rummaging through my drawers for any reason other then if there’s a fire in one of them.

Yesterday while I was here working, I needed desk room, so I took the laptop that is usually sitting on my desk and put it in my top drawer…. And then all the papers that were on my desk just got tossed in on top of it. By the time I had shoved all the paper in my desk into that drawer, there was no way you could see the laptop, just by opening the drawer and looking for it. And secondly, no one SHOULD have been looking for the laptop, because no one besides me EVER uses it.

Well today I come in and there’s the laptop, sitting on top of my desk… with all the papers that were on top of it, now UNDER itand in a huge pile. Now, I admit that they weren’t in the drawer in any such nice fashion, but at least they weren’t all messed up and crumpled, etc.

I was VERY VERY annoyed by this. Because that means that someone came INTO MY OFFICE and rummaged through my drawes. I would think that I had at least enough privacy so that they wouldn’t do that. Fuckers. AND best of all. It’s CLEAR that they didn’t use the god damn thing. They just came in here rummaging through stuff. I really wish that I had a video camera in here or something when I’m gone to see what they fucking do in here. It’s very annoying.

I’m so glad that I only have a few more months of this shit.

In other news, it snowed like a mother fucker again last night. Justin was supposed to come up, but he called and cancelled because he claimed he had a photo shoot. But it’s a good thing he didn’t come cause otherwise he would have been stuck there all night. And my couch isn’t very comfortable to sleep on.

I’m suppsed to go out with buddy guy tonight, but I don’t know if that’s going to shape up or not. We’ve got to still set a time/place and Idon’t think I have his number. Whatever. I just IMEd him. We’ll see if he gets back to me or not.

I really want to go out tonight, but I don’t know if I should or not. If I go out with Justin, he’ll want to go somewhere that costs money I’m sure. And who knows if he even would want to go out with me, since he might have a boy now to court. lol.

I’m also not sure if I should go out because we’ve got to go to the G&G’s early tomorrow morning. Grrr at that. I guess we’ll have to see how things work out.

Anyways, it’s back to work for me.
Laters all.

Edit:// hehe.. this is post ‘1234’

Also check out the new link to Mikes website, and read my resume!! 😛

Almost Over

Well, the break has been going pretty good. Wed I worked all day. I played with my project most of the day, got quite a bit done with it really. Apache on one machine and MySQL on the other. Well MySQL was still compiliing when I left work, but it seems to be done now, because I got an e-mail saying that they MySQL user had a default shell, but no login directory. So that means it at least got to the point where it created the user, which I assume is a good thing. I can’t wait to get in on Monday and see how they are doing. Apache seemed to be responding pretty quickly and serving up PHP pages pretty good on Wed, so that’s exciting since it’s such an old beast. They will make good development machines if everything works out the way that I want it too.

After work I came home and cleaned up my apartment some, and sat around for a while. Then went home to PC, and cooked some stuff for T-day dinner. Went to bed about 11ish.

Thursday we had 19 people over at our house. 2 huge turkeys and a pork loin. And TONS of other yummy food!





Looks fun, eh? 😛

After everyone left, I just spent the rest of the night sitting around home, eating and doing nothing really.

Friday I went shoping with my mom and Brother. Good times. I got new boxers and a few other things, which I’ve already forgotten. I’ll get them all for christmas!

Speaking of, I’ve already got two of my christmas presents. A subscription to Mens Journal, and a subscription to a San Diego magazine. Good times!

After shopping, I came home and sat around all day.

Today, I got up, went to the mall to get our passport photos, which was very annoying. MILLIONS of small children! Then my parents spent like an hour in Victorias Secret… I waited outside. lol

After that went home, and then drove back to Ames.

And that’s been my day.

Laters all. Perhaps more of an update tomorrow, and I also want to elaborate on how much I missed Andrew this week, and how I can’t wait tell I have someone to bring to family fnctions!

Pictures, Why am I so fat?

So what have I done this weekend?

Mostly nothing. Besides working on a garage, going out with Beak and leper boy, staying up tell 3 in the morning talking to crazies, and now watching TV. All very strange.

So yeah, Friday I was going to go downtown, but I didn’t really feel like it by that time, so I just went home and sat around and did nothing. I read some of “White Collar” which is a really good book. Though very scary. I think I’m going to go with a scared theme for my paper. It seems like that should be good to do.

Got up REALLY early saturday morning and helped my dad with the garage. I was climbing all over, in the rafters and it was scary! I thought like I was going to fall and die. But I didn’t obviously.

I broke from there about 11:30, very annoyed because mother didn’t reimburse me for the books that I had to get for class.

Went to wal-mart to get food. I’m going to make Chicken Chow Mein this week. Ran into Julian there and we talked for a while. But I was rushed to get back to Ames to meet up with Beak and leper boy.

Got back and about 5 minutes after I got here, they got here. We headed out to lunch at Hickory Park and then off to Reiman Gardens. It was very annoying there with all the breeder couples being all cute and shit. I wanted to punch them all. It was also very sad because it was the first time I’ve been there without Andrew. 🙁

Also ran into Forrest there and he had just gotten engaged. I congratulated them, but it upset me as well. Stupid breeders. 🙁

After that we drove around campus and walked all over. Then went to Family Video and I got a movie to watch later.

Came home and they broke. I called Andrew and we talked for a short bit, then I went to the rec. Did 20 minutes on the bike, then ran 2 laps, then worked my abs/chest.

Caught the 8:30 bus home and was back about 9ish. Got online and fixed my computer. It’s being very annoying around here lately though. They changed the internet and things just AREN’T working at all. I’m lucky that I’m online now!

About midnight or so I started watching One Hour Photo, which is a REALLY creepy movie. Called Andrew after that was over, and talked for a couple minutes. Then went to go to bed. But for some reason I just had to get online. Bad Idea.

Ended up talking to a bunch of people tell like 3AM. Though two of the convos very much so amused me and made me feel good. The third one just scared the shit out of me, creepy little 16 year olds. I saved the first two, but have lost the last one. 🙁

Finally got to bed about 3:30 or so. Woke up at 7 or 8 to the rain, and drifted in and out of sleep tell about 11 when I got up.

Haven’t done ANYTHING today, except for sitting around and watching TV. I made some chicken noodle soup.

I’m still in my Pj’s.

The last week or so, I’ve been VERY VERY horny. And not just horny, as in lets jack it horny…. Cause I’ve done that like A LOT more then I normally do. I’m horny for cuddling and etc. TMI, I’m sure. whatever.

Anyways, Andrew should be calling here soon so that we can have our weekly couple hour talk. I’m looking forward to that. 🙂

Laters.

So let’s see here, what’s been going on. This weekend was tons of fun, I was SO happy to be back and in my Topher’s arms again. Though VERY annoyed at the stupid plane people. GRR.

That night I gave Chris lots of good pleasure (I hope!) in the tent and it was fun b/c it was outside and in a tent and that just made it fun. We both shot some nice loads that night. Yeah.

Sunday again was good, though I woke up with a raging headache. We did just a lot of random things that day. Then we went to camp at night and it was really cool to hear all about it. So much more complexity to BoyScouts than I ever imagined. But yeah I get most of it (that doesn’t mean I REMEMBER all of it) and I am trying my hardest to rememer as much as I can, and I think I’m doing a fairly ok job. Like I know the OA goes Ordeal, Brotherhood, Vigil. Hows that eh? lol.

It was hard to say bye Sunday since I still wanted to spend time with him since I had just gotten back. But we managed and nothing happened till Wednesday.

Wed he came down and we hung out here, scanning pictures, which he didn’t want to do but I REALLY had to get done. I need to scan a whole lot more cause in a few weeks, I won’t have a scanner anymore! I just wish I hadn’t put all those pics in my photo album now, since I want to scan most of them! DAMN!

We just generally had a good day, we went swimming and popped in the hot tub for a few. After that, went upstairs where I got a very nice massage and rubdown. It was very nice. Very nice. Then I got a rimmy mmmm mmm. And other stuff, my boo tay let Chris in again, I think he was excited about that. I don’t know how much he had in but it sure felt good. Once or twice it was a bit too much of a push, but overall VERY enjoyable. I came with Chris fingering me, jacking me, and licking my knee. I was close, and then he licked the top of Enfuego, and I just fucking blew. I shot up to my ear. Crazyness. Then I jacked him and licked him and he came too. Then we watched a movie about the floods of 93. Very interesting, though had they only used each clip of footage once, it would’ve been about 1/2 the length it was. After that we had some yummy hamburgers and then broke for camp. Drove up there and hung out,something bugged me in the car but I can’t remember now, so it obviously wasn’t big.

Got there, walked around just a little, then went to the Tower thing but it was cancelled, so we headed to the amphitheater. Got some good seats and waited for the Scouts to come. They finally did, there were 10 million of them, and the show thing started. I really liked it, mainly b/c of the randomness. SPOONS! lol cracks my shit up. And the Prince/Princess skit was good and really funny too. An enjoyable time no doubt. After that we allfiled out for the calling out ceremony. Stood there and got eaten by the bugs and watched the scary, half naked people stare at little children meanly. Good times! After everyone got called out, we broke b/c Chris didn’t want to stay and hear all the names being called out. Drove home, talked, blah blah, said goodbye in the driveway. Again, hard to leave. Isn’t it always??

Now it’s Friday, and I get to see him in just about 10 hours! Yippee yay! Unfortunately, getting to see him means I first have to suffer through 7 1/2 hours of work. I think that maybe work is like my task. Once I overcome it, then I get rewarded (IE, Chris) but if that’s so why does it suck so much? I dunno, work may actually be so that I can make lots of money. But whatever.

ANyways, time to start getting ready.

So Gifts??

Ok here is the contiunatin of my last update.

So gifts…. Chris got me the best, most thoughtful gifts I’ve ever gotten. He made me EVERY Cranberries CD there is…actually made with the pictures on the covers and everything. And tehre was another extra CD with all the songs they didn’t have on albums, plus a CD of the MP3s so I couldp ut it all on my computer. It was the sweetest gift ever!! He also got me the book culture jam, which I really wanted. And he gave me a photo album (which I also really wanted/needed) and he printed off all the pics of my graduation and the zoo and put thema ll in there! ALl the gifts were sooo totally sweet I couldn’t even believe it!

He truly is the best boyfriend ever!! Everyone is sooo jealous of me 🙂

So I’ll just skip to the good part 🙂 We were just laying down on his bed, talking, and I started crying. I think what set me off was Chris saying something about where has all the time gone, and then I had a panic attack about leaving, and started to cry. Pretty soon we were both crying. Eventually we seemed to compose ourselves. Chris was laying on top of me. We were talking about if he liked me or not and I was like “How much do you like me?”

And he leaned in close, and whispered in my ear,
“I love you baby.”

I started to cry again. I didn’t even know what to do. I know it was hard for him to be the first to say it. I told him that I loved him as well. Then we were both crying and I didn’t know what to do. The emotions were so strong right then.

It was insanely hard to leave that night. I just wanted to stay with my baby and make sure that everything was ok with him, and with myself. But I had to force myself out and before i left, he told me he loved me again. Oh those words mean so much to me. If only he knew!!

So in short, amazing night/day/night, and I can’t wait till tomorrow night when I can see my beautiful baby again!!!