Oct 14, 2001

Oct 14, [Rent, "Seasons Of Love"]

Seasons of Love is right.

So this weekend has really sucked. Adam’s been really busy working all

weekend, and we went out both nights. Not that that sucked. I enjoyed going

out with him. But I’m sad that we didn’t get any personal time together

that we could just hang out with each other and talk about things. I miss

not being able to do that. Also Saturday night I get really pissy with him,

and I hurt his feelings and I feel really about that. I mean, he did nothing

to deserve that from me, other people had pissed me off and I was taking

it out on him, and I feel so bad for doing that to him. I love him and I

can’t beleive that I did that to him at all. Another bad thing about this

weekend is that we didn’t get to spend as much time together as we usually

do. He worked all day today, and he worked yesterday. Friday however was

really cool. We went out for his b-day, which he wasn’t really having that

great of time cause Melinda and Rob were yelling at him all day for stuff,

you can go read about that on his page here.

But then we went out to Villige Inn with Andi, Leah, and some other people

and had a really good time there, the waitress was really cool and we had

a bunch of fun. After that Leah, Andi, Adam and I went down town and hung

out tell 1am. It was good times.

This weekend has also been full of much yelling in the house. I woke up

both days to my dad yelling about random things. I didn’t really care. I’m

also trying to buy a new car and he’s being of no help in that area either.

Gwar. I don’t really want to get into that right now though.

I didn’t get to talk to Angel this weekend either, 🙁

Adam’s mom got me some cool stuff while she was in AZ, it was really cool

to hang out and talk to her for a while about that. She invited me to come

with them next year. If I can save enough money I might think about that.

But the thing is that it’s during the school year and missing a week of

school would be really bad.

I got a new HUB!!!!

Not much else really going on though….

Mandy and I went out tonight, that was really cool. We went to a movie

and hang out at Hy-Vee and talked to Adam. Good times there. Ok, I’m off

to bed now, I’m dead tired….

Oct 12, 2001

Oct 12, [Depeche Mode, "East Tiger"]

HAPPY B-DAY ADAM!!!!

Hehe. So I’m going to do an update this morning cause I won’t have any

time this afternoon to get it done. Adam got a ticket last night, that’s

so funny. I’m going to take it in this morning for him, since he was indeed

a visitor and he was parked in the visitors lot, I would think that they

would waive it. lol. Then this afternoon I’ve got a damn lunch with everyone

from Krell. Grrr. I really don’t want to go to that cause I’ll have to spend

my money on it. Gwar. Then after that if I can’t get a good parking spot

on Campus, I’m just going to skip math and go home, but if I can find a

good spot on campus, I’ll stay and go to class and such. Yep.

RENT Kicked ass. I just wish that Adam and I could have sat next to each

other.

Adam’s mom got me a cool necklace while she was in AZ, I’m so happy. It’s

cool. I like Adam’s mom. Adam also got me a fucking cool picture of me,

I’m going to post it once I get a scanner. Maybe I’ll make Adam scan it

this weekend.

Ok, off to class now, laters all…..

Oct 11, 2001

Oct 11, [Lifehouse, "Quasimodo"]

3 HOURS TELL RENT!!!!

So yeah, it’s Thursday, National Coming Out Day once again. Have you come

out to some one? Well this marks one year of being out for me. Yep that’s

right, one year ago I came out to my cousin. So yep.

Well not much really going on today. Adam’s here right now and we’re waiting

for Julian and gang to get here so we can go to supper. Fun times there.

I went to work this morning and got REAL working, so you know hthose links

that didn’t work a while ago that I tried getting everyone to go to. Well

they work now. lol. So here they are again:

56K: http://216.81.228.151:554/ramgen/Tests/56K_320x2

40.rm

ISDN: http://216.81.228.151:554/ramgen/Tests/ISDN_320

x240.rm

DSL: http://216.81.228.151:554/ramgen/Tests/DSL_320x24

0.rm

Yep, so that’s what I worked on today. I went to Math recit today too and

I understand shit in there now as well. So this weekends going to be major

Math, Acct, Econ, and Soc studing. I got my BusAd final finished so that’s

cool. Yep. I have the last class in there on Tuesday. Yay for that. That

means more hours at Krell, which means more money, which means I can afford

a new car. Yay for good times.

Ok off to RENT now, LATERS!!!

Oct 10, 2001

Oct 10, [Cranberries, "I’m Still Remembering"]

OMG, I didn’t update yesterday, there must have been something really busy

going on for me to have not updated….

Well really not. Nothing happened yesterday. I worked. I went to class.

I came home and did HW. That’s about all I did. Yep. We had an Econ quiz,

and I didn’t know how to do any of it. So I’m going to be spendin this weekend

on MAD Math and Econ studying cause I have a test in both classes next week.

Not much has really happened today either. I’ve gone to classes and such

and that’s about it. I got my English paper done and I think it’s really

pretty good. I hope so. I can’t afford to get a bad grade in that class.

I also looked for cars in the paper. I found a cool 2001 Saturn that sounds

really nice. It’s in PC, so I’m going to stop in and look at it Friday on

my way home. I’ve got alot do this weekend. I should start a list. It’s

kinda a good thing that Adam works afternoons both Saturday and Sunday,

that way I can go and study. I like when he works. We’re together yet, I

get my time to study and he has his time to work. He usually stops over

whenever he goes to get pop and we talk for a bit, so that’s a nice break

and all there. It’s good times. Yep.

RENT’S tomorrow. I can’t wait. I guess Xak is rushing all three days. He

wanted me to stop in and see him yesterday, but I was running late from

work, so I didn’t get the chance too. Grr to that.

I got Vero’s letter to send to Angel, so I’m going to try and send that

package yet today then. Oh, good idea, I’m going to go do that now… Laters

all

Oct 8, 2001 #3

Oct 8, #3 [Enya, "From Where I Am"]

Ok, so everyone knows, Adam and I are better now. 🙂 We talked about everything

and our feelings and it’s good times again…..

RENT is this week. I can’t wait. Adam’s B-day is this week. That’s going

to be fun. I have a Krell lunch on Friday. This week is full. I’ve also

got a paper due on Friday, I have to read Bartleby by Wed. I’ve got two

tests next Tuesday. A Math and a Econ test. I’ve got a Soc quiz coming up

sometime soon. I’ve got an Accounting quiz on Thursday. Gwar. HW is piling

up and I just can’t seem to get it done.