Tag: movie

La la. I’m procrastinating yet again. I really should get to work on this paper, but I’m relaly not in the mood to. I hate this subject that she gave us for it. It’s not anywhere near a “reasearch” paper, it’s more of an opinion paper then it is anything. Rarr at that. Oh well.

I went to class this morning we learned about falicies. It was boring. We had a HW assingment to do. I did most of it in class with the guy sitting next to me. I also have to read some speach that Richard Nixon did. That should be amusing, cause well. Everyone knows that Nixon is cool.

There’s a semi-hot guy visiting the roomie.

I’m hanging out with Adam tonight. He can’t go out, so we’re going to watch movies at his house. I also want to spend some time talking to him about things. I was up all night thinking about things. But I bet I won’t get the chance to talk to him. I always have an idea to talk to him. But I never actually get around to it. We always get busy with something else. Or the chance never comes up. Sometimes I don’t want to bring the things up cause I’m affraid of what might result from them. I don’t think anything bad will happen. But I just feel that maybe these things will work themselves out and eventually everything will be ok. But I don’t really know if that’ll work out. We’ll see.

I’m going to skip my last class today and work on the English paper once the roomie leaves. I can’t get anything done in here with him babbling and playing annoying games. I should be home about 4ish and then I’ll head over to Ankeny about 5ish. I have to go to the Doc cause my perm retainer is annoying me. Rarr. See I have this metal wire behind my teeth to keep them str8 well my wisdom teeth are coming in and the other day I was eating pizza and the bottom one snaped off on one side, so now it’s just losely hanging in there and when ever I eat, it moves and jabs me in the tounge and such. It hurts. ::cries::

Well that worked, he (the roomie) just left.

[Billy Joel, “Lullabye”]

La la la la, I’m procrastinating. I have to write this stupid paper about the whole Sept 11th thing. I have the intro done, which is good. But I don’t want to do the whole research part of it. Grrr at that. Why can’t I just know everything. We should be built in with all the knowledge we’ll ever need to know. lol. Screw books, who needs ’em? We already know it all. hehe.

Yeah, procrastination…..

Adam thinks that I’m mad at him. I’m not, I’m sad that he thinks that. I don’t like having him think that I’m mad at him, or having him mad at me. 🙁

There’s some dancy thing this weekend that Adam’s going to. I’m not going, he didn’t ask me to go. He said he’s going to go by himself, so I’m all alone Friday night. Someone call me so we can do something. (How pathetic is that?)

La la la, procrastinating. I like starbrusts.

There’s some movie thing Friday and Saturday night at Valley High School. This kid made a film about how people use “gay” as a derogatory word. Everyone should go. It’s at 6 and 7 and it’s only like 40 minutes long, it’d be cool.

La la la. I should work.

Nov 25, [Mary J. Blige, "A Dream"]

Ok, so I haven’t updated in like forever. Well lets see what’s happened….

Thanksgiving went ok. Pam was there. I didn’t say a single word to her

the entire day. The bitch. Well for that matter I hardly talked to any of

my family that day, that was good. Bout 4:30 or so Adam called and I went

over there and picked him up. From there we headed to Perry to meet up with

my Aunt and Cousin. We went and saw Harry Potter. A pretty good movie. After

that we went back to thier house and just talked and shit tell about midnight.

It was good times, my aunt seemed to like Adam.

Friday was Friday. I went up to Perry about 2:30ish and we went to Monsters

Inc. It was a prtty funny movie, but it wasn’t really what I was expecting,

Harry Potter was better. After that I stayed there and hung out tell about

8 then I went back to Ankeny and picked up Adam. From there we went and

picked up Mary and Mary. It was a good night, but I got a bit pissy. We

dropped Mary and Mary off at home about 12 and from there Adam and I had

a nice long talk about things between us. It was good to get them out there

and we resolved alot of things. We’re good. I don’t want to get into what

the probelms were though…..

Saturday, Oh yeah. Adam had to go to a t-day with Rob, so I hung out and

went shopping by myself all day. It was pretty good times. I didn’t find

anything that I wanted to get anyone though. Grrr. About 8, Adam called

me. I had been done shopping for about an hour, and I knew that he was going

to be back soon so I just drove around Ankeny. I got so fucking lost. Damn

Ankeny, lol. But yeah, I went over there and we just hang out all night

talking. It’s so great. I love to just sit there on his couch and talk to

him about random things, to just hold him in my arms or have him hold me

and to just watch TV. It’s just so great. The best feeling to to have his

hands on my shoulder, or my chest. I just can’t explain it.

Sunday, Adam called me about 11:30, so I went over there and we went shopping.

I found something that I’ll get him for Christmas, if I have any money.

lol. But yeah, after the shopping we went to work, well he went to work,

I went to study. But it was good times. I left there about 7:30 and here

it is almost 9. I’ve got almost 400 e-mails to go through, most of it looks

like junk, but there’s a bunch of stuff in there from niel and ben, I guess

there’s some problems brewing at NP.

Laters all

Nov 21, [Staind, "Fade"]

Ok, well last night was tons of fun, even though by the end of the night

I was tired and cranky. Oh well. I met up with Adam and everyone at Ankeny

High school, and we went to thier GSA meeting, that was tons of fun. I finally

got to meet Ms. Bair, she seemed pretty cool. We watched Common Ground,

A really good movie and it shows alot of JTT. MMMM, I love him. After that

Adam and I went down to the GLRC, where we were meeting the YGA people.

Mandy, Jessica, and Tara were there too. We all went to the Chat Nior and

talked to them, it was fun times. Adam and I got hugs from the two guys.

That was sweet. Cause they were HOT! After that we all went down to Java

Joe’s to open mic night. That wsa ok. I mean, for yeah…..

This morning wasn’t good though. I get up and my mom was yelling at me.

"WHERE ARE YOU CAR KEYS." So I was getting them and she just kept

yelling at me. Well I get them, and yell back at her, "THEY"RE

RIGHT HERE." and chuck them at her. The bitch. Then she screams back

at me, "YOU’RE GOING TO PAY FOR THAT." I was like, fuck you bitch.

If you would learn how to drive, you would know that there’s more then enough

room between my car and your car for you to get out. Grrr at her.

I’m supposed to be working on a manual for the conference room right now,

but I got bored with it. I figure if Chris can play solitar while he’s supposed

to be fixing Altair, then I can take some time to update my site. Yep.

I just needed someone to talk to

You were just too busy with yourself

You were never there for me to

Express how I felt

I just stuffed it down

Now I’m older and I feel like

I could let some of this anger fade

But it seems the surface

I am scratching

Is the bed that I have made

So where were you

When all this I was going through

You never took the time to ask me

Just what you could do