After thoughts.

I wanted to stay to night, I didn’t want to leave at 9:30, the night had consisted of hanging out and just doing what we did every other night. You really couldn’t tell that it was our six months. You really couldn’t. I wanted to stay later that night and just sit on his pourch and talk, or lay in his bed and cuddle. That’s what I wanted to do after 9:30.

As he walked away, I said “You know I can stay tell 11, you’re just throwing me out.”

He said, “Is that how you feel?”

I said, “No, Love you.” But I lied. I felt like he was throwing me out, I thought he should want me to stay, I felt that he should want to hang out some more, did he not see that I wanted to stay. Did he not understand?

Oh well, I guess that’s what I get for 6 months. He really needs to look around and realize what’s in his presence more, I wanted to stay.

6 Months and Counting

So tonight marks the six months. Yes, six months ago, on Dec 17th, a Monday night, Adam and I drove home together, pissed at each other, becuase of what two other people had told us about each other, we talked about it on the way home, and how we felt about each other. As we talked, we realized what had happened that night at the GLRC, we realized that we had been lied too by two of our close friends.

We realized what we really meant to each other, and that we wanted to be back together again, again after so long apart. Again. That night we drove home, talking, we got to his house, but we weren’t done talking, so we drove to a dead end, sat there and watched the neighbors christmas tree spin around, and we talked. We talked about how we felt, we talked about what we wanted, we talked about that damn spinning christmas tree.

That night, at about 9:30 PM, he asked me, “Would you be my Boyfriend?” I, of course, said yes.

From that night to this night we have been together, this monday night, we didn’t go to the GLRC where it started that Monday night, this Monday night, we went on our first real date. 6 months after it started, we went to the stereotypical supper and a movie date. We sat at the table talking about how our day was, talking about what we’ve been up to, and what we like. Talking about random things. We ate a nice supper, we saw a nice movie. We drove back to his house and as he drove down the street he took that turn that we took 6 months ago, not to go to his house, but to go to that dead end. We stopped there in the same place we were 6 months ago, when it was cold and snowy out, when people had Christmas lights and Christmas trees up. When the windows would fog over with the slightest breath. We stopped there and talked, 6 months it’s been, 6 months ago we sat here, in this same spot, talking. Today we sat there and talked about how great the last 6 months have been. 6 months ago he wrote in the fog on my window, “He’s taken.” Today he wrote on his windows. “He’s still taken.” We kissed and then drove back to his house, we sat outside in the cool June air, and talked about things, just random things.

We talked and then we said goodbye, it was 9:30, 6 months ago, at that time, we had made it official. And today, we’re as happy as we were then. To 6 months and many many more years, I love you Adam.

Sex Again.

So lately’s been fun. Saturday night Adam and I stayed home, I really wanted to go out, but it was still really nice to just hang out there and spend the night with him. I fell asleep so much though, and the Sunday Night Sex (Which by the way is on EVERYNIGHT! At Midnight on Oxygen) show lady had water-proof vibrators. I want one. They were to amusing. I love that show. I also made Peanut Pie, my FAV desert and we ate a lot of it. I feel FAT!

Today’s been good as well. We haven’t really done much, last night when I got home I closed my curtians and put an extra blanket over the window to block out even more of the sun, and then I went to bed… Well this morning I woke up and was like, Oh looky, it’s still dark, then I looked at my clock, it was 11:30. I was like, HOLY SHIT! So i got up and showered and shit. Adam called about 1:30 so I went over there and went on break with him, and then we left about 3. I also talked to Dustin, and that was nice, we talked bout some good things. After we left we went to Camp cause I wanted to see the opening Ceremony. Well we walked around for like 4 hours and had fun, then we found out that it didn’t even start tell 8:45, which means it’d be over about 9:30 or 10, plus the 30 minutes to get back home, I was like hell no I’m not staying tell then. Plus it probly would have made me cry again, so that wouldn’t have been good.

Oh well, I’m home now and class starts tomorrow.

Good times, Night all!

Pound, Pound, Pound.

So yesterday Adam and Missy stopped into work just as I was getting ready to leave, so we left and I headed back to Adam’s and they went to Missy’s. They met up with me at Adam’s about 45 Minutes after I got to Adam’s. Blah.

From there we went shopping with Scott, this was the first time I’ve gotten a chance to hang out with him and he’s really cool.

After shopping for like 3 hours we went to Java Joe’s. Scott and Missy went and got Dusting W and a shit load of other people. We met them at Java’s and went to Static about 10:30. It was good times, the guy at the door didn’t even check Adam’s (fake) ID, so that was amusing. We got in there and there was no one there so we just hung out. I hate dancing, but they made me anyways. I felt like such a dumbass. But I danced for a while and looked stupid. But within like 30 minutes I had a splitting headache, I still tried dancing as much as I could, but with the POUND, POUND, POUND of the music, I really couldn’t. I had to go somewhere. So I went to the balcony and hung out where it was quiter and cooler. I wasn’t planning on spending the rest of the 2 hours there, but I ended up doing that. Even though I may not have looked like I was having fun, I still had fun times. It was great, perhaps next time we go back I’ll take lots of caffine pills and tylenol first.

About 1am we went to Perkins and ate breakfast. Adam had to be back at 2:30, so we ordered before everyone else, thus we got our food first. I felt so bad eating in front of everyone, but whatever, we had to get home.

Last night was fun.

I got to bed about 3am, and then at 7:30am, my dad gets the great IDEA to put in a fucking skylight in our bathroom. (Which is on the other side of the wall from my head). So he cuts a hole in the bathroom cieling, not that bad, just a hand saw. Then…. He cuts the hole in the roof… Can we say LOUD?? He got out a power saw to do that sucker, and it took him like 45 minutes, I swear to god. I wanted to go punch him and hope that he fall’s off the roof or something. After that they noice died down a little bit, until he started putting in the skylight…. more POUND, POUND, POUND. Fucking shit..

I’m now working on 4 hours of sleep. I’m going to be dead today…

So in recap, last night was POUND, POUND, POUND. This morning was POUND, POUND, POUND. I hope the rest of the weekend doesn’t have that.

Sex.

So not much has really been going on lately. I mean, really what can go on? I work and go to school, that’s my life. Fuck it.

Today at work I did nothing, how amusing is that. Tonight I went and purchased a 25-pin female to male sodering (sp) connector.

Hehe, that was the most AMUSING thing I’ve had happen in a while… David Brokaw just called me and he asked for Adam’s number, and I was like… Umm, I think it’s….963-XXXX. And I was like, wait, that doesn’t sound right, cause it sounded too much like my Cell phone number, so I tried going to the phone book while he was still on the phone, well that didn’t work to well and I hung up on him. Well then I didn’t know where he was calling from and I was like, hmmm. So I called one of the numbers that I have for him, and then I tried the other number that I have for him and he wasn’t at either one, so then I called Adam and was like, I just gave Daivd your home number so he might be calling, and Adam was like, well we’re going out. So I was like, alright. So I called the last number I have for David, at the theater. He was there luckly and I talked to him, he seemed really excited to hear our plans. (oh, I guess I haven’t told you those yet have I) Adam and I were thinking…we’re thinking about going to Lenox (where david and my G&G live) Wed (July 3rd) night, leaving Lenox on the 4th with David and heading to Lincoln to see my cousin for a day (4th+5th or something) or two, and then heading back to Lenox on the 5th or 6th, and then heading back to Ankeny on the 6th or 7th.

Good times.

Adam and I had a bit of a fight today, it was odd and sad and all that that a fight is. But we made up like always, at least I think things are better now, it seems as though they are. Perhaps I’ll hear of more later.

We saw Jessa tonight, sex.

Speaking of which, I’m not getting any. roflol.