Didn’t you already tell your mother that story?

Sunday, April 20, 2003
1:24PM – “Didn’t you already tell your mother that story?” Private

“Mother? I’m talking to the Bloomingdales catalog lady!”
LOL fun times!

So this weekend has been fucking awesome!

Friday I asked mother if I could stay at CHris’ and she reluctantly said yes. So after work, I stopped at Hy-Vee for pictures and then hightailed it up to Ames! I got there a little before 8 and Chris was cooking dinner. Totally cute 🙂

So we had a pow wow on the floor and ate dinner, these taco/burrito/fajita things. VERY good, my compliments to the chef! hehe. Yeah, then we watched TV I think, I dunno I don’t really remember.
The point is: Sister, Sister was on. So we watched that and just talked and random shit. We kissed and whatnot, somehow we ended up in the bed, still kissing and being all cuddly. Eventually, we decided that the alcohol didn’t need to go to waste, so we drank some of it. We both had 2 wine coolers, which didn’t do a thing for me, except make my stomach just a *wee* bit queazy. After that, we ended up just going to bed….

Well, going INTO the bed, and making out for a while. Then we were kissing, and the next thing I knew, I was waking up the next morning. Very weird. We were even still above the covers. I got under the covers and Chris and I cuddled sme more, holding each other and what not 🙂 It was only 7:38… I don’t think Chris was too happy.

Ugh, and my stupid back was really fucking up. SO annoying.

So then we kept making out and stuff, and it was REALLY good. I’d like to know where Chris learned all his techniques, b/c he is really good. The boy can make me squirm! 🙂 It was totally awesome, but I did feel bad, b/c sometimes I felt like he was doing more (licking body parts, etc.) for me than I was for him. I’ll have to change that next time, I don’t want to be only a taker! I like to give too! So that kept up for several hours, and ended with me sitting in between his legs while we kissed and he jacked me off, b/c I DESPERATELY needed to cum. Well, at first I was skeptical, and all “Well, I’ll just take over when I’m ready and then I will cum.” Nope! Chris started licking me elbow while he was jacking me (Enfuego came out of the pants now b/c I didn’t want to cum all in my boxers b/c I only brought the pair I was wearing) So Chris was licking the elbow, and jacking me, and suddenly I was thinking “OH MY GOD. I Am gonna have an orgasm!!!!!!!” AND *drum roll*

I DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I came without touching myself AT ALL. It was totally amazing, and a REALLY REALLY good cum. I seriously could not (and still can’t!) believe it. After all the guys that have tried and tried to make me cum, no one ever has, and now Chris finally did.

And I don’t mean it in a strictly sexual sense. It really said something to me that he could make me cum. It makes sense in my head….

Anyways after that I scampred off to the shower, completely delighted, and I neglected Hoodie. 🙁 I felt really bad, suddenly in the shower, I was like OMG I didn’t let Chris cum! And i Felt really bad. THen my belly button ring fell out. Because the top ball had somehow fallen out again. Whoops.
Anyways I apologized to Chris for the cum thing and he said it was ok. THen we made macaroni, ateit and Watched Golden Girls, I made some phone calls, and we left. We went to the mall at Ames, and stopped in the Software Store, where Chris reitertated that I’m a big geek/nerd/loser. From what I gather though, he thinks its cute. So its ok.

Then we came to DSM and I almost died on the way b/c it was raining pretty bad. I left my car at PC, and we were gonna go to my house, and hang out play video games and the such, but mother forbade us for coming over. So off to Valley West it was. We didn’t really do anything there, just randomness, walking around… we didn’t even really go into the stores. But we did pee! And that’s the important part.

We left and I called again and us coming over was Okayd. But only for a few hours. We get there and mother isn’t even home! SHe is TOO weird sometimes. So I showed Chris some more games, and I’m not sure how interested he was in them, but if he wasn’t he faked it well lol. We both played some, and then decided to go out to eat.

We went to Cheddars which was fun, Chris contending the whole time that he had NEVEr eaten therebefore, while for me, it’s practically my 3rd home. My 2nd being in Chris’ arms. 🙂

So we ate, I paid, we wanted dessert but we were too blargy.

Oh I forgot to mention it was “Ugly People day at the mall. I reallywish Chris and I would get the memo so we would know to avoid it.

THen we went to B&N and met up with Sheila and did random shit, Sheila telling us the woes of her life, it was funny. We left, and went to PC to go hot-tubbing, which I hadn’t done in so long!
We cuddled on Chris’ bed for awhile before we left and I would’ve been happy spending the rest of the night there. It’s SO wonderful to have him hold me 🙂

We did end upgonig hottubbing and that was fun too. Some kissing and stuff in there, and it was sweet (and tasted like chlorine! lol) We just talked and eventually got out and went inside b/c Sister, Sister and Proud Family was on. Chris was falling asleep during SS and I don’t blame him b/c I was uber tired as well. I fell asleep for a few seconds a few times during PF. I just wanted to stay and have Chris hold me all night again. But I had to leave 🙁 It was REALLY bad driving home, I was so fucking tired.

When we said goodbye, Chris came out in nothing but his towel. Such a cutie! We thanked each other for the wonderful weekend.

Yet another great time with Chris. I am so content just doing random shit with him…. and it’s still tons of fun. We had a really great weekend, and when I woke up this morning I was wishing that he could’ve been there to holdme and kiss me, and Iwas sad tht he wasn’t 🙁 And this week there is no Special Wednesday! Cause CHris has to work! Oh woe is me! So I most likely won’t see him till Friday which is obviously WAY too long.

I can’t believe he made me cum! lol I explained to him that I always said the guy who makes me cum would be my husband, he was like “yeah so no pressure” it was funny…

*Sigh* Such a good man. I can’t wait until he’s mine. So many good times still waiting to be had… it’s gonna be great.

Everytime I see him, I want him more and more and I fall more and more for him. Oh, it’s so fun to care about someone this much!!!!!! Thanks Chris for bringing up all these feelings in me, I love it and I love caring about you as much as I do!

I’m not even sure that made sense but eh! I’m off to play FF9!!!!!

BREAK! *Kiss*

Current mood: chipper

Doubles.

Friday = Fantasticly Fantastic;
Saturday = Amazingly Amazing;
Sunday = Boringly Boring.

So this weekend’s been great…

Today on the other hand has been SO boring. I went to bed at like 2 this morning, after too very long and late nights, I awoke this morning to Andy bangning on my door at 7AM. I was like. “YOU MOTHER FUCKER GO BACK TO BED!” We didn’t have to leave until 9:30, so I could have spelt tell 9. But NO, someone HAD to do the fucking easter thing at 7AM! Grrr.

I hate holidays in which small (Note the word SMALL) children go and run around the house getting things. IE, Easter, and Christmas.

Anyways, finally got up at 8:30 because Andy wouldn’t fucking leave me ALONE!

Went to G&G’s alright time there, lots of fucking food. FAR to much. I’m going to be 3,000 pounds by next weekend.

I drove home. I HATE driving with my mom…. I’ll be “following” a car (You could have fit THREE fucking semi’s between me and the car infront of me) and she’s like “SLOW DOWN, You’re pretty close to them.” So annoying.

Anyways, I have to go now because SOMEONE is pestering me to write something else… Laters!

I’m sorry.

So I just got off the phone with Andrew. He spent his night after work talking to Adam… A full two hours. I feel so sorry for him because he’s been put through so much already now. He really shouldn’t have had to have been put through this too.

Now that it’s all over and we’ve talked a bit about it, I just wish that right now I could go hold him. Let him know that I really do care, because it sounds as though Adam tried to tell him that I didn’t. I’m so glad that tomorrow is Friday, I really hope that his mom lets him spend the night. That’ll make things better. Just being able to hold him would make things better for me right now. And like I keep saying, I haven’t even had to deal with anything yet.

While we were talking, he said some really sweet things, about how he hasn’t had anyone care for him since David. And I’m so glad that he knows that I care for him. It makes me so happy that me just being there can make him happy. He’s such a great boy, he shouldn’t have to be put through this, not at all.

I wish that there were more that I could do to make him happy, to make this easier. But I don’t feel there is.

I’m so excited for tomorrow, hopefully I’ll be a fun drunk, and not a sad one. And even more hopefully, Drew’s mom will let him stay.

D, that’s about an A.

So good news, I got a 64% on my Phil 230 test… Now I know that doesn’t SEEM that good, but you have to consider that the class average was 44% and then with all the wonderfull statistics work you can do on that and the other info he gave out in class, I figure I’m in the top percent of this test. Crazy, isn’t it.

Although, I am only getting a 59% overall in the class. Don’t know class average there.

Rough times right now. We’ll all pull though.

However this has taken a toll on the schedule to get things updated around here. Got code done, but haven’t had time to do ANY of the visual. Thinking I’ll just upload the code changes (only one or two little things that you’ll notice, HUGE improvments for me!). Don’t know when I’ll have time to get around to the visuals. Damnit. Get off my ass!

24 hours.

So Monday Andrew offered me the chance to come spend the night with him on Tuesday… I declined initally because I should have gone to class.

All day Tuesday I couldn’t stop thinking about him, and how GREAT it would be to spend a night with him again. I knew (or at least was REALLY hoping) that he would be here Friday night, but I just couldn’t wait. All day long I spent thinking about him. Debating with myself, should I go, should I not.

Finally I was tanning that night, and I was like. What would I RATHER do… I decided to spend the night with him.

I got there about 8ish, we went to some bowling thing, it was off because of a bunch of crazies, and shit. Very wierd. But still a good time! After that we went back to his place, we were sleeping in his sisters room (bigger bed). Kissing, licking. Ohhh so great. It was like I was in heaven. I likced his ear, and his elbows. It’s so amusing, what doing that does to him. He’s such a sensitive person! But, oh is it so much fun.

Eventually we had to stop because he had to get to bed. I wanted to take it further, or to even just keep kissing him. But I knew that taking it further wasn’t a good idea. Not yet, and well I suppose I could have kept him up all night, but we both would have been tired and bitchy the next day! We layed there cuddling all night long, my arms around him. It was so nice to just hold his body, to hold him, to hold onto his personality. I’ve never held someone like that before when sleeping together. Adam and I would just lay in bed, usually backs to each other. But holding him all night long was just the best thing. I kept waking up through out the night, and just kissing the back of his head. I was so happy to be able to do that! It seemed as though the night would never end, and I wish that it wouldn’t have, but all too soon the alarm was going off.

We layed there in bed, both with horribly bad breath I’m sure, kissing and hugging some more. After a bit of that we got up and I followed him around while he was getting ready to go to school. It was so cute! After some more kissing, he had to leave. I just hung out at his house while he was at school. Read all of his articles from the past school papers. All very good and interesting. Watched “Legally Blonde” and read some XY Mag. It was the longest 2 hours and 20 minutes ever!

He eventually finally got home, we changed to go work out. After some more kissing we left and worked out. That was tons of fun, and I felt good afterwards, even though I was all sweaty and gross. Went back to his and showered, threw him in the closet and kissed some more.

From there to subway to get him food, then back to his to get me food. We ate. It was very cute to just sit there across the table from each other. Eh, maybe I’m just crazy!

After eating we watched Drift. I swear I won’t complain about how bad it was! But who cares how bad it was, I was holding someone that I really care for, and that’s what really mattered.

After a while we went to VWM and to deposit rich boi’s checks. Had a good time there, as usuall. How can you not enjoy the mall?

From there back to his house for more kissing, hugging, etc. Again all so nice. I could just do that for 24 hours straight. Or, you could throw all that out and I could just lay there and hold him and talk to him for 24 hours straight, both would be heavenly.

Somewhere in between all the fun, I had more fun by playing FF8, I’m a natural at that game! lol. Actually, I think it’s so cute that he likes that game, even though I don’t really understand it, it’s kinda in my area.

Speaking of those little things, there’s so so much that we have in common really. It’s so great. And it seems that every day there’s some little quirck that we seem to find that we have in common.

Late that night somehow we got to talking about relationships and he said “Potentially almost my Topher” and I was like “Just drop the potentally.” Because unless someone comes along and sweeps him out from under me, I’d like to get into something deeper here sometime. I know that I’m calling the shots, because he’s said that on more then one occasion. I wanted to drop the “potentially” and the “almost” last night. But at one time we both agreed that we’d give Adam one month to get over it all. 13 days before that month is up, and it isn’t looking promising for him. But whatever, he pissed me the hell off last night (Adam, not Andrew). And I’m about ready to just tell him that a friendship with him isn’t worth the pain that he’s causing me, and Andrew. My purpose in life now is to make *_ME_* happy, not him. So why should I spare his feelings?

ANYHOW, back to the good things… We didn’t know why guy was going to get home, so I left shortly after 8. I really didn’t want to, I wanted to stay another night and just hold him some more, but I’m sure guy wouldn’t have been too pleased about that.

It took us like 10 minutes to get upstairs and then out the door. I think more kisses were dispenced in that short time then had been all day! lol. I had such a magically wonderful night/day.

Now here it is the next morning. And I’m missing him so much. Hopefully he won’t bother me to much, so I’ll be able to pay attention in class unlike on Tuesday!

I miss him so much, I can’t wait tell Friday!