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Enfuego

So this weekend much stuff happened. I don’t really know what to think of it all right now. It’s really brough the three of us (Adam, Andrew and I) closer together. Friday was normal, we didn’t really see Andrew. Saturday was odd.

It didn’t really start until late that night we went hot tubbing and many things were divulged. Such as that back in the day before we knew Andrew it was in fact ME who he was checking out everytime we saw him at Java Joes. YAY that was a total ego boost.

We also FINALLY talked about the whole situation with his feelings towards me, etc. So that was nice to finally find things out. Although I still want to know more. Just for another ego boost though. It’s so nice when other guys who I find to be MUCH more attractive then me tell me I’m hot. It’s just such a nice feeling.

We also found out that Andrew’s been having a fuck buddy lately. Which Adam got kind of defensive about.

After the hot tub, we went inside, like I said, and watched the porn. It was good time, we were all just laying on the couch, not really in any sexual position, but just laying there, it was nice. Then Adam started up with the lick elbow thing on Andrew, and before I knew it he was in the middle laying in my lap, with Adam doing the elbow thing and my hand on his dick, pretty much jacking him off through his pants. And he was holding my hands and stuff. It was just so nice, and romantic.

It wasn’t like, “Oh threesome, sex sex sex, I’m horny” and I hope that’s not how Andrew felt. It was more then that. Even though no one actually came, etc. But it was a good time. lol. Andrew makes the cutest faces when he’s being molested like that. Ohh, I could have just ate him all up!

After it all happened, I was all worried that things would get wierd. Adam and I talked about it, and a line for me was really crossed, but I guess in the long run that’ll be ok.

I just think that I feel bad because I told myself that NOTHING would EVER happen with Andrew and now things are starting to happen. Plus I feel like a big fat ass compared to him.

Anyways. Today was good cause things didn’t appear to be wierd and we all talked about it some. He felt it wa snice, and he really enjoyed everything that happened, which is again, something that I was concerened about cause he’s one to tell someone that it’s alright, and then go to someone else and say “MAN THAT WAS NASTY!”

Anyhow, Adam and I talked about it on the way home from the mall and decided that there wouldn’t be any restrictions on this like there was with James, and that if things happen, we’ll just let them happen. I expressed what I thought was alright to have happen, and he expressed what the thought (Basically he said that ANYTHING could happen and he’d be fine).

Anyways, that’s what’s going on. Really good weekend cause it’s FUCKING hot to see my bf and my best friend doing that shit. OH, such a turn on! I wonder if str8 people do that??

19:13:28 acersai: So then…talking to Andrew…

19:13:43 acersai: Just making sure all is well on the western front…

19:13:59 acersai: and it appears that he feels the same way I think we do…

19:14:09 blackc2004: Which is?

19:14:35 acersai: I don’t think he thought of any of this as harmles fooling around with no actual connection.

19:14:51 acersai: "I thought of it as a more than a threesome sex act, it was a threeway personal connection, in whch we all feel attracted to the others."

19:14:58 acersai: " And I guess if you don’t feel the same way, and you’re looking at this as harmless messing around, things could get messy."

19:15:09 acersai: SqUaLL0112 (7:14:18 PM): but yes, i know exactly what you are talking about!

19:15:10 acersai: SqUaLL0112 (7:14:31 PM): dont worry!!!

19:15:16 acersai: qUaLL0112 (7:14:47 PM): i already told you guys in the hot tub im in love with both of you

19:15:25 blackc2004: Awww, how cute!

19:15:53 acersai: SO I think he knows how I feel, and kind of how you feel (I assume you feel abo0ut the same as I do) and I think he reciprocates.

19:16:06 blackc2004: Well that’s good to know.

19:16:24 acersai: He sees this as three people attracted to eachother, and sharing a physical connection.

19:17:11 acersai: And I see no problem with that, assuming that’s exactly what it is, and all three parties fully agree.

19:17:23 blackc2004: Alright…. Now get to what felt the best, and what he didn’t like.

19:17:25 blackc2004:

19:17:27 blackc2004: lol

19:17:34 acersai: lol

19:17:40 acersai: I didn’t get that far.

19:17:51 blackc2004: What, are you done talking to him?

19:17:55 blackc2004: lol

19:18:05 acersai: He was concerned that you might be jealous or not ok with him letting me do that at first

19:18:09 acersai: Yes he went to eat.

19:18:15 blackc2004: Ahh

19:18:32 acersai: Anyway he wanted to may positivly sure that we weren’t weird, and assured me that he was great!

19:18:47 acersai: With you what happened last night just happened. Not planned, not icky, not "kinky".

19:18:53 acersai: Ok it was kinky but not in a "We’re doing a kinky naughty thing…" it was a "Aww this is nice" kinky

19:18:58 blackc2004: Well that’s good.

19:18:59 blackc2004: lol

19:19:01 acersai: SqUaLL0112 (7:09:01 PM): for me it was "omg this is the best day of my life kinky" LOL

19:19:09 acersai: SO clearly he’s ok…

19:19:21 blackc2004: lol

19:19:54 acersai: And about my reaction to him and Joseph…and me not knowing why I reacted that way…

19:19:55 blackc2004: With you what happened last night just happened. Not planned, not icky, not "kinky".

19:19:56 acersai: SqUaLL0112 (7:06:26 PM): cause were so close it just feels like were all boyfriends maybe?

19:19:56 blackc2004: What?

19:20:14 blackc2004: Could be, eh.

19:20:24 acersai: What happened last night I didn’t feel was "kinky" or icky.

19:20:35 blackc2004: Ok

19:20:41 acersai: It wasn’t planned, like the thing with James.

19:20:56 acersai: I said that one was like, "Hye that could be fun…but with who? Hmm…James! He’s here already!"

19:21:02 blackc2004: Yes, cause that was going to be the nex question… Did you and Andrew plan it on the way there.

19:21:03 blackc2004: lol

19:21:09 blackc2004: lol

19:21:19 acersai: That’s what made that a kinky sexual act. Not a "Let’s share some intamacy"

19:21:26 acersai: Hell no!

19:21:32 blackc2004: ok

19:21:49 acersai: We didn’t even speak of ANYTHING like this till just a few minutes ago…up till now it just happened.

19:22:00 blackc2004: Gotchya.

Hi, I’m Leslie…

And I’ll be your waitress tonight… So do you guys go to the Frathouse?

This weekend was TONS of fun. Friday I got out of class at 11 and ran over to work because I saw that my Video card had been delivered. I came back, installed it and spent an hour or two playing with Sim City 4. Very VERY cool. As I’ve said before.

After I was done with that, I left to go back to Ankeny. I got my oil changed, and a hair cut. Good times.

From there I went to Adam’s house, we left to go get Andrew at VWM.

We all shopped there, I purchased the Orange shirt from Structure, only $12.00. Andrew also purchased it. After we were all done shopping, we headed to the Porn shop, got porn and then drove back to Ames. We wanted something to eat so we stopped at Hickory Park, where we had a lesbian waitress, she was THE BEST!

From there we came back to my house and watched the porn, talked and just had a really good bonding time. Yay bondness! lol

Saturday we got up, went back to Ankeny, filled out Apps and shopped at MHM, met up with Scott downtown. I beat up Andrew, alot. Adam thinks we were flirting, which we WERE NOT! Andrew and Scott left about 4ish, so Adam and I went back to my house, ate supper, hot tubbed, watched TV then went back to his house, met up with Andrew again, and did some more watching of TV and Andrew and I wrestled again!

Today’s been pretty boring and full of studying. I met up with Adam about 11:30, we did stuff, shop, etc. Then I came back here about 3ish and have been studying ever since. I’m now on a major study break.

The good news though is that two of my tests were pushed back, so I only have two on Monday now. So that’s good. However, they are the two hardest tests out of the four that I was supposed to have had.

I’ve been looking over my spending habits lately, and I really need a raise… Nazanin, could I have a raise?!?!
lol

Andrew also FINALLY gave me my b-day gift. It was the MOST thoughtful thing I think I’ve ever recieved from a friend. He got me a subscription to Ad-Busters. It’s overly cool because it’s such a great maqazine, plus because you can NEVER find them around here. Big hugs go out to him
::HUGS::

I also credited his bj account 500, so he’s now out of debt to me! lol.

In other news, I feel like a big blargy. I must start working out now. Tonight I did like 10 minutes on the Ab-Roller thing, my Abs were KILLING my by the time I was done, after that I lifted some for a while just bi-cep type lifts since I clearly don’t have any real work-out machinery here at my apartment. I must find someone to go work out with at the Rec. I’m going to do the nordictrack once I’m done with this entry. Good times.

Not much else going on …

Laters!

::Shivers::

It’s fucking cold outside, in case you hadn’t been there lately. I must get a heavier coat. Or I shall freeze to death one of these days waiting for the bus.

Yesterday was a VERY VERY long day. Rarr at all of that shit. I left my house at 7, and didn’t get back there tell 10:30. I was very pissed by the time the day was over.

First I had class, then work. Where I got alot done. I figured out how to get OpenBSD to use MD5 instead of blowfish encryption for the passwords, then I got SMTP Auth to authorize people to send things, but it still won’t actually let people send stuff, it’s denying the relay. Which is uber annoying. But if I let it really things, then it lets EVERYONE relay, even if they havn’t authenticated. I tried explaining this to Nazanin and she was like “I don’t get it.” lol. I was amused. Mostly cause I don’t get it either. The next step, after I get it to relay ANYTHING that’s authorized and not EVERYTHING is to get it to use the OpenBSD master.passwd file which is now in MD5. However to do that, it seems that when you authenticate you have to use MD5, which right now, only Kmail, and Evolution support. Everyone at works is using Outlook and Eudora, which only supports plain. Which would then force us to use a TSL or SSL connection to the e-mail server, which is what I want to make them do. But I don’t want to have to store passwords on the system in Plain text.

Quick example….
Password in PLAIN is stored as:
thisisatestp@sswd
Password in CRAM-MD5 is stored as:
$1$huQJZuO3$srF/Up7HLx/bTiLIgLXS41
Password in Blowfish is stored as:
$2a$08$1IjKNx9Fiqzj2Tik0Dfe8./63Qg/o1DR8WIp8PCrS/HnPM2kK0DYC
(All passwords equate to “thisisatestp@sswd”)

Obviously Blowfish is stronger encyrption, but pretty much nothing uses it expect for *BSD’s from what I’ve found. MD5 is FAR better then PLAIN, but not as good as Blowfish. Again thgouh, hardly anyone supports it.

What I’d really like to do is get SMTP Auth to accept the PLAIN passwords over an TSL (Already enabled) or SSL (Not yet enabled) connection and then check it against the MD5 passwords that are in the master.passwd file of the local machine. What I’m thinking MIGHT have to be done though is NIS, or a Kerbos authentication of somesort. So we’ll see how it all plays out.

Ok, after all that then, I came back to campus about 6:00 and met with my group to work on our project which is due today. We worked on that tell almost ten… I’m sure we would have been here later, but we all had buses to catch, that went by about 9:49ish. I was so very annoyed though with them all cause they didn’t have a clue what was going on and a couple of my group memeber have no clue how C# works. I don’t think they’ve done any programming, or even looked at the book this semester. Rarr. So yeah, that took FOREVER.

Adam was supposed to come up and show me his car. I told him that I had NO idea what time I’d be back to my apartment and that it’d probably be late… So when it was infact LATE he calls and leave a very mad sounding message on my Voicemail. I call him back and he sounds pissed again, so I get pissed cause he’s got no reason to get pissed cause I told him that it’d be late and that there probably wouldn’t be a chance for him to come up at all. As I was talking to him, at the MOTHER FUCKING COLD bus stop, Vero came up. And I was all excited. So I finished talking to Adam, and he seemed to be more upset, and I was more upset.

I talked to Vero which was fun cause I haven’t seen her in like FOREVER! We talked about school and other random shit… It was good to see her.

The bus FINALLY showed up at 9:49.. I could have sworn the thing said 9:39 when I left, but whatever. So we got on and she rode to those tower things, that aren’t towers. And I rode to the Commuter Lot. Where, after sitting for only 4 hours, my car had FROST on the windows. So I had to scrape it off. Rarr.

I got home about 10:30, ate and went to bed… Still FROZEN from having to stand and wait for the damn bus.

This morning came far to quickly. I got up again at 6:30, and went to class at 7. Todays the last day for that class, so next week I don’t have to get up until 10 on Monday and 11 on Friday. So that’s cool. I still have to be up at 8 on Wed though cause I’ve got other stuff to do.

I also started reading this book that I want, (from the preview pages on Amazon.com). They had the first 14 pages, and it seems REALLY fucking good. In the first 14 pages, I was almost crying my eyes out, and if I hadn’t been in a computer lab, I probably would have been crying. The book is called “A Boy I Once Knew: What a Teacher Learned from Her Student.” Really good book!

Now I’m in the computer lab, freezing to death cause I swear they feel the need to refrigerate this place… I’m going to finish this and go warm up my hands b sticking them under some cold water. Laters All!

PS: Go get me something on Amazon!!!! lol