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So what have I done this weekend?

Mostly nothing. Besides working on a garage, going out with Beak and leper boy, staying up tell 3 in the morning talking to crazies, and now watching TV. All very strange.

So yeah, Friday I was going to go downtown, but I didn’t really feel like it by that time, so I just went home and sat around and did nothing. I read some of “White Collar” which is a really good book. Though very scary. I think I’m going to go with a scared theme for my paper. It seems like that should be good to do.

Got up REALLY early saturday morning and helped my dad with the garage. I was climbing all over, in the rafters and it was scary! I thought like I was going to fall and die. But I didn’t obviously.

I broke from there about 11:30, very annoyed because mother didn’t reimburse me for the books that I had to get for class.

Went to wal-mart to get food. I’m going to make Chicken Chow Mein this week. Ran into Julian there and we talked for a while. But I was rushed to get back to Ames to meet up with Beak and leper boy.

Got back and about 5 minutes after I got here, they got here. We headed out to lunch at Hickory Park and then off to Reiman Gardens. It was very annoying there with all the breeder couples being all cute and shit. I wanted to punch them all. It was also very sad because it was the first time I’ve been there without Andrew. 🙁

Also ran into Forrest there and he had just gotten engaged. I congratulated them, but it upset me as well. Stupid breeders. 🙁

After that we drove around campus and walked all over. Then went to Family Video and I got a movie to watch later.

Came home and they broke. I called Andrew and we talked for a short bit, then I went to the rec. Did 20 minutes on the bike, then ran 2 laps, then worked my abs/chest.

Caught the 8:30 bus home and was back about 9ish. Got online and fixed my computer. It’s being very annoying around here lately though. They changed the internet and things just AREN’T working at all. I’m lucky that I’m online now!

About midnight or so I started watching One Hour Photo, which is a REALLY creepy movie. Called Andrew after that was over, and talked for a couple minutes. Then went to go to bed. But for some reason I just had to get online. Bad Idea.

Ended up talking to a bunch of people tell like 3AM. Though two of the convos very much so amused me and made me feel good. The third one just scared the shit out of me, creepy little 16 year olds. I saved the first two, but have lost the last one. 🙁

Finally got to bed about 3:30 or so. Woke up at 7 or 8 to the rain, and drifted in and out of sleep tell about 11 when I got up.

Haven’t done ANYTHING today, except for sitting around and watching TV. I made some chicken noodle soup.

I’m still in my Pj’s.

The last week or so, I’ve been VERY VERY horny. And not just horny, as in lets jack it horny…. Cause I’ve done that like A LOT more then I normally do. I’m horny for cuddling and etc. TMI, I’m sure. whatever.

Anyways, Andrew should be calling here soon so that we can have our weekly couple hour talk. I’m looking forward to that. 🙂

Laters.

Constructive

Todays’ been a very productive day…. Let’s hope that the last few hours continue to be as such.

Got up early this morning, after talking to Andrew on the phone late last night. I still haven’t written that private update, and I don’t think I will either. The issue isn’t pressing enough. Perhaps if the theoretical happens then I’ll write that update about the situation. But I hope/think that it won’t.

I really didn’t want to get out of bed. I had a bad feeling about today, mostly because it’s Friday, and well. Friday’s have been sucking for me lately. I wish that I could skip weekends all together for the next couple months. But we all know that won’t happen.

There was an IM from gap boy saying that he was sorry he didn’t call. But that he had had one of “those” days. I told him no biggie and that I too had had one of “those” days and he probably wouldn’t have wanted to hang out with me last night anyways. Perhaps we’ll make a date again.

Anyways, sat around the house for a while, cause I REALLY didn’t want to ride my bike to campus cause it was fucking COLD out this morning. So I put on some my PJ’s cause they fit over my work out shorts and are really big, so I didn’t have to take off my shoes. Then rode to campus.

I’m really going to have to find something warmer to wear once it gets even colder. Hopefully that won’t be for a while.

Got to the gym, did 30 minutes on the bike and supposedly burned 250 calories. Then did 2 laps around the track, and then sit ups.

After that I took a bit of a break while I ran downstairs and checked in with my Prof. Then went back upstairs, and worked out my arms/chest/legs/everything. So that felt good.

Broke from there a bit early because I was done with my workout and then biked home. Changed and came to work.

As soon as I got here, I could tell that it was going to be a busy day. Though who knew how busy.

First we were having some problems with something. I can’t even remember what it was now. But I got it fixed before the staff meeting. Went to that and we talked, for ever.

Got out of there, and we hooked up the Dell Poweredge which has been sitting idle for more then a month since we got it. It sounds litteraly like a fucking jet plane taking off. It’s so loud. Now, granted we knew it would be loud, but who knew so loud. We think there’s a problem with the sensors, and the fans are spinning at a constant 10,000RPM as opposed to the 7,000 that they should be spinning at. So I spent a large part of the day sitting on the floor next to it, trying to get an OS to install. I finally did, after I found all three Redhat CD’s. Got that installed and then went to install the OpenManager software from dell. Only to find out that it doesn’t yet work in Redhat 9. Fuckers.

So I gave up on that project, though only because I ran out of time to do it.

Shelly’s G5 came in today too. Which was a BIG surprise for me because when I checked this morning, it was still in KC! Anyways, I HAD to play with that. And it’s so sexy. I want to take it him and lay with it in bed. Though, I don’t think it would compare at all to the cuddly Drew Bear that I’ve had previously. But it would at least make me semi-happier. It’s so cute!

Anyways, after that was done, I got a nice mailing list set up for the ASC workshop. Which is exciting. We had been semi-confused as to how to accept mail ONLY for asc, and not for everything else (There’s more to the story, but can’t relay due to reasons). Anyways, I got that set up after a while. And then found out that I was missing a fucking “:” in a setup file. So that was annoying at least.

You would think that Sendmail would have the same syntax between files that do practially the same things, but nope. One file uses a “:” as a seperator, and the other uses a TAB. Who knew.

And well, that’s been my day so far. Hopefully tonight will consist of something. Since I have to go back to DM I thought that I may hang out at JJ’s and study, but at the same time, I don’t want to go out tonight at all. I just want to sit at home and be mad at Andrew for geting to randomly go to Vegas and come up with evil things that I’m sure he’s doing so that I can get madder at him.

Then when he calls and I’ve been sitting at home all night coming up with these evil things I can be pissy at him and then cause problems…

So in other words.. perhaps I should go out to keep my mind occupied to not come up with mean things. Though I really hope that he doesn’t get the tatoo that he was talking about getting. I really wanted to get the next tattoo that he gets with him, so that I can get one too. He did indicate that he wanted to more get his ears peirced again though. So that’s cute. Also mentioned about his tounge. But he’d have to take that out at T-day and christmas. So that wouldn’t be feasible.

Speaking of. I’ve finished Nickel And Dimed. I don’t remmeber if I mentioned that yesterday or not. But I did. And I’m very scared and REALLY pissed at all the major corporations out there. I Think that everyone should read that book. I’ve now started “White Collar Sweatshop”. I’ve only got the introduction done, which is 25 pages. And so far it seems REALLY good. I also recommend that book to everyone.

I got through those 25 pages in 30 minutes too, which I felt was good for me. Since I’m a fairly slow reader. And that time includes a few minutes here and there of just staring at the hot boys as they run around the track, and also a few minutes of trying to get hoodie under control. :-[

Reading Andrew’s journal lately has really made me wish that I had been around more when things we’re happening. I didn’t realize how many IC trips I missed, and how many fun things I missed by always doing what Adam wanted to do. I also wish that I could get the pics of that day that we plastered Andrew’s chest. I need some new material to stare at when I’m sad.

I’m out, yall.

Laters.

EDIT:// Also forgot to mention that I went and talked to two Faculty today and got recomendation letters from them. That’s exciting. I pick up the one from John on Wed, and I don’t know when Susan will get hers done. She said it’ll be before Oct 15th. But I really want it next week so that I can get this app in as fast as possible.

I had a really nice talk with John today too. It’s always really good when a professor actually REMEMBERS you from a class. He asked me how I was doing, and talked about some of the things that I talked about in my english papers. He also asked me if I liked the class and stuff. Even noticed that I’ve lost a few pounds (About 15 now) since I was in his class. I was really surprised by that, I mean how many of your teachers would NOTICE that you loose weight? Most boyfriends/girlfriends probably wouldn’t even notice.

He also said that he had a very positive memory of me being in his class. So that’s exciting.

Anyhow. I’m really out now. Laters.

Strange Days

So the last couple days have been very strange.

There seems to be a lot of randoms out there IMing me lately, and it’s starting to get very very annoying. Yeah, it’s nice that I have people to talk to online. But many of them are from far away places, and are still in HS, and are thus not really good people to talk to.

And plus, I just want people to hang out with lately. Last night I really wanted to just hang out with someone. And there was this crazy IMing me, and kept blabing about wanting to hook up. I was like, “NO, crazy.”

But eventually I was like, well we can hang out, cause I realy wanted to hang out with someone. So he came over. Very strange person. He only stayed for like 20 minutes or so, we talked about Andrew mostly. And also about Mac’s. Apparently he has one on order. One of the new ones. Hoe.

Then later on Crazies boyfriend IMed me, and we talked computers. Apparetnly he’s a ComE major. Only talked to him for a bit though.

Went and showered cause I”m sure I smelled since I worked out earlier that day and hadn’t showered since before that. Then Gap Boy Imed me and we set a date to go have dinner. So we’re meeting up tomorrow to have dinner and hang out before he has to go to work. I’m very nervous for that. I don’t know what the hell we’re going to talk about all through dinner! Very crazy.

Though I did see him on campus this morning, pushing chairs around. I was riding my bike and had just got done lifting, so all sweaty and the like, so didn’t stop and say HI. Though I’m sure I’ll hear about that later. lol.

Hit bed shortly after that, but only after like 10 other randoms IMed me… All seeming to want into my pants. I don’t get it. I’m really not that cute, and whatever. They’re all crazies. ::whines:: I just want people to hang out with. I need to drop my morals I guess to get that though.

Anyways, got my paper back from my MGMT prof… With this written at the top of it:

Now if someone can tell me what that says… I’ll give them a blowjob.. I mean cookie.
lol.

Yeah, so that’s my life.

Blackburn brought up the unbrandamerica.org website the other day in class. I was excited. Well mostly because I planted a thing on her desk that was the unbrandamerica.org poster and well she read it and actually right there incorporated it into her lecture. She’s such a great prof. I guess she reads Adbusters too. Which is way cool.

Speaking of, I’m reading one of the books for that class, Nickel and Dimed: On (Not) Getting By in America. It’s a very scary book, and I really don’t like reading it. Though it just keeps dragging me in more and more. I hope the rest of my selections to read in that class are just as interesting!!

Anyhow… Basically strange days == many people wanting my pants, and me not wanting to give it to them.

I just want my Drew Bear back to protect me. I don’t like singledom.

A Tramatic Weekend

Ok, well this weekend was very very very emotional for me. All of which was written in a private entry. So you’ll all have to wait at most a year to be able to read about it. So 😛

So yeah, Saturday was spent in my apartment, nearly 5 hours on the phone that day. I didn’t get much done, like I wanted too. I had planned on stay in and getting caught up in all my readings.

Oh well. It was better to be on the phone.

I went home Saturday night, and just sat around and did nothing.

Sunday I got up and got to drive the Cat. That was exciting. We’re building a garage this week, incase no one knew that. Very strange if I do say so myself.

After that went to Beak’s and “fixed” her computer. After that we headed out and spent the day shopping. I got 6 new pairs of boxers. All very cute.

One the shopping was over, they decided not to go to the Drag show and I didn’t want to go alone. So I headed back to Ames, wrote a 6.5 page private entry, and then spent the rest of the night on the phone.

Went to bed about 11:30, after hanging up the full length mirror that I bought at 11. I think the people above me weren’t very happy.

Today I got up, went to class and that hurt like shit. I did 30 minutes on the bike and burned about 200 calories. I wanted to try the eliptical machine, but they were all in use. I then worked my legs and ab’s. I’m up to 96 pounds on the abs and 240 on the legs.

Did my arms, and stuff as well. Which are really starting to hurt. Though I am starting to see a difference in my chest… I was jacking it yesterday and was obviously flexing my muscles, and I could tell a difference. So that’s happy.

I can also REALLy tell on my abs. And my legs too. So that’s good. I just wish that I could drop the fat faster then what I’m doing.

My partner and I talked a lot today as well, which was strange. Normally we don’t talk to much, but we talked about classes and all that.

Ok, well I’m on the phone with Apple and I’m purchasing an Xserve!!! Very exciting for me. So I must break now.

Laters all!

Another Weekend.

Well this weekend is coming to a close, unfortunately it’s a three day weekend, so there’s one whole more day of it. I dunno if I can handle that.

Friday night I just went home and spent the night there. Nothing too exciting.

Saturday I got up about 9:30 and went to the mall about 10. Got my new glasses ordered and then walked around the mall for a while since I had time before I had to be at Beak’s. It took all my strength not to buy tons of clothes. I was feeling down, and that’s what I do, I spend money. Plus the Gap had some REALLY cute Cords and some UBER cute shirts! I wanted them all.

And then Express Men had the shirts that I love on sale. Though luckily they didn’t have any colors that I really wanted. So that’s good.

I got out of there without buying anything and then headed over to Beak’s. Hung out there all day. And I do mean ALL day. I finally left about 9:30 or so.

Though it was tons of fun. We went to Wal-Mart and the whole time I was there I was talking to Andrew, spent about an hour on the phone with him. Good to talk to him, though he seems to be taking things abit hard right now. All that for a private update.

After Wal-Mart, or was it before? I don’t remember, we went to IHop and had the WORST waitress in the WORLD! I swear to god. I must be cursed.

Went back to Beak’s and tried fixing her computer. It was being a whore bag. But eventually got it going, after they left to go back to Wal-Mart to get Beak’s new bike. That took them forever and by the time they got back I had it up and running agian. Got online and went to download all the patches, and within like 5 minutes she had the god damn worm AGAIN!

So yeah, that wasn’t good. Tried reformatting AGAIN! But it STILL didn’t work. Very annoying. So I finally left.

IN between there there was lots of random running around, we went to the half price book store and I found a book that I wanted to get Andrew, so maybe I’ll go back adn that’ll be his Christmas present. Though I have also found a few other things I want to get him for that.

After the book store, we went to the mall and I picked up my glasses and then we went to the Gap, and I just HAD to buy the cords. So I got them. Very amusing. I also REALLY wanted the shirts. I’ll have to keep an eye out to see when they go on Sale.

I wish I still had Gap Boy’s IM, I could ask him to watch for me.

Oh, we also ran into David #3 (From Coring) at the mall, we talked for a bit, though not long. I wanted to tell him to give me a call next time he was in DM, but I forgot too. It’d be fun to hang out with him again.

Anyways, on the way home from Beak’s I called Andrew and we talked for a bit. Again, he’s having problems. Also talked about Cort. I guess she’s having problems too. So sad, really.

Ended up talking for another hour or so. I really enjoy the weekends because we can talk whenever we want too.

I’ve been looking at new cell phone services and I think I may get sprint, because I can have the Sprint to Sprint unlimited calling, so we could talk whenever, for however long we wanted. Instead of having to wait tell the weekends to do that.

Got home, and just sat in my drive way talking to him and watching the fireworks.

Got to bed about midnight.

This morning I woke up about 10 and got ready, then went downstairs and just lounged around tell my PU’s got home so that they could pay me for my glasses. Got that taken care of then headed off to Ankeny to get some food.

It’s REALLY cold here in Iowa today, (IE, 64 according to my computer) so I though Chili sounded good. So I went and got some stuff for that, and come home. Made it and then called Andrew. We talked for like 40 minuies before someone came in and asked if he wanted to go tot he Beach. He did and we broke.

Hopefully he’ll call me back and say that he had a GREAT time there.

Anyways, time tob reak. Laters all!