Tonight’s been really great. I went out with Adam, just me and him. I love
being with just him, we have so much to talk about really. We can almost
always find some random thing to talk about. I really love him to death.
I wish we could give a relationship another go. But like I’ve said before.
I know that’ll never happen or work again cause he’s so wraped up in other
people right now. We started the night by going downtown and we went to
this big ass parking garage and we talked about the future, what it holds
for us and where we think we’re going to go. We have this big plan to move
to AZ. I dunno if I’ve mentioned it before or not, but I really like it
and I hope that we can carry it out. We talked about it tonight, and I think
it’s feasable if everuthing keeps on track like it is right now. If all
goes to plan in 2004 Adam, Angie and I are moving to AZ. I really hope that
it works that way. After the parking garage there was much randomness and
walking places. About 9 or so we went back to Adam’s house and we were just
going to hang out there and talk and shit. Well we went there and his mom
and like entire fucking family showed up shortly after that. They hung out
there for a while, and then his familyish type people left, (they all took
pictures of me for some odd reason). But Melinda and Rob stayed in and that
fucked up our plans for the night. So we went back downtown and walked around,
there was some beerfest thing going on so there were lots of amusing drunk
people there. Then we came back to Ankeny and hung out and talked. Now I’m
here, wishing that we could be together one more time, give a relationship
one more shot at where ever it might go. Let life take me to where it should
and let me be happy. When I was with Adam I was so happy, when I’m with
Adam now, I’m happy. But when I was with him. That was the best time in
my life. The best.
This morning my mom and I went to UBS and we bought Dreamweaver 4, Fireworks
4, Flash 5, and Freehnad 10 for $250. That’s like $1,000 worth of software.
I was so happy. It’s bloody cool. I’m going to have to learn Flash and shit
now. But I’m loving Student Discounts on software.