I should have!

So this weekend was really great in the emotion times category with Andrew. And a lot of stuff happened.

Friday night we went back to my house and laid around in my bed the whole night. We were talking about a ton of random stuff. And we were both pretty tired. At one point apparently Andrew thought that I was going to say something, and then he went off on this thing of, “Just tell me what you were going to say.” I really had no idea what he was talking about, because I don’t recall starting to say anything and then stop. But the whole time that he was saying that there was something that I was thinking I could take this oppurtunity to tell him. But I was scared about doing it. I’m always very scared and nervous about taking one step in relationships. I’m always scared about the other person not felling the same way. Anyways, luckly he took that step for me, and just as we were thinking about leaving he said, “I think I’m in love with you.”

Those words touched me so much, and it was hard for me to keep back the tears. It’s exactly what I wanted to say that whole time. All I could do was hold him tighter and kiss him. Eventually I finally found some words and told him that I felt the same way. We laid there and I was crying, and I think that he started to cry too. We left, and I drove him back to Downtown. It was very hard to leave him that night.

Saturday was also very good, even though there were some annoyances. Not much really happened untell we went back to my house. We went hot tubbing and Andrew wore just his string bikinis. So hot. We made out and it was raining and it was so hot! Rarrr. Eventually we made our way inside and up to my room. Where I got a REALLY great rimmy and we made out. At one point he was jacking both me and him, and we were making out at the same time.. That was REALLY hot! Amazingly he got me to cum, which I was very surprised about because I hadn’t been able to get myself to cum that morning. I was sweating so much, and breathing very hard though, but it was super good! 😀

After that I gave him a rimmy, but since he had kept his underwear on it was very choloriny down there. But I stuck it out cause I really wanted to pleasure him since I hadn’t given a rimmy in a while. So I did that, and then gave a bit of a bj. And I was going to try and finger him, so I got out some real lube to try that with so that it would be the most comfortable for him. So I got it out, and lubed up my finger, and slowly stuck it into him. But I could tell by his face that he really wasn’t enjoying it. So that made me feel really stupid about that and after that I didn’t really put my all into it. After I stopped though I tried to continue to jack him, but he seemed to also not really be into that. So I guess I kinda got frustrated as well. And then he took over and jacked it for a while, and then all of a sudden he just stopped. So I knew something was wrong.

We talked about it and he was frustrated that I wasn’t doing enough to him, which I can understand. So we were both just frustrated at that point. For different reasons. That was the closest we’ve come to a fight so far. So I guess that’s a good thing. But I really didn’t want it to end like that, we were having such a great time, and I felt really bad for not getting him to cum.

We drove home and talked some, and all was fine.

Sunday was UBER great with him though, it was so great to be able to hold hands and kiss and everything and not worry about what everyone else was thinking because we were with a TON of other gay people…. Although, really, when we’re out in public I don’t really think that much about what everyone else is thinking.

It was great great great, and I had the time of my life Dancing with him. It was so much fun.

After all that we went back to my place and were going to just go inside and talk for a little bit, but ended up staying for an hour. We talked about me and Adam and the trip to MN. I really wish that I had broken up with Adam so much earlier. I really should have! And I really wish that I would have talked to Andrew about his feelings when I was told to. But whatever, you can’t change the past, and I’m going to live up the present for the next 2 months. And deal with things as they come after that.

As we were saying goodbye on Sunday night I again started to cry for no real reason. I just don’t know why. I’ve never cried so much for a boy.

A Weekend of Annoyances

So this weekend has been REALLY great, minus a few annoyances here and there, and some mist-understandings.

Friday after work I drove to Ankeny to meet up with Andy Beatty. Went over to his house and we talked about work, and how things were going at Krell and shit. Very amusing times. I also picked up my cable, which I?ve been waiting for forever! I really wanted to play with it today at work, but I just remembered that I forgot it in the back seat of my car! So I guess that?ll have to wait until tomorrow or some other day. Oh well. I left there about 6:30ish and called Andrew because he had called me while I was at Andy?s house. Found out that we were meeting Dustin in DSM. So I drove there and met up with Andrew, we convened into one car and then drove over to where the pre-pride party type thing was.

This is where the first annoyance of the weekend came in, we get there, find Dustin, he introduced us to like 10 million people, and then he?s like? ?Well we?re going to go to supper now with them, and then to a play.? I was thoroughly annoyed by this because he asked us to meet him there, which I?m sure we would have ended up downtown at some point, but that?s not where we were going to go to directly. And then he ditches us after like 5 minutes. It?s like, hello? You asked us to come here. Whatever. I was just annoyed by that.

After Dustin and Michael left, Andrew and I walked around downtown some and stopped at the amphitheater and talked and made out some. It was good times there. Eventually we decided to leave and go back to my house for food, so we did. Got there and they had better then sex cake. Which is WAY better then sex :-P. lol. Ohhhh, so good! I?m sure I?ve put on like 100 pounds just from eating it! Speaking of that, I?m now down to 168, but not for long cause I?m going to G&G?s next weekend, I?m sure I?ll put on some more there, so I must exercise a lot this week!

Anyways Andrew and I spent the rest of the night at my house since Dustin never called us back like he said that he would!

I eventually drove Andrew back to Downtown and then we departed ways for the night.

Saturday I got up early and just hung around my house for a while. About 10:45 I finally got around to doing what I wanted to, which was rotating my tires and changing my oil. It took my dad and I a while to find all the shit that we needed to rotate my tires because it?s very confusing as to how to get the tires off that Saturn. So by the time that I was done doing that I didn?t have time to change my oil. So that?ll be next Saturday morning?s project. I really want to have that done before we head off to Lenox.

After I was done with my tires I drove over to Andrew?s house, where we met up with Court. She had invited us to a soccer game. And here people is, where annoyance number 2 comes in for the weekend. We get there and both Andrew and I start walking to her car, because since she invited us to come, I think it?s only logical that SHE drive. She says something like ?I?m not driving.? And then Andrew and I both go, ?Well we aren?t driving.? So then complaining and bitching ensue. Long story short, I ended up drive and was very annoyed by that. If you?re going to invite someone some where you don?t ASSUME that the people you?re inviting will fucking drive! Now just to clear things up, I wouldn?t have had a problem if the game was somewhere close to Waukee, but since it was actually only about 5 minutes from my HOUSE I was VERY annoyed but this, since I ended up having to drive from my house, to Waukee, and then practically all the way back to my house and then back to Waukee AGAIN! Grrrr. All in all I put 300 miles on my car this weekend. Whatever, I?m over it now. And Andrew paid my way in, so that was nice of him. The game it self was fun; I always enjoyed soccer, one of the few sports that I do enjoy to watch and play. And I guess we?re going to drive to State on Friday night.

After the game was over, Andrew and I drove Court back to Andrew?s house and she left. She seemed very annoyed, but whatever. Andrew and I went in and helped his mom decorate, and we also looked at computers for him. He was very sassy and annoyance number 3 for the weekend happened there. It went something like this?
Andrew: ?Chris says that this is a good computer??
Sue: ?Well that?s nice, is he an expert.?
I was so very annoyed by this because, yes, I am actually an expert about thins like this, considering that it?s my JOB to buy/fix/maintain computers! She was just very bitchy about it, and I don?t think that it was called for! After we found a good one we went to Best Buy to play with it to make sure Andrew would like it. He said that he would and we decided to go buy it that night online so that he could pick it up Sunday.

We started to head off to do our other errands that we had to do, cards for people, film, Wal-Mart, Target, etc. We were leaving Wal-Mart in Ankeny, on our way to Target to get food when Jenny called. She invited us to go out to supper with her and Ginny. WE decided that it would be fun, but that we would go to Target anyways to waste some time since it was only 6, and we didn?t have to be to Jenny?s tell 7:30. But for some reason I got on the interstate instead and headed towards 86th street. I didn?t realize what I had done until we got to the 86th street exit, so instead we went to a parking lot and sat and talked for like half an hour. So at 7:30 we drove across the street and met up with Jenny, Brian, and Ginny. Decided to go to BS.

That was a bad decision and annoyance number 4-10 happened there! Lol. We get there and they seat us, it takes the lady like 10 minutes to even come over to our table. I?m like HELLO; you should have been here within like 5 seconds asking if we wanted drinks. Stupid bitch! She takes our orders. I get a Chicken Ranch, with an extra side of ranch. It took her like another 10 minutes just to bring us our drinks. Then she didn?t come back tell our food was ready, which took FOREVER, and she didn?t even bring my extra side of ranch! So I had to ask for that! Then later she comes back and I clearly have an empty glass, and she?s like, ?Can I get you anything else.? And I was just going to wait for her to NOTICE that I have an empty glass, since it is HER JOB to get me drinks. But she didn?t say anything so Jenny?s like, ?I think Chris needs another Iced Tea.? So funny!

All in all the waitress was a stupid bitch; we always have the worse problems with service-based businesses.

After that we all went back to Jenny?s and hung out for a little bit. I picked up Ginny and threw her across the parking lot, and then did the same to Andrew. Very amusing times. After that Andrew and I drove back to my place and went hot tubing and had a good time. I drove him home late that night and it was very hard to stay awake on the drive home. Although there wasn?t anyone out, so I don?t think it would have really mattered had I fallen asleep, I wouldn?t have hit anyone!

Sunday I got up early because I told Andrew that I would be up by 9. And I was. Although I was in the shower/getting ready tell 9:30. I spent the morning reading the paper and doing stupid things like that. He finally called me at like 11ish and came over to my place. We left and went to gay Pride, met up with Dustin and Michael at JJ?s and walked over to where the parade was going to be.

It rained some, but at the time the parade started it was nice and sunny. I got this really cute shirt! The parade was really nice and there were all these cute little kids running around and stuff! Wee fun! Linda had her grandson there and he was UBER cute! After the parade we all walked over to the amphitheater and watched the shows. It was FAR better than last year I think. Oh and RANDOMLY I saw Mr. Roberts watching the parade. I was very amused and scared at the same time. I didn?t know if I should talk to him or not. I never did the whole day though, because we saw him again later at the garden.

Like I said the shows were very amusing, and Andrew and I were uber cute couple. We?ve declared ourselves the cutest gay couple in DM. We have also determined that the majority of gay people in the DM area are drunk and slutty!

After the shows we drove over to The Garden for the BBQ. It was good food although there wasn?t enough. I was uber hungry the rest of the day. We sat out on the porch for a while talking with people, ran into ICR there. That was amusing. About 4:30 we went inside to the dance floor and danced some while waiting for the show to start.

It was a REALLY good show, and I wish now that I had gotten to see the one last year, but NO someone had a headache! Fucker. Anyways. This year was UBER great, besides the ugly drag queen, and ?slick?. He?s such a slut! It was really hot in there the whole time and there weren?t any chairs, so my back was hurting, but Andrew and I danced to all the good songs and I sang to all the ones that I know.

Also another random person that I never would have though to see was there. I ran into Shepely, with his BF! How cute is that shit! We talked some, but it?s hard to talk in there with all the loud thumping music. I wanted to talk to him later some, but we all saw him speed off very quickly and he looked semi-pissed. Hopefully we?ll run into him again, or he?ll call me. He?s got my number but I don?t have his. He?s a very nice boy, and tons of fun to hang out with. So hopefully I?ll get to talk to him again soon!

The thing finally ended about 7ish and Andrew and I wanted to leave, but we had rode (usage?) with Dustin and Michael. So we were going to wait for them, but then Dustin (Very nice of him) let us drive his car back to JJ?s to get Andrew?s car. So we left and went back to JJ?s, cause I wanted to get a Frozen Mocha. And here it comes, annoyance number 11! I go in there and order it, and of COURSE stupid boy is working. He?s like, so you want a Smoothie? And I?m like ?NO, I want a frozen MOCHA!? and then he?s like, ?So an iced mocha? and then I?m like ?NO, a FROZEN MOCHA!? How hard is this, finally he figures it out. Then he gives it to me, and usually they ask if you want whipped cream on it. Of course he doesn?t because he?s a fucking retard! So I say to him, ?Can I have some whipped cream? (Real bitchy like). He gets it out and puts this thing like the size of a fucking quarter on it. I was so annoyed! Most of the time when you get whipped cream there, they give you like a fucking mountain! God I hate him so much! I don?t see how he can keep a job there, he always fucks everything up! Although he is good eye candy. Perhaps he should just stand behind the counter and say/do nothing!

After we got drinks and drank them, we headed back to my place and departed ways. I got home about 10ish and was VERY tired. So I emptied my laundry basket and then went to bed.

This morning I woke up at like 7, but didn?t feel like getting out of bed. So I laid there and eventually got back to sleep, I woke again at 8:30 and showered and then got ready for the day. I finally did my dishes that have been sitting in my sink since last Tuesday, after that I read my assignment for class and then rode my bike to campus. Now I?ve been busy writing this update for the last hour. (And I?m now on NINE pages, double-spaced. I wish I could write up my PHIL paper that quickly!)

This is the last week for this class, and that?s sad because I?ve been really enjoying it. Hopefully the next class will go just as fast as this one!

This next week/weekend I?ll be very busy with things. I have a fun project at work to be working on, and I have plans Friday/Saturday AND SUNDAY already, which is very weird for me considering I usually don?t have plans for the weekend until the weekend starts. Lol.

Continuation

Ok, I am gonna go ahead nad finish this update, since my mother isn’t home and so no one is on the computer.

And I’m typing this from the comfyness of my own bedroom, while I’m still in bed!!! Weeee I love my labtop!

So after the hot tub, we decided to just go in the house and finish things up. So we went to Chris’ room and I basically explored his body with my tongue. I hope he liked it, it seemed like he did. So yeah, I licked him all over, gave him a pretty long rimmy, fingered him a bit, and played with hoodie as well. Eventually I was standing up and kissing him while playing with Hoodie and Enfuego at the same time. It felt pretty good, at least for me. Anyways I didn’t want to cum yet, so I stopped and just started up with Hoodie. I kept kissing Chris and licking his neck/ear/shoulder. And I was totally shocked b/c he was like “I’m gonna cum” He said that it would take up to 2 weeks for him to be able to cum again so I was amazed that he actually did. Anyways he shot it standing up, and so it was all over my hand and a little on my foot. He was breathing exceptionally hard and he was really sweating. I hope tha tmeans I was doing good. Afterwards, he raved for a bit about how great it was, then we moved on to me, and that’s where things went a bit awry. But just a very little bit. First he gave me a wonderful rimmy which felt so damn good for some reason, then just licking in that area, then he got lube and attempted to finger me. I did my best to enjoy it and concentrate on the pleasure and not any pain I was feeling. It really didn’t hurt that bad, but Chris said my face didn’t indicate that I really liked it, so eventually he stopped. Now, unbeknowst to me, this upset Chris. He said he was afraid that he hurt me emotionally by trying to do that, but he really didn’t. It makes me so mad b/c I WANT to be fingered, I really like it when I do it myself, but when someone else tries, I just get very tense and scared and it just hurts. Perhaps it’s something that Chris and I can work on. So then he just started jacking me and that’s when I started to get annoyed.

I know it sounds stupid, but I was annoyed b/c he wasn’t doing anything except jacking me. Now, it takes a lot for me to cum, I hardly ever cum by just his hand, and if I do, it needs to be b/c he’s jacking me AND doing something else (licking, etc) he kissed me a little bit and licked my neck, but I wasn’t even very close. The whole time I was wondering “Why isn’t he licking my elbow? WHy isn’t he down by Enfuego licking in that area?” And it’s the stupidest thing, but it really just made me mad and so I just took over my own penis, and then he pretty much just layed there and didn’t do anything, so I just gave up. Then he knew something was wrong and we talked about it and that’s where I found out that he was upset about the fingering thing, and so wasn’t putting his all into it and was distracted. Meanwhile, I didn’t think anythig of the fingering thing, so to me it looked like he was just too tired or not into it enough to help me finish. But we got things resolved and it was no biggie, though Chris seemed a bit upset on the ride home.

Saying goodbye that night was tough as always. I practically fell asleep in the car just sitting there kissing and talking to him. I told him he could come and spend the night, but it’s a good thing he didn’t b/c the fam didn’t go out this morning.

So then Sunday I called about 11, then went and got gas and my computer and then went over to Chris’. We went downtown for Pride and that was a good time. Watched the parade, I randomly saw Eric Wilcox down there, I was like what the hell. So we just sat around, watched the skits, blah blah good times, it was nice b/c we were able to hold hands and kiss and it wasn’t a big deal b/c everyone there was gay. And there was the cutest little boy behind us. Chris says I really do want kids. I disagree. I said I’m more of a babysitter b/c I can only stand children in small doses.

Then we went to the Garden for BBQ/Drag show. We saw ICR and Chris’ English teacher. ICR was kinda following us and it was bothering Chris and he was like “Yeah so I want to find someone to take home” and we were just like oh ok…. So yeah we kinda danced and kissed before the show. Then it started and so we stood there and danced to the good songs. The show was pretty good but it was uber long, and since there weren’t any seats, and it was very crowded and hot, it made it a bit uncomfortable. But we saw that Ben guy from Boy Scouts again, he’s so hot! lol He is dating stupid Mike, who is now a drag queen, but they didn’t talk or even act like they were dating the whole time. Very odd. Then Ben sped off and looked uber pissed. Well, whatever.

So we eventually left, taking Dustin’s car, and then getting mine, driving back and theng oing to Java’s where we talked about how stupid everyone is. Being there really made me realize how much I don’t really fit into the gay scene. I’m not a drunken slut. And I also realized how lucky I am to have a guy like Chris. If it wasn’t for him, I could’ve ended up with one of those stupid crazy people who wouldn’t know how to treat me. Speaking of stupid people, randomly Jeremy and Alex from TN are dating. How completely random! Whatever! So yeah I am so lucky with Christopher.

There was a eeny bit of drama at the show b/c I said something about how I think Rodrigo might be a bit slutty. And Chris was like “Well, look who he’s made out with.” And it really kinda hurt me to hear him say something like that. I know he was kidding, but I just don’t like being called a slut, even in jest. But it’s no biggie, it’s fine now I’m over it.

When we got back to Chris’ we decided to lay down and I assumed for just like 10-15 minutes. Yeah,well an hour later I finally got up and left. But we talked more about Adam and our trip to MN and all the times that him and Chris should’ve broken up. I’m glad that he feels he made the right decision in being with me. I also made him promise one night that if I cease to be the best thing for him, that he break up with me, and he agreed and made me promise the same.

Leaving was hard, in fact, Chris started crying. It really affected me. I’ve never had someone cry before b/c I had to leave them. It really shows me how much he cares about me and it really makes me feel special. yay for Chris and I! In fact, I feel like I’m gonna cry now, but I don’t really know why.

Now it’s Monday morning. I hate Mondays b/c I spend the whole weekend with Chris and then he suddenly isn’t there. I woke up this morning feeling very empty without him in bed with me. I don’t really know how next year is going to work. I don’t know how I can deal living without him
“lying in my bed again and I cry cause you’re not here”
“I need your affection all the way”
“And I miss you when you’re gone…”
Cranberries are like the best band in the world.
So I really miss Chris and I’m going to get ready soon and then go to work and I’ll be thinking of him the whole time. I wish it was Wednesday.

Current mood: discontent
Current music: cranberries

My Baby Christopher

So this has been a pretty eventful I suppose.

Ok let’s see, Friday we met up downtown and hung out with Dustin and crew for like 2 and a half seconds until theyditched us and did other stuff. So we walked around, and then sat down by the Amphitheater thingy and just talked and shit. After that we decided to go back to Chris’s b/c there was better than sex cake and we ate it for dinner and then made some mac and cheese and that was yummy as well.

THen we just layed around in his bed until it was time to go. I was uber tired and so I was just talking about really random shit, who even knows what half of it was. I do remember the important stuff though. The important things being that I told Chris I think I’m in love with him. He told me the same back, and we talked about how special we are to each other and cute things like that. I don’t really know how to elaborate on that much further. I really think I’m in love with him… it makes me happy… and scared of course b/c love is always scary.

Anyways, after that there was talk of me going to school and then Chris was crying. I didn’t think I would cry, but then I felt one of his teardrops hit my face, and I started up. So there are the two of us, just crying and hugging. And eventually we had to get up and leave and that night I really didn’t want to leave him. I didn’t feel that I could.

But I had to, and it was sad. Friday night was a lonely night sleeping by myself.

Saturday, I worked and then him and Court came over so we could go to the game. He was annoyed b/c Court (and me I suppose) made him drive, even though she was the one who had invited us to the game to begin with. But whatever. So we went tot he game and that was kinda fun, we won so that was good, and I think Katie was pretty happy that we showed up. After that we took Court back to the car and looked at computer stuff, where he again got annoyed b/c my mom was such a bitch to him. I’m pretty annoyed at her for saying what she did, but whatever, she is dumb.

So then we went out and ran a bunch of errands that we had to do, and that was fun, then Jenny called and wanted to go to dinner with Ginny and us. So we changed plans, and went to Jenny’s and then we all went to dinner, with the addition of Brian Niblo. Crazyness

So dinner was fun I guess, nothing really happened though Chris paid and that was nice!

Then we went to Chris’ house again, and it was really nice. We spent some time in the hot tub, talking, making out, doing what we do best. Tons of fun. Though it was raining and that wasn’t really fun.

Oh I forgot to include this, while we were waiting for it to be time to go to Jenny’s we were in this empty parking lot across the street making out in the backseat. TONS OF FUN! SOoooo scandalous. And I put on my new string bikini underwear, which I think Chris thoroughly enjoyed. At least I hope so!!!!!!

Unfortunately this is where the story ends. It is already too late and I need to be in bed if I am going to be up tomorrow to work out and then spend my day slaving away at WF.

So the deal is that I better have an update about the WHOLE weekend when I get home, and then I will finish this one up tomorrow.
I MISS YOU!

Fianally!

FINALLY!

Instead of eating and customizing my comp (things i SHOULD be doing) heres an update just for YOU.

So I totally missed Chris a ton on the trip, I even cried a few nights 🙁

But Sunday finally came and even though the plane rides took forever, I finally got off. Chris was there (I assumed he would be, then I insinuated that I wanted him to be) and it was soooooo great to see him again! We hugged and kissed in front of everyone and he met Danielle and Jessie and Danielle Passed him.

So we left and hung out and we did random shit at my house, I showed him the movie and gave him his souvneir from Jamaica. Which I doubt he will ever actually wear but eh, I thought it was a cute shirt. Mother said I could stay at his apt. that night, so we trekked up there,and the drive sucked b/c I was uber tired.

Well we got there and I read all his updates and they were reallytouching and then we just talked about our weeks and randomness. Talked a bit about how he is on meds and it worries me, but he assured me there is nothing to worry about. Though I guess he has already stopped taking them, which makes me happy, cause now he can orgasm! Teehee just kidding, I’d rather him not be able to orgasm than be depressed.

We also talked about the potentiality of him coming to NJ/LA when I leave for school. It was really nice of him to put thought into it.

Quick note on him putting thought into things. He has the weather for Orange up on his computer, and he bought OJ, and it was Tropicana and he was like “Isn’t that the kind you like?” It was just really sweet of him to do things like that. Ok maybe I’m just stupid.

Anyways, so I haven’t brought the idea up to mother yet, and I’m not quite sure how she will take it. But hopefully things pan out, it would be really nice to have him to support me when I go out there, so I don’t feel so alone and scared.

He also called me sunburndized or something like that, it was cute.

So I skipped work the next day and we just hung out all day, except for a several hour span where he went to class. I snooped a bit (not much) and then watched TV, got ready, and read some of Kevin. I fell asleep on the couch and was very confused when he came in and woke me up. For some reason I thought I was in my own apt. and I was like how the hell did you get in? Very crazy.

Got some movies (Dogma and Chicken Run) Both amusing, though I’ll have to say Chris found Chicken Run more amusing than I did. Still funny though, he’s so cute!

Really really hard to leave that night, after being away from him for so long I just didn’t want to go. Eventually forced myself away and drove home.
Tuesday I didn’t even get to talk to him, though he called me like a second and a half after I turned my phone off!

Wednesday I went up there and we had another great day. The majority of it was spent making out/fooling around. He showered and was very nicely repaid for it in the form of rimmy/fingering goodness. My opinion is that he enjoyed it even though he didn’t get to cum, but he seemed ok with that. I had another crazy shooting orgasm.

I was starving from all the messing around, so we got dinner at Hickory Park b/c I was totally craving a Patty Melt and it was soooooo good!
Went back to his house, layed around in bed, apparently I said some things that scared him but I don’t know what they were and neither does he.
He indicates that he doesn’t believe me when I say that he’s the best b/f I’ve ever had. I don’t quite know what else I can do to prove it to him, I guess if he doesn’t want to believe me, then he won’t. But it’s the truth.

Hard again to leave, even harder for CHris b/c he couldn’t stop fondling my ass. I’m glad that he enjoyed my new underwear so much, I pretty much bought it to tease/seduce him and I think it works pretty well.

Anyways, not much else… I am veryglad to be home and very happy to be seeing my Topher again! It was totally hard to be without him but now we are back together and have 3 more weeks before I have to go away again! But this time, I’ll have access to a phone, so it’ll be tons better!

That’s about it for now

BREAK!