April 2, #4, so i’m sitting here, just bored out of my mind, and j’s on right.
so i’m like ok, i can’t talk to him, right. yeah, i can. so i open the little
window and i type "ello" and then i just sit there. and i think.
and i’m like, ok. what’ll he think of me if i IM him? it’s like, i’m so fucking
nervous. i’m actually shaking just thinking about talking to him. i dunno,
maybe that’s why i never had a bf before. i dunno, i though this was interesting.
so yeah, deal with it.
pril 2, #3. well my pu’s just got my contract for my summer job. it’s really
fucked up. he said 1200/wk on the phone and now they are saying 1200 for the
_entire_ summer, that’s 10 weeks, 109 hours a week for 1200, you do the math.
but i think it should be a really fun job, so i think i’ll take it. i mean,
not like i don’t really need the money, i can live on that for a year, well
maybe not if i get into where i want to, but i know i’m going to get a job
next year, no matter where i do end up. but speaking of places that i’ll end
up. i got the housing application to unl today. ::shudders:: it’s ok i guess.
my mom said though that if i do go there, i might get to live in off campus
housing, so that would be cool, yeah, it would be. lol.
pril 2 #2, goddamnit i hate my programming professor. that mother fucker.
so i just got my lab back, you know the one that could have been done in like
2 pages of code, but i did it in 10 cause i idiot proofed it, well you know
what the fucker did cause i went to that extra work, he fucking took 5 points
off the goddamn thing, 5 goddamn point. ARG. he said i "didn’t follow
the directions" HELL NO i didn’t i got the fucking program to do what
the directions said to do, and more, programming is about thinking out side
the box, well here they are keeping you locked tightly inside the fucking
box, the bastards. ARG. ARG. ARG. damnit. ok enough ranting. bubye.
arpril 2, yeah, so it’s monday, eh.i hate mondays, i really do. ya know i
like this win2k thing, there’s this task manager that’s alot like the linux
top and ps commands, i like that, i can kill processes, just for the hell
of it, but ya know what i realized whtn ever i type my cpu usage jumps to
100% but as soon as i stop typing it drops to 25%. which is what it’s at for
just normal operation, i dunno, it’s odd. only 2 more days tell danny’s b-day,
yay, lol. i’m kinda lost as to what to do, i’d like to send him something,
but since i don’t have a mailing addy, damnit. lol. oh well, i’ll think of
something cool to do, lol. maybe. i suck at gifts and shit. i hate most holidays,
especially my b-day, so yeah. i think holidays should be about just spending
the day with someone you love, and not getting of giving all these damn gifts,
maybe i just think that cause i hate shopping for other people, but yeah,
that’s my view on that, lol. so i saw j this morning, but i didn’t get a chance
to talk to him, he had a bunch of females hanging off him, literally. yeah,
lol. currently i have 8,689 e-mails. lol. just thought everyone would love
to know that. i’m thinking i’ll hit the 10,000 mark by the time schools out.
lol. yeah, other then that it’s been damn boring here. i did my programming
assingment that i forgot about untill like just now, it was so fucking easy,
you just had to copy the code out of the book, it’s like, what the fuck’s
the point of this, damnit? there was an article somewhere about colleges just
creating programming drones to site in there cubecells. and yeah, that’s what
this college is doing, it’s all just a bunch of dumb shits that they are making
programming drones for shcwans and stuff, you know alot of the IT department
at schwans graduated from here, we had one of them come and talk to us in
class and she was dumber then shit too. so yeah. i rest my case, lol. i like
jabber, everyone must get it.
April 1, #2. so i just saw j in the hall way, damn he’s so cute.
i wish i weren’t so shy, lol. I’m like 99% sure though that he’s not gay or
anything, and even if he was i probably wouldn’t even have a chance. damnit.
oh well. i hope i see him tomorrow morning in the tc, i’ll talk to him there.
everyone must get jabber, damnit. it’s fucking cool. andright now it happens
to be working with aim, so i’m all happy. it’s really pretty cool, i like
it, danny got it now too, so yeah. lol oh, i’m going to start a new format
for this month and see if i like it, i’m going to start putting the new things
at the bottom of the page. just to see if i like it this month, i dunno. i’m
already not really liking this, but we’ll see. yeah, i’m going to bed now,
laters.