Every Intention

I had every intention of getting up this morning at 6:30 and riding my bike for an hour. Every Intention, I really did! I even laid out my clothes for biking and the outfit that I was going to wear today so that I wouldn’t have to waste the time looking for it all. Although, when the time came, I just kept hitting snooze. And apparently the Snooze button turned into an off button because I didn’t get out of bed until 7:45, and I had to be at work at 8. I was right on time too, although I didn’t shave, and my hair looks horrible.

I’m only working 3 hours today, so that’s good. I have some small stuff that I can do in that time, I don’t think I’ll get into any of the big stuff today because there’s really no time to do it all.

After work I go and take Final number 5. I’m not too worried about it, although I’m sure I should be. Hopefully it’ll go alright. I haven’t had much energy lately to do anything for myself, studying, getting back into exercising. I have all these great plans, but they just never get done anymore.

I’m not sure why, I mean I’m happy in life right now, and having a great time. I just don’t know why I can’t get my ass in gear and do this shit. Last night I tried to study, but I just couldn’t. I’m falling back into one of those stages, hopefully it’ll be short lived, if not, it’s back to the drugs.

After the final’s over (and hopefully that’ll be about 1ish), I’m headed to Waukee to hang out with Andrew today. We’re going to go malling and find me some new shorts. I really wish now that I had purchased more then one pair when we were at the Mall of America and they were only $10. But I guess life is life, and I have to deal with the $40 price tags now. Hopefully we can find somewhere cheap and get shorts there, maybe GoodWill?

I went last night and bought the rechargable batteries for my camera, and I also bought a case for it because the LCD screen was getting a bit scratched up in my bag. I’ve also added a TON of shit to my Amazon.com wish list. Starting my christmas list early, lol. And this year I’m only going to give that list to my PU’s, that way hopefully they’ll actually buy shit off of it, unlike last year. Then I’ll print it and cut out the “inapproriate” stuff for my G&G and the rest of the family.

That’s something else that’s been bothering me. I really wish that I could tell my G&G about my being gay, and I wish that I could take my bf at the time down there and be like, “Hey G&G, this is my bf and we’re going to go upstairs and have wild wild sex now. Could you have some good cookies ready for when we get done, cause it makes us REALLY hungry, bubye!” roflol! Anyways, yeah. I just wish that I could take my bf down there and let them know and stuff.

Although I am kinda wondering if they know or not, because they have stopped bitching at me for not having a gf and my Gma has been off my back about reproducing for her! So I wonder if someone has slipped and told them??

Who knows.

Anyways, I should get to work. Laters!

No More Drama!

Ok, so this weekend was in fact TONS of greatness. Saturday like I said, we went out to Grays lake, where we sat down on the dock thing. I was amazed at some of the Parents that were there. First off, when we got there, there were these two women sitting there talking, so we went to the opposite side of the thing and sat down and talked. Before I knew it they were gone. Eh, whatever. So we sat there by ourselves for a while, just being our cute selves. Lots of people walked by, no one said anything, or did anything that we could see. EVentually two more women came down and sat there for a long time. Drew Bear and I talked about what we thought people did when they were with their children and saw us, or even when it was just them and they saw us. Did they turn and go the other way, did they say something under thier breath, etc. After about an hour of being there, we heard our first derogatory remarks. Made by some stupid white trash kids as they rode their bikes by. And they also waited tell they were FAR out of our reach to yell at us. Shortly after that happened the other two women got up and left. I was amazed that it took so long for something to happen….

But after that something else happened that made up for the deragatory terms. A father and his small girl were rollerblading around, and I would assume that the girl asked to come down to where we were and play in the lake. And he let her! I know this might SEEM like a small thing, but in my eyes that’s a very big step, and it shows that he’s probably a pretty good father. When I saw them coming down I figured that he’d probably at least take her so that she’s as far away from the “homo’s” as possilbe, and also probably have her face away from us. But he actually led her out closer to us, and he also had her facing us! I dunno, this just seems really cool to me!

Blah blah blah, At Perkins we hung around and talked for a while, and had a really good convo. We talked about some really random things and made fun of the gay boi that had brought his prom date to Perkins for dinner. hehe. After that to the girls, where we were cute again! We’re soooo cute! I guess everyone has to have one ugly before a cutie, eh?!?! After that to Ames. When we got there, I was SOOO tired that I just wanted to colapse. But somehow I/we managed up the strength (But then again, who couldn’t when you’ve got such a cutie) to kiss him, which led to other things, which led to me jacking him off again, and him cumming. But this time in my HAIR! Bastard. lol. Then I jacked myself off, and I came as well. Good times. We cleaned up and then went to bed.

Sunday we got up and I showered and got dressed, but Drew just showered and then walked around all day in his gap pants, and no shirt. Ohhh, I can’t get over how hot he is! Rarrr at my Drew Bear. I know that I go on and on about how hot he is, but I’m really not that shallow. He’s also very hot mentally. And it makes me so happy that he’s such a smart boi, and that he’s so financially stable/secure. Something I definitally need. I don’t want anymore of that shit that Adam put me through with his financial stupidness. Anyways, back to Drew. He’s so menatlly stimulating, and I hope that I am for him as well, and that I’m not just a hot body (S, since I’m not a hot body), lol.

It was sad when he finally put his shirt on and we had to leave. So sad. Then we got to his house and it was very wierd dropping him off there and kissing him right infront of his house. But I’m sure I can get over that! lol.

Oh, he came a second time in there somewhere, he did that himself. I didn’t cum again, because I didn’t want to. I was happier just holding him, and kissing him, and showing that I cared for him. And I hope that he felt the same.

I want to write about how many problems Adam’s been causeing, but I don’t want to fuck up a good, happy entry. So that’ll be later.

An Update For You…

This is for Queenie McILikeToAnnoyTopherUntilHeUpdatesAndOfferToTakeHimToDinnerPlusDesertPlusALittleSomething
ExtraThatIWon’tTellHimWhAtThatExtraThingIsAndIDoubtThatI’llGetMyFoodFromThisUpadte!

Well here’s what I’ve been doing lately….

Monday I got up early to register for classes. I got a REALLY easy schedule this upcoming semester. Only 12 credits. I didn’t get into two of the classes that I REALLY wanted to get into (ExSp 166, Weight Lifting; MGMT 414, International Managment) so I had to do some last minute mixing of things. But I’ve got a good schedule…

MIS 435 MW 3:40 – 4:55
Poli Sci 251 TR 9:30 – 10:45
TRLOG 360 TR 12:40 – 1:55
MGMT 370 TR 3:40 – 4:55


Should be a fairly easy schedule. Plus I’ll have time to work out and get all buff and shit in the mornings, and tons of time to work, which means LOTS of money!

Other then that not much going on. Yesterday I worked alot. I got Sept ’01 up and in the archives. Also thanks to JULIAN (WE LOVE YOU), I have the archives so that they’re oldest on top, whereas the main page is newest on top. It just makes it easier to read that way.

I’ve also set up my website localy on my machine so that I can play with it and not worry about those private entries get out… I’m trying to fix a hack that I did back when I started using b2. Back then they didn’t have a private feature, where now they have added such a thing in the newest versions. So I downloaded the new version. Anyways, long story short. I’m working on getting it so that I can at least edit the old entries (Because with the hack, once they were off the front page, if I wanted to update them I had to go to the database and do it with INSERT statements, which can get to be a pain in the ASS)

So what else has been up… Today’s been REALLY fucking nice. It was 87 out, for our high. I hate the spring semester because as the semster goes on, it gets nicer out, and you’re wanting to attend classes gets lower. Making it HARDER to actually go to classes. I REALLY wanted to skip my last class of the day, but I didn’t.

I did however after wards go out and ride my bike for 45 minutes and then go tanning for a while. I’m going to start tanning T and R so that way I look somewhat hot, even though I’m still to fat to go to the beach without a shirt on! Hopefully by the end of summer, I’ll be hot as hell!

Speaking of summer. I’m also taking 6 credits this summer, PHIL 230 or TRLOG 360 first 4 weeks from 12-2, and then MIS 433 the second 4 weeks from 9-11 or something. The plan is to get up, workout, go to class and then work until 5 or 6.

I’ve also planned for time off from 7/12 – 7/20 off. I’d like to go either to the Canyon again, of the the Black Hills. Perhaps somewhere else. Either way, I’m going to spend a week camping sometime this summer, even if no one else wants to come with me!

I have a test tomorrow, so I must study for it, then two tests next Tuesday, and a test next Wed.

Off I go, hope you enjoyed the update!

Man, it’s HOT!

So this weekend has been TONS of fun.

Friday I got up and hung out around here tell my mom got here. We went off to the dentist, where I got sick upon hearing the procedure. It wasn’t pretty.

After that I changed real quick into my UBER SEXY outfit (Black pants, orange shirt… Rarr. I’d do me!). Then I went off and met up with Andrew at VWM. We shopped and had a good time. From there we went downtown and hung out.

Adam showed up about 10ish or so, and we stayed tell 11. After that Adam and I went back to my house, talked about things. And then went to bed.

Saturday we went out and did stuff tell Andrew got off. Then we all hung out all night. We highlighted our hair, and did other stuff, we all look VERY cute now!

Stayed out tell like 12:30 or so. Not that late of a night really, but I was DEAD tired. Scott and Sheila were downtown and that was amusing. Other hot bois throughout the night too!

I used Funky Chunky (sp?) on my hair, and like I tend to do. I checked the ingredients. The second one was something called “dimethylaminoethylmethacrylate copolymer” and being who am I. I was curious as to what exactly it was. So I went and looked it up. It’s the same stuff they use in InkJet Printers to adhear the ink to the paper. Very interesting.

Today we got up, my contacts got all fucked up so Adam had to drive me to my house so I could get my glasses. Got those then called Andrew.

Met up with him about 1ish or so and we went to Saylorville and walked around and talked. Good times.

Went back to my house, talked some more, went to Adam’s house, talked some more. Good times really. Rather boring, but still good.

Came back home about 5ish, then went out for a bike ride cause it was so damn nice out! Rode about 8 miles or so. I really need to get a thingy that tells me exactly how far I’ve gone.

I wish that I lived on the 3rd or 4th floor. Since I ride my bike everywhere during the summer, and there’s no bike racks around here I carry my bike up stairs and down the stairs and by the time the summers over, I’d be THIN (from riding), big arms (from carrying the bike), a nice ass (from climbing the stairs). And other things. I’d be so hot!

Anyways, I’m out now! Laters!

TeSt!

So they should start a new reality series, staring me, and my FOUR tests in TWO days! Three on Monday, one Tuesday morning. Rarr.

I don’t know how well I’ll do on them, today my Mkt prof went over sample questions that are going to be on that test, they all seemed pretty easy. Hopefully they will be, cause that’s the one I’m going to study less for. I also have tests in FIN, MIS, and POM.

Other then all the tests classes have been going fairly well. We had our first milestone due in MIS, we got that back and missed 6 points, he’s giving them all back because the directions were clearly not clear! He took off points because we didn’t include a mission statement, and then instructions said NOTHING of a mission statement, and the other thing that he took points off for we had, but he claimed we didn’t because it was on the same page as another thing. Why the HELL would you take off points for that. The direction didn’t say ANTYHING of specifically needing a page break between the two things. He’s sucha dumbshit.

On top of that, he goes through all the slides SO fast. If Julian thinks that his prof goes through them fast try this guy! Grrrr. He annoys me so. I have yet to actually LEARN anything during a class. If he didn’t take attendance every day, I just might skip it.

POM is going well, I understand everything. Yay for slack time, etc.

FIN is confusing and the prof has the REALLY annoying neck thing which makes it hard to focus on the material. Plus there’s a hot boi close by. lol

Life in general has been good. Lots of studying and thinking about what I’m going to do this summer. I’ve dug out my nordictrack again, and have started using that. Tonight I did 10+ miles an hour for 5 minutes and then 6-7 miles an hour for 10 more minutes. This summer I think I’ll ride my bike alot and walk to loose the weight that I have gained as of recently, so depressing. And then next semester I’ll lift to put on muscle. Good times. But we all know how well I stick to plans, so I’m sure that’ll change.

I need to go see a doctor though before I start anything to rigorus. Adam’s been complaining about my breathing pattern and I’ve noticed it alot too. And then tonight when I was doing the nordictrack it got really bad. Must go get more drugs to fix that. Considering the ones that I have expired in like 1998 or something. lol.

Kids.

Today was nazanin’s b-day, and she got a book on Bonsai, and she brought in these REALLy good cakes, she made them last year too. Oh so good. I love cake….. MUST STOP EATING FAT! I’m going on a rice diet.

I ordered a new graphics card, it should be here Friday. I can’t wait to get it cause then I can play Sim City 4 all the time! No one will EVERy see me! HA!

Speaking of no one ever seeing me. Tomorrow I’m going to be on campus practically all day. I have classes from 11-4 and then I’m going to stay on campus and work on Oracle stuff. I have to know it for my test on Monday in MIS. And then perhaps work on some FIN and POM shit. I have no idea what time I’ll get home. I did some of the POM stuff tonight, slack time!!!, but there’s more that needs to be done.

It’s good to know that our government if funneling money into such violent games to recruit for our army. Go us (or should that me “US”)!

I’m thinking of switching distros again, Redhat just doesn’t recognise my TV Tuner card like it should, and it won’t allow me to get auto-updates without paying for it. Bastards and theier wanting of money. I’m thinking of going back to SuSE, mostly because I tried installing Mandrake 9.0 and it froze EVERY time at different spots. So I gave up on them. I really wanted to give it another shot though. perhaps once ADAM gets me my computer back. lol

Anyways, I got MythTV working, but without my Tuner card working it’s of no use to me. Which is sad cause it’s all pretty and shit. I also have Mplayer working, which is good cause I can now watch my PRON on my Linux box without having to worry about codecs. However one thing I don’t like about mplayer is that when you go to full screen it just fills in the screen around the video with black, it doesn’t actually expand the video to full screen like WMP does. 🙁

Go me!