Well this will probably be my last update tell I get back from Jersey/LA.
The last couple days have been very emotional and also very aggravating.
Andrew’s thought about not going to college, we’ve talked about where our relationship is going, etc, etc.
Last night I spent the night trying to watch the Lucy show, but ended up just crying the night away. I also packed, hopefully I didn’t forget anything.
We’ve decided to put end our relationship once he leaves, very sad. But I think it’s the right thing to do. I mean really how many long distance relationships work out? Hopefully someday we’ll meet up again and be able to get back together, maybe not. It was a very hard thing to do, and it hurts me a lot. But like I said, I think it’s the right thing.
Today we had a bit of a fight though about something very stupid, and I feel horrible now for bringing it up, though I think it needed to be talked about. We also are going to talk more tonight about things.
Weekend is packed with activies, hopefully they will all go well and there won’t be too much crying, etc.
Anyways, I will be taking a laptop with me, so I will be writing many updates. They will all get posted after I get back sometime.
Here’s my flight schedule:
08/11/03
CO2845 — Des Moines, IA (DSM) 16:00  TO
        New York/ Newark Liberty, NJ (EWR) 19:30
08/18/03
CO564 — New York/ Newark Liberty, NJ (EWR) 10:40 TO
        Houston/ George Bush, TX (IAH) 13:18
CO259 — Houston/ George Bush, TX (IAH) 14:40 TO √Ǭâ€
        Orange County, CA (SNA) 16:08
08/20/03
CO5390 — Orange County, CA (SNA) 08:40 TO
        Detroit, MI (DTW) 16:01
CO7525 — Detroit, MI (DTW) 18:57 TO
        Des Moines, IA (DSM) 19:40
And I’m out…
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