may 4, #4. ok so here’s a picture of julian.
not the picture i was looking for when i went to his site, but the one i wanted
wasn’t up there anymore, get that weekend of march back up, damnit. and here’s
a picture of the other guy. yeah. shut
it.
may 4, #2. what is it with people being stupid. ok so i had my door open,
cause you know the roomie stinks, and there’s a strong wind out today, so
i figure, open door, open window, strong current, no smell. right. well people
keep coming in looking for the roomie and when they leave they close the damn
door, it’s like HELLO. was the door closed when you came in? NO so LEAVE IT
OPEN. damnit. ok i just got back from the bathroom and well it’s split into
three areas, when you walk in there’s the middle area and it has all the sinks
and mirrors, etc. to your left is the shower and to the right are the toliets.
well ok in the middle area is someone’s bed. in the shower area there’s a
bunch of chairs and a couch, and in the toilet area there’s someone’s desk,
with thier computer on it. i wish i had a camera with film i would soooooooo
take pictures of it, lol. it’s so funny, i wonder who’s stuff it is. i also
got my hair cut today, and i also highlighted it. it’s cool now, it’s REALLY
blond, i like it. was actually thinking about getting like blue highlights
or something, cause that would just look cool, but i figured, nah, not this
close to mothers day, it would freak my mum out, lol. can
it? [there’s four differnet pics
there]
April 5, #5. ok so i’m back and while i was at the PO they said i had a package,
so i was like, ok who would that be from, cause i’ve been expecting my contract,
but i thought that would come in a normal siezed envelope, well they dug it
out and handed it to me, and the thing was like 40 pages thick, and i was
like omg, wtf is this? so i went and opened it and it was my goddamn contract
for that job, so i started reading trough it and such and yeah, it looks like
an okey job, but i’m going to reject it. cause yeah, i’ll take the shit that
pete’s going to dish out and just deal with it. yeah i guess that’s what i’ll
do. i wonder if pat’s going to work camp again, he was an asshole last summer,
i really didn’t like him, and pete, well he’s jsut an asshole all the time,
you can’t get away from that. hmm i wonder what else i might have to put up
with other then that shit. i hope allens back, he’s cute.
yeah, lol. isn’t it amazing that i can get all these pictures of people, kinda
scary though huh, no one ever know’s i might have pictures of them, lol. so
yeah, that’s that shit. now i have to write a rejection letter for this contract,
cause ya know, a scout is kind, and it would be mean to just not send it back.
lol. it’s damn thick though, i’m going to read through it tonight and see
what all it says. i might be back yet again to bitch about it, or say damn
that was a good offer. (i’m guessing i’ll bitch about it from the little parts
that i have read already). I _really_ *really* like this new layout, color,
etc. that i did 🙂
march 23. so everyone has been asking me what my fantasy is
lately, gee i don’t know where they got that idea from, to ask me that is.
so last night i wrote a short story, about 3 pages, about my fantasy, and
it got me thinking. thinking about all the great times i had camping with
a freind, nathan. he was in scouts too, he was my ASPL, assistant senior patrol
leader. and as that we were always together, at meetings, on campouts, in
our free time, he spent many weekends camping at my house. every year at summer
camp we would share a tent, everytime the troop went camping we would share
a tent. great times. and then one day, he just kinda disapreared. his parent
said he was doing bad in school, so they just pulled him out of scouts, i
haven’t seen or heard from him in over a year now. we had some great times, like when we went winter camping with the troop,
it would always get really cold, so we would cuddle up next to each other
to keep warm, and when he stayed at my house, we would both sleep in my bed.
he was really cute too. i’ll explain the picture, we were out camping and had made a kite out
of paper, but we didn’t have any string to fly it with, so we got out a fishingpole
and flew the kite with that, it works really well actually, and for being
just a paper kite that thing went really high, lol. and like at summer camp
we would both go up and take showers together, and when we got back to the
tent, we would put up like a barrier or something and we would both change
on our own side, but one of us would always rip it down, it was a race to
see who could get dressed faster and who ever did, took down the towl that
seperated our ten side. we even went skinny dipping late one night in my pool,
cause he hadn’t brought swiming trunks, so we were just like well, it’s dark,
we’ve seen each other before. but yeah, it was just like, all of a sudden
his parents cut off all contact, they stopped calling, they wouldn’t return
phone calls from anyone in scouts. they just disapered. i really miss him,
we were close friends. i wonder what happened to him. last i heard his dad
was drinking a bit to much and was out of the country alot on work. nathan
was really depressed and they had him on a whole bunch of drugs, and he was
failing most of his classes, which i can’t really see, cause he was a really
smart kid. i would like to know what happened to him. just to know. ok so
i bet you’re asking what’s up with the underlining and shit, cause it’s really
hard to read things with underline. well in here somewhere is a link to my
story, i was to lazy to look up the code to make the unerlining go away, so
i just underlined the whole thing. but be warned that finding the link is
only half the battle. you’ll have to figure out the word processor that i
use. i know julian should be able to open it, cause he said a while back that
he uses the same one that i do. or at least he did. that might be to much
of a hint, so i’m going to shut up now.
i do realize that it can be opened in more well known word things, but it’s
really messy, so yeah. ok update again, like five minutes later, so i realize
that abiword docs can be opened in IE too, so i guess if you find the link
you find the doc.
march 8. So yeah, it’s march 8, oh wait it’s march 9th now,
cause it’s 12:11 am. hehe, lets see. it’s been a while since i updated. I’ve
been at my G&G’s house all week, it’s been ok. they drive me nuts more now
then what they used to. i’m really getting borthered by them, they keep bugging
me, “When you gonna get a GF” and such, i just want to scream at them, damnit,
I’M NEVER GOING TO GET A GF. i _HAVE_ a bf. arg. they just annoy me. it really
didn’t help things that i was so pissed at my PU’s for the whole room thing
either. but o well. So i left my G&G’s house today about 12:30 or so. and
i got here bout 3. here being NP, my high school. and guess what i’m still
fucking here. now 9 hours later, and i’ll prob be here another good three
hours. at least. i’m in a better mood i got to talk to danny for a while today,
i so enjoy hearing his voice. i just wish i had a picture to go with it and
all. comet is really fucking annoying the shit out of me. i want to just scream.
oh, speaking of screaming, i was sitting here in the server room and the janitors
were roaming makeing sure everyone was out of the building. and i had all
ths lights off and one of them came in the room and looked around and all
she couldsee of me was the glare on my face from the monitor and she screamed
so fucking loud, it was hilarious. OMG. lol. i was laughing soooooooooooooo
hard. no one is on aim damnit. i’m fucking bored. comet is going bloody slow
tonight too. it’s annoying the fucking shit out of me. ARG. ARG. ARG. ya know
there is so much shit here that i could just walk off with, like that new
G4 laptop that’s sitting out there, and the airport, and all these servers.
it’s dark, alleman s small no one would even notice me taking them out there.
ya know that. not a soul. hmmm, lol that would be bad. i want danny, i want
to see him, i want to hold him and never let him go, i wish that we could
go out at night together, i wish that we could see each other every day.