Gay Bois in the OC

I wish gay boys in the OC were more gay.

I wish they would be out, and about.

I wish they would go out and hugg and kiss in public.

I wish they would put stickers on thier cars.

I wish they would hold hands, and be who they are…

Instead they all hide and pretend to not be gay, when they clearly are.

Gay boys in DM Iowa were much more out then they are here.

Fuck you all.

I’m forgetting Oracle for Wiki and installing mysql on the solaris box. Even though Jon said that he’d prefer Oracle, it seems that why they say, “Works on Oracle” they mean it really doesn’t.

Constant, “Error in SQL Syntax” errors. and other shit. Very annoying. Half the fucking initialization script didn’t work.

Oh well.

6 more hours.. I want to go home now.

laters all.


YAY! While I was writing that bitchy entry it fucking WORKED! The build actually BUILT!

How amazing.

I figured it out that even though I’m on a 64 bit system, PHP wasn’t smart enough to notice that, so I had to tell it to build against the 32 bit oracle libs, instead of the default 64 bit lib. Stupid fucking PHP.

However, now I’m having problems getting it to load the module into the correct instance of apache…. Perhaps because there’s 4 versions installed!!!! Gah!

Anyways, I’m happy now it’s actually compiled.. Just have to go figure out how to get it to load.

Laters all!…

PS, the forbed 400 list gained a total worth of 45 BILLION dollars in the last year, breaking out to $1 TRILLION worth. Anyone who says the rich aren’t getting richer is insane!

Fuck you LD!

Fucking LD! This was supposed to take me an hour to recompile php with oracle support built in… But no, it’s now taken me over 10 hours to do. Fuck this shit! I just have to do this, and then get it to work right. I’m begining to think that just sticking with MySQL would have been easier…

Or if I could do this one a linux box instead of a fucking Solaris system, which is totally fucked up. (There’s like 4 different versions of GCC, who knows which one it’s using!…. Well I do know it’s version 2.95.3 when the newest version is like 3.5.* or something like that) lol. Anyways, I keep getting these errors:

gcc -o

conftest -g -O2 -D_POSIX_PTHREAD_SEMANTICS -R/usr/ucblib -L/usr/ucblib -R/

usr/local/lib/gcc-lib/sparc-sun-solaris2.8/2.95.3 -L/usr/local/lib/gcc-lib/s

parc-sun-solaris2.8/2.95.3 -R/spare/oui/OraHome1//lib -L/spare/oui/OraHome1/


conftest.c -lresolv -lm -lsocket -lgcc -lnsl -lsocket -lgen -ldl -lclntsh


/usr/local/sparc-sun-solaris2.8/bin/ld: skipping incompatible

/spare/oui/OraHome1//lib/ when searching for -lclntsh

/usr/local/sparc-sun-solaris2.8/bin/ld: cannot find -lclntsh

collect2: ld returned 1 exit status

And then when I switch to this version of LD:

ned# /usr/local/bin/ld -V

GNU ld version 2.11.2 (with BFD 2.11.2)

Supported emulations:



I get these errors:

gcc -o

conftest -g -O2 -D_POSIX_PTHREAD_SEMANTICS -R/usr/ucblib -L/usr/ucblib -R/

usr/local/lib/gcc-lib/sparc-sun-solaris2.8/2.95.3 -L/usr/local/lib/gcc-lib/s

parc-sun-solaris2.8/2.95.3 -R/spare/oui/OraHome1//lib -L/spare/oui/OraHome1/


conftest.c -lresolv -lm -ldl -lnsl -lsocket -lgcc -lnsl -lsocket -lgen -ldl

-lclntsh 1>&5

ld: fatal: file /spare/oui/OraHome1//lib/ wrong ELF class:


ld: fatal: File processing errors. No output written to conftest

collect2: ld returned 1 exit status

God damnit! Why is this so annoying. I think I’m going to ask Jon if I can redo the Solaris box in my office once this project is over. I can’t keep working on such a messy system. That would however mean I’d have to re-install Oracle, php, apache, and lots of other shit as well. That could be a bit annoying.

Anyways, I don’t really remember much of yesterday. What did I do? Oh well. I’m sure it involved Andrew, JonJon and somewhere in there FFX-2!

Today has been pretty good. I couldn’t sleep, so got up about noon, and hung around. My Gma sent me cookies and I ate some. She also sent me noodles! YAY! Now I just have to make them.

Also funny story about that. I gave Chris and Ty one each, and Chris was eating his and I was talking to Ty about them and telling him what was in it.. As soon as I said they are mostly Oatmeal and Rice-Crispy, he handed Ty the cookie and was like. “I don’t eat Oatmeal” It was like, “HELLO! You can’t taste the oatmeal at all, and you NEVER WOULD HAVE KNOWN it was in there if I hadn’t said anything”

Gah, I really hate people like that.

Ok, well yeah. Didn’t really do to much, went out for a while and had a good time. Then headed up to Chapman and played FFX-2 and watched the season premire of GG.. It was fucking good! Though I can’t wait to find out what they do! Like EVERYONe except for LL and her dad are out of town now! Where’s everyone going.

Though Andrew did mention that it’s taped here in LA, so we might have to go see a taping of it!

Umm, I’ve done other things, but I can’t remember them all right now. Laters all!

A Little Update

I’m just taking a quick little break here from programming my PHP thing of MIS 433. Very interesting stuff there. Good times.

The last couple days have been VERY long. Though today’s going by very fast. Which is really nice.

Yesterday was class as usual. The group had some problems on Tuesday night removing a foreign key in Oracle. So they were going to stay after and talk to the prof about it. I had to leave to meet up with Andrew at our scheduled time.

As I was driving there the group called me and said that we’d have to recreate all the tables to get it all to work right again. I was not happy about that. Since I wouldn’t be near a computer that day, I would have to do it this morning before the test. Which I was hoping to get to study that whole time. Eh, whatever.

So I drove to Andrew’s and we hung out there for a while. His mom was being very weird, and nice. Strange woman she is. We ate, I love eating at his house, they always have such yummy food. Though we usually eat the same things, either sandwhiches or pasta. Always good though! lol. After that we scanned some pics of his and then headed out to my house.

Oh, he got his hair cut and it’s so UBER cute… Why do I have such a HOT bf??

Got there, went swimming and then watched the Floods of ’93 movie. Since Andrew wasn’t here for that, and he wanted to see what it was all about. The movie wasn’t that good beacuse they re-used so much of the same footage. I know there was TONS more that they could have used. And I think my Uncle was in there too. But I’m not sure. I haven’t seen him in forever, but it did look like him. Very crazy. They left a lot of what happened out though, and focused mainly on the DM Water Works.

Let’s just say that it wasn’t worth the money.

Though it was sad to see all that again. And scary too because just today in the paper here in Ames there’s a big article about how the Skunk River is at flood stage now. Very scary.

After that we ate and then headed up to camp. It was good there. We didn’t have to walk around much, but they had cancelled the Tower show, which is sad because that should have been uber fun. And I’ve always wanted to see it. Since I worked at camp the year they started doing the tower show, I never did get to actually see what it was all about. The pool show that they’ve done in years past wasreally funny, so I expect that the tower show would be the same.

Shoemaker, Goat, Rissie, BaldBoy and a few others that I knew were on staff, and I was very scared of them recognizing me. Though I don’t think any of them did. Eventually the CampFire started and it was great. Not as good as some years past. But still good. IT had a Mr. Rogers theme, which was odd because we’ve never had a campfire like that. They did the Princess/Prince skit which is always GREAT! And it was even better because Rissie and Crazy did it, and they’re the only ones I’ve ever seen do it right. So great though! Andrew seemed to really enjoy it.

No songs though, that was sad.

After that the call out. It was really good as well, though the fires went out because the wood was wet. It’s always sad when that happens, because for a lot of people those are the only real bon-fires they’ll ever see. I wish that we hadn’t cut the size of them down though. They are much smaller now then what they used to be. We had to cut it down though because sometimes the Ashes would fly up into the Pole-Mans face and then he couldn’t sing. So it’s s saftey thing, but still. Big fires are fun!

I really wish that I could show someone the other ceremonies that happen later that night. But I can’t. 🙁

We left there about 10:00 and drove back to my place, sat in my drive way saying buy, I finally had to open my car door and just shove Andrew out and drive away. I really hate having to go back to Ames on Wed nights. I just want to stay there and hang out for the rest of the night.

Got home and went straight to bed.

Got up this morning at 7, showered, ate and then went to campus. Created those tables and then studied. I looked at the test online and it said that we could have tell 5 this evening to do it. So I was going to just go to class and spend that time doing the practice test, then go and do the actual test later that day, after I had had more time to study. However the prof had different plans, he did say we could do it later, but he preffered that we do it in class. So I did, and I didn’t do as well as I had wanted. I did do alright though, so that’s nice!

After that went and did a group meeting to work on databases some more. Then I rode to work. Which is where I am now, doing this and working very hard today. Lots of lines of PHP have been written and many more are to come. I’ll have to have someone massage my hands tonight.

I’m so glad though that today’s going by really fast. I can’t wait tell Friday to get to see my Drew Bear again!

I’m a little strapped for cash this month. I over spent while Andrew was on the trip (By about $62), and now only have $70 to last me though the 31st.

Speaking of money, we semi-discussed the flight plans for trips to EWR. I guess Andrew’s ticket is being paid for my his mom’s company, so she has no control over what he flys. Very sad, because that may mean I’ll have to fly there alone. I really don’t want to do that, because the whole point of this trip is to travel together. I won’t like that if that’s what happens. Though, I’m REALLY excited to get to go out there. We have a TON of stuff planned to do on the trip. And we’re leaveing Aug 12th. Good times!

I must be out now, this was supposed to be short!

And That’s My Life…


So they should start a new reality series, staring me, and my FOUR tests in TWO days! Three on Monday, one Tuesday morning. Rarr.

I don’t know how well I’ll do on them, today my Mkt prof went over sample questions that are going to be on that test, they all seemed pretty easy. Hopefully they will be, cause that’s the one I’m going to study less for. I also have tests in FIN, MIS, and POM.

Other then all the tests classes have been going fairly well. We had our first milestone due in MIS, we got that back and missed 6 points, he’s giving them all back because the directions were clearly not clear! He took off points because we didn’t include a mission statement, and then instructions said NOTHING of a mission statement, and the other thing that he took points off for we had, but he claimed we didn’t because it was on the same page as another thing. Why the HELL would you take off points for that. The direction didn’t say ANTYHING of specifically needing a page break between the two things. He’s sucha dumbshit.

On top of that, he goes through all the slides SO fast. If Julian thinks that his prof goes through them fast try this guy! Grrrr. He annoys me so. I have yet to actually LEARN anything during a class. If he didn’t take attendance every day, I just might skip it.

POM is going well, I understand everything. Yay for slack time, etc.

FIN is confusing and the prof has the REALLY annoying neck thing which makes it hard to focus on the material. Plus there’s a hot boi close by. lol

Life in general has been good. Lots of studying and thinking about what I’m going to do this summer. I’ve dug out my nordictrack again, and have started using that. Tonight I did 10+ miles an hour for 5 minutes and then 6-7 miles an hour for 10 more minutes. This summer I think I’ll ride my bike alot and walk to loose the weight that I have gained as of recently, so depressing. And then next semester I’ll lift to put on muscle. Good times. But we all know how well I stick to plans, so I’m sure that’ll change.

I need to go see a doctor though before I start anything to rigorus. Adam’s been complaining about my breathing pattern and I’ve noticed it alot too. And then tonight when I was doing the nordictrack it got really bad. Must go get more drugs to fix that. Considering the ones that I have expired in like 1998 or something. lol.


Today was nazanin’s b-day, and she got a book on Bonsai, and she brought in these REALLy good cakes, she made them last year too. Oh so good. I love cake….. MUST STOP EATING FAT! I’m going on a rice diet.

I ordered a new graphics card, it should be here Friday. I can’t wait to get it cause then I can play Sim City 4 all the time! No one will EVERy see me! HA!

Speaking of no one ever seeing me. Tomorrow I’m going to be on campus practically all day. I have classes from 11-4 and then I’m going to stay on campus and work on Oracle stuff. I have to know it for my test on Monday in MIS. And then perhaps work on some FIN and POM shit. I have no idea what time I’ll get home. I did some of the POM stuff tonight, slack time!!!, but there’s more that needs to be done.

It’s good to know that our government if funneling money into such violent games to recruit for our army. Go us (or should that me “US”)!

I’m thinking of switching distros again, Redhat just doesn’t recognise my TV Tuner card like it should, and it won’t allow me to get auto-updates without paying for it. Bastards and theier wanting of money. I’m thinking of going back to SuSE, mostly because I tried installing Mandrake 9.0 and it froze EVERY time at different spots. So I gave up on them. I really wanted to give it another shot though. perhaps once ADAM gets me my computer back. lol

Anyways, I got MythTV working, but without my Tuner card working it’s of no use to me. Which is sad cause it’s all pretty and shit. I also have Mplayer working, which is good cause I can now watch my PRON on my Linux box without having to worry about codecs. However one thing I don’t like about mplayer is that when you go to full screen it just fills in the screen around the video with black, it doesn’t actually expand the video to full screen like WMP does. 🙁

Go me!