I really miss Topher man. being with him again made me see that. I’m not sure I can last until Xmas.
I want to go to him. I want to work out a way to come back again. I suppose I might have to just bear it and see what Mother will do for me. Though I doubt she will help. Maybe if I explain that we just got back together… and that Court is uber depressed.. MAYBE she will at least help pay for it.