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I got a message from Austin last night that made me feel a bit better….

8:38:42 PM miklaustin: whats up hows your night going

Austin came back (8:38:43 PM)

8:38:55 PM blackc2004: it’s going good… my mythbox hates me

8:38:58 PM blackc2004: how about your night?

8:39:06 PM miklaustin: eh its okay

8:39:16 PM blackc2004: what’ve you been up too?

8:39:45 PM miklaustin: spending too much time dwelling on certain things

8:39:57 PM blackc2004: Oh?

8:40:44 PM blackc2004: What’s that?

8:41:23 PM miklaustin: things u dont wanna hear about

8:41:28 PM blackc2004: Why not?

8:41:35 PM miklaustin: regarding orlando

8:41:44 PM blackc2004: Well talk to me, I want to be your friend

8:41:52 PM miklaustin: hes not calling me bacck

8:41:58 PM miklaustin: i’m pretty sure hes over me

8:42:16 PM blackc2004: Aw. that sucks… I’m sorry… What happened on your dates, were they good?

8:42:18 PM miklaustin: and its a bit depressing

8:42:31 PM miklaustin: i’m having trouble getting it off my mind

8:42:38 PM blackc2004: I hear you there.

8:42:54 PM blackc2004: Like everyone’s been telling me, you’ll get over it.

8:43:08 PM blackc2004: Maybe he’s just busy

8:43:55 PM miklaustin: yeah i dont knwo

8:44:07 PM blackc2004: When was the last time you talked to him?

8:44:52 PM miklaustin: i called him

8:44:54 PM miklaustin: tonight

8:45:03 PM miklaustin: he was eating dinner and would call me back

8:45:08 PM blackc2004: When was that?

8:45:14 PM miklaustin: 45min

8:45:22 PM blackc2004: Well maybehe’s still eating dinner

8:46:09 PM miklaustin: hu huh

8:46:49 PM blackc2004: Some people eat slow… But how’d the dates this weekend go, was everything good… Did you talk to him sunday?

8:47:14 PM miklaustin: no

8:47:26 PM blackc2004: Satutday?

8:47:36 PM miklaustin: god i dont know ok

8:47:55 PM blackc2004: I’m just trying to help here Austin.. You said you were worried, I’m trying to get an idea of the situation!

8:48:39 PM blackc2004: Well just see if he calls you back tonight… Maybe he got busy with something after dinner

8:48:52 PM blackc2004: Don’t worry about it so much, he hasn’t said anything negative has he?

8:48:57 PM miklaustin: no

8:49:16 PM blackc2004: Well then I’m sure you’re just over analyzing it like you do everything else.

8:49:33 PM miklaustin: uh huh thanks chris

8:50:03 PM blackc2004: I’m just telling it how itis.. You’re always worried you’re not doing something right, when I bet you’re doing a perfect job.

8:50:41 PM blackc2004: Just give it time.

8:52:13 PM miklaustin: http://orangecounty.craigslist.org/m4m/141679729.html

8:52:15 PM miklaustin: gross chris.

8:52:29 PM blackc2004: lol, let’s not talk about that again

8:54:04 PM blackc2004: I installed my new PVR-150 in my myth box today

8:54:08 PM miklaustin: kewl

8:54:18 PM blackc2004: and now it won’t connect to the internet… for some reason it thinks it can support ipv6

8:54:23 PM blackc2004: and I don’t know how to turn that off

8:54:28 PM miklaustin: ew

8:54:41 PM blackc2004: And since it can’t connect to the internet, it can’t start mysql, which means it can’t start myth!

8:54:48 PM blackc2004: I think I’m just going to reinstall it all together

8:54:51 PM miklaustin: sounds like a mess

8:54:52 PM miklaustin: yeah

8:55:06 PM blackc2004: Yeah, it is a mess… Nile’s been sitting here trying to help me fix it, but we can’t get it

8:55:20 PM miklaustin: ah nice

8:55:23 PM miklaustin: good luck

8:55:32 PM blackc2004: Eh, I’ve given up, and he’s watching TV now

8:56:06 PM miklaustin: kewl

8:56:09 PM miklaustin: ok i’m gonna go

8:56:09 PM miklaustin: ttyl

8:56:12 PM blackc2004: Oh.ok

Austin went away (8:56:14 PM)

Away Message: I am away from my computer right now. (8:56:14 PM)

8:56:15 PM blackc2004: have a good night

8:56:16 PM miklaustin (Autoreply): I am away from my computer right now.

Austin came back (9:03:16 PM)

Austin went idle (9:13:18 PM)

Austin became active (9:15:11 PM)

9:18:41 PM miklaustin: hey :

9:18:41 PM blackc2004 (Autoreply): I’m in bed… Call my cell if you need me.

9:18:48 PM blackc2004: hey

9:18:59 PM miklaustin: i reallllly hate this

9:19:04 PM miklaustin: this is why i don’t like people

9:19:18 PM blackc2004: I’m sorry… I know how you feel

9:19:50 PM blackc2004: Just don’t stress about it.. the night is still young

9:20:06 PM miklaustin: i have to be in long beach at 7, and then again at 5

9:20:11 PM miklaustin: i dont know what to do all day

9:20:29 PM blackc2004: Aww that sucks… Can you find things to do up in Long Beach for the day?

9:20:42 PM blackc2004: Take your laptop up there and just hang out at the hotel or something?

9:21:00 PM blackc2004: Play sim city or watch movies or something

9:21:15 PM miklaustin: lol for like 6 hours?!

9:21:22 PM miklaustin: i could watch like 3 movies hahaha

9:21:40 PM blackc2004: Yeah, well you could go to a book store or something and read for a while too

9:21:42 PM blackc2004: break things up

9:22:05 PM miklaustin: hmmm yeah i dunno

9:22:33 PM blackc2004: I bet you could keep busy up there

9:22:37 PM blackc2004: Maybe go apartment hunting?

9:22:48 PM miklaustin: omg i have a voucemail

9:22:54 PM miklaustin: apt hunting:??? yeah maybe

9:23:15 PM blackc2004: Is it him?

9:23:19 PM miklaustin: i dunno

9:23:22 PM miklaustin: i have to go heck it

9:23:24 PM miklaustin: ch

9:23:34 PM blackc2004: ok

Austin went away (9:25:04 PM)

Austin came back (9:25:05 PM)

9:30:07 PM blackc2004: let me know yay or nay.. I’ve got to take nile home… back in like 10 minutes.

Austin went idle (9:35:51 PM)

9:43:20 PM blackc2004: i take it from your idleness that it must have been him

9:43:21 PM miklaustin (Autoreply): Whoops.. looks like i wandered off….

9:43:35 PM blackc2004: so i guess i’ll talk to you tomorrow i’m going to bed

9:43:36 PM blackc2004: night

Austin became active (10:01:15 PM)

10:01:43 PM miklaustin: sorry

10:01:44 PM blackc2004 (Autoreply): I’m in bed… Call my cell if you need me.

10:01:47 PM miklaustin: it was him

Sadly… It just makes me feel better hoping that Orlando ends up hating him. One can only hope. Though the fact that he did call makes me upset again.

I just wanted to say during that convo that… “If you called me, I would have stopped eating and talked to you.”

It just upsets me too that after 2 dates with this guy Austin’s so all over him.. What makes him so much better then me? :'(

God damnit, I so hate boys and the fucking OC right now.

So last night was suppoesd to be lots of fun.. As it always is when I go out with Austin.

But lets not get ahead of ourselves.

Yesterday at work I realized that my Itunes Library file didn’t get backed up. Which meant that I lost all my itunes ratings, playlists, etc.. I have over 7,000 songs.. Everyone one of them had a rating, they all had last played and play counts from more then a year’s worth of work.

So I downloaded iPodRip and paid for it. It started out just fine, copied most of my music over. And then started importing it into Itunes.. It kept most of the songs Ratings, play count etc. However, after about song 5,000 it fucking up and died! And now my iPod is EMPTY! Which means that I can’t even try again! WTF?!

So I’m insanly pissed about that. :'( God damnit.

Thankfully I have all the music backed up on an external hard drive, and I have an iTunes Library file from Sept. So I’m just going to be missing everything I did between Sept and today.. God!

So after that this guy Steven Oda called me, he’s like an Umpire for baseball and has been trying to get me to hang out with him for months. It started out that he just wanted to fuck.. So I always said no. Then it was that he just wanted to hang out, but I assumed it was just a guise to hookup. So I kept saying no.. Well last night I finially said yes… I wish I had done that sooner! lol.

He was really hot.. But very gay acting. Which is funny. He was nice and cute and stuff, but I don’t really think we found much to talk about. We went and saw Walk The Line. It was at a fucking $1 theater! How crazy is that. And the place was PACKED!

After the movie I was really tired and just decided to go home and go to bed. Of course, Austin as always calls and says, “Hey do you want to go out.” and I said, “Sure”. damnit.

So I get down to his house and we sit there watching Dumb and Dumber and winding cables. It was nice. We finially left there about midnight and got to the bar and went in. We hung out talking to this guy Michael that Austin new, and we had seen at the grocery store a while back. He’s cute and nice, but not my type.

Anyways, so Austin trys to make me dance and I go dance with him for a little bit, then later I refuse so he goes up and starts talking to this random guy and they go out and go dancing. Which is no big deal…

But then, it was time to go, and I go over and tell Austin that unless he’s getting a ride from this random guy that we have to leave. And he says “Ok”, so I go back and talk to michael for like 20 more minutes and he still doesn’t come so them Michael goes over there and tells him that we have to go….

Then he starts fucking making out with this guy. Which of course pisses me off so much on so many different levels..

A) Because Austin has said he only makes out with people who he has a strong connection too

B) Because I obviously like Austin and am jealous

C) Because I HATE when people do that… When I GO to the bar with someone I expect them to hang out with me, sure talk to other people, but don’t wonder off and start making out with them.. I’ve LEFT people at the bar before for doing that, and I SHOULD have done that to Austin.

So then Michael finially gets Austin to leave and shit and the whole way back to the car all Austin can talk about is this guy and he calls him like twice and it was just SO FUCKING ANNOYING.

Of course, you all know where this is going.. Big fight on the way back… Austin kept saying that he had this amazing connection with this guy.. And when I said, “Well what’s that connection got?” he said, “It’s none of your business”… WHAT?!

Finially he admitted the only connection he had with this guy was that he liked to dance… Hello? That’s not a STRONG connection. So I’m like, “So you’d rather have someone who will just dance with you then someone you can have a real meaningful converstaion with you”

And then he goes into this thing about how I don’t like being silly and fun. Which of course pissed me off. Just because I don’t like to dance, doesn’t mean I don’t like to be silly and fun. Screw you motherfucker.

So we get back to his house and he refuses to get out of the car. So I practically have to force him out.

Then I drive off and get about a block and just break down from all this fucking shit. Sit there crying for like 20 minutes and then Austin fucking calls me and is like. “I want you to come back so we can talk about this and blah blah blah and I really care about you and don’t want you mad at me”.

So since I was right down the street still I just went back and we go up to his room and he just sits there playing video games, and I tell him that if that’s what he’s going to do then I’m going to leave. So he stops and we start talking and he’s telling me that I’m being mean to him and all this. Then he lays in bed and tried to force me into bed with him, but I refused and just stood there in the door way.

I don’t remeber what all we talked about, but it was basically nothing. He was too drunk to be comprehensive. But I remember asking him what his problem was with me and why he’s acting like this and if he wants to be my friend or not, and he said, “Yes I want to be your friend I really like you… but it’s a secret” or something like that.

So he passes out at like 3:30 and stops repsonding, but I was too tird to drive the fuck home. So I sat on his computer till 5 cause I couldn’t sleep. And then finially just laid down in the bed and slept till 10. I didn’t touch him all night, I had my back to him and he never made any attempt to touch me. I assume it’s because he was too passed out.

Whatever. I’m so over this shit. He has to fucking stop.

Just one more chance. I give people way too many chances.