Fuck The Garage!!

So this weekend has consisted of nothing except for cooking/building/phones.

Friday I went home and wanted to cook an apple pie. But we didn’t have enough apples. So that had to wait. Then I was going to cook Zeppoles. (sp?) Didn’t have yeast. so had to cancell that.

I don’t remmeber what did after that, since Ic oudln’t cook. But I do remember that I didn’t go out of the house. So it must have been nothing too exciting.

Saturday I got up early, and helped with the garage. I was screwing in steel siding above my head. So my back/neck and forearm hurt mucho.

About lunch it started raining, so I broke, went inside and cooked the apple pie and Zeppoles. Talked to drew bear in there for a while. After that sat around the house while it rained.

Went and met my Gma and Mother in Ames, they wanted to meet at my apartment. But I was like, “Mother, lots of pictures of me and Andrew.” so we met at Lowes instead.

Came back home, called Andrew and talked to him for like 2 hours. Then had to go out and help with the garage some more, or something. i don’t remember.

Saturday night I sat around and did nothing again! Surpise there.

This morning I got up about 10, it was VERY cold in my room. Then went out and helped on the garage some MORE, even though I didn’t want oto.

This whole garage thing is getting very annoying. I mean, I keep asking my mom to help me with a cover letter, and she never HELPS me. But she ALWays expects me to spend every waking second that I have frree on the weekends helping with this fucking garage. And what do I get in return NOTHING!

A little money, or reimbusment for those books that I had to get months ago, would be nice. Or for her to even help me with that damn cover letter.

The rest of the weekend has been spent talking to the drewster. He really wants to fly here again, and I realy want him too. But I don’t think that he shouold spend any more money then he already has. And I can’t afford to help him pay for a ticket, or anything else really. I’m very broke this month. I need a second job.

Anyways, I’m bored and don’t want to write anymore. So laters all!

I really miss Topher man. being with him again made me see that. I’m not sure I can last until Xmas.

I want to go to him. I want to work out a way to come back again. I suppose I might have to just bear it and see what Mother will do for me. Though I doubt she will help. Maybe if I explain that we just got back together… and that Court is uber depressed.. MAYBE she will at least help pay for it.

Hopefully.
Missing you…..

Took Me Long Enough

So here’s an update for Chris, since I know that he has been anxiously awaiting one.

Ok, well as soon as I walked in, I was just completely floored. I had no idea what it would be like to see him again, but it was a million times better than what I had hoped for. As soon as I saw him, I knew that I had made the right decision in coming.

So we hugged and kissed and it was so amazingly amazing to hug and kiss him again. At first, I was afraid taht he might not want to kiss me, but as I found out, he clearly did. So that was great. He made dinner for me and that was wonderful and I asked him out and that was even better!!!! I’m officially in the longest relationship ever. Yay for me and Topher!

Most of the stuff that night and next day is covered in the other entry. Oh wait, well we did kinda do stuff Thurs night. He just jacked me off, and it didn’t take long at all, and I came really really hard. Good to know he still has that touch 🙂

We messed around again Friday during the day, I had my thong on and I’m hoping he enjoyed that. I’m pretty sure he did.

Sleeping both those nights in his arms was so wonderful, I’d forgotten how warm he is and how great it is to feel him holding me. If only he was here now.. 🙁

Saturday was another great day, even though we had our little fight in the morning. I don’t really want to discuss it all here, b/c frankly, it doesn’t need to be discussed at all. It’s over and everything is fine, and that’s that.

Saturday night we had a lot of fun. We hottubbed and we were gonna make love in there but we had no condoms/lube. We decided to try it anyway and that didn’t really work out so much. So we just made out some more and talked about the millions of places that we wanted to make love in. We went back to Ames and had some fun. I wore my cowboy hat, thong, and playboy pants. So that was hot for Chris lol.

We took some shots, him more than me, and made out and had a really hot time on the chest. Though it hurt my back until we put a blanket down. So we ended up in a position where he was dry humping me (well, we should call it wet humping, since my mr. ass was way wet from a rimmy and hoodie was oozing precum). Anyways, hoodie definitely went in a little bit. I wasn’t sure how I felt about it. Obviously nothing too bad, considering I continued to press up against him. Yeah, but that really wasn’t a big deal. We did end up making love though. And boy, was it ever hot. He was on the chest on his back, and it was just tons of fun. I’ve never heard him moan that loud. He even threw in a few “GOD” and “JESUS” in there too. So that was good times. I thoroughly enjoyed it. After awhile, we moved to his bed, and I wanted to cum on his face, since we had talked about that before. So yeah, we both jacked off, I came ALL over his face and he came all over my ass. I think he really enjoyed it, and as for me, I found it very hot as well. That one might be repeated some day 🙂

So yeah that was about all that wasn’t in the public entry.

Tons of I love you’s were dispersed throughout my stay. I’m sad now that I don’t get them anymore. Well, I do, but it’s only on the phone and I like to see his face when he tells me he loves me. ANyways…. today sucks, I wish he was here. Can’t wait till next year, where when I have a bad day at school, bad test etc.. I can just have him pick me up and we can go to his apartment and I can be hugged and kissed and told that everything’s fine. It will really be a nice change from sitting in my dorm room all day and all night.

Yeah that gets old real fast.

ANyways, that’s about it, I miss my Topher, can’t wait to spend 5 weeks w/ him over xmas break!!!

Breaks Round 2

YAY, so Andrew and I talked earlier this morning and good news!! Well alright, good news if things stay this way…

He’s thinking about just staying here with me for 5 weeks and working at somewhere like Hy-Vee. Though it’ll suck for him because he’s working at Hy-Vee. It’ll be uber fun for me! Because I’ll get to see my Drew Bear for 5 whole weeks. Exciiting.

It’ll also work out for him because all of his friends will be in Ames anyways. So he wouldn’t want to be stuck in DM and everyone else be here in Ames. So that’s good times.

I was very happy to hear this. Though who knows how many more times it’ll change before everything goes down.

In other news… I want him to come back now!!! 🙁