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What a BUSY couple weeks I’ve had. I haven’t even had time to freaking unpack from my trip to Oregon yet or update my blog! What a mess!

So two weekends ago I flew up Seattle to spend the weekend with Mossman. There were a few rocky spots, not with HIM, but with the people we were around, but other then that, the weekend was just amazing! We got in and drove down to Astoria, met up with some of his friends at the house we were staying at and then crashed for the evening. Sadly, his friends we were staying with were a bit prudish apparently and didn’t like us cuddling, etc. So whatever.

Saturday we got up, wondered around, did the coffee house thing, etc, spent most of the day hanging out with his sister, drove around town some. Saw the house that Goonies and Short Circuit were filmed in, did this column thing, saw some other neat places. He lives in a really cute town I just wish that we had seen MORE of it instead of sitting around with his sister and what not all day.

Sunday we got up, had breakfast with his sister and friends at the coffee house then headed back to Seattle. Got into Seattle, did this underground tour thing which was pretty cool, walked around a bit, saw the HUGE REI, I think we did something else, but I can’t remember. Then we went back to his moms house, talked to her a bit then went to bed.

Monday we got up, putzed around the house for a bit, then headed north to the Boeing Factory which was amazing fun! After that we did more of downtown, the market, etc. Seattle was a cute city.

I flew back that night. Did some stuff during the week, not really sure what it was.

Friday I met up with Sirin to do her floors! We’ve been talking about this for nearly a year and now the time finally came!

That night we tore up the carpet in the living room and found a HUGE hole and two boards that needed to be replaced. That was VERY scary!

Saturday we spent the day running around, getting supplies, trying to find the right boards to fit, wood type, etc. We got started with the sanding around 10pm. 13 hours after I got there! OMG! What a long day. Got done about 2:30am and went home and crashed.

Sunday I got up at 8, went back over to her house and finished up the sanding, got done with that by 4ish and this other girl showed up so I left because I was exhausted!

I got home and crashed for a while… Monday was work, Monday night was more hard wood floors. Tuesday was work, Tuesday night was more hard wood floors.

And that’s been my life.

So, I’ve realized something… I’m in love… With who, that’s debatable. Or perhaps, I’ve just become completely apathetic.

I’m REALLY excited to go see Mossman this weekend! You have no idea.

How I’ve come to this “In love” conclusion? Well, the weekend at the beach house, Leigh was ALL over me and I resisted. This past weekend, I had three HOT guys come over and hang out and I didn’t want to fuck them once! LOL. I know, random, eh? But if I have hot willing guys throwing themselves at me. I always fuck them!

Anyways, Mossman or Morgan? I’m leaning towards one, I’m not going to say which…

Did I mention how excited I am to see Mossman this weekend?

Soooo, This past weekend, pretty laid back. Rock climbing Friday night, Saturday I lounged around the house, Sunday was Rock Climbing. I picked up this new guy Erik. He was pretty entertaining. Leigh I think was pissed that I brought him. lol

I had to tell Leigh the bad news last night, that at this time I’m not interested in anything more then friends.

Went on an AWESOME bike ride lats night as well.

Every morning I get up and tell myself I am going to bike to work, but it hasn’t happened yet. I’m so lazy!

Adios!

So last week was def interesting. Nothing much really happened up till Thursday. That evening I got off work late, met up with Avrom and we went to Fry’s then dinner then back to my house for a little bit. He’s a very very odd person. Very awk to be around and what not. Nice guy, just REALLY socially awk! lol. Anyways, he left and then Morgan showed up like 10 minutes later to pick up his gear. I was expecting him to just come, get his gear and then leave. But that afternoon he had IMed me and asked about getting yogurt. So we did that as soon as he got here. We sat on my couch eating that, talking, what not. Ended up chatting for like 2 hours and I was exhausted so he took his stuff, then as he was leaving stood in my door, arms open waiting for a hug…

Now, normally not unusual because I hug all my friends. Even the straight ones. But Morgan is a different story. I haven’t hugged, shook his hand, or touched him in a long time (over a month?). I’ve been trying to keep my distance so because it’s a little to much for me. Anyways, I gave him a quick hug and off he went.

Friday I worked all day, did lots of random stuff, it was pretty busy around here. Left work, went home for a bit then off to pick up Leigh from NoHo. Got him and we went out to the Beach House. It was an interesting trip out there. We watched “The Strangers” Friday night which is def not a movie I enjoyed. Went to bed after that. He was all over me and I was trying to not get into that whole sexualness of things right away. So we just cuddled in bed most of the night. I slept pretty well.

Got up the next morning, he made cinnamon rolls and we went off to go hiking in the Mountians. It was FUCKING HOT! We only did like 4-5 miles and then came back. It was way to hot to do that shit! lol After that we went to Santa Barb downtown, ate lunch/dinner at this really nice Mexican place, walked around, got yogurt at this crazy asian yogurt place because the one RIGHT across the street had a line out the door! Came back to the beach house, Showered, went to the beach to watch the sunset, back to the house and watched movies the rest of the evening. We saw “Always sunny in Philly” which was hilarious! I can’t wait to watch more of those seasons!

So went to bed and he was again all over me. This time I told him straight up he was being to aggressive for me and he backed off. Went to sleep, slept very well, woke up in the middle of the night to him giving me a rim job. Very enjoyable but way to much! LOL.

Went back to sleep. Got up Sunday morning, went rock climbing, didn’t do ANYTHING there the whole time. It was way to fucking hot. I was feeling a bit sick, etc. Morgan asked me to smear sun screen on his back. Awk considering there were like 10 other people who could have done it. Lunch was very enjoyable with everyone, Ally was there, JoEric, Claudia, Sylvia, DAN! the whole gang! Good to see everyone again.

After lunch we were all saying goodbye to everyone. I gave everyone hugs. Handed Morgan back his keys from an arms distance, and was trying to get into my car when he WALKED around his car came over to me and basically required a hug again. Strange… Sophia was right there and even she thought it was odd! Drove Leigh home after that, then drove myself home. Took forever!

Got home, took a nap, woke up, read, watched some TV, went to bed early.

So to recap…

Leigh… Nice guy, not my style, too much smoking, too much partying, not enough working…

Morgan… getting over it. Confused about the new signals?

Alan… Def falling for him, wish he lived closer. Great guy, great career goals, etc. Needs to stop smoking!

I know I’m really late on writing this post, but last week was CRAZY! So much going on. Thank god though that I finally got some down time this weekend and got caught up on a ton of stuff.

So the parents were in LA. We did lots of random stuff, hit up the wineries, which I was not a fan of. Saw LACMA, which I haven’t been to in ages and lots of other stuff.

Climbing that weekend was great. Had a dinner party Saturday night at Sophia’s house which was GREAT. Morgan came, we all got very drunk, he and I slept in the same bed. I wanted to cuddle with him so badly. But instead every time he got anywhere near me I kept pulling away. I didn’t sleep most of the night. Ugh. People keep telling me he’s not cute at all. Then after climbing Sophia sent me a txt “I think you might be growing on him” or something like that. Clearly that’s not the case any more.

So this week was busy with work and stuff, the consultants were here all week, got lots of stuff done, etc. Avrom came over Thursday night and we smoked out, good times.

Friday I went out in Holllywood with Sylivia, her sister and some random girl. It was TONs of fun, but I got very drunk and sent txts to Mossman and Morgan. The ones to Morgan were very embarrassing, the ones to Mossman, cute and funny. lol

Saturday I got up around 9 and went home, did lots of stuff around the house, shopping, cleaning, what not. Leigh (this guy from the climbing group) came over. I’m pretty sure he is Constnatine’s ex from many years ago. Anyways, we hung out, went to dinner, yogurt, watched movies. He’s a nice guy, but smoker and no job. He wants me to go to the beach house up north this upcoming weekend. I am not sure how I feel about that.

Sunday I got up totally not feeling into climbing, drove up there, saw Morgan, barely talked to him the whole time, and when I did I was very short with him. I need to get over that jerk. I can do way better. Alan is WAY better. I just don’t get why I am still so into him. Maybe it’s the whole “I want what I can’t have” thing, but it’s really pissing me off and putting me in a bad place. I thought about just not inviting him to shit any more, but Sophia said that would be rude.

Anyways, climbing ended up pretty good. I did way better on the 5.11 then I ever have! I will make it up that sucker one day soon! Left from that and got home about 4ish. Called Alan but he didn’t answer, so I read a book, watched some TV, thought about places to go for the next couple weekends, etc. Talked to Alan later that night and booked tickets to Seattle! 🙂 YAY! So excited! We have to work out all the details, but it’ll be a great trip… I’ll be up there halloween weekend!

So that’s about everything that’s going on.

I’m out!

Ok, So not to much has happened, but I wanted to update before the parents arrived!

Wed I wrote about already, Thursday I was planning on leaving work at noon. Didn’t get out of here till almost 1:30. Picked up Mossman and we headed north to Getty Villa. Good times. Walked around, did 3rd street, venice, Play del ray, marina del ray, etc. Ate dinner at the vegan place around the corner. Went back to my house. Watched a movie and went to bed. It was nice. 🙂

Today has been inanity. CEO had a hissy fit. Sales manager is being a bitch, etc. Trying our hardest, but Vic is being a total hold up to this process! Wanted to leave work at noon again but didn’t get out till 2ish. Boss wants me to work all weekend. I think not! UGH!

So I went home, got him, we had some bed time fun, took him to eat then off to the airport. It was sad to see him go! I hope he can come back soon

I wanted to write more, but am pressed for time and very stressed right now.

I could sure use mossman to cuddle with tonight!