Crazy

So I love crazy old bus drivers…

The blue south route stops at the towers. 90% of the people that ride blue south get off there (Less then half the way through the route).

This semester they’ve been running two blue souths during peak times because last semester people that needed to go farther then towers (Who by the way have thier OWN FUCKING route to take to towers that goes by every 10 minutes as opposed to the blue south, which for anyone that lives past towers is the only route to take and only goes by every 30 minutes) don’t get passed up.

Well today Blue south #1 was full when I went to get on it, so I had to get on Blue South #2. Well, everyone but me got off at towers on #2, so the bus driver was like, “Where you going” And I told him South Meadows, and he was like, alright. And he just went off his route and took my right to my apartment, it was so nice of him!

Usually I have to walk a couple blocks when I get off the bus, so annoying when it’s cold out like this.

So Sleepover 3.0 is supposed to happen tonight.. Good times.

Andrew purchased a video camera, and I just purchased a digital camera. We’re going to document this summer!

Laters all!

I’ll Type This

Ok, so since the last update didn’t turn out as well as it should have (I was trying out some new Voice Recon Software, which clearly didn’t work) I’ll actually type this one.

So it’s Tuesday and I’ve been on campus since 10 this morning, and I’ll be here until 10 tonight. Rarr at that. I had classes this morning. It was alright, not much really going on.

After I got out of my first class (Marston 207) I came out the doors and saw nothing but whiteness. It was so pretty. I really wish that I had a digital camera right now.

Anyways, got out of my second class at 2, went up to 4th floor library to watch the snow and study. I read a chapter in my MIS book and a chapter in my MKT book. Only have 2 more to go before next Wed for MIS and one more for MKT. Rarr

They really should have done a reality show about me this semester. Again next week I have TWO tests on the SAME day right after each other. Rarr.

And I’m on campus until late tonight because I have one at 8. I keep checking my e-mail hoping that I’ll get something from Sapp saying that the test is cancelled, but the posibility of that happening is nill.

Anyways, I must go and study for my FIN test again here soon. I just took a break for a while. In the carver basement now! weeeee.

There’s much confusion going on in my life right now. Things are good, but I’m confused as to what I want. Must talk to the parties involved, in more depth. But it’s hard to do that online, so it’ll have to wait until this weekend.

Speaking of this weekend, it should be fun, can’t wait!

Laters!

Andrew Talking about Relationships

21:51:47 squall0112: stupid computer
21:51:59 blackc2004: Stupid computer user!
21:52:00 blackc2004: lol
21:52:29 squall0112: bah
21:52:38 blackc2004: I’ll BAH your ass!
21:52:55 squall0112: whatever
21:53:05 squall0112: so ive got a question.. what were your thoughts on what happened?
21:53:26 blackc2004: What do you mean?
21:53:54 squall0112: just what were your thoughts? like , dislike, etc?
21:55:05 blackc2004: I liked it, it was very nice.
21:55:09 blackc2004: u?
21:55:23 squall0112: im sure you know the answer to that
21:55:29 blackc2004: lol.
21:56:10 squall0112: but like beyond that, do you have any other thoughts?
21:58:18 blackc2004: I’m still undecided about a lot of things really. It was nice, but there’s still questions in my head, especially after what happened between Adam, James and I. I don’t want a reocurance of that because you are a much better friend then James, and I don’t want to fuck that up.
21:59:29 squall0112: yes of course
22:00:49 squall0112: do you feel like a mutual attraction betweeen all of us?
22:02:35 blackc2004: Yeah I feel that way.
22:04:10 squall0112: thats cool
22:04:33 squall0112: i just thought id ask since you never volunteer your opinion, mr. black!
22:04:39 blackc2004: I’m really confussed right now. Because I don’t know how you feel, Adam and I have talked about it.
22:04:48 squall0112: what about?
22:04:50 blackc2004: And I know what you’ve told Adam, but that’s not much.
22:05:02 blackc2004: About the whole thing. What are your feelings?
22:05:19 squall0112: i dont really know.. i mean i like both of you guys you know?
22:05:51 blackc2004: Yeah.
22:06:20 squall0112: what about you?
22:06:25 squall0112: its so confusing to me
22:07:22 blackc2004: Join the confusion club!
22:07:42 blackc2004: But I’m sure we’ll all work it out! We should just have another session in the “Trust Tub”
22:07:43 blackc2004: lol
22:08:01 squall0112: lol
22:08:16 squall0112: im just not sure i should allow myself to feel anything
22:08:23 blackc2004: Why not?
22:09:16 squall0112: b/c it will most likely lead to some form of heartbreak for me, b/c thats what always happens
22:10:30 blackc2004: Not just for you, for both of us as well. And I mean, when you go to Cali, there’s going to be heartbreak anyways. We’re all so very close now, it’s going to be really hard for the two of us when you leave!
22:11:26 squall0112: i know, and it makes leaving now such an extrememly tough decision
22:12:38 blackc2004: I don’t really think there is a decision to be made. You’re going to cali. Even if we have to drive you there, and kick you out of the truck! We’ll be sad, but that’s what you’re ALWAYS talking about wanting to do!
22:13:46 squall0112: yeah i know i know… and ill go
22:13:49 squall0112: but im gonna cry a lot!
22:13:58 blackc2004: You won’t be the only one!
22:14:14 squall0112: aww are you gonna cry?
22:14:42 blackc2004: Probably.
22:14:43 blackc2004: lol
22:15:56 squall0112: aww
22:17:17 squall0112: anyways onto something more lighthearted
22:17:21 blackc2004: lol
22:17:22 squall0112: i read a book in a day! wow!
22:17:36 blackc2004: What book? The Three Pigs?
22:17:44 squall0112: candide
22:17:49 squall0112: it was only 87 pages
22:18:00 blackc2004: So it was practically the three pigs.

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Enfuego

So this weekend much stuff happened. I don’t really know what to think of it all right now. It’s really brough the three of us (Adam, Andrew and I) closer together. Friday was normal, we didn’t really see Andrew. Saturday was odd.

It didn’t really start until late that night we went hot tubbing and many things were divulged. Such as that back in the day before we knew Andrew it was in fact ME who he was checking out everytime we saw him at Java Joes. YAY that was a total ego boost.

We also FINALLY talked about the whole situation with his feelings towards me, etc. So that was nice to finally find things out. Although I still want to know more. Just for another ego boost though. It’s so nice when other guys who I find to be MUCH more attractive then me tell me I’m hot. It’s just such a nice feeling.

We also found out that Andrew’s been having a fuck buddy lately. Which Adam got kind of defensive about.

After the hot tub, we went inside, like I said, and watched the porn. It was good time, we were all just laying on the couch, not really in any sexual position, but just laying there, it was nice. Then Adam started up with the lick elbow thing on Andrew, and before I knew it he was in the middle laying in my lap, with Adam doing the elbow thing and my hand on his dick, pretty much jacking him off through his pants. And he was holding my hands and stuff. It was just so nice, and romantic.

It wasn’t like, “Oh threesome, sex sex sex, I’m horny” and I hope that’s not how Andrew felt. It was more then that. Even though no one actually came, etc. But it was a good time. lol. Andrew makes the cutest faces when he’s being molested like that. Ohh, I could have just ate him all up!

After it all happened, I was all worried that things would get wierd. Adam and I talked about it, and a line for me was really crossed, but I guess in the long run that’ll be ok.

I just think that I feel bad because I told myself that NOTHING would EVER happen with Andrew and now things are starting to happen. Plus I feel like a big fat ass compared to him.

Anyways. Today was good cause things didn’t appear to be wierd and we all talked about it some. He felt it wa snice, and he really enjoyed everything that happened, which is again, something that I was concerened about cause he’s one to tell someone that it’s alright, and then go to someone else and say “MAN THAT WAS NASTY!”

Anyhow, Adam and I talked about it on the way home from the mall and decided that there wouldn’t be any restrictions on this like there was with James, and that if things happen, we’ll just let them happen. I expressed what I thought was alright to have happen, and he expressed what the thought (Basically he said that ANYTHING could happen and he’d be fine).

Anyways, that’s what’s going on. Really good weekend cause it’s FUCKING hot to see my bf and my best friend doing that shit. OH, such a turn on! I wonder if str8 people do that??

19:13:28 acersai: So then…talking to Andrew…

19:13:43 acersai: Just making sure all is well on the western front…

19:13:59 acersai: and it appears that he feels the same way I think we do…

19:14:09 blackc2004: Which is?

19:14:35 acersai: I don’t think he thought of any of this as harmles fooling around with no actual connection.

19:14:51 acersai: "I thought of it as a more than a threesome sex act, it was a threeway personal connection, in whch we all feel attracted to the others."

19:14:58 acersai: " And I guess if you don’t feel the same way, and you’re looking at this as harmless messing around, things could get messy."

19:15:09 acersai: SqUaLL0112 (7:14:18 PM): but yes, i know exactly what you are talking about!

19:15:10 acersai: SqUaLL0112 (7:14:31 PM): dont worry!!!

19:15:16 acersai: qUaLL0112 (7:14:47 PM): i already told you guys in the hot tub im in love with both of you

19:15:25 blackc2004: Awww, how cute!

19:15:53 acersai: SO I think he knows how I feel, and kind of how you feel (I assume you feel abo0ut the same as I do) and I think he reciprocates.

19:16:06 blackc2004: Well that’s good to know.

19:16:24 acersai: He sees this as three people attracted to eachother, and sharing a physical connection.

19:17:11 acersai: And I see no problem with that, assuming that’s exactly what it is, and all three parties fully agree.

19:17:23 blackc2004: Alright…. Now get to what felt the best, and what he didn’t like.

19:17:25 blackc2004:

19:17:27 blackc2004: lol

19:17:34 acersai: lol

19:17:40 acersai: I didn’t get that far.

19:17:51 blackc2004: What, are you done talking to him?

19:17:55 blackc2004: lol

19:18:05 acersai: He was concerned that you might be jealous or not ok with him letting me do that at first

19:18:09 acersai: Yes he went to eat.

19:18:15 blackc2004: Ahh

19:18:32 acersai: Anyway he wanted to may positivly sure that we weren’t weird, and assured me that he was great!

19:18:47 acersai: With you what happened last night just happened. Not planned, not icky, not "kinky".

19:18:53 acersai: Ok it was kinky but not in a "We’re doing a kinky naughty thing…" it was a "Aww this is nice" kinky

19:18:58 blackc2004: Well that’s good.

19:18:59 blackc2004: lol

19:19:01 acersai: SqUaLL0112 (7:09:01 PM): for me it was "omg this is the best day of my life kinky" LOL

19:19:09 acersai: SO clearly he’s ok…

19:19:21 blackc2004: lol

19:19:54 acersai: And about my reaction to him and Joseph…and me not knowing why I reacted that way…

19:19:55 blackc2004: With you what happened last night just happened. Not planned, not icky, not "kinky".

19:19:56 acersai: SqUaLL0112 (7:06:26 PM): cause were so close it just feels like were all boyfriends maybe?

19:19:56 blackc2004: What?

19:20:14 blackc2004: Could be, eh.

19:20:24 acersai: What happened last night I didn’t feel was "kinky" or icky.

19:20:35 blackc2004: Ok

19:20:41 acersai: It wasn’t planned, like the thing with James.

19:20:56 acersai: I said that one was like, "Hye that could be fun…but with who? Hmm…James! He’s here already!"

19:21:02 blackc2004: Yes, cause that was going to be the nex question… Did you and Andrew plan it on the way there.

19:21:03 blackc2004: lol

19:21:09 blackc2004: lol

19:21:19 acersai: That’s what made that a kinky sexual act. Not a "Let’s share some intamacy"

19:21:26 acersai: Hell no!

19:21:32 blackc2004: ok

19:21:49 acersai: We didn’t even speak of ANYTHING like this till just a few minutes ago…up till now it just happened.

19:22:00 blackc2004: Gotchya.