A Nice Massage

So this weekend was uber great getting to see Andrew again. It’s going to be so hard once school starts. I know that we’ll be able to keep in touch through phone/e-mail/aim. But that’s just not enough. I’m very worried about what’ll happen between us once the time comes though, relationship and friendship wise.

Waiting for him at the Airport I think was the hardest part of the week, that is after that part where he left. I was just very anxious to see him again. Just sitting there waiting for him to come walking down those stairs. It was very very nerveracking. I couldn’t wait any longer.

Once he got home we went and did all that stuff. Unfortunitally I got really annoyed at Outback. I didn’t want to, because I knew that Andrew liked going there. And I wanted to have a good time. I wanted Saturday to be a really good day. The original plans were to have lunch a Boston Market, which I have found out is no longer in DM. From there we were supposed to go out with Skinny and anyone else that wanted to see him that day, including Courtney and the like. And then go to Outback to have a nice dinner together.

Eh, Plans have to change, I guess. But anyways, I just got REALLY annoyed with the waitress there at Outback. Grrr.

Saturday night though was very good. We went hot tubbing and then slept in the tent. I got a good fingering. And there were a few times where it felt like Enfuego’s head was in, but I don’t know for sure. I was very confused as to how far that should have gone. But it was really really great that night. REALLY great. Unfortunitally I couldn’t get a comfortable posistion for jacking us off, so Andrew finished both of us. He did a lot of extra work this weekend, so I’ll have to re-pay him for that! lol.

Sunday was really good to get to just hang out and spend time together. We had a good time at the book store, though I wish they would have had more books that I liked. And I wish they were more organized, or somehow easier to read the labels. My head hurts after a while of looking at things sideways. lol.

Oh, breakfast Sunday was really nice too. And he paid, thanks for that!

Sunday afternoon we went back to my house and I gave him the massage. That was really nice and romanticish I thought, though it could have been more so.

I also massaged his ass, and amazingly he let me access! Very good times, hopefully I’ll get access again sometime because I didn’t get to finish what I wanted too! 😛

Camp was great and it was so nice to have him come up with me. I really wish we would have had a little more time. And that we could have actually gone to the campfire. Whatever though, it was nice to be back up there.

Overall this has been a really really great weekend, and I’m so glad that my Drew Bear is back.

Only about 6 more weeks left together though, and that’s really sad. 🙁

I’m Not Done With That

Wow, so it’s been a long weekend and there’s lots to talk about…

First off, I’m not even going to waste my energy writing a response to the whole Adam thing. My Journal, I write what I want. Topics that were covered have a possibility of going here. Get over it.

Lets see.

Friday I went up to Perry, very early in the morning. I was supposed to meet up with my Aunt and Cousin, but when I got there there were a bunch of other people there as well. I guess my Aunt works with them, and they invited themselves to come up. She was very annoyed. We went to the parade and that was fun. There were some really hot CowBoys in it. Yummy. After that we went back to my aunts house, the stupid people followed. Spent some time there and then headed to the park where they were having this HUGE grill out. Beak accidentally ordered 4 tacos when she only wanted 2, but it worked out. Her and I just split them, they were Uber good and it was only $7 for the 4 tacos and a drink. I wish you could get that kind of food for that cheap elsewhere. We also ate a Funnel cake, so good!

From once we were done eating we walked around the park and all of us stared at the hot cowboys. lol. From there back to the Aunt’s house where we made ice cream, cookies and ate pis. All so very good!

Spent the rest of the evening just hanging out and talking and some small child came over. Oh, we also went and saw Legally Blonde 2. Very amusing movie.

Andrew called as well and we talked for a little bit. Didn’t talk very long because the Aunt and Cousin were throwing in strange comments. It was good to get to hear from him though I wasn’t expecting to get to talk to him until late Friday sometime. The Aunt really wants to meet him now. So we may have to take a quick trip to Perry sometime.

Finally went off to see fireworks about 9:30. Andrew called again while we were on the way there and we talked some more. Again it was short talk, but we talked about his fireworks. And about the plans for Saturday when he got home.

Fireworks for us were really good. It’s amazing that such a small town can put on such a good show really.

Once they were over about 10:30 I drove home and went to bed.

Saturday I was awaken by my phone ringing. At first I thought it was just the alarm going off, and since it was on the other side of the room, I was just going to leave it and let it stop on it’s own. I really didn’t need to be as early as I had set it and I was still very tired. But as I was more and more drug out of my sleep, I realized that it was actually the phone ringing. So I jumped up and answered it. It was Andrew and he was calling to let me know that his flight plans had changed yet again! He was still in SC and there was weather in Chicago. So the new plans were changed and he wouldn’t be in to DSM tell 4pm. I was so annoyed by that, because everything I had planned for the day was then ruined. But whatever, I’m sure that he was even more annoyed then I was. We talked a little bit about the whole situation and some more about the fireworks the night before. After a bit we got off the phone.

I went and showered and then decided to go swimming since I now had TONS of time before he got in. So that’s what I did from about 9:30 tell 12noon. Then from noon tell about 3ish I just sat around my house and did nothing. It was very boring.

Finally left and I drove to the airport. I was getting a bit queasy in my stomach because I was so excited that he was coming back. I got there about a half an hour early and sat there waiting for him to come down the stairs. It’s really really annoying that you can’t go wait by the terminal anymore. I hate it. I started to cry a couple times because I was thinking about when he leaves and how sad that’ll be. And then I’d be like, think happy thoughts, he’s coming back and then I’d cry some more because I missed him so.

By the time finally walked down the stairs I had gotten control of myself and wasn’t crying anymore. I saw him coming and picked up the flower that I had brought him and walked up to him. We hugged and kissed and then went off to get his luggage.

Which they lost.

We sat there in the airport for about 20 minutes waiting for them to try and find it. It was so so good to finally get to see him again.

Eventually we gave up waiting and drove back to his house, he unpacked a few things and then we drove to Mike’s house and hung out with him for a bit. It was good to get to see him again, and if I do say, he was looking mighty fine. Lol.

From his place we went to OutBack. I really dislike that place, but it was on our list of places to go, so I thought it would be nice to take Andrew there as a welcome back type thing, just a nice dinner just the two of us. And especially since my original plans had been fucked sine he was 5 hours late getting in, I thought it would be super nice.

On the way there Courtney called and Andrew invited her to come along with us. It wasn’t a big deal, he has been gone for a whole week and I’m sure that she wanted to see him to. We got to Outback and the wait was an hour, we sat and waited. Courtney showed up and we waited some more. Finally we got in. By that time I was semi-annoyed at a lot of little things. The waitress that we had though just really set me off and I was pissed for the rest of dinner. She was such a stupid bitch. I won’t even go into it.

After supper Andrew and I went back to my house, where we set up a tent and then went hot tubbing. It was really good to get in there after such a long day. Though it was a bit warm.

After that we went and slept in the tent. It was a good night for me, but it was raining and thundering all night so we really didn’t sleep all that well.

Got up early Sunday morning and went inside. Did a bunch of stuff and then went off. We were supposed to meet Mike for breakfast, but he never called us back, so we just went off on our own and had breakfast at Perkins on MH. From there we went to the half-price book store and spent a couple hours there. After that back to Mike’s place where we hung out for a while.

From there back to Andrew’s where we stayed tell 5:30ish. Found out that Andrew’s Step dad is an Eagle scout. Also a few annoyances there, but hopefully every thing’s taken care of. Drove from his place back to mine and I gave Andrew a massage. About 7:30 we left for camp.

The ride there was fun. I love those roads! Got there and gave Andrew the tour. Took him all over, even the COPE course and the Nature cabin. I’d like to take him down the trail of 101 steps. But we didn’t have time, and it’ll be in use on Wed when we go back up there. Finally campfire started but it was in the council ring. Which is very hard to sneek into. We were going to, but the staff was sitting right infront of the entry way, so I didn’t want to. Stupid me.

I felt really bad for dragging him up there and then not getting to show him the actual campfire. But I still had a good time, and I hope that he did to.

I finally got home about 10:45. I was uber tired and it was REALLY hot in my apartment.

Today has been pretty boring. I don’t care enough to write about it.

Angel called me while I was in class. So I’ll have to call her back to find out what she wanted.

Over all it was a very good weekend, and I’m SO happy that Andrew’s back! Can’t wait tell Wed, we’re going to hang out at his place and then swimming at mine and then back to CAMP!

Laters

Finally Thursday

Well, it’s FINALLY Thursday. After thinking that it was Thursday all week, it finally actually IS Thursday… And what a wastefull Thursday it is.

Andrew finally went and picked up his flowers yesterday and called me much later then I would have liked. But I’m very glad that he finally got them and that he likes them. He says that they are VERY pretty. I wish that I could actually get to see them now!

Last night we talked for like an hour and a half. Mostly about random things, but we also talked alot about the whole Homecoming fiasco, and lots of other fights that Adam and I had that Andrew was there for. It really got me thinking about that whole thing, and especially the whole night of homecoming. I should really have broken up with Adam many months before it actually happened. I was so unhappy in that relationship.

Today I went back and read all of September, Oct and Nov of my 2002 archives. And it really made me realize that I should really have broken up with him. I mean there were so many fights over such stupid things, and in the private entries from that time period you can really tell that I was very unhappy in the relationship. There’s a few in there where the private entries completly contridict the public ones. Just a sign of my trying to please Adam, since he had me whipped into constantly pleasing him. As the homecoming fiasco shows.

I wish that I could go back in time, and tell myself in September, when Mike suggested too, that I actually did talk to Andrew about things. Because in the end that’s what I really needed was someone to talk to about how I felt in the relationship, and someone to open my eyes to the fact that it wasn’t a good relationship.

And I know what everyone out there is thinking right now, that Andrew more or less convinced me that I wasn’t happy in the relationship. Because I know you all haven’t got that out of your heads yet that Andrew didn’t steal me from Adam.

I know that the advice he gave me was good, because after I thought about it and talked to other people about the same subjects, I got the same answers. That it was time to end the relationship with Adam. So Blah to all you fuck heads. Whatever.

I just had to get that all out after the talk last night. I also wish that I could go erase that whole Danny era out of my life. What a waste.

We just talked about a lot of other random things as well. But I don’t remember them. Oh, we talked about “The Thursday”… Ahh such confusing times.

I’m also contemplating adding a “Six Months Ago” thing, just like the one/two year. I thought it might be nice because private entries become public after about 6 months usually, so it’d be interesting to let people go back and read those. But at the same time, I don’t know if I really want people to. I know that hardly ANYONE reads my archives to go back and look for the privates, so why publicize  them.

Today has been good. I got up at 7 and did random stuff tell class. I really didn’t want to go to class, but whatever. I went and it was a total waste of time. I spent the whole class reading the old journal entries and getting pissed all over again, because I know I was right, and he wasn’t.

After class I came to work. We got our new firewall in today. I was kind of annoyed with that because the bitch gave it to Chris G and not me. Chris G is leaving here SOON, so why give him something like that. We know it’s going to take at least 2 months before it gets implemented (That’s the set time line as of now). So why give him new projects to get into the middle of and then have to hand it over to someone else? Really… Where’s the logic.

So Chris G left early though and I took it and have been playing with it for a while. I locked myself out of it once, but then remembered how to get back into it. Then for most of the day it was lost on the network and I couldn’t find it. That took me forever to get fixed. But I eventually did find it… Stupid machines getting lost in networks.

After that I fucked things up a lot and had to go buy a serial cable so that we could reset the thing to factory defaults. Did that and then put it away for the day. I don’t feel like breaking it any more. lol.

Andrew called me at some point today as well. I was very annoyed with the secretary because she didn’t even buzz me to make sure I was in my office before she transferred it. Whore. And I wasn’t in my office, but I heard my phone ringing and ran and caught it. We spend like 30 minutes talking about how his day was been and how his PU’s are being abusive to his little step brothers. And they really are abusive.

Then we talked about how his Dad’s buying the little kids tons of stuff and then won’t buy Andrew anything, and then also how his dad bitched at him about how much college is paying and apparently he seems to think Andrew has to come up with $10,000. And yeah, just really confussing and it pissed me off and made me sad that they’re putting Andrew though all this. He really doesn’t need the stress. From what I gather they’ve been saying that they would pay for college and now all of a sudden they want him to come up with $10,000. (Because apparently they’re only going to pay what it costs to put his elder sister thourgh college, which is totaly fair, you know… Sarcasm)

Whatever.

Tonight I’m going to go home and go swimming, then read books for the night. Tomorrow it’ll be an early morning to get up to Perry. Then Saturday I get to pick up Andrew.. I’m very excited for that!

I’m out…

Laters.

Thursday?

So this week has just been dragging on and on and on. It just doesn’t seem to stop. I was hoping that this week would go by fast, which, I guess it kinda has, but at the same time it hasn’t because it is only WED! Grrr.

Speaking of it being Wed. So far every day this week at some point in the day I’ve thought it was Thursday.. But thank god, tomorrow is FINALLY Thursday, the last day of work, and the last day of school for the week. I can’t wait.

And then once this week is over, only one more week of classes left! YAY! I’m so excited. Hopefully I’ll do better on this next MIS test. I never did go into that story did I? Well the first question on the test you had to assume some stuff. It was a registartion program, dealing with classes and the pre-reqs for those classes. Well in the ERD I added in the Student and Teacher relationships to those classes, and well, he didn’t want that, so he took off 20 fucking points! If I hadn’t over-assumed on that one question, I would have got a 92% on the test. Fucker!

Oh well I’m over it.

Tuesday was good, class as usuall. I also did some other stuff, but I’ll get into that story a bit later. Anyways, I talked to drew for like an hour that night, and that was good. We’ve been talking about tons of random stuff, and we’ve been talking much more then I think we would have had he been in Iowa. Very crazy! lol.

At work we bought a new firewall, that was uber exciting. We got her to go with the one that has 4 trusted ports so we can make a DMZ sometime in the future. Also talking her into Gigabit switches to replace the 10/100 switches we have now, and also racks for the server room. I’m really looking forward to the firewall and the racks. The firewall will be here on Thursday, so that’s exciting. We haven’t got the racks for sure yet, still trying to convince her that we need them! Which we DO!

Also while at work I came up with, what I think to be a sweet idea. Originally I asked Andrew for his address while he was there to send him a little card or something, but plans change, and I came up with the idea to send him some flowers. So I start looking up places to get flowers from that area and couldn’t really find anything that sounded good.

I call up the place that his family rented the apartment from and asked them for a recomendation for a place that’ll deliver flowers. They told me to call this place called ‘Belva’s’, so I did. Asked the what it cost to deliver and it was only $7, so I was like that’s fine. So I start telling her what I want. I just wanted to send him some, like 3 or 4, Spider Mums, because those are his favorite flowers. First of all, she only had 2 colors, yellow and white. So I was kind of annoyed with that, I was hoping that they’d have more colors. So I tell her that stuff and then she’s like, what else. And I’m like “That’s all.” And then she informs me that you have to buy a total of $35 worth of shit before they’ll deliver.

Now this took me by surprse because Hy-Vee will deliver for like $6, and there’s now limit that I know of, cause last time it was only like $15 total. So I’m like, well I don’t want to spend that much, so I asked her for to recommend somewhere else. Which she nicly did, we hung up and I called them.

This time it was $25 for delivery and $30 minimum order. So I was like, fuck them. And looked online for a g-store or something Hy-Veeish. I found this place called Publix and called them up.

Get this, there it was $15 delivery fee, and a minimum order of $50!! I was like, HELL NO!

Finally the last place I called was “Piggly Wiggly Florists” there it was only $5 delivery, which I find the weirdest because they are the farthest away from where Andrew was compared to all the others. And the minimum order was $25. So I felt that I could deal with that. I asked her if she had any spider mums, and she said she did, but only like 6 purple ones. Well, Spider Mums were like $1.50 each, so once you took the price of the vase out of there ($6) I could have gotten him a dozen of those. Which I really didn’t want to get him a dozen or even six (long story) of anything. So I ask her what else she has that she would like. She mentioned a few things and I didn’t know what any of them were. So I decided to just go with something simpler.

Ended up getting him 6 Yellow Roses with Orange tips. The woman said they looked really good, and it was a good choice. So I hope that they really do look good. After we got all that done she asked me when I wanted it delivered.

I knew that they would be gone from the house by the time I had called her (About 2ish Central time) and that Andrew and family probably wouldn’t be back to the house by the time the florist closed. So I just told her to deliver them first thing in the morning. So like 10ish.

Well come to find out when I talked to Andrew last night that they tried delivering them that NIGHT! I was so annoyed because the florist left a note there. I wanted this to be a super surprise. One of those, things where someone knocks on the door and you go and answer it and boom, there’s some flowers. But no, the stupid florist went and fucked that all up now.

This morning I came into work at 8 (because I had left the number here for them) and called them up. I asked the florist who had helped me the day before what was going on. She explained that she had a delivery in that area and just went ahead and tried delivering it then. So I accepted that, I wasn’t going to get mad at them since they were doing so much for me and helping me out so much. I asked her to call me back if Andrew hadn’t been in to pick them up before 1pm.

So I’ve been uber nervous all day. I didn’t think about it tell I was in class this morning, that his PU’s might not like him getting flowers or something like that there. Too gay or something, you never know. And everytime the phone here in the office rings I just like freeze hoping that they’ll buzz me and say “Andrew McGeehan is on the phone for you.” And I can say, “Thank you, put him though.” But nope, not yet.

I also have my cell phone next to my monitor, and everytime I get a call… Just a few seconds before my monitor flickers. Well today it’s been doing it even when I’m not getting a call. But still everytime my monitor flickers I just sit there for a second looking at my phone and hoping that it’ll start rining.

But it hasn’t YET!

Ok, stirke that last part… It just rang and it was the florists. They haven’t heard from Andrew yet. Very annoying. I would think that that would have been the first place they went to this morning. At least I know I would have… Grrr. I’m very annoyed and very anxious right now.

I hope that everything turns out well. I gave them Andrew’s phone number so that they can call him and find out what’s going on.

Well other then that not much else has been happening in my life lately. Last night I went running for almost an hour, and then did my abslide.

This morning I got up at 7, did my abslide and go ready for the day then went out. Rode my bike here to take care of the florist dilemma. And then rode to campus. By the time I got to campus my shirt was soaking wet from sweat, so I went to the bathroom in Carver and took it off and washed my face with cold water to cool down some. I forgot my water bottle this morning and I’m not happy about that either…Anyways, the point of the story is that I was standing in front of the mirror shirtless there in carver and I really liked the way that I looked. Maybe it’s just me, but I thought it looked like I’ve lost some weight recently. Crazyness really.

Class was class. I started reading Branned since I just finished Culture Jam. I really liked that book and recommend that everyone go read it! lol.

Now I’m at work and I’ve got quite a bit done for being as jumpy as I am. I’ve implemented SNMP on 5 machines and I’m working on getting it on the linux boxes, but the config files for it seem to be confusing me.

Hopefully things will get better!

Laters.

We Get What We Want.

So yesterday was a very busy and productive, yet unproductive day.

I slept in much later then I had planned on. I haven’t slept that late in ages, so I felt like I had wasted the whole day. I showered and then went out side.

Changed my oil, which took a while since I couldn’t figure out where the oil plug was on that car. It endedup being right in front of my face the whole time. STupid me. lol.

Then I washed my car. I wanted to wax it as well, but by the time I was done waching it I really didn’t care anymore.

After that I went to Ankeny to Goodwill. I found a ton of really cute shirts and some Frat ones from Andrew, but all were REALLY big. What is it with that, it alwasy seems that it’s the fat people that give thier shit to goodwill. I tried going to SalVal as well, but they were closed. After that I went over to PetSmart to pick up some fish for my dad. There were two of Adam’s friends working, I don’t remmeber thier names right now, but they completely ignored me, even though I was standing there obviously needing help with the fish, and they were obviously capable of doing that shit. Whatever.

I got those, went home and put the fish in water, one in the pond the other in the house. Very amusing times. We’ll see which one dies first this time! lol

After that I was going to help my mom with my room. We’ve been trying to peel the wall-paper off the walls for ages. There’s only one wall left, but it hasn’t been done yet.

I wasn’t really in the mood to do that, so I said no, and just sat on the couch for a couple more hours. Then I drove back to Ames.

Once I got to Ames, I went off on a bike ride. Andrew called me just as I was starting it, so I stopped and talked to him for a while. I saw Eric Solan while riding, very odd. Why’s he so fucking hot, but such a stupid asshole??

It was good to talk to Drew again, I can’t wait tell he gets back. I’m just glad this is a short week, and that he returns on Saturday. (Morning even, which makes it way better). I think we’re just going to hang out at my house Saturday and hot tub/swim.

After we were done talking I rode to the library and checked out two books. It’s amazing how easy it is to find books in that library. I don’t see how people can have problems.

Then Iw as off to go lay in the grass somewhere and read. Which I did, for about 2 hours. Then the bugs started to really get to me, so I rode home and read the rest of the night.

Today has been alright. Got my MIS test back. And we’re having a group meeting tonight here at work.

Other then that not much going on here today. Andrew should be calling me here soon. So that’s exciting!

::scampers off::