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Didn’t you already tell your mother that story?

Sunday, April 20, 2003
1:24PM – “Didn’t you already tell your mother that story?” Private

“Mother? I’m talking to the Bloomingdales catalog lady!”
LOL fun times!

So this weekend has been fucking awesome!

Friday I asked mother if I could stay at CHris’ and she reluctantly said yes. So after work, I stopped at Hy-Vee for pictures and then hightailed it up to Ames! I got there a little before 8 and Chris was cooking dinner. Totally cute 🙂

So we had a pow wow on the floor and ate dinner, these taco/burrito/fajita things. VERY good, my compliments to the chef! hehe. Yeah, then we watched TV I think, I dunno I don’t really remember.
The point is: Sister, Sister was on. So we watched that and just talked and random shit. We kissed and whatnot, somehow we ended up in the bed, still kissing and being all cuddly. Eventually, we decided that the alcohol didn’t need to go to waste, so we drank some of it. We both had 2 wine coolers, which didn’t do a thing for me, except make my stomach just a *wee* bit queazy. After that, we ended up just going to bed….

Well, going INTO the bed, and making out for a while. Then we were kissing, and the next thing I knew, I was waking up the next morning. Very weird. We were even still above the covers. I got under the covers and Chris and I cuddled sme more, holding each other and what not 🙂 It was only 7:38… I don’t think Chris was too happy.

Ugh, and my stupid back was really fucking up. SO annoying.

So then we kept making out and stuff, and it was REALLY good. I’d like to know where Chris learned all his techniques, b/c he is really good. The boy can make me squirm! 🙂 It was totally awesome, but I did feel bad, b/c sometimes I felt like he was doing more (licking body parts, etc.) for me than I was for him. I’ll have to change that next time, I don’t want to be only a taker! I like to give too! So that kept up for several hours, and ended with me sitting in between his legs while we kissed and he jacked me off, b/c I DESPERATELY needed to cum. Well, at first I was skeptical, and all “Well, I’ll just take over when I’m ready and then I will cum.” Nope! Chris started licking me elbow while he was jacking me (Enfuego came out of the pants now b/c I didn’t want to cum all in my boxers b/c I only brought the pair I was wearing) So Chris was licking the elbow, and jacking me, and suddenly I was thinking “OH MY GOD. I Am gonna have an orgasm!!!!!!!” AND *drum roll*

I DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I came without touching myself AT ALL. It was totally amazing, and a REALLY REALLY good cum. I seriously could not (and still can’t!) believe it. After all the guys that have tried and tried to make me cum, no one ever has, and now Chris finally did.

And I don’t mean it in a strictly sexual sense. It really said something to me that he could make me cum. It makes sense in my head….

Anyways after that I scampred off to the shower, completely delighted, and I neglected Hoodie. 🙁 I felt really bad, suddenly in the shower, I was like OMG I didn’t let Chris cum! And i Felt really bad. THen my belly button ring fell out. Because the top ball had somehow fallen out again. Whoops.
Anyways I apologized to Chris for the cum thing and he said it was ok. THen we made macaroni, ateit and Watched Golden Girls, I made some phone calls, and we left. We went to the mall at Ames, and stopped in the Software Store, where Chris reitertated that I’m a big geek/nerd/loser. From what I gather though, he thinks its cute. So its ok.

Then we came to DSM and I almost died on the way b/c it was raining pretty bad. I left my car at PC, and we were gonna go to my house, and hang out play video games and the such, but mother forbade us for coming over. So off to Valley West it was. We didn’t really do anything there, just randomness, walking around… we didn’t even really go into the stores. But we did pee! And that’s the important part.

We left and I called again and us coming over was Okayd. But only for a few hours. We get there and mother isn’t even home! SHe is TOO weird sometimes. So I showed Chris some more games, and I’m not sure how interested he was in them, but if he wasn’t he faked it well lol. We both played some, and then decided to go out to eat.

We went to Cheddars which was fun, Chris contending the whole time that he had NEVEr eaten therebefore, while for me, it’s practically my 3rd home. My 2nd being in Chris’ arms. 🙂

So we ate, I paid, we wanted dessert but we were too blargy.

Oh I forgot to mention it was “Ugly People day at the mall. I reallywish Chris and I would get the memo so we would know to avoid it.

THen we went to B&N and met up with Sheila and did random shit, Sheila telling us the woes of her life, it was funny. We left, and went to PC to go hot-tubbing, which I hadn’t done in so long!
We cuddled on Chris’ bed for awhile before we left and I would’ve been happy spending the rest of the night there. It’s SO wonderful to have him hold me 🙂

We did end upgonig hottubbing and that was fun too. Some kissing and stuff in there, and it was sweet (and tasted like chlorine! lol) We just talked and eventually got out and went inside b/c Sister, Sister and Proud Family was on. Chris was falling asleep during SS and I don’t blame him b/c I was uber tired as well. I fell asleep for a few seconds a few times during PF. I just wanted to stay and have Chris hold me all night again. But I had to leave 🙁 It was REALLY bad driving home, I was so fucking tired.

When we said goodbye, Chris came out in nothing but his towel. Such a cutie! We thanked each other for the wonderful weekend.

Yet another great time with Chris. I am so content just doing random shit with him…. and it’s still tons of fun. We had a really great weekend, and when I woke up this morning I was wishing that he could’ve been there to holdme and kiss me, and Iwas sad tht he wasn’t 🙁 And this week there is no Special Wednesday! Cause CHris has to work! Oh woe is me! So I most likely won’t see him till Friday which is obviously WAY too long.

I can’t believe he made me cum! lol I explained to him that I always said the guy who makes me cum would be my husband, he was like “yeah so no pressure” it was funny…

*Sigh* Such a good man. I can’t wait until he’s mine. So many good times still waiting to be had… it’s gonna be great.

Everytime I see him, I want him more and more and I fall more and more for him. Oh, it’s so fun to care about someone this much!!!!!! Thanks Chris for bringing up all these feelings in me, I love it and I love caring about you as much as I do!

I’m not even sure that made sense but eh! I’m off to play FF9!!!!!

BREAK! *Kiss*

Current mood: chipper

Oh My Topher

Oh my Topher. Or “Will soon be” my Topher. lol.
So I have had an absolutely fabulous day!
Both my parents were going to be gone Tuesday night so I told Chris that if he wanted, he was welcome to spend the night. He declined, claiming he had to go to school, and I contested that school wasn’t important, but that it was ok.
He called me Tues while I was at work, and asked if I still had that offer up. I sure did, so he headed on down.
That night, we went to the Dispute Part which was dumb as hell, but we managed to have a good time. Mainly by chanting “Where’s the pizza? Where’s the soda?”
Then we came home and got ready for bed. We slept in Jaime’s room b/c the bed is bigger. We layed down, and we spent a lot of time kissing, licking etc…. I now have hickies on BOTH my arms! lol. But BOY does he know what he is doing…. I was dying…. literally lol. It was wonderful.
Eventually I decided I needed to get to bed b/c I had school in the morning! So we were laying there, and he said something to the effect of “This is heaven.” Or something close to that and I Melted and it was really sweet. He held me all night, and I felt so close to him, and so calm, and so at peace with everything that is going on. When I get held, I just feel so safe and I feel that things will be ok after all! It was a really special feeling, and I am so glad that Chris brought it on.
Unfortunately, the morning came too quick.
We got up, after some more kissing, and I got ready for school, and he followed me around. lol.
OH yeah, he also mentioned during the night that he hasn’t missed one class this year (or semester, one of the two) and that this was the first one he missed, so I better feel special. Well, let me tell you, I really did.
Anyways, so he watched me get ready, then after more kissing, I left for school and he stayed at my house. School was too long.
I got home, and got changed, and we went to the Y to work out. That was fun, I was watching him use the machine while I was working my arms and he was just so adorable. I wish I would’ve videotaped it! Lol. So cute. THen I ran next to him and we were both really sweaty and gross.
So then we went home. He threw me in the closet and kissed me, then told me I smelled. 🙂
We both took showers, then went out to Subway so I could get my free lunch. While there, we ran into Court, Erin, Jenny Goodall, and Rachel LeValley and talked to tem for a few minutes. Then we came home and ate, me having my Subway and a piece of old pizza, and him eating a sandwich. Good times!
After that, we watched “Drift” which is officially the dumbest movie of all time. Very dumb, it had like 3 endings, so weird. So yeah Chris held me the whole time, and that felt wonderful yet again.
He said a lot of really sweet things to me… but since I have a terrible memory for those things, I have forgotten them. But I do know he said them, and I remember feeling very special and cared for on more than one occasion.
After the movie, we made out some more lol. He thought that me sitting on him and kinda grinding a bit was funny… I didn’t QUITE see the humor in it that he did.. maybe I missed something *shrugs*
After awhile, we decided we should actually do something, even though we agreed that doing that would be fun to continue with. But we ended up going to deposit my check (Waited forever in line!) and then we went to the mall, where I bought a belt, 2 shirts, and a pair of sandals for 30 bucks. Not a bad deal. We walked around and then went to Target and walked around, and then went home.
When home, we kissed some more, then finally I was forced to set up a game for Chris. He played FF8 for awhile, he definitely isn’t a natural, but its ok 🙂 Mother called at this point and was very obnoxious “Oh so Chris and you are alone? Not cool.” Yeah you are right Mom we had TONS of hot sex. Whatever… it kinda pissed me off.
Then we ate dinner, we had some pasta salad that Kelly made. After that downstairs, to just sit, and kiss and do sweet things until he left. He held me a lot, and we attempted to take lots of pics, though I’m not sure how many of them will actually come out b/c I think my arm kept getting in the way. It was really fun, we just talked about a lot of things, and that’s where the “Almost my Topher” thing came up. I atfirst said “Potentially almost my Topher” and he was like “I think you can drop the ‘potentially’.” So yeah that was a good sign 🙂 He told me I was sexy, yet another good sign.
We just had such a nice time. When he left, I really didn’t want him to, but I was afraid that John would come home and then things would be a bit weird. We took probably 10 or so minutes attempting to say goodbye. We just kept kissing and thanking each other for the wonderful day. That is when he said he couldn’t stop kissing me and I wholeheartedly agree. So tough to let go. Eventually we had to though, and he left.
Now I am sitting here, alone. I know I’m a big loser, b/c I miss Chris already. We have spent about 24 hours together, and now that he’s gone, I’m like “eh, what am I Supposed to do now?” I really just want his arms around me, I’m actually to the point of being sad that he isn’t here. God help me, I’m falling too fast for him.
I’m trying to hold myself back.
But I can’t help it……. oh why does my (almost) Topher have to be so grand?
Well, I don’t think I should ramble on any longer and scare him away, so I’m gonna email him this since he won’t get ittill like tomorrow anyway.
Oh yeah, he also kept saying I was a dork and a nerd for playing so much Final Fantasy! Well, it isn’t my fault that Squaresoft makes such great games!!! lol
Send me yours Topher!

Magical Evening

So yeah……
To put it pretty simply….. the words “Magical Evening” now have such an entirely differnt meaning to me.
I think “Magical” is the only word that can even come close to describing how this night was.
So I was over at Skinnys and all 3 of us decided to do something. Adam called and basically told Skinny that he needs to chaperone Chris and I. Anyways, we went out to eat at Bennigans which was totally fun, and I couldn’t stop laughing and it was just crazyness.
Chris and I went to MHM while Skinny went home b/c his sister was freaking out. Then we went to get Chris’ mints, and then we went downtown to the drag show.
So yeah there definitely wasn’t a drag show. There was only one other car there besides us. THe entire way down I wanted to hold Chris’ hand, but I didn’t get up the guts to put my hand on his knee until we were pretty much almost there. We decided to go to JJ’s when we realized there wasn’t a show. Skinny sped off and Chris and I used the opportunity to get in a few kisses 🙂
At JJ’s we didn’t do much, then Skinny left, we both assumed it was b/c he knew we wanted to be alone. Thanks Skinny!
I came up with the idea to go watch the sunset up by Saylorville, which was (in my opinon) a wonderful suggestion! We drove up there and drove for a little bit until we found a suitable spot for us to stay.
We parked and walked down by the rocks. I wanted to hold his hand, but I didn’t, b/c I’m a big wuss! lol
We found a flat rock spot place to sit down at and we just sat down and talked. The scenery was so pretty. Listening to Chris, and to the waves and feeling the wind, it just made me feel so relaxed and so happy and carefree.
We just talked, and we got our arms around each other, and we kissed and we hugged and talked and did all 3 over and over and over again.
It was truly an enchanting evening. I for one had an excellently wonderful time and it was definitely better than any drag show would’ve been. I told him that I’m the little damsel in distress and he’s the big hero that holds me in his strong arms. He said I was the size of a stick lol.
Anyways, we just talked and shit… nothing really substantial. We did establish that Chris is not allowed to say “So are you” when I compliment him. That was pretty funny…..
So was “I think I got to bring more home than you did!” That was just downright hilarious.
Eventually we moved to where Chris was sitting with his legs open (teehee) and I was in between and he just had his arms around me. Some people walked by, but it didn’t bother us one bit! Yay homos! He was so warm and I feel so safe being held by him. I was completely at ease, and had no worries on my mind at all! Such a good feeling. It was definitely one of those days where you realize just how much you truly care about someone.
And I care about Chris an *AWFUL* lot. Maybe more than he knows…
So yeah wonderful day and night and we watched the sunset and it was sooooo romantic. We just sat there, me in his arms, watching the sun go down (and boy, did it go quick!) I just wanted it to last and last. We did more talking, and more kissing, and Chris kept tickling me! It always makes me giggle like a little girl. 🙂
We decided we had to leave at some point b/c it was getting just a bit nipply out. So we stand up on the rocks, and stood there for probably… I would say at least 10 minutes… just standing and kissing and I held his face in my hands (it sounds dumb to explain but I know what I mean) and that was just……. amazing. I don’t know what it was, but touching him and kissing him and standing there with the sun just set and a cool wind blowing across us. I practically died.
We walked back to the car and held hands and put our arms around each other and kissed some more. I held his hand again in the car on the way home… errr, to Hy-Vee. I dropped him off at his car at Hy-Vee, and it was really weird b/c we saw Skinny there. We were like “eh…?” Very odd. So we talked to him for a minute and then we went to saying goodbye, which of course, was very tough.
We kissed and stuff in the parking lot for awhile, then we had to break and it was sad. He pointed out the bulge in his pants and I said it was hot lol. I drove home, and was already missing him! I really wish he lived closer so I could see him more often.
Anyways, he may be coming down Wednesday, and if he does that’ll be great, specially now that John will more than likely either be home late or not at all. So we won’t have to deal with people coming into my room and bitching about the door not being open. Stupid parents!
All in all, another fabulous night with Chris, it was, in my opinion, one of the best nights we have had together.
Oh, I forgot… I also explained to Chris the difference between “real” kisses and sexual kisses, complete with demonstrations… I thought that was cute… lol
Anyways, I’m totally happy, but you wouldn’t be able to tell b/c I’m so damn tired that I’m just sitting here like bleeeeeeeeh.
As soon as I get Chris’ entry and read it, I’ll be off to bed, and to dream of my sweet thang! (That is you Chris, in case you are confused lol)
BREAK!

Iowa City Trip

2:47PM >

Ok, so time for the private update about what REALLY happened 🙂
WHen I thought that Adam was still going out with us, I Told him that I was
going to dinnr with Courtney so that I would have an excuse to go out with
Chris. So Chris and I met at Perkins and we ate and this girl working there
sassed off to him (“Excuse me, I believe you had PIE.”)Really funny.
Anyways, we just talked about stuff and about how Adam gets mad that we hang
out, but he always suggests that we do it… mixed signals!
So then we were waitng for Jenny to get us (Oh I just remembed, BOTH Chris
and I looked UBER hot yesterday… mmm mm!) and we talked a bit in the car.
“Us” talk. I told him that I was just wondering if he was wning something
further to happen, and he informed me that he did, which set my mind at ease
a bit. I mentioned how sometimes I feel uncomfortable around the situation,
but only b/c I’ve been friends for him for so long, that sometimes I feel
silly! But it isn’t a big deal. 🙂
So on the ride up, I had my hand in the backseat on his leg and he was
rubbing my arm and it was cute and stuff. Then on the way home, we both got
to ride in the back, even though JEnny was afraid we would make out lol. I
think she was kidding….THINK
Eventually, we started holdin hands in the backseat, and that was sweet, and
then Adam called us both and it was like GRR! It was funny b/c earlier in the
night, I said to Chris, “Watch, if we aren’t online by like 12 or so, Adam
will be calling, wondering where we are.” And lo and behold, he called right
around 12 or so. Funny shit. So Chris finally talked to him and he was short
with him and Adam got annoyed and blah blah blah. So then I was tired so I
just layed down and rested my head on Chris’ knee. It was totally sweet, he
kept bending down and giving me little kisses on my head and neck. I
melted…. I felt SO connected to him last night…. It was wonderful.
Eventually he just put his arm all the way around me and held me there, and
we kissed a few times, and I’m not sure how Dustin and Jenny felt about
that…. but they most likely would’ve objected if they had been upset.
Hopefully Dustin doesn’t go blabbing to Adam or anything. I was a bit shocked
that Chris was even ok with showing that kind of emotion in front of them, I
thought he wouldn’t. It just proved to me that he really does care and really
does like me! YAY! I really really enjoyed just laying there in his arms
though. I wanted to take a picture of us b/c I’m sure we were adorable, but I
thought Dustin might have been just a tad uncomfortable taking a pic of that,
considering the circumstances. It was ok though, I’m sure we’ll have plenty
of opportunities for cute pics! : )
When we left, it was sad, as it always is, and I didn’t want to say goodbye
to Chris. I was a bit wary as to whether we should kiss goodbye in the
parking lot at Perkins or not… But we did, and it was magical, and I was
sooooooo happy. I smiled the whole way home, even though I was dead tired.
Today he said he may get a chance to come over and see me in my tux. I hope
he does, b/c I wanna see him!But if not, we have plans to go out tomorrow
night to the dragshow and maybe we will even hang out before then, if he
wants to accompany me over to Skinny’s. So who knows.
At any rate, another wonderful night with Chris. I think it’s great how
nothing bad has happened yet! I dunno, it’s arunning theme in my
relationships to have something bad happen like once every few days. But
nothing’s happened with us yet…. I feel that we would fight very little if
we dated. That’s just my gut feeling. NOt like it matters, b/c fights
actually do build relationships and make them stronger. Well, anyways, I’m
gonna try to figure out something to do for awhile until I get ready for Prom
Perhaps I’ll daydream about Chris some
!Current mood: > enthralled
Current music: PMS– maryj blige

Ames, Again

I just wrote a whole great entry about how wonderful Chris is and how we had
such a great time yesterday and now its GONE ALL GONE!!!! THis is why I use
EasyJournal blah!
Ok here goes, minus the stupid stuff.
Went to Ames.
Watched a bad movie about Giant Bugs.
Went to eat at Chinese Buffet, Chris paid (so sweet), we were blargmonsters
and a half.
Almost threw up on the car ride home.
We started watching “traffic” Though I didn’t really want to watch. I get the
impression Chris didn’t either, but I am not sure. 🙂
Bah, Adam is a crazy face!
Anyways, he was holding me during the movie, and that was so sweet and nice
and I love having his arms around me. So we were kissing randomly during the
movie.
“What’s going on in the movie?”
“I don’t know.”
“Eh, its hard to concentrate when there isa hot boy on my couch.”
It was something like that, totally sweet and I’m sure I was blushing
horribly. We kept kissing, and it was so nice, and we smiled at each other
and his eyes looked at me with such compassion. *Sigh* Wonderful.
I’m at a loss for words. Imagine that. ME, at a LOSS for words.
What a guy.
We eventually moved to the bed, b/c I was getting a bit uncomfy on the couch.
We layed down and kissed some more, well we kissed a lot, and it was so
blissful. We kissed, we laughed, we talked, he did the ear thing, I swooned
lol. We didn’t really talk about what was happening between us, but you know
what, that’s perfectly ok. I enjoyed just savoring the time I had with him.
It was supreme happiness, and the only thing that ruined it was the fact that
I had to go home.
So I left… ok well, I tried to leave, we got up, kissed some more, I pushed
him down and got on him, we kissed some more, I got up, and we stood by his
bedroom door, kissed some more. At some point I finally got my shoes on.
We stood by the door and kissed some more (imagine that). It was REALLY
REALLY hard to go, I wanted to just stay and skip school and say “FUCK
EVERYONE I WANNA BE WITH CHRIS!” but alas, I left. I didn’t want to… I get
the impression he didn’t want me to either. Stupid school, it ruins
everything!
So I left, and thought about him and what happened the whole way home. I
wanted to tell everyone at school what happened…. but when people asked me
how Ames was, I just responded with a “yeah, it was really cool, we had a
good time” I know how to play it cool…
Speaking of playing it cool, Adam is a crazy psycho freak. He called me 2
times and Chris 3 times last night, freaking out b/c he didn’t know where we
were. We bothmade up good storiese though and he was pacified. But I swear,
if he asks Chris just one more time if we are going to Prom togther, I will
murder him in his sleep. THough I think GInny took care of that on her
journal lol.
Anyways… I really like Chris, I think I say that too much. But, well, it’s
the truth!
I haven’t felt this way in FOREVER.
A caring and compassion that is real….. it actuallys FEELS real!!! How
exciting!
I can only imagine what the next few months have in store for us… hopefully
good stuff. I don’t doubt it.
Yay for Chris being able to rock my face off!
And this time I WONT delete it.