Sept 11, 2001 #2

Sept 11, #2 [Enya, "Only Time"]

Who can say

where the road goes

where the day flows

only time

And who can say

if your love grows

as your heart chose

only time

Who can say

why your heart sighs

as your love flies

only time

And who can say

why your heart cries

when your love lies

only time

Who can say

when the roads meet

that love might be

in your heart

And who can say

when the day sleeps

if the night keeps

all your heart

Night keeps all your heart

Who can say

if your love grows

as your heart chose

only time

And who can say

where the road goes

where the day flows

only time

Who knows – only time

Sept 11, 2001

Sept 11, [Enya, "Lazy Days"]

Wow, lots of fucked up emtions going on today. First we’ve got that whole

bombing shit in NY and Washington and other such stuff. Then there’s things

with Adam. I also found out that Adam came-out to his mom. And omg, just

so much fucking shit going on.

At work today I met with that Australian guy, he was funny. I got my budget

approved and then I had to leave cause internet was down to the sites that

I needed to work today. So I got out of there early. That was cool.

Adam and I have alot to talk about right now, with him and his mom and

alot of other things that have been happening lately. Our friendship is

close, but I think there’s a littele turbulance starting. I want to keep

it the way that it is now. I don’t want to turbulance. So I’m going to call

him and talk to him tonight about that. It’ll all work out alright.

Sept 10, 2001 #2

Sept 10, #2 [Savage Garden, "Affirmation"]

Adam and I had a long discussion today about things. Just things in general.

It was cool to be able to talk to him about stuff. Life’s good in every

way possible right now. (Saved Text)

Not to much is really going on here today. It’s Monday, what do you expect.

In Soc this morning Vero got really pissed at the Prof. I found that amusing.

He was being an ass though, so he deserved it. Oh well. Our English paper

isn’t due tell Friday now which is cool. We have to write an argumentitive

paper about something that’s personal. I’m going to us the letter that I

wrote to my parents when I came out. I think that should do what she wants

this paper to do. So yeah, that’s cool. I have to write an audience evaluation

for it though, so that’s going to suck. Oh well.

I hate my roomie. He’s such a twit. Today he was in here all fucking day

doing his math. And he was using my deck cause well, he stole it. So I had

to find somewhere else to do my HW. Grr. Bastard.

I can’t wait tell Oct. now. I want it to be here. Then after Oct. I just

wish it could be christmas break, and then after that make it be summer.

We can skip the rest of the year. Ok, I’m going to go find some food now,

laters all.

Sept 10, 2001

Sept 10, [Sublime, "What I Got"]

The Guy:

We’ve all seen him,

The sun bather by the pool

The guy on the beach

The athlete in the gym.

Walking proudly with the prowess of a lion.

Chest high, shoulders wide and his body trim.

Each step sending shockwaves through his body.

Tall, but gracefull

He embodies more than what you could ever want.

Is he gay? A guy that attractive maybe.

Since you don’t even know his name you’ll probably never know.

He looks in your direction.

He makes eye contact with you for a few seconds.

Suddenly all the fantasies you’ve ever had flood back from memory.

Your stomach gitters and your eyes start to tingle.

He brings out all the physical attraction you’ve been harboring since you

were 12

For a breif instant you had a relationship with him.

Now all you see is his back walking away from you.

Another memory to add to your collection.

-Timm S

Sept 9, 2001

Sept 9, [Silverchair, "Black Tangled Heart"]

Hmm, to describe this weekend. Well to say the least, it’s been one of

many experinces. Good and bad. Friday after classes it was pouring down

rain and I had to walk all the way across campus to get to my car, that

sucked ass. I was soaked to the bone. I drove home and just as I walked

in Adam called. So I changed into som dry clothes and then we went over

to his house, we hung out and talked for a while and then we went out. It

had cleared up a bit, so we were going to go downtown and take some pictures

and shit. Well we got down there, went to Java Joe’s and once we got there,

it started pouring down rain again. It sucked. I mean it wasn’t just raining,

but it was fucking pouring. So we waited around in JJ’s for a while, and

we saw Nathen (Spelling’s wrong cause he spells it funky and I don’t care

enough to look it up). Adam said he didn’t think he was very cute, but I

think he’s damn hot. Oh well, so it let up some in the rain so Adam and

I went to the skywalks and we walked around there for a while and took pictures.

We went to 801 Grand and they had all kinds of paintings and shit, and Adam

was walking next to one and all of a sudden this really fucking loud alarm

went off, so we just went away from it. Adam set it off like three more

times though before we left. Then we wanted to go up to the top so we got

in an elevator and hit a button, it wasn’t tell after we hit it that we

saw this thing next to it that said private. Well we went up there anyways

and we get off the elevator and there’s this guy. We asked him something

and he was really rude to us, so we left. I don’t really remember what we

did after that I think we left DM all together and just went out and hung

out. Oh, hehe. Friday was Tara’s b-day and Adam and I took her out to supper

to that night. I almost forgot about that.

Saturday was great times too. Lots happened that day. In the moring Adam

and I went out malling and we just hung out, then he had to go to work at

three, so I went home and hung out there, about 7 I went to Hy-Vee and went

on break with him and Leah, and Andi. After he got off work we went back

to his house cause he had to watch his sister and we just hung out in the

park and played truth or dare, that was amusing as hell. At 11 Leah and

Andi had to leave so Adam and I went back to his house and we just hung

out and talked tell 3 Am this morning.

Today I went over to Adam’s about 12 and we went to DM and took pictures

of stuff. It was fun. Then we went to BN and looked at books and shit. We

got back to his house about 4:30 and found out that Adam was supposed to

work at 3, so I left and he went to work. Now I’m here, doing this instead

of my HW. Oh well. It’ll get done soon enough.

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